Hi chaps...i get SP quite alot, most nights actually and i also used to get that thing where i felt a most terrible fear then i would feel an "evil presence" i could never see this thing but knew it was there, it would grab me by the feet or ankles and drag me about the bed, sometimes dragging me off the bed and i would land with a massive "thud"! i have had terrifying experiences but have now learnt to controll it so that it doesn't get to that stage..as soon as i hear the "swooshing" noise and feel that throbbing of my head at the same time i think ..ok keep calm nothing can hurt me, im safe and i look for a dream to begin instead, it usually looks like tunnel vision but its all black, then i begin to see a dream in the distance start to manifest, if i feel it dissapearing i think of something and that brings a dream scene back, i stay focussed and slow my breathing down as it can get rather fast if i let the fear controll me instead of the other way around! sometimes if it doesn't work and i dont get into a lucid dream i will just wake up, otherwise i go lucid and love it the trick is just to stay calm and focussed on your intent to go into a LD, if you fear it then it will make any hallucination worse which you will fear more allowing the hallucination to get worse, like a circle of fear...you fear and it gets worse which makes you fear more which then makes it even more worse..i always think about my nan and grandad who have both passed away when this happens and it really helps to imagine them close to you, also if you do get to the point where you feared and the thing is getting you etc, face it and ask "what do you want" also send out love to it, you may be suprised..hope i was of some help
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