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    1. 1st Apr 2013 Short WILD, managed to do different method of WILD transition

      by , 04-01-2013 at 06:07 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap, managed to do different method to go into WILD, my usual transition is just waking up in the dream and i was barely able to feel it, but this time i managed to feel some kind of transition more fully.

      I am in my bed. Eyes closed. I am going through some unusually heavy HI and at certain point i decide to try and i force myself to sit up while opening eyes and i feel like i am moving different body(dream body) for a second until transition completes and i feel like being one again. I take off headphones and get up, while looking around. Furniture in the room is placed completely differently and there are tons of useless stuff, like if someone with hoarding disorder was there. I rub hands, but dream shortly fades out and i wake up.
    2. 31st Mar 2013 Doing WILD in the dream again, New Dreamscape, Transformation attempts, Wasp uberswarm

      by , 03-31-2013 at 05:42 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Yay for another decent length lucid dream, and once again it's WILD from a dream.

      Only thing i can recall from non-lucid part is that i was at home and i was WILDing.
      I wake up and take off headphones, confirming that i am dreaming, i get up and the dream becomes very unstable, i start rubbing hands and dream becomes more stable, but still not fully stable, i go to balcony, on the way i imagine time of day changing and it rapidly changes to night then back to the day, i start touching the door frame and concentrating on that, dream fully stabilizes. I jump and and glide in the air, i start feeling wings but for some reason i have trouble moving vertically, which prevents me from flying through the doorway. I drop back to the floor and jump again, i feel wings again and this time flight works properly. I fly through the balcony doorway, but instead of balcony there are some other rooms, i quickly navigate through them and find true balcony doorway. I fly outside.
      I fly straight and then slightly to the right, i am flying even faster than previous time. Near trees i attempt to increase that speed even more, but end up zooming my view in instead somehow. Surprised, shortly i restore view back to normal and continue flying beyond trees. I reach different area, finally it's non-city dreamscape! There are hills, various trees and river. There are also bridges connected by cobble roads and DCs are roaming around. I decide to try to do transformation into a dragon again using method that worked before, with visualizing and shouting 'Dragon Form!', but once again i can only manage to transform hands, black scales appear on left hand and green on right hand, as well as claws, and fade out shortly. I do a couple more attempts while flying along the river, on the third attempt i have a bit more success, i get red scales on left hand and black on right hand, and this time they look more detailed, have more vivid feel and last longer. I fly around some more and eventually i get distra
      cted by some DCs and transformation disappears as well. I can't recall much for a while other that we went to assault some enemy DCs.
      Eventually we get into some sort of treehouse where enemy commander resided, the team beaten him up but all the fight destabilized the treehouse and it was barely balancing. After some balancing attempts it ends up completely upside down and everyone falls onto the ceiling. There are wasps. Lots of wasps. Hundreds of wasps. They sting me and somehow get into my mouth while i was trying to get up, i feel a bit of pain but not much.
      I suddenly remember what i was doing and fly out of the house, which falls. There are hills around and a few trees, and there are wasps absolutely everywhere, a whole swarm of them. I fly around while spitting out the wasps that got into my mouth, then i concentrate energy and imagine healing and pain goes away. I also try to breath fire at wasps, without transformation, but that fails too, though i think i ended up scaring them off and they shortly go away.
      I fly back to the river area, looking around for something interesting, but after a while, suddenly, dream instantly changes the palette and instantly destabilizes, i rub hands but dream destabilizes again, time stops for a bit and it screws up my flight, so i end up falling to the ground.
      On the ground i look around, there's female DC right near me, looking at me. I ask her 'You again?' even though i didn't meet her before, but in dream i was pretty sure i did( ). Shortly dream fades out.

      I wake up and get distracted, because everyone is watching movies in my room for whatever reason. Shortly i wake up properly with some heavy hypnopompic hallucinations that someone is still watching movies in my room, which lasts for a few seconds, making me do a bunch of RCs.

