Dreamscapes

Was in la visiting my dad. Tony had cancer and was going to die. I spent a long time telling him how death wasn't bad and about shrooms and MDMA. We started to get closer as a family and he was getting ready to die. He wanted it to be special so he tried laying in a special spot. He got tired of that spot and went to the bed and died. After intense pain there was pleasure. It fast forwarded to me and kara staying at my grandmas house. We were talking about how nice it was to live there because my grandma would do everything for us. I told my grandma how it wasn't so bad to die.*

Was driving home from some bookstore. Kara went in a different car and j was racing them. I got pulled over. For fun I ran and watched him chase me. I laughed and said I was just kidding. He was black and looked kind. We joked around for a while and he reduced my ticket price. He saw my stick and spun it a bit. I was surprised he could. My stick was kind of broken. He found a gun in my car and said I should get bullets and try shooting the thing. I never shot a gun before. I laid down and we talked about life. I asked him if he gets any ass while he pulled people over and he said yes. I thought he was awesome. I was hallucinating at the sky and saw shroom like visuals. Eventually he just tore up my ticket. I couldn't wait to tell everyone. For some reason I wanted to keep hanging out but I left and drove home.