task of the year

The most intense dream I have ever had. I'm losing it now. It was days, literally. School was ending and I was going to brmingham with Leo. I had to leave Kara behind and I was sad. I somehow realized it was a dream. Leo and Kara did too we just couldn't decide who's dream it was. Hours of conversation came through about who's dream it was. We knew each other but we didn't know how we knew each other. I knew and acted exactly how I did them them now. The thing about this lucid was that no matter how hard I tried I could not remember anything about my waking life or could wake up at all. I liked it a lot. The vividness was at the next level. At one point Kara and I saw the sun come out and we ran outside. It was beautiful. The sky was filled with colors I have never seen before. The sky was a magnificent painting. Even as I write this I feel different. Like I went through the most important journey of my life. This wasn't a normal lucid and I can't get over that. We tried so hard to remember waking life. Things would happen and we would laugh about who's dream it was. We all went to a club in a Vegas type setting. I left to the mall alone to walk around and think. It was 1 am and I wondered if I would ever wake up. I didn't care. I had Leo and Kara and that's all that mattered. Leo and I looked at each other and said we did it. I could see slight fear on his face. I had some fear too I don't know why. I would have thought I would be ecstatic. I day passed of us doing random things but they were so detailed so long. It's slipping me. I remember thoughts and feelings more. I remember thinking how detailed and long everything was and how beautiful and vivid it was. So much more than a lucid. It was a reality. A really good one. We had a time where the sun would go down. I didn't want it to. We all chanted and laughed as it slowly came up. It kept going down and we would chant it back up. There were sex scenes but those are slipping me now. I never slept I think. Kara and Leo did randomly. I just sat in thoughts. Trying to remember my old life. There were several walks alone. It seems as but a memory now but to me in the dream it was my life. I felt like I could come back to this life if I slept in the other dream but I couldn't sleep. Where I was was real and solid. When I was there this was fake. I will never forget this dream. Well I will and that's whats crazy about it.