      Updated 03-31-2013 at 05:44 AM by 59854

      Categories
      memorable , lucid , non-lucid , false awakening
    3. 29th Mar 2013 Weird dream with control and a bit of lucidity

      by , 03-29-2013 at 08:06 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from nap ~20 hours ago that i had written in keywords but didn't had time to write it there earlier, also i feel like dream was fairly long, 24 hours of dreamtime maybe, even though i didn't had much detailed recall.

      I was in the subway, moving to some different place. Then i was at home, testing some things in fraxy, there were some new bosses and interestingly it was 3D and had completely different gameplay. I experimented with some things, but later i figured that i had some control over things, but instead of thinking that i am dreaming i was thinking that i was in some alternate world that was in my mind(close enough ).
      I was doing various things, there was some weird city built out of various materials and some stuff was on fire, i was getting ladder to go through, also there was a dog that was getting drunk.
      I was back at home and was playing around with ability to create various characters, i created a bunch and then was watching some videos with them, some humanoid dog was one of the characters and one of the videos was something hockey related.
      After a while something
      made me think that i was dreaming, but i didn't had much awareness nor memories of waking life so i was worried about it ending, and then i heard voice of all characters, which sounded evil: 'we don't want you to leave'.
      Dream faded and scene changed into some other place and i lost lucidity, i was hiding from two doctors who were running around with scissors and wanted to cut off my dick( ).
      Then i woke up back at home, but before i could do reality check, objects around suddenly started vanishing and then i
      woke up properly.
    4. 27th Mar 2013 Random short lucid dream

      by , 03-27-2013 at 07:44 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      So after my nap i did reality checks and i was recalling non-lucid dreams from it, and i accidentally fell asleep without noticing it(lack of sleep earlier didn't helped, duh). I got up since i already did reality checks and looked at time, it was 1:00, which couldn't have been since i started my nap later than that, i started walking towards balcony while looking at hands, fingers were strangely bended. Then i woke up. Couldn't recall non-lucids from that, but hey, got one more lucid dream.
    5. 24th Mar 2013 Fake sleep paralysis, 'Fight' with a midget, Basic TOTM I, Some transformation success

      by , 03-24-2013 at 03:02 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap, got lucid due to attempting WILD in a dream again as well as finally did some goals as well as TOTM.

      I can't recall much about dream start, but i was at home and i was apparently sick, it was nighttime and i was watching Syphon Filter let's play, it was pretty weird in way that there were driveable vehicles and one level had the jump that was supposed to be done in vehicle, but player failed and was forced to redo whole level because the jump was done above area where level starts. Dad was annoying me because he decided to sleep in my room for whatever reason. Later i was watching another level with massive bridge and armored enemies, which supposed to be boss level of some kind. I looked at time and it was time at which i should go for nap. So i went for the WILD.
      I wake up and it is daytime, i can't move, also for some reason i am in position in which my view is rather limited. The bed position is different too, and there were no curtains on windows, but i didn't notice it at that moment. So dream manages to convince me that i have sleep paralysis event. In a bit i hear sound of someone walking behind the window. I am slightly alerted for a second, but only for a quick second, then i get back to calm state again. I hear more sounds behind window and then i see some shadow figure. It breaks through the window and runs towards me.
      At this point i start suspecting that i am dreaming, but still can't move. Now it's not shadow anymore, but a person, i can only see legs though due to position i am paralyzed in. He starts punching and kicking me, i feel being hit, but no pain, i still can't move though so i just absorb hits like a badass until i fall out of the bed. I am able to move now, and i ask the person why he's doing it, i can't recall response but i was not satisfied with it, i looked at the person and apparently he is a midget. He decided to continue attacking me, but i just... sit down on him. He's angered and somehow manages to grab me and almost throw me, but i grab him in response too. Then he grabs in different way, making it harder to keep balance, but i respond by grabbing differently too. We continue that 'fight' while epic orchestral music is playing, until i get him into situation where keeping balance is just ridiculous, like he has to stand in weird pose on single finger while grabbing my hand, and while i am not touching the floor at all and grabbing him somehow... i am not sure how to describe this fully, haha. But i apparently win and i free myself from the grab.
      I say something i can't recall to midget which was lying on the ground and walk to the window, which is not broken now apparently. I smash it with my fist and it breaks, i get through and check hands, no damage on them and left hand has 7 fingers, also they are like super detailed. I take off and start feeling wings, i fly straight ahead and then slightly to the left this time, and i fly pretty quick, i also hear sound of wings more clearly that previous time. Shortly dreamscape changes and i am now flying above some different place in the city, i decide to try transforming into a dragon again, but no dice, i continue flying and dreamscape changes again, to some kind of outdoor restaurant with a bunch of DCs, i fly above it and dreamscape changes once again, now there's some buildings. I spontaneously get an idea that transformation would be easier if i get more destructive.
      I fly straight into building wall and start breaking through it at full speed, it ends up very very thick, since i am breaking through it for whole 5 seconds already, without lowering speed. There's not much light and i decide to visualize transformation now, and i have feeling of change. After a couple more seconds of breaking through the wall i manage to reach some rooms, which luckily had some light. I look at my hands and i have claws and hands are fully covered with green and black scales, it's awesome, though i didn't changed in size, i think. I try to talk and my voice has weird tone messed with something like combination of roar and some high pitched sound. I haven't stopped flight for whole time, so i end up breaking through the wall again, deciding to get back to outside, but eventually everything fades out.

