shadowofwind: Great response, I have been being lazy/busy the past few days and have not made time to respond, so I hope you have time to at least read this. I am excited to even have talked with you because I feel as if you are an important person in the future, for everyone including myself
Ok, So I totally agree how standard beliefs are partially true and untrue. I have held this belief my whole life and as a result have become a very open minded individual. There is more too it than just that though, that thought pattern grew into something one could to refer to as a path to enlightenment. Since I have found that everything, for lack of a detailed list, holds some form of truth, I scoured the internet for things that would work for me. That is another part of it too, I do things that work for me. It is also another reason why I have come to the place I am at, I dont hold on to any belief or anything of that nature, I just use it until I evolve out of it whenever that may be. So when I found out about astral projection using your third eye, I decided to try it. This decision was mostly intuitive though, I had heard about AP but always shied away, until now. Since I could do it, I labeled the experience accordingly in my head. After awhile, I started going through major changes in thought patterns, everyday activities and every human sense I had was enhanced, to some degree. At first I was really intuitive, and that ended up showing me how to "feel" emotions/chi. This happened about September of last year, and I am still getting a firm understanding of it.
Quick, relevant story time. I got isoprobyl alcohol in my right eye about 2.5 years before this, and it damaged my right eye to a point where I couldnt see far distances. Soon after this happened, I was staring out a window of a schoolbus on a sunny day. I was in deep thought and not very aware of my physical surroundings. Suddenly, I noticed a speck of something bright within the air, it was just kinda floating around, but when I focused my eyes on it, the non-existent light dissapeared. Since I didnt now about orbs at the time, I figured it was somehow related to the eye damage. I researched it and came to that conclusion, and eventually gave it up although my intuition still was seemingly holding on to the experience.
Through the same way I found out about astral projection, I was taught a new technique. It involved opening your eyes during the astral projection, at a certain time, in order to somewhat ground the experience and to see "astral" matter in your room. After I tried this in the dark, I was displeased with the amount of effort I invested and the very little outcome. All I saw was some purple that I labeled as me seeing my own third eye. I dont know how I came to this conclusion, but it led me to believe that I was just seeing that. This ability became real to me when I was laying in bed one morning, sometime later, looking at this purple. Suddenly I was aware of this girl I had been talking to at the time, there was no reason to me why but since I liked her I didnt mind. Suddenly she was inside the purple with a grin on her face. This honestly excited me so much that I snapped out of it and became aware of this reality only. Within 20 seconds of this happening I recieved a text message from her, the first one I ever randomly got from her. This may not seem like much, but when one is directly experiencing this, it is mind blowing.
So after all of that and lots of meditation, I was meditating/astral projecting outside in the sun. I feel so much more energetic outside and it makes astral projection easier for me. Again, I was trying a technique i learned online from the same person who I learned AP from. I was trying to see my energy body. What happened was I saw the same purple and other colors on my body, but I kept my attention on a particular thing I was seeing. I say thing because in my human experience i have never seen anything like it. But it was basically a moving piece of "astral" matter that was bright and muti-colored, but not a color I have seen in this reality, and it almost looked like a pen point from somewhere else was drawing something, but it only left a small trail, not a visible line. Now that is just my interpretation, I cannot guarantee that we view astral matter the same way, but the reason I believe that it is astral matter is because the orbs i see now, the orb I saw when I was younger, and this indescribable piece of matter I saw all share one quality. When I focus my eyes on them, they dissapear. From my perspective, this means astral because it is beyond the normal sight that every human possesses. Also the indescribable piece of matter I was watching became a part of my life because whenever I would stare off into space, literally looking at the sky at staring off, I would see many of them. Eventually I learned to focus my third eye on that piece of matter and I started seeing orbs.
I felt like that would help you understand where I am coming from. Now about this higherself. Along my journey I learned about the higherself idea. Honestly, I was skeptical at first as most people are of matters that are not 100% tangible. However astral projection showed me something very important, that there is more that just this reality. I am a believer of different planes of existence, or multiple dimensions. I was originally taught to skip over certain places in AP and to only go in the "good" places astrally. On many occasions though, I have had bad experiences often involving violence. Several times when this has happened, a guardian version of myself would come protect me from annihilation, but allow me to do things. Like you said previously, when a question is asked one generally receives some type of response, and after many questions and tests, I have come to believe that we have different representations of ourselves on these higher dimensions. So when I got to the part about higher and lower kin in your post, I understood through my own perception. Seeing as how you are aware of these different dimensional versions, on some level, you may know what I am talking about. To make it more clear, all of the dimensions are interconnected. The 3rd dimension, or physical reality, is the one we currently exist in is much denser than the other dimension and thus humans/physical matter is able to exist. We are somewhat separated from the other dimensions in 3D, so in the higher realms there is no phycical matter. So when I think astral, it means anything beyond 3D reality. This is only because I dont know the limits of what astral would be considered because there are many dimensions that exist beyond ours. That basically sums up how I can see astral matter. Since all the different dimensions affect eachother, and I am aware of more than just this reality, it seems to me like I am viewing some kinds of interdimensional activity.
Oh yeah, dreams seem to be something of this nature too. I have met my higherselves in dreams but it seemed to me like we are like one being, almost like I am viewing my higher self doing things but I am doing it as well.
Thanks for reading even though its long
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