angie746

There are 2 of me in this dream. The one me who was me was the one who has to die ((sorry if this is confusing)) lol..and the other me existed but I never got to see that me in my dream!
I'm on my last day of being alive, I go to town with my Dad and I buy some strawberry laces ((the sweets)). We now go into a shop and I see some flower transfers on the wall, they are for sale, they are so pretty and glittery, I am attracted to the pale blue one and run my finger across it as I admire it. My Dad now notices a floral handbag, I say "that's really nice" he says "yes...you can try it on for your mom then. I put it over my shoulder and think "why would I need to try a bag on for her??!" and I think this is a bit weird.
I am now in the town and I'm on my own. I now see my Uncle M and he comes over to me, he is in a wheelchair and wearing a black ribbed hat. I speak to him and tell him what's going to happen to me, he is crying and hugs me and says "it'll all be over soon". I really don't want to die, I'm so scared and can't really understand why I have to.
I now meet my hubby and he takes me to a place where my coffin is. The mattress inside is made out of black leather. I now have to say my last goodbye to my hubby and then I get in my coffin and lie down on the mattress. It all cracks under me like it's rotten and it's all wet, dirty and horrible.
I now lie down and shut my eyes waiting for myself to die, I'm scared shitless because I don't want to and I want to live my life not the other me, but I have no choice. I know there are other dead people in coffins around me and I'm thinking about this as I lie here.
I suddenly hear my Pigeon gasp, I jump up out of my coffin and go and check on her and she is gasping for air. I notice she's not in her bowl now ((eh!!!??)) But she has tried to get out and is caught between the table and the lid of the bowl. I take the lid off the top of her and shout to my eldest ((who has suddenly appeared from nowhere lol)) "she needs water, quick!!" my eldest just stands there and does nothing and then a bowl of water appears in my hand, I give my Pigeon a drink and she is now better.
The Pigeon now begins to talk to me and she copies what we say. It's not time for my Pigeon to die yet, she has to wait untill I die. ((dream skip)).
Myself and my Hubby are at a cemetery, we are looking at a grave that has been newly dug and I realise it's for me . I say to a woman who is with us "no..wait!!!, we want to be buried together" she says "you can't now but maybe when your both dead we can put you together" I reluctantly say "ok then". I am so jealouse that my Hubby can stay alive but I have to die. I begin to wonder what it will feel like when I'm dead but the other me is still alive and I'm very, very confused.
((The feeling I had in this dream was bloody awfull, I can't explain it but it wasn't nice atall !!!!))

Dream 1

I was standing on a field. I was with my hubby and another man was standing to my far left. I looked onto the field and there was an alien lying down on his back, he was glowing red and his glow got stronger and stronger. There were balloons by the alien and I shouted something to this man about the balloons, I think I told him to get the ones by the alien for us. We ((me and hubby)) decided to go home and check to see if the balloons were ours and the alien followed us. I checked a small cupboard and there was 1 balloon in there, I shouted to my hubby "they haven't moved in here " I went to the back door to check there and heard a dog growling and opened the door with caution. My sight had now gone but i knew a nice dog had come in, I felt it then I shut the door on the other 3 dogs, the nice dog was called sally and it was all black. My sight is now back and I am now back in the main room of the house, my hubby and the alien are both in there. The alien said we will be charged for how long he is here ((lol)) The alien has now changed into a normal man and is wearing a grey uniform with badges on. I looked outside and his white van was there, there was writing on the side of it which said "SPECIALISTS IN GAS, HELIUM......" and something else which i can't remember.

Dream 2

I was tired, me and my hubby had been somewhere and then we went into a room. There was a large white, leather corner settee in the room and a large T.V. Me and my hubby lay on the settee and he put one arm over me and the other one under me, I was uncomfortable so he moved it after i gave him a shove ((lol)). I had my eyes closed and he put a film on the T.V., I heard my hubby say "ang are you awake, ang are you awake" I pretended to be asleep, I then said to my hubby "do you want to turn the telly off while we go to sleep" He had put a scary film on and i remember thinking that i would have a lucid nightmare if i could hear screaming etc. while going to sleep and i didn't want to.

Dream 3

It was raining and I was walking up the street with someone. There were lots of shops along the street, a certain shop caught my attention it was a pie shop or something, there were 3 lads outside the shop. One was tall and looked like a bag-head...the other 2 were short and chubby ((one of these worked in the shop)). I and my friend went into the shop, the shop was very crowded , one of the short chubby lads followed us, he walked in while his mates waited outside. As his mates egged him on he grabbed my ass, i looked down and was shocked, he was holding a white towell when he pinched my ass, i think he had it to try and conceal what he had done. My hubby was working in the shop and was watching when the lad grabbed my ass but he didn't realise what had happened although his face looked curious. This lad then told a worker there that he wanted a pie or a doughnut but another bloke who worked at the shop gave the lad a bollocking and told him he was sacked! The manager then asked him if he wanted a doughnut ((lol)) ...This lad and the other workers who worked in the shop wore white clothing like what a butcher would wear. We walked out of the shop, i was wearing my shiny black leggins and longish white top, i began to pull my top down over my ass incase he done it again