      I feel myself back at the bed, but all i can see is darkness, i try to shout, but my voice is replaced with sound similar to one i had during transformation, i feel paralyzed and shortly i see some black and white portrait in the darkness.
      I wake up while shouting, family is in the room and they make 'wtf' faces, i respond that "that's why i don't do this when someone else is in the room, especially when sick", i get up and then i wake up properly and immediately do an RC, haha.
    6. 23rd Mar 2013 A couple of DILDs, Transformation attempts

      by , 03-23-2013 at 08:23 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps, got a couple of DILDs and a bit of progress with dream control.

      Nap #1:

      I was on my PC, playing some kind of mod of video game called Doom. I got bored and decided to replay one of my own old mods for Doom. It was going on normally for a while, but soon it was smoothly transitioning from 'me playing game' to 'me being in game', then i ran into some technical problem with game not loading properly, but i fixed it, as i got to the next level it was suddenly overdetailed compared to everything else, there were yellow and red cave walls and also there was some kind of reactor behind the gate, and objectives stated that i had to destroy it. The detailing work on that map was ridiculous and i was never that good at map making so i realized that i am dreaming, i was walking around a bit and there were monsters from doom, which were frozen in place for some reason, but before i could do anything dream suddenly transitioned into my room.
      It was daytime, i recalled my goals and went to the balcony, which was already open. On the balcony i was ready for another attempt on transforming into a dragon, i recalled that behaving like one would help transformation process, so i tried to do a roar, but failed, i started to fly and felt wings again. Dream destabilized in a second and i, what i call it, 'lagged out', basically no matter what i did i was shifted into previous position while moving again, and shifting to previous position again again in infinite loop, like what you would see when other player lags out in some multiplayer games. I tried shouting 'stabilize!' but shortly dream faded out.


      Nap #2:

      There was scene where main character of the game Medievil, Sir Daniel Fortesque, was talking to some princess, but she later lured him into some kind of trap. He managed to get out and she attacked him with sword, but he, being undead skeleton, was mostly unfazed by attack. Then dream skipped.
      I wake up back in my bed, i recall the dream that i had and then i take off headphones and can still hear binaural beats, which means
      i am still dreaming. I get up and go to the balcony, on the way i engage senses and try feeling objects, for some reason it was hard to move fingers and for a second i felt the bed with it(being nowhere near the bed) as if i was still in the bed, i was thinking that it might feeling from my waking body but i quickly discarded that thought to prevent destabilization.
      I take off and feel wings again, this time flying is even easier and i can even hear sound of wings! I fly to the left(if facing building) and then just fly around for a short while. I decide to try attempting transformation into a dragon right in the flight, i shout 'Dragon form!' while visualizing and expecting change to happen but nothing happens. I notice that i am flying above some kind of marketplace and there are lots of DCs. For fun i decide i try something different, i fly right at random DC, which apparently is female DC, and suddenly stop right in front of her face, there's expression of shock on her face haha, then i fly away. I decide to go for another attempt at transformation into a dragon, i shout 'Dragon form!' again while visualizing and expecting the change and suddenly i feel the change on my right hand and hear weird periodic sounds that i can describe as 'crackle', i look at my hand and it's clawed and there are black scales roughly halfway to the elbow, in a few seconds it becomes back normal though, but hey, it didn't instantly destabilized dream this time! I fly around for some more time and then dream fades out.

