non-lucid

Took shrooms and smoked weed. My plan was to wbtb the whole time. The dream lasted a while and I waited for the shrooms to begin. After a while they did and I snuck upstairs to begin my attempt at lucids.*
Went upstairs to my mothers room and began a astral. I succeeded really fast and was in my room in my astral body. I went downstairs and whispered in Leo's ear to remember that I was whispering to him and did the same to g. I continued just to stabilize and explore. I woke up and went back to them to ask if they remembered me talking to me but they didn't. I went back and astraled again. This time I walked outside and explored. It took me a long while here and I took my time and laid and rolled on the grass to stabilize further. When I was fully in I ran around the neighborhood and started running super speed. It was really hard to do but eventually I got the hang of it and ran across to the other side of the neighborhood. I kept trying to fly with no success. I eventually woke in a fa at some college party dorm. Kara was talking to people and I walked out. There was a gay guy who saw ,e and said I was gorgeous. I could tell Kara liked that. I woke.*

Was at some giant college with dorms inside of it. It was Halloween and everyone was celebrating. We had one class and nobody would listen to the teacher. She asked who wanted to leave class and everyone raised their hands. I felt bad and told her I would stay. Leo and I both stayed while she gave a mini class. Leo left to do homework. Later I went with some people in a giant endless haunted hall in the school. They decorated it really well and it was super scary. I thought there was something off about the dungeon and how it was a little too real and scary. We went down several halls of fright. Eventually all the students were scared and we ran out. I talked to Leo and we agreed to have an adventure in there to the death.*

Was back at school on a beautiful sunny day. I remember walking around the school a lot doing various things. Eventually I went to mothers and was outside on her balcony. I thought it could possibly be a dream but decided that it wasn't because I would just know and it felt too real to be a dream. I decided to nose rc Anyway and couldn't breath. I think back now and I actually could breath I just didn't acknowledge it. Suddenly my balcony door opened and two maslys come out of the balcony. They were from the school and I knew they wanted to play. One of them showed me a scorpion stance and talk about how most people went into their poses really shaky. I did a few poses and struggled a little to do it. At that point they seemed to lose interest and we just had some boring conversations with each other.*


Was at target trying to find a weird gadget someone in Hawaii wanted to me to get with Kara. I realized it was a dream and got super excited. I decided it would be fun to fly trough the store but I kept falling to my face. While on the floor I tried to just glide and it kinda worked but not really. I heard my alarm going off in the background and somehow ignored it. I teleported myself to my neighborhood and tried to fly there. I was a little more successful there but still not really. I woke up to my alarm going off and turned it off. That was a false awakening and had another where mystery was hitting on Kara really hard. Before that when we were in Hawaii there was a guy there who let us stay with him. Someone was looking for us and they called him to capture us but he saw great potential in us and didn't turn us in.*

Was at Bobby's house grabbing some of my pez when he walked into the room and asked for some. I gave him a few and Milan came into the room and saw. She looked confused and he looked pissed. He started blaming me and getting angry. I tried to make the excuse that it was just stamps but he would listen. She seemed not to care or know what it was. I got my mom to tell her it was stamps and she believed it and was satisfied. I later sat down and talked with them. Mila was telling me about some family death and seemed sad about it.*

Kara and I were walking around my moms neighborhood. When we got to mothers I climbed the tree that was close to her roof and jumped on the roof. I was a little scared and reminded myself to be brave. I was no longer scared and was running up the roof the check the view. Kara joined me and we watched the beautiful view. There was an ocean near my moms and we wanted to go explore and see it further. We climbed down the roof and started walking.*

