angie746

Last Nights Dreams
Dream 1

I am in a small garden, there are lots of flowers but it also looks a bit messy. To the side of the garden there is a bit of a drop down and as I look I can see an area that looks like a bog, there is water there like a pond but it is covered in grass. I can see something like rubbish in the boggy pond, and there are also 3 or 4 dogs swimming in it, well trying to anyway! I am quite concerned about the dogs but then I realise that they aren't in any danger.
A small dog that is by me suddenly jumps up into my arms, he is cute but quite scruffy looking. The dog now wants to go onto the boggy pond and play but I don't really want him to just incase, but he jumps in anyway and he's ok. ((dream skip))
I am at a house with another woman, I don't remember who but I knew her in my dream. I can see 2 chairs and a bed, we both go and sit down I sit on the white chair next to the bed. There is a dead body on the bed but it is covered over with a sheet. I move the cover and realise its my cousin. He is male with short ginger hair ((he's not my cousin in real life, just in my dream)) I am now crying my eyes up because he has died and I had a very close bond with him. I now place my hand to the floor under my chair and I can feel something all wet and spongey, I lean down to take a closer look and it was like a spongey mat, blue in colour, I knew the wetness was urine. I think to myself "this must have been what he last urinated on just before he died" ((urghhhh! Lol)) my hand is now all wet from touching it.
The other woman is now walking around and talking to people, I now decide to get up and mingle., I am still breaking my heart I really can't stop crying, I am devastated and the feeling is really overwhelming me. I see another woman and she comes over to me, she is my dead cousins mom and she now tells me that a close friend of mine has just died and then I wake up.

Dream 2

I am in a queue and there is a man infront of us, he is trying to get me away from something. He is saying "come on...quickly!!". He has a rope or something in his hand and he wants me to grab hold of it.

I am in my old house from when I was a child. I am with my husband and his brother ((who died a few years ago)), there are about 3 other blokes with us aswell. I dreamt that one of my husbands brothers had recently died but spirits were good again with everyone, we were just having a laugh etc.. We were all playing a game in the front room, my husbands brother had a towell to his mouth while we were playing, I remember looking at him and thinking "Jesus, he's bleeding", we finished the game and while my hubby went and sat in the front room I went upstairs. I got to the landing and went into the bathroom, I got to the sink and I could see blood, there was bloody tissue, bloody cottonwool balls and the bloody towell, there was also blood all over the sink. I began to panick and knew it was off my husbands brother. I walked out of the bathroom and I saw my husbands brother lying on the landing, I knelt down by him and knew he was dying, part of his tongue was next to him on the floor. I leaned forward a little and looked at his mouth..the inside of his mouth had been sewn up, cotton went through the sides of his mouth and through his tongue. I tugged on the cotton trying to get it out but the cotton also went down his throat and was well and truly stuck. I realised there was nothing I could do then I looked at my hubby's brother and realised he had died. I really didn't want to tell my hubby that his brother had died on this night because he hadn't long lost his other brother. I walk downstairs, I'm still holding the blood stained towell etc. in my hand, I walk into the kitchen and my hubby says "where's mi brother, have you seen him?" I get all upset because I don't want to tell him. I put all the rubbish etc in the bin then walk into the front room, I take a seat next to my hubby and I just look at him. I have tears in my eyes and i'm so choked up that I can't speak. My hubby looks at me and his face just drops, he then says "NO, please no", I then break down in tears and so does my hubby. ((dream skip)) I see my husbands dead brothers ((they are both dead in RL)) They have their arms around each other and they are singing, they say "this is for K, we know he likes it" They sing "stand-by-me" they sing the whole song and tell me they are ok now and back to how they used to be, they also say they know my hubby is doing ok and I can actually feel how much they love him. They said they sang the whole song so that i would remember it when I wake up. There was a 3rd brother but kev has only got 2 brothers that died, I argued with this 3rd bloke that he wasn't my hubbys brother but he argued back with me, he is very stubborn and adamant just like my hubby lol. We ended up laughing and I said "ok, ok you win!" He smiled and then my hubby's brother "D" said "It's all true you know and make sure you remind "K" of the song. I then wake-up for real with the song "stand-by-me" in my head and then it blagged me for about an hour or so afterwards lol.

My hubby was in this one AGAIN!!!

I was with my hubby and we were doing great, we were then sitting somewhere together and he told me he'd had sex with someone else and said that woman was now pregnant with his baby. I cried and was in shock, i remember saying "how could you" I again cried hysterically (( amazing how emotions are magnified in dreams)) I was totally gutted. He told me he wanted to stay with me and that he didn't want to be with the other woman so i said "i'll try". We were lying together and i started to get upset again he said "whats up" i replied "i will have to look after that baby with you" I remember feeling so much resent for that baby in me, i felt so hatefull towards it. My hubby said "we can make it work, we'll be ok" I hugged him so tightly and began to sob, i leaned towards his ear and softly whispered "i'm sorry i can't do it, i love you with all my heart i have to leave, this is too much for me" I kissed him and cried my heart out , he begged me to stay but i left.