Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 My girls are in their room, it's a little different to what it is in RL but in my dream I didn't notice this. They have two T.V's on their walls. One of the T.V