Ok so I just had a very unsettling dream which I am confused about. I am a very rationally minded person with a history of having spiritual experiences and don't quite know what to make of these odd events to be honest. I would like some opinions about my dream, which felt extremely real:
I am lying in bed late at night when I st art to dr eam abruptly. In
the dream I am walking in a city with others, with friends. Suddenly a
giant, two-headed, winged, clawed, scaled, green monster appears in
the distance which is coming closer to me. I get the feeling that it
will eat the building directly in front of me (a sky scraper with dark
blue glass window sides), probably with me along with it. The thought
rushes to my mind frantically that I should run and hide from the
monster, but I realize that this is all a dream and so just stand and
observe what is happening, knowing that nothing can hurt me. Then, a
giant, grey, autobot comes out from the ground at my feet or the
bottom of the building in front of me. the two giants do battle and
then the green one is struck by something which turns it into a many-
faceted, green crystal/gem with long, flat, smooth, reflective sides.
The huge crystal structure grows and eventually converts the whole
city into crystal. Then my entire view becomes intense patterns of
crystal in a mandala that oscillates and spins until
eventually, with a high-pitched vibration, I break through it,
shattering it, and am sucked along a portal or tunnel of patterns. The
tunnel goes through many shapes, patterns and colours, being black and
white at one point, and is turning along corners all the while, so that I can never
see the end. A few events happen to me where I appear in some place
and then am somehow swept up, or my reality shifts, so that I am once
again travelling through a portal or tunnel of patterns. I forget all
of the events except the last one, except that they somehow involved
encounters with other conscious entities which gave me a certain
experience, and except that in one I was in a strange new world that I
now remember perhaps contained a light grey house and a field of
grass, although I feel there was something inexplicable about the
nature and quality of the other-worldly place. In the final event I
was being swept along a tunnel/portal when I came to the end of it. At
the end it was darker than the night, and I could see nothing. Then I
got the feeling of my lungs having no air in them and that I was not
breathing. I suddenly took many rapid breaths, as if for a first time.
Then there was a sound like a baby crying and I realized that it was
me. I felt strange sensations related to the feeling of emergence.
Then I felt a hand wipe across my eyes and I could see a dim,
undifferentiated, blurry light which gradually got a bit differentiated
to where shades and vague shapes were distinguishable. Then a female
voice spoke softly into my ear, something like: "do you want to be
with the others?" or perhaps it also said that I was missed by the
others, or that they were waiting for me. Then I felt a great,
fractal-like or patterned plane below me and to the right diagonally. I
was sucked through this plane, through a portal and then I woke up in
real life in my bed, wide awake and astonished. I got the feeling that
there were aliens outside my window.
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