I was with Leo and for some reason kalee was there. She was being nice to me as if she wanted something from me. I was ignoring her slightly because leo was changing. For so,e reason he was taller than me and looked really odd. I followed him around as we tried to figure out why he looked so crazy. After a while she got pissed and demanded I was nicer. She left for a while while my cousins and I watched her baby. If I would hold the baby's legs it would half laugh and half cry. It eventually threw up this gross stuff and I left the baby. I made sure he wouldn't fall off the table. Later he was seated in a chair and I was talking to him. Surprisingly the baby said a few words. I was amazed that it could at such an age. Kalee was back and we talked a while. There's was a new guy she liked and we said our hellos. I actually really liked the guy and we hung out for a while. It was my moms birthday party later that night and there were tons of people there. Random things happened until it was dark and I wished I had my staff and fire so I could put on a show for my mom. Instead I was doing yoga and a mix of breakdancing for a while. Kalee was mad at me again and said she wanted to choose a boyfriend. I chose the guy I liked for her and she was fine.*
There was a star machine. After the party everyone was sleeping and I turned it on and watched. It was as real as could be. The aurora was bursting outside as the machine was out as if there was really an aurora. Also certain scenes were playing out in the backyard like deer running by. Three wolves ate a cow while an elevator from the sky came down and people were coming down. This was mostly silent. It started snowing and there was a girl there. I stood half outside half inside with my hand ready to close the door scared that an animal would come. I called to the girl and she looked at me. This must have been real then. They sky was so brilliant. It barley looked like my backyard. I ran and got izra from the living room and showed him. His reaction was not the same. This time the scene played out differently and there were almost monster like animals. I tried to adjust the star machine for him and it started to almost get dimmer for me. He said with amazement that is was becoming more real. He said it was wasn't close to what I was seeing. He left and I grabbed kalees new boyfriend. The same thing happened to him. He left and I just watched it for a while. After in the morning I was telling Kara about the machine and her boyfriend said hello. We exchanged hellos and Kara told him kalee was on birth control and he could have had sex with her. He walking away saying he didn't want to talk about it.*

Michael and I were wrestling and practising special moves on another. He was telling me his troubles with ruby.

There was some people looking like they were being tortured near my moms house so I called the police. The l police said it was an act. They came over and asked if I would like to join the act with kara. I accepted. The act was for them to whip me while kara gave me head. I refused and quit the show. I was later craving head and accepted the show if they whipped me lightly. I had sex with kara after type show.

Had an older brother who went to some highschool party I was at really on my acid. Ye took four which was way too much. I was with another girl I liked and we were going to go on a date after. I was really excited butz I had to tend to my brother who was at ego loss and was ruining the party. He had all my pez in the car and I had to go get it just in case the police got involved. He was freaking out and having a really good time. I went with a few friends and the girl to my car. When we were down there the giant parking garage started shaking and then falling apart. I froze with fear and prepared to be crushed. I could hear my friends screaming in fear as they were trying to dodge the falling ceiling. We all survived and tried to climb to the top and escape. We had some bikes and were following a trail out. I had to go to my car first and get the pez and my wallet first. I grabbed what I could as fast as I could before it collapsed more and rode my bike out.

Dreamt that I took some special dmt that was really rare and a million times more powerful than regular dmt. I rushed past all the typical hallucinations and went directly back to being. The being was a giant diamond sized living creature that was made of all our combined consciousness. As soon as I connected to it I felt the unlimited energy and connectedness of everything. I was one with the source and forgot all about my past life.

Was playing Diablo and had an argument with a guy. For some reason kara and I were going to Russia. We stopped by Switzerland where the guy from Diablo lived to look at his house. It was giant and made out of glass and wood. You could see some people inside. The house was surrounded by mountains. I wanted the house more than anything and was struck by its beauty.

Wanted to go to burning man really bad but didn't have enough money for the tickets. I was crying and izra gave me some cash so I could buy a ticket. I went there and spent the whole time selling pez. It was really fun and took place in a giant desert house.

We lived in a giant mansion me Kara Leo and the crew. We had a little acid solution and were mixing with a tester to see what color it would turn. Red blue was a good color while black and a couple others were bad. A maid tried a little. She went the a boss of the operation and got in trouble. She died on the floor. We were sure why but we had to find out if it was the acid. One of us shapeshifted to a china to secretly spy on her friend that we were suspicious of for some reason. Later we went to check on the acid and in blood there was redrum written on the mirrors. We went into the main office and saw that the bosses son was shot. It was the guy who stole some acid. We didn't know who it was and had to take him to the hospitAl. He screamed no and that he was gonna walk to his mothers. We all got ready to go when my dad called. I told him what happened but he didn't seem too interested I told him there was a serious situation going and I didn't care about the weather. He asked again and I looked. I noticed it was beautiful out and told him in a sarcastic voice that it was sunny and beautiful. We both laughed.*

Was hanging with the cast from gossip and Leo and Kara and g. We were in my moms room that was a bigger pArt of a giant hotel. I was laying in bed and felt little bite marks. Turns out there were ants everywhere and they were bitingly neck. Nate said that I might get a disease from the and I should get checked out. He was pulling their heads out of my neck. I was really disgusted by the room and went on a walk. It was a clouded sunny day and I was by some waterfront. People were swimming but it looked as if they weren't having that much fun. I met some weird guy who wanted to talk so we walked on the dock. I had a weird feeling about him so I ditched him and hid behind a wall. Eventually I ended back in the hotel with Yeva. She gave *me some pill and I took it. I was the worst feeling I have ever felt. I could barley move and everything was spinning so much I couldn't see at all. I was laying in the bed with the ants and they were biting me. I *somehow fell off the bed and crawled to my old room where I laid in bed and suffered for what felt like hours. After I was better I knew Leo would take the pill too. I had to find him. I was screaming his name with Lara trying to find him when I saw Yeva leaving the hotel with a smile on her face. I knew he took it. I eventually found him on a couch looking really messed up. He couldn't respond to me so I picked him up and took him to my room. He was mumbling and I told him to ignore the voices. There were weird sensations that happen to you And he should ignore the unpleasentries.*

