Hello all,
You might remember me from my earlier posts in November and December when I was first trying to attain lucidity. I had a 10 second dream back in November which I asked about and you's said was probably my first lucid, unforchantly after that I kind of dropped it cause I got bored and tired and it was my Christmas holidays. I didn't take it up again until this march when I started to write my dreams down and attempt to MILD when I was going to sleep each night.
So just there last night I attempted to MILD before I went to sleep and I was so tired I fell straight asleep on my back, forgetting to turn my lamp off. Anyway, I had three dreams, all kinda inter connected, sometime in the morning before 8:31am. The second one stuck out because my best friend was in it, and I never dream about my best friend. It was toward the end of this dream that I began to think "maybe this is a dream" and it carried over to my final dream. In this dream I was walking down a corridor in my school and I kept thinking "if this is a dream I can control it right?" . I went to the bathroom (cause I really needed to go in real life I guess) and went into the stall I usually use in that bathroom. I thought I would try a reality check, when I was sitting on the toilet. I tried to put my right index finger through my left hand, It didn't work, but by this stage I was sure it was a dream so I tried again and it kind of broke through the skin, the top of my hand sort of split/cracked, I was expecting a much cleaner motion but that was fine. I was sure now so I rubbed my hands together. The cubical was very small so I pushed the door forward and it expanded. I tried to flip over but it didn't work. I woke up.
So I'm fairly sure that was a lucid dream, but It was very foggy, I was in control but I wasn't really in control of my mind, like I didn't think, hey I can leave here now if I want, or wow I'm lucid dreaming, it was more of a steady realisation followed by foggy inaction. Is this what all lucids are like or will it get clearer and easier to think? Was this infact a lucid dream? Will I be able to have them easier now? How can I make it clearer and more real feeling?
Thanks for all your advice in advance!
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