Over the past year or so, I've had several dreams in which I have a brother, and something tragic happens to him. In one dream, he died in the military. In other, he killed himself. In these dreams, I have such a DEEP connection to him that it's unreal. He feels like a piece of me, like actual family. The problem? I have only ever had one sibling, a sister. But this connection to my "brother" feels so REAL. When we dies in my dreams, it feels like a REAL family member passes away, and the pain is unbearable. When I dream of him I feel like I've known him my whole life. I have had no other dreams about fake family members or anything like this. It's always my "brother."

Possibilites: My father was a sperm donor in the 1980s. I was born in the 90s, which would make possible brother about 10 years older than me(in his mid 30s). In my dreams, he usually dies young, like high school aged or college aged. So even if I had a brother, would he even be alive?

I even thought about reaching out to sperm donor websites but they make you pay, and my dad signed an anonymity form back when he donated.

Am I just crazy? haha. Thoughts??