A bit nearer... I hope

**Irreo** · 09-03-2013 08:33 AM

Hi there,

I'm not sure if this is the appropiate section.

Just wanted to share my experience tonight, which I hope is a sign I'm a bit nearer of attaining lucitidy while dreaming more often, something that only happened a couple times accidentaly in several months. For now I only had a couple of very-short lucid dreams, so I'm still waiting for the good one, while deep sleeping.

So, here is the thing. Yesterday, after dinner, I had a couple of beers while playing this game on the PC (for real, not dreaming). Now suddenly I find myself with a third beer, almost finished, and I ask myself: "when did I open this one?... This makes no sense... I was only going to have two... and also, I didn't put this one on the fridge... where did it come from? What's happening here?". Well I just finished it. Bad thing is I realized it was a dream when I woke up and remembered it.

The feeling in the dream was weird. I could remember myself having the first two beers, and then an empty, void space in my memory, not knowing how I ended there drinking that third beer. This is something I don't usually experience in dreams. I mean, everything, even if it's really weird, looks normal, or I just accept it without much question. But this time I was puzzled... I found myself finishing a beer I didn't even put on the fridge (oh, I just remembered the glass felt cold), and that couldn't remember myself cracking.

Now, another strange thing happened on another dream this same night. I was driving a big truck (18 wheeler), and it seems I parked it and transformed into a car, because a woman came to me asking if I always park my car so wrong, and confused, I looked at the car, saw that it had one side on the pedestrian area, and a bit surprised I told her: "err... I... I don't know how this happened.. to be honest I can't even remember myself parking it...". She replied as if I was just having fun of her. "No... really, I mean it... I was with a truck, and suddenly I find myself here with a car parked... and I can't remember myself parking it.."

I don't know, maybe these are a bit normal happenings in dreams, but I just wanted to share them here. I'm doing a DJ for several weeks now so maybe it's related to me remembering more and more dreams and discovering new things, but I certainly hope it's a sign that I'm near to "waking up" inside one dream someday...

Sorry for the long text and thanks for reading!

Regards.

**Sivason** · 09-03-2013 09:02 AM

That is not normal dream logic if you ask me! It seems a clear sign you are starting to bring more awareness into your dreams. Be sure to learn as much as you can about awareness training and proper RCs. You are getting sooooooo close!

**realdealmagic** · 09-04-2013 12:43 AM

You are definitely very close.

Also, remember that every time you sleep you are becoming a bit closer! That always keeps me motivated!

**Irreo** · 09-11-2013 02:43 PM

Here I am again...

Well, it seems the brain is outsmarting me... tonight's dream has been not only a bit tricky, but also big treason over my own self

I was having this normal, long and fun dream, where I was with some guy I apparently knew, out party in a disco/bar. While walking around looking for some girls to chat with, I went through a group of 5-6, and one of them just told me: "sex, if you want?", while I walked past her. I put my thumbs up while walking away letting her know that the message was received. Later, I walked past them again, and she said it again, so I agreed.

It's here when I noticed she was a complete beauty, not older than 18-19, blonde, pouty lips and a piercing on her tongue.

The thing is that I either changed dream, or woke up, I'm not sure, but this is all I remember. After 20 minutes writting down this dream and a previous one I had, I went back to sleep.

I though: "hmm... maybe I could try WILD (it was 5.15am), or just try to re-enter the dream with the blonde girl". So, I just relaxed while thinking to myself: "when I sleep I'll go back with the blonde, and become lucid".

Well, I fell asleep sometime (even with some kitten meowing non-stop on the street), because next I know I'm waking up in a bed, and when looking around I see the blonde girl, who says: "it has been good" (seems we already finished..), and here is where the tricky-outsmarting thing comes, because all I could think was: "is it her?.. hmm, yeah, it's the blonde girl I was with before...". But the dream continued just as a normal non-sense dream. Not only I didn't go lucid for a single second, also looks like the dream somehow "continued"...

It's pretty frustrating... not only not going lucid, also not having enjoyed the missing part

And this after a couple days where I missed a fake awakening... I "woke up" laying in my back with my hands on my chest, fingers laced, like when a corpse is on a coffin, so I couldn't do my RC with my hands, but I started trembling and seeing lots of lights so I though I was in some transition. I tried to relax but after some seconds my heart started racing and then I woke up for real... So I missed being able to stand up and stabylize the dream...

Well, I guess I gotta keep trying...

**FluBB** · 09-22-2013 10:30 PM

hehe... you are getting very close my friend.
Keep writing down your dreams and dont think about it too much and its in the bag. Nice work!

**Kruse** · 09-23-2013 08:46 PM

You may as well get used to your mind playing tricks on you - it happens once in a while. You'll get better at recognizing when it happens over time though

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