      I wake up back at my bed and in a few seconds i wake up properly.
    7. 17th Mar 2013 Unstable lucid, Devil May Cry-like game

      by , 03-17-2013 at 04:17 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps.

      Nap #1(fragment):

      Can't recall much of dream but at one point i was on my computer browsing something and i became spontaneously lucid for a bit but then i lost it for a short while searching for something and then was like 'Why i am doing all of this, i am dreaming after all!', and i went to balcony to start working on doing some of my goals but dream faded out before i could get to it.
      I tried to DEILD back to it after waking up, but was unsuccessful.

      Nap #2(fragments):

      There was video game, slasher of some kind that looked somewhat like Devil May Cry. There were three characters, one looked similar to Dante from Devil May Cry series, other similar to Nero from Devil May Cry 4, and they were working in pair. The third character was girl in full heavy white armor with metallic wings and she had different path, but in the end all three were teaming up against final enemy. After playing it i was searching it's OST on YouTube.

      Updated 03-17-2013 at 04:20 AM by 59854

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    8. 15th/16th Mar 2013 Short lucids

      by , 03-16-2013 at 02:11 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps, plus one from yesterday which i forgot to add into this DJ, 1 DILD from yesterday, 1 from today and 2 WILDs from today, 4 total.

      Yesterday's nap:
      Can't recall most of the dream but at one point i was at home near my PC, with headphones on. I started hearing binaurals and was thinking why i listening to them at that point. I took off headphones and still could hear them, thus realizing that i am dreaming. I rubbed hands and looked at the bed, which was a mistake. Shortly dream started destabilizing that there was something scratching my head. Then i was in the bed and shortly scratching resumed, i seen hand, i pulled it and it was apparently dad. Dream faded out.

      Today's nap #1:
      I wake up in my room and take off headphones, confirming that i am dreaming, i am about to do stabilization but dream fades out.

      Today's nap #2:
      Dream 1:
      I am in the bed and i start hearing loud explosions, that start coming closer and closer, i open eyes, there's flashes outside and also i am lying in different position, i take off headphones and binaurals still playing, confirming that i am dreaming and i stabilize the dream by feeling the bed and rubbing hands. I stand up and start moving to balcony, field of view becomes all weird and changes as i move, becoming smaller and larger and smaller again. As i try to run for balcony door gravity becomes lower and i start moving too slow to open it. I am about to try again but dream starts fading out, i attempt to grab onto it and i am back in the bed, before i can do anything dream fades out again.
      I wake up for a bit, memorize recall and go back to napping.
      Dream 2:
      Can't recall much of start of the dream, i was in some sort of minecraft looking game and there was some sort of battle, then i went into weird bunker with a few people and it was made out of TNT. Then someone apparently ignited the TNT and there was explosion, not all TNT exploded so obviously most of it was fake. I grabbed one block of fake TNT and started smashing it around for some reason, then when group moved i carried it with me. We moved through a few more rooms that were made from differently colored fake TNT. Dream skips.
      I was home and still had block of fake TNT with me, i put it down and there was weird machine in the middle of the room that automatically cleaned up stuff that was put onto it with water and also repaired clothes. I was playing around with it for a while then went to bed. Then when i got onto it
      i spontaneously realized that i was dreaming, but dream instantly faded out. Then i seen some different kind of room but it was super blurry, also i heard binaurals. I was stuck like that for a few seconds then it faded out completely.
    9. 12th Mar 2013 An roughly week long dream

      by , 03-12-2013 at 10:33 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Finally found time to type this.
      Dream recall from naps, or rather a nap. Fragmented and mostly low-medium detail due to dream-time length, it was at least a number of days of time or even a week, i am not sure, my dream recall was not prepared for that.
      Also i got lucid at one point for a short period of time, but haven't recalled almost anything about waking life so was just going with dream's storyline. Also this makes my 50th lucid dream on count.