There was a cutscene with an elf getting a phone call about some stone that a monster found. He was to go fight him for it. I followed and watched their epic battle. *It was long and the elf turned out to be a wizard as well. Eventually the wizard died And I had to fight the monster.**I wasn't very powerful and kept running away from his attacks. Eventually I cast a killing curse that was considered cheating. It went to some weird cutscene where there was someone telling me I could do better. The battle reset.*

Grandma came over with my uncle and grandpa. Grandma hated me. I kept trying to talk to her but she wouldn't even look at me. I left to go to luke to get some acid. He was angry for some reason but we ended up trading shrooms for acid. We stapled them to prices of paper. I went home around dark and decided to pop one in to test the power. It had a metallic test and I knew I was in for a ride. I went outside with Kara and we swung on a tree. I went so high in the air that I scared myself but I was confident. I circled the air expertly around the tree. A jogger ran by and was amazed at my skill and so was I. I thought it was the acid that allowed me to do this. Kara tried too and couldnt replicate it. I *told her I took acid and she understood why. It was dark out and we planned on walking to a park. I was visualizing heavily. I knew my family was on a walk so we tried to avoid them. During the walk Kara had to poop so we stopped and waited. She was talking loud about drugs and I sushed her so my family wouldn't hear. My aunt was reminiscing about her old life and we tried to avoid her. Finally my family found us because Kara was too loud and we gave up. I was messed up and kinda showed it. My grandma was still ignoring me and I ignored her and made fun of her. She burst laughing.y uncle gave me a whip and we explored a jungle house. Sometimes animals would jump at me and I had to whip them away. I was good at the whip and swatted a monkey attacker and a few others. I was having a blast.*

My mom was thinking about moving to new York. She was going to stay at my grandmas place there and see if she liked it. If she did she would pack up and go. Kara too Had to go for some reason. I joking asked if she was gonna meet someone and she said that if it happened it happened. I was surprised by did not want to tell her not to because I thought she would do what she wanted anyway. I felt hurt though and didn't know what to say. I accepted and let it go. I was swimming with the always sunny hand in water full of cigaret buds. For Some reason they all liked it and swam. Kara got back and admitted to sleeping with someone. I lied and said I did too. The waitress covered for me as it it was her I slept with. Kara got jealous

Nightmare. I was eating with Kara at some messed up Chinese place. The walls were all white like a hospital and it was filled with Chinese people. I left to go to the bathroom. It was like a maze. There was blood splatters on the wall and I knew people were getting experimented on. I went the wrong way which led to an exit. The guy told me to leave but I wanted to get Kara. I ended up getting lost and running from different doctors who were trying to experiment on me. I kept walking in on mutated people who would grab at me and touch me. One of them got to me and started drilling me head. I got away and finally made it out. I was scared of everyone. My thumbs and a couple fingers were broken. I had a knife and killed a few of them on my way out. Some guy tried to help me but I told him to leave. I went to the ambulence and they were gonna take me to the hospital. It turned out to be the same place. I screamed and ran. It skipped to a scene where I was at a hospital and they had to fix my head. They took half my head and threw it into a firebug where steaming hot logs were running over my head. It was immensely painful and the first time didn't fix it. I had to do it again. I sen in again and just laid there accepting instead of screaming

My dad came to visit from Cali and went shipping with me at b square. He out on a mini dress thing and asked what I though. Adam said he liked it and I said it looked bad. He said it was comfy and bought it. My taillights were out and my dad tried to help me fix it. I went home and heard Leo was back with his mom and that he hated it here and wanted to go back to Russia. I called his moms house and she asked what I thought. I said he should do what makes him happy and that he is probably used to Russia now. She didn't like that and said to call later I knew she didnt want me to talk to him because I would tell him to go back. I called again and she said they left. I ran out of the house. It was snowing and blizzarding. I ran full speed. I had a long ways to go but didn't care. I stopped at some outside mall thing to get a hotdog. Before this I peed a lot in front of some guy on my balcony.*

