A bit nearer... I hope

[Irreo]

Hi there, I'm not sure if this is the appropiate section. Just wanted to share my experience tonight, which I hope is a sign I'm a bit nearer of attaining lucitidy while dreaming more often, something that only happened a couple times accidentaly in several months. For now I only had a couple of very-short lucid dreams, so I'm still waiting for the good one, while deep sleeping. So, here is the thing. Yesterday, after dinner, I had a couple of beers while playing this game on the PC (for real, not dreaming). Now suddenly I find myself with a third beer, almost finished, and I ask myself: "when did I open this one?... This makes no sense... I was only going to have two... and also, I didn't put this one on the fridge... where did it come from? What's happening here?". Well I just finished it. Bad thing is I realized it was a dream when I woke up and remembered it. The feeling in the dream was weird. I could remember myself having the first two beers, and then an empty, void space in my memory, not knowing how I ended there drinking that third beer. This is something I don't usually experience in dreams. I mean, everything, even if it's really weird, looks normal, or I just accept it without much question. But this time I was puzzled... I found myself finishing a beer I didn't even put on the fridge (oh, I just remembered the glass felt cold), and that couldn't remember myself cracking. Now, another strange thing happened on another dream this same night. I was driving a big truck (18 wheeler), and it seems I parked it and transformed into a car, because a woman came to me asking if I always park my car so wrong, and confused, I looked at the car, saw that it had one side on the pedestrian area, and a bit surprised I told her: "err... I... I don't know how this happened.. to be honest I can't even remember myself parking it...". She replied as if I was just having fun of her. "No... really, I mean it... I was with a truck, and suddenly I find myself here with a car parked... and I can't remember myself parking it.." I don't know, maybe these are a bit normal happenings in dreams, but I just wanted to share them here. I'm doing a DJ for several weeks now so maybe it's related to me remembering more and more dreams and discovering new things, but I certainly hope it's a sign that I'm near to "waking up" inside one dream someday... Sorry for the long text and thanks for reading! Regards.