      I was living is some other world with family, it was flat, i was in some town and there were farmlands all around. I was busy with something that day until at the night we were surprised to find that there a group of people appeared in the town, who were partly-human and partly-some kind of animal. Everyone quickly became friends with them and the next day(or a few days, not sure) we had fun doing random things including adventuring into some kind of jungle, using some kind of subway system, eating weird food, from which i recall some alive pudding that had to be stomped before eating and there was some background music to that. Also we have found a trio of some cartoonish ghosts who settled in one of the houses in town, they were friendly.
      Then during adventuring on the next day we discovered some cave and apparently accidentally freed some sort of 'evil flies', though we did not know about that. Next day we have seen that a swarm of those 'evil flies' were heading for the jungle, there were 'guardian flies' but they missed a few of them, as result 'evil flies' laid eggs in the trees, and there was no way to stop them now.
      We were discussing that and the only way was to retreat to the 'bottom world' which was the place where animal people lived actually. Also we figured out that each of us had some form of, i guess, psychic link with one of the animal people, so ones could easily become friends with each other, i think the one i had link with was one boy that had brown fur and was trying to be badass quite often. Before leaving, i noticed that some green rectangular creatures were trying to take over one of the houses. We have used subway system from earlier and one of the trains got us to the bottom world. It was pretty similar to upper world, there was town of some kind, though terrain was more rocky. Interestingly, it was still possible to see bottom of the upper world, but it was bright at day like in upper world. We were staying in some house and were watching some movies and anime together with our new friends before going to sleep.
      Then there was the next day, during which we were mostly getting used to this new world, and we walked around some locations in the town. During this i discovered that some of our people were having some hate towards animal people, some were even teaching kids to ignore them completely. I was annoyed by that and there was some discussion going on about that. Later i found out that it was related to one girl, i visited her dad back in upper world and was demanding to know the truth, but was denied. Annoyed, i broke into house and found some weird room. The walls and the floor of it was all bloody and there various sharp instruments and weapons on the walls and the floor. It was old bedroom of that girl, she apparently was murderer in the past somehow and her dad was trying to hide that from her by limiting her contacts, he was also afraid that due to psychic link her memory might come up as well, so he started whole propaganda against animal people.
      Then her dad found me here, and was saying that i will not come out of there alive. I was trying to tell that we'll accept her and help her, but he was not trusting me(apparently past murders in that world were easily forgiven or something). He took out the blade from the wall and attacked me, i dodged and quickly got random saw-like thing from the floor, i blocked a few more attacks but saw was not good as weapon in this case, so once i got a chance i changed it for another blade, which was somewhat weirdly shaped. Our fight continued and i almost got defeated, but suddenly that girl was here. She screamed and distracted us from the fight for a bit, giving me chance to try to knock her dad off. But he seen that and managed to block. The fight continued into another room full of some weird stuff, i noticed some 'artifact' items around. I got told(possibly by that boy through psychic link) that the only way to get victorious was to use those artifacts. I can't recall how most of them looked, but i used them on girl's dad between blocking and dodging attacks, each time he got stunned for a bit, but continued assault, then there was the last artifact that looked like miniature observatory. I activated it on the ground and it started getting smaller and smaller while emitting more and more of some kind of power. At this point our fight stopped and we were both confused on what's about to happen. When observatory thing reached smallest size, miniature sphere quickly shot out of telescope and hit girl's dad. There was massive explosion of geometrical shapes, which knocked both of us out.
      Later i awoken and found out that that thing apparently somehow changed the mind of her dad, she was there too. And then her dad started telling the truth that he forgotten about with time, and that he remembered it with the help of those artifacts. He was telling something about some kind of ritual and about some group of people who were supposed to fill holes in world with water to keep it stable or something and that they were from that group, then he was telling something about upper and bottom worlds and how they linked, but i can't recall what exactly.
      Back at the bottom world i was still thinking about his words, i was looking at some prison building, which was unused due to the lack of anyone to put to prison, and suddenly
      i spontaneously realized that everything that i lived through so far was just a dream, i was confused and then i really didn't wanted this to suddenly end and wanted to see story to it's end. Nobody was at the streets, so i went home. And apparently there was party and every character i seen so far in the dream was there, everyone was cheering me up and decided to do special night party of transformation practice! Everyone satrted turning into random birds and animals, i for some reason recalled gab's avatar from dreamviews and while thinking 'why not' jumped onto the table and transformed into black cat in upon reaching it, also completely forgetting about dream. Somebody told me that i got eyes wrong, everyone transformed back and we laughed. Then we all were having fun doing various stuff till it was very late. I was going outside and i have seen ghosts that we saw earlier doing something near the 'ceiling' of the bottom world. As i looked more carefully they were trying to get their house back from those green creatures i saw earlier. They were failing for a while, but then something made them recall the target of their existence, they transformed into huge trollfaces and scared the green creatures off. Then ghosts faded out since they had nothing to do in this world anymore. I went back to house, party was finished and everyone went to sleep, so did i.
      Next day, i was showing a bunch of video games to our animal people friends and then we were playing them together. Later, a new person showed up in our house, she was an ordinary girl but from what psychic linked friend was telling me, she was one of the people who were linked to the day of the year, or something. We found out that 'people of the day' started appearing in both worlds for some reason. We accepted her into our group.
      Later this day i was in some school in bottom world with a few animal people and we were trying to figure out more about those 'people of the day'. We figured out that they have link to some other people as well, but not psychic, but living link, and that link appears upon contact and it's not predetermined. Some of 'people of the day' start disappearing for unknown reasons, and people linked to them died. We tried to keep bunch of 'people of the day' in safety by guarding them in one of the rooms, but then some dude with scythe broke through the door and did a swing through a few of 'people of the day', they disappeared. He ran away and we attempted to chase, but he was too fast.
      This placed everyone in danger, since everyone have contacted with at least one of those 'people of the day', even accidentally. But we figured out the way to prevent the contact forming, it was basically holding some dirt in the mouth. Then we found out that the 'people of the day' went to hide in this world from that guy, but one girl gave out the location, so he followed. We found her and asked why, and she started telling some story about previous valentine day and something happening in the school. At this point dream abruptly ended sadly.
    10. ??th ??? 2012 First Lucid

