Originally Posted by WhatsReal
Yes they are similar is some underlying way. I felt the same when I woke... Angry and I felt I was definitely attacked by this figure.
Rhetorical question....Was it your evil clone who created the dream, so that he could attack you? Or was the dream created to force an open confrontation that would expose something of its true nature, so that you could see how it attacks you, and defend yourself better? For myself, I go back and forth on this a bit, not always sure what's me, or what's helping me, or what just seems to be helping me so that it can lure me into a deeper trap, or what's showing me a trap that I can climb out of so that I won't fall into a deeper one later.
After my dream, I felt like it had been all of my life's difficult experience compressed down to a couple of seconds, so that I could grasp what was really going on. And I felt I was freed a little bit afterwards.
In another dream, in which I struck a blow against something like an evil android, it seemed that it depended on its true nature not being thought about or discussed openly and honestly.
Originally Posted by WhatsReal
I feel he was pure evil.
My demon felt that way also - pure hate, with nothing there to redeem. At the same time, after I recognized my own anger, I experienced the dream as a message, not as an attack, and it felt positive and helpful rather than unpleasant. The hate itself was evil, but not that I was able to experience it in that way.
Originally Posted by WhatsReal
I also looked toward "god" to save me as I was falling, although it didn't help.
This reminds me of an anecdote someone told me about an acquaintance who tried to ward off a demon with the name of Jesus Christ. The demon said, "I know who he is, but who are you?"
It seems to me that sometimes a person can't escape from an evil. Once it touches you, it has a claim on a part of you, and then some things just have to play out.
But how do you know that your appeal didn't help? I don't think in terms of 'God', and I'm not willing to worship in any case. But it seems to me that we are heard, and that help is patient, often waiting many years for conditions that produce a more real change than what a quick response would.
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