Was along around my neighborhood slightly lost there are giant lines that Kara and I skipped. There was mud everywhere and people were messing around having a good time. I eventually met up with an old woman that gave me some massage and then told my fortune. She said a lot of things but one of them was to take less vitamins. I said I would. She said I was in Danger too. We skip forward to some guy hittin his wife. She runs out and her kids follow. He knows he messed up and will never get them back. I meet up with the wife and kids at their mansion. I have a little romance with the wife and the kids hate it. She tells me that she wants I to help find some stuff in her basement at the other house. I know where she speaks. I have had nightmares of this place. *There are things down there that are not exactly ghost and defiantly not human. Worse than both can ever be. It scares me really bad. I said first dinner than maybe. She agrees. We lay in bed for a bit. Leo and I are playing some computer game I don't remember which.*

Was in some class with Kara talking about the ego and such. There was an Indian guy causing trouble saying the book the teacher was counterfeit. The teacher was getting pissed because he wrote it. I kept raising my hand and answering questions. I didn't care about my grade because I wasn't there for school just for fun. The Indian said he reported him for counterfeit and hero really pissed the teacher looked like the professor and waking life And his head was shifting like that. It was funny to watch. I kept raising my hand for one last question and he wouldn't answer. I eventually left and went driving around sammamish. It was sunny and beautiful out. The high school was out and kids were driving recklessly. I was really euphoric and singing *

Was taking a super long walk with Leo and Dina. We ended up at some candy type store and hung out there for seemed like hours. We tried all different kinds of candies and drinks. Afterward we sat down for discussions.*

I lay in bed to prepare for my wbtb wild. It doesn't take long. For me to get tired and I pass out too soon. I am with rain my yoga teacher and Kara. She is teaching some yoga and Kara and I are following. We do something's for a while and I end up. NEar Safeway. I think about this and wonder how I get there so fast. Did I run? It hit me. I'm dreaming. I do a rc and look at my hands. I'm dreaming already. I pull up my sleeves and take the sight in. Yep it's beautiful like usual. Everything is Glowing as the sun bursts through the open air. * Unfortunately I wake up.*

I am with Dustin. It's Friday and we are at my place with Kara. Dustin and I were gonna to to the party but instead were going to a guns and roses workshop. We go and wait for what seems like forever until we see that it already started along time ago. We rush in and they almost don't let us in. It turns out to be a class and the teachers slightly crazy. Dustin and I joke around during class like we usually do and piss the teacher off in a funny way. It later turns into a whole camp scene where we stay there for the summer. Dustin turns into Leo. People were playing jokes on Leo for some reason and I was defending him. I was doing handstand in the sand on a giant downsloping hill and failing. Leo's brother who is older now comes up to me and asks why Leo always stinks and has fleas. I dont know why but I'll ask. I know he's gonna pull a prank on him later *and I tell him I am watching him and spank him on his ass. We both laugh and make our way to different camps

Dream about being at homecoming with Kara. I pretend to be king and the runner ups are all ugly. I laugh and boo them. They get pissed and walk off the stage. On guy tells me im too old to be there even though I'm gorgeous.*

It was new years and kara and I were slowly getting ready to go out. We were getting clothes on and getting ready to eat when Leo and g And everyone else burst into the apartment. It was only 9 pm but they were all high on MDMA already. Leo came in and hugged me and said he accepted me. Kara and I were surprised that this happened so earl and we doubled our effort to get ready. I realized we haven't eaten for a while and panicked. I went outside and saw that my car went crazy. It smashed into other cars and started driving around out of control. I knew it wasn't my fault because I set it on park. The car later turned into a dear that went around destroying everything. We took the time to try and stop and the dear and it started going after people. Eventually we had to kill the dear.*

Kara adds a giant fish tank to our place. It's on the ceiling and has all kinds of rare fish in it including sharks. It's really amazing to look at. I witness a fight between two smaller fish types. As they fight there is a health bar under them. The crab thing wins and starts eating the other one. It's exp bar slowly goes up. We end up leaving and going to our old apartment to clean it up. There's still. *Lot of stuff left over and we have to clean it before the new tenants arrive. We slowly work on it. Barons there and I strap him around me and help Kara load the car. The new tenants arrive early and are pissed that we haven't cleaned it. They threaten to complain and get us in trouble. We convince them to let us clean up for a few hours. We work super fast and end up jus. Throwing it all away. StephYa and Dustin are helping. I'm throwing all of Leo's shaving equipment away when the cleaning staff comes in to threaten us.*

I am back at my place with kara. We want to watch a movie but these yogis are over and serving fresh fruit. We wait in line to get the fruit. Rain tells me she's doing another clinic and I get excited. I eat a few pieces of pineapple and decide I want to look up nutrition facts for it.*