      by , 03-12-2013 at 03:03 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      I managed to recall this lucid fragment randomly yesterday when i was going through my old dream memories, and i had it before i got into lucid dreaming, making it possibly my first lucid experience, unless i had one even earlier and just can't recall it.

      I was at home and then suddenly HUGE blades were retracting from the walls/floor/ceiling, i was dodging them at first but then i started thinking, 'But this is a dream', and started ignoring them while they were going through me with no damage at all. There was that recurring chandelier thing and then i woke up.
    11. 8th Mar 2013 Quake 4, Darkness, WILD in a dream, wings and flight,Transformation into dragon attempt

      by , 03-08-2013 at 05:31 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Recall from today's naps, some success, also not much of non-lucid recall due to me trying to DEILD after waking up from non-lucid. Also wow, i did successful WILD in a dream(which counts as DILD i guess?).

      Nap #1:

      I was in game that looked similar to quake 4 and was shooting some stroggs with my hyberblaster, cleaning room after the room. Then there was very dark passage where i got ambushed. Then everything went black and i spontaneously go lucid, i try to imagine different location and teleport to it, but there's no success, i try a few times but i am still stuck in darkness. Shortly i feel something touching me and 'hugging' me, no clue what it is. I try to teleport again but no dice. After a bit i see some white/cyan wall for an split second and then i wake up the room is different and the lamps are broken so i realized that i am still dreaming, but i can't move for some reason. Shortly dream fades out.

