Dear DV members, something amazing just happened!
I just had the same experience, the body parts moving on its own - but without SP, or ANY kind of hallucinations!
This is the first time in 5 years I literally know and feel I'm making progress into lucid dreaming, or OBEs, APs, what ever exactly it may be.
Here's a recap of what occurred:
It's 20:44PM here right now, I got off work at 5PM and went home, had a meal, and played a newly installed game on my PC. I had fun, I ate again, chatted with friends and then decided to relax, lie down and find random videos about lucid dreaming on Youtube, watched a couple of personal experiences, some TEDxTalks and similar. Finally, around 7:30PM I decided to totally relax, close my eyes and try and become lucid.
While I didn't even enter the dream world (realm?) - something else which makes me happy did happen. I experienced the very same feeling of my hand moving like I did a few night before (the event I described when I started this thread).
So, why am I happy about this, didn't I say that event was terrifying? Yes, I did. But.. What's different now is that this event didn't include SP at all! I was fully aware I can move my body at will, I was simply lying there, trying to calm my mind and then it started to happen. The weird sensation which I described before which usually led me to SP but this time it kind of didn't go into that direction.
Few seconds of this energetic feeling (brain took the bait, thought it's time to sleep) - and my left hand started rising! I need to make this clear: Last and first time it happened - this was terrifying for me - my hand was moving involuntary, I was home alone, it was ~3AM, I heard VERY LOUD chatter and other audio hallucinations = paranoia.
Now, without the paranoia part, this was an amazing feeling. So..., what happened!?
I lost it! :\ Why? Got too excited, I wanted to let my hand rise high enough so I could see with my own eyes, whether my physical arm is actually moving, or does it just FEEL like it is. Unfortunately, as my arm got higher and higher, I got too excited over what I'll discover once it enters my line of sight. This excitement made m start to sweat and my heart to pump really fast.
My thoughts also went sideways. I was literally changing massive thoughts within split seconds; "OMG ITS HAPPENING STAY CALM WHERE?S THE HAND WAIT WHAT WHAT HEART WTF STOP GETTING EXCITED AM I STARTING TO SWEAT OMG IM GONNA LOSE IT DONT GOOOOO!!!!"... and it went, slowly, as it came, it went away, my heart started to beat slower and my hand went back into its place (if I had to guess, I'd say it moved ~10cm above the bed).
There I am, super excited, little bit disappointed but still really happy there was no paranoia. So, I just stayed there, lying the bed, getting fully calm again, deciding to give it another shot. Approx., 15 minutes later I felt it come again, but it didn't last for long, I lost full sense of my physical body but no movement, excitement was to blame once again, it drove the feeling away again.
After 10 more minutes of lying in bed I couldn't relax anymore, this was too much, I feel like my "spiritual progress bar" increased by 300%.
Anyways, I wanted to share this experience with everyone willing to read this post. Let me know what you think, I'm really looking forward to hearing what other people have to say!
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