Okay, today, I've had some quite weird dream experiences. It seems that in my dreams, I always question my lucidity, which is good, I guess. But I have one problem.
Reality Checks don't work!
Literally, the nose plug check doesn't work and I think I actually felt pain by pinching myself! I mean, seriously, what? Could I maybe move while dreaming, so I actually plugged my nose and pinched myself? Could I possibly have a sleep problem that makes me not enter SP? Sometimes, I talk in reality while in dreams. I like, try to talk in dreams and find it incredibly hard, probably because I'm trying it in real world. Maybe since I'm not paralyzed? Would this render my LDs useless? God...
Here is how a scene of my dream went:
I was in my school, and was going to a specific subject, I think language, when I questioned myself if I'm dreaming. I did the two reality checks and they didn't work. I closed my eyes and imagined something happening... and nope, it didn't work. So I just thought it was reality and lost consciousness.
Also, I've had another weird thing. I seemed to have a dream where I was checking dreamviews, and I read that moving your eyes left-right and up-down while trying to WILD can speed up the SP because it mimics your eye movement in REM, and your body thinks you're already sleeping. I went to bed and lied down. I did as it said...
Suddenly...
Holy crap! I'm trembling!
I was shaking as if I was entering SP and I saw a bad image of a frog in front of me (I think since I read Mancon's guide which said his first HH was frogs...). But, I really, was... shaking, it was an unknown sensation. I never felt SP. I break-forced through it.
At this point, everything was so weird I actually don't know if I woke up or had a false awakening or just started another dream. However, I know I felt very very weak, whatever it was. I was barely moving myself. I think I RCd and thought I was in reality. Then I tried moving eyes up-down again and it didn't work...
So, any answers to this bunch of questions please?
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