      Nap #2:

      Can't recall much about this one, i recall finding out that one of the forums that i was previously on, which expired, has been restored and functioning also there were some troll users getting banned on it. Later i was browsing some other forum that was apparently about Trigonometry Wars shmup, in one of the threads the author was having some problem with a different game he was making. Later i noticed that my PC was overheating.

      Nap #3:

      I was home and there was major revamp of furniture positioning, people were annoying me and PC was loading extremely slow due to some problem. I got tired of trying to fix everything and ended up just lying in my bed, trying to WILD...
      I awakened in my bed and i know i am in a dream, i take off headphones and i can still hear binaurals, that confirms it. I get up from the bed and while getting up i am concentrating on touching it with hands for stabilization, sound of binaurals shortly fades out as well. I am looking at the room and it is pretty accurate to my room in waking life, also it is daytime. I go to the balcony door and on the way i am repeating 'I am dreaming' a few times for additional lucidity and stability. I started ramming the door, had to do it twice like i did in the other lucid dream, though this time it just opened instead of breaking, i am fine with it since i want to do something more major for TOTM anyways.
      As soon as i get to balcony i take off, i immediately feel the wings, and this time i am better prepared for it. It's still not easy though, i start flying in circles for a bit and then far to the right(if facing balcony from outside), being unable to get higher. I note that the building is very long and as much as i was in flight, it didn't ended. I finally figure out the movements and start getting higher, my target is the roof, since i need a good big open place. I reach it in a bit but it is very small somehow, i take off again searching for different roof.
      Shortly i reach some red brick building, i note that my flight is pretty stable now. The roof is sloped, again not fitting for my goal, but i find decently open plaza-like area down below near this building. I also try taking a look at wings, but for some reason the angle at which i can rotate head is rather small. I land and look around, there are people walking around this plaza but i don't care. I start thinking up the way to reach my goal: transformation into a dragon, and i decide to try just concentrating, imagining transformation and shouting 'Dragon form!'. I try it for the first time, no success. Then second time, still not working. Then i try for the third time! I feel my right hand becoming different, i look at it and it's mostly normal but slightly bigger and clawed looking, it becomes normal shortly. I become more confident and attempted for the fourth time. I concentrated much more as well and i got it, my hands became clawed and black scales appeared all over them, but a second later, dream abruptly ends.

      I woke up in my room and dad was annoying me about something, so i forget to do reality check, then shortly i wake up again, this time properly.

      Worth noting it was my longest lucid up to date as well.
    12. 7th Mar 2013 Short DEILD and Weird fragmented dream

      by , 03-07-2013 at 02:34 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from non-lucid naps, dunno why my recall from naps is so fragmented recently. Also yay for somewhat successful DEILD.

      Dream 1(fragment):

      I recall being home, near exit door, arguing about something with family and then eating huge amount of honey mixed with something else.

      I woke up with closed eyes after that dream and decided to try DEILD. After a while of not-moving and trying to imagine last scene from the dream i heard weird noise and some dream scene started 'spinning' into view, i recalled scene from the end of previous dream again and now the proper scene was 'spinning' into view. I was in place but dream scene itself was frozen in place and it was hard to move, then it faded out shortly.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      There was weird 1-2 year old child that i have found at home.
      Then later there was something about two people trying to fish out the dragon out of some river. Suddenly i was one of them and there was some trick that to fish out the dragon it was needed to get fish and prepare it in some specific way. We were both failing and then dragon appeared from the river and just flied away. It was green chinese dragon.
      Then i was myself again and i was returning that child to some demon family he was from apparently. They looked like normal humans except their skin color was grey. We then talked about why people hate them, and that dragon was there as well. Shortly we were all watching some cartoon about some lumberjack bears or something.
    13. 6th Mar 2013 In-dream drink induced lucid dream anyone?

      by , 03-06-2013 at 03:01 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Pretty fragmented dream recall from non-lucid naps, also was lucid for a few seconds at the end.