There was some financial crises where everyone could only spend a certain amount of money each day. We were in the desert and we're having trouble trying to take the rest of our money out. There was some sort of military trying to get us for some reason. We might have had too much money. We called people we trusted trying to get money transferred to their bank accounts and were having trouble. It ended with me trying to take 10k out and getting declined. The bank manager came and said it would be impossible.*

Kara and I were moving out of the apartment and into a smaller one. The place was a mess from the move and we were siting on the couch discussing random things.*


Was with Tina at yoga about to play m. Playlist. Someone else wanted theirs so I let them. I was tired for some reason and didn't like the tiny crowded room we were in. I must have passed out and some up in the middle of the yoga and was scared. I didn't know where i was and how I got there. I crawled out of class and told Tina what happened. I pulled I together and went back into class. The class kinda sucked and I wasn't that into it.*

Had a dream where I overdosed on something. I don't remember what but it was like my dmt overdose. The whole room changed colors and I blacked out. I felt piss on myself as I starting peeing my pants. I don't remember the rest.*

I was hanging out at some Russian office. The boss was really horny and was hitting on all these young girls. I was making fun of him and the others that worked there. It went into a scene where his young girl broke up with him. *Then w went for another girl younger than her and they were making out in a corner. *I thought it was funny. *

Went swimming with baron at some pool. When I was deep in the pool I was a fish eating other little fish and gaining levels. I would turn other into stronger fish. Baron would swim and eat the other fish. It was really funny. I would swim as fast as I could to one side of the pool and baron would quickly follow. We did this a few times and I realized the chlorine might be bad for him so we left. We were back at our apartment and I started putting clothes on to leave. I was wearing these crazy shoes that looked futuristic and this really nice warm jacket. I though I looked cool. I had three hats on and took them off. There was a knock and I knew it was the maintenance. Baron barked and I threw him in the bathroom and got peanut butter. I opened the door and I was. Incredibly sunny out the woman who works there said the maintenance would come soon. I heard a dog barked and thought how that would mask the bark of baron. The maintenance guy said he would come soon. That was good. I woke

I woke around 7:40 and went back to bed around 9:30. I was laying down and relaxing. I kept having to change position but noticed SP almost a minute after every move. I lapsed into a mini projection and noticed heavy pressure on my back. It felt super good like a massage. I told whoever was doing it to not stop. My phone rang. I had to start over.

10 minutes of not really laying still but back in SP. I can see these images shooting at my that sort of remind me of DMT. My hard starts to vibrate super hard. I start seeing walls form around me as I touch them it gets stronger. It never gets strong enough.

Was with baron riding a car with family. My other family member had a dog who had to go to the hospital so we scrolled buy to drop it off. There was a massive earthquake and everything was falling apart. I held on to baron. I kept him safe. We kept driving to some place with water. We were supposed to meet people *by the way was clogged. Eventually we had to travel by foot. There was supposed to be another massive earthquake that would rattle the world. I was scared for baron. I kept him close as we took a shortcut to our destination. I felt the second one coming so I jumped and ran *to some temple. There was a couple hiding and I went outside farther away into a murky pit. It happened. Rocks were falling from the sky and I dodged them. Baron was ok. The couple was knocked unconscious but ended up being fine. *

There was a giant party at some baseball players house hosted by a friend of mine. The first party was huge. There was alchohol on the floor and everyone kept sliding around. I broke a few things. The baseball player came was disappointed. It was too fancy and not his style. After the party he got in a fight with his wife and my mom and her went to talk all night. In the morning he wanted to throw a party that night but less fancy with a bang. I was gonna spin fire later. My mom final calmed the wife down and we tried to squeeze in the car to go home. I came back that night and began to spin. The fire went out and the staff always too small. The girl with the dragon tattoo came over to spin her staff. It was much better. She helped me by telling me which staff I should get. I helped her prepare her staff. It was time for her to spin. One of her staff ends needed to be filled so I ran to fill it with gasoline. I could tell she liked me and there was something pure about her. She was about to begin for real. She took a few hits from a j. Right as she was about to spin my alarm went off

For some reason 2 Mexicans were trying to kill me. We had a long showdown with guns and all. Eventually after many complicated moves I disarmed both of them and had millions of dollars in cash. I gave them a few thousand and we became friends I said I *would take them to america and get them jobs. We got stopped at border control because of the money. We took lie detector tests and passed. They let me keep the money. I somehow because some sports legend and got the best office in some building. I was running through the building trying to get the china packages that I was gonna sell. I did this for a while until I woke.*