So I rarely get to SP when wilding, but after numerous attempts over a few months I realized I only seem to get to it when I'm not trying to. For example, I went to sleep for four hours, then got up, tried to WILD and I just couldn't do it. I stayed up for a good 3 hours until I felt tired. The thing was I laid down exhausted, and after some time I was jolted into awareness as the sensation of SP spread over my body. I feel like I was gone mentally, but the sensation of sp itself woke me up. I stayed there awhile, but I couldnt figure out what to do to move onto that next step. Also, for the rest of you who consider yourself decent at wilding, how do you find that balance between focusing to keep yourself aware and hit sp, but not focusing so much that nothing happens at all?