      There was something going on about GTA-like game and in game there were some military characters that were saying something about forever being stuck in military. Later there was cook character that was saying that he's forever stuck being cook and that he had to make 95 cakes per day or something.
      After that i went to kitchen but it was apparently restaurant. There was lot of very expensive tableware, partially made of gold. The owner of restaurant suggested me to drink alcoholless champagne and gave me one for free. I drank a bit and got completely and utterly drunk, everything was wavy and i could not even drink properly.
      I somehow got lucid from that, knowing that i am in dream, but was still drunk, also my pants disappeared( ). Dream faded out shortly as well.

      Worth noting that i haven't been ever drunk IWL.

      Updated 03-06-2013 at 05:52 PM by 59854

      Categories
      lucid , non-lucid , dream fragment
    14. 1st Mar 2013 WILD - Some DC distracting me from goals

      by , 03-01-2013 at 08:15 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Seems like my recall of dialogue from dreams is not good, even from lucid ones.

      I 'wake up' on my bed in my room and take off headphones, i still hear binaural beats, confirming that i am dreaming. Dream was pretty unstable and it was hard to move, so i did stabilization by feeling the bed with my hands and also by rubbing hands. I recalled my goal to find a way to change location and i recalled that i wanted to try running through walls. I get up and try running into one, but dream fades out before i get to it.
      I am on the bed again, i know that i am still in the dream. As i get up i hear some loud, booming voice shouting something about nature, creating some sort of shock wave and thrusting me upwards, i suddenly feel wings once again and manage to stop my motion before hitting the ceiling and. I get back to the floor and shout some thing along the line "What was that about", the voice responds: "I AM ___ OF NATURE OF EARTH"(Can't recall the underscore'd word). I accidentally close eyes and dream destabilizes again.
      I am on the bed once again, this time with pillow somehow stuck on my front. I do some more stabilization and then get up, and as i walk i shout "Show yourself!", the owner of the voice from before appears in front of me in blue glow, but since i was walking pillow that stuck in front of me hits him and falls off. The owner of the voice appears to be midget of less than an half of my height. We greet each other and talk about something for a bit that i can't recall at all. Then i decide to attempt to run through wall again, but as i get close to the wall, some sort of forcefield slows me down. Midget starts running around the room while being completely invisible(I dunno how, but i 'felt' whenever he was nearby). I was trying to catch him, but as he becomes visible he's not a midget anymore and in fact he's somewhat taller than me, also he's wearing some sort of industrial working suit. He ignores me and starts connecting something to big speakers on the desk(I don't have speakers in the room IWL, i use headphones), and saying that it's something special. I accidentally close eyes again, but this time dream remains stable. I decide to reattempt my goal again, but as i run to the wall i get knocked to the bed from the side(possibly by ex-midget). Dream fades out.
      Tags: lucid, midget, wall
      Categories
      lucid , false awakening
    15. 25th Feb 2013 WILD - Suddenly Different Room

      by , 02-25-2013 at 03:57 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Not as much success than previous WILD entry there, but still interesting. I originally planned to do TOTM but i guess i forgot about that mid-dream...

      I am in my bed, eyes closed, i feel different somehow and binaural beat i am listening to is ending(it's not looped), i take off headphones and the still head a bit of ending, thus confirming that i am in dream. I get up and recall my goals, i remember to stabilize, i try feeling the bed and i also rub hands. I look around and i am suddenly in a different room of my house now. My next goal was to try phasing through balcony door, but i get a bit puzzled since i am in a different room. I notice a door 'leading outside' that's placed there instead of windows that are there IWL. I run towards it and imagine phasing through it, but door opens by itself as i touch it, so i end up falling.
      Mid-fall i try to teleport towards balcony, but fail, then i end up accidentally closing eyes, but after i open them it don't seem to effect the dream and i am still falling. Suddenly i feel the wings, so i slowly glide to the street.
      I look around and there are alot of people walking around, i notice that some of them look like my family, but nobody really notices me. At this point i presumably forgot my goals, so i decide to just explore. I also decide that it would be good to move faster, so i start running quite quickly, there's at least a few meters between steps. Dream starts fading out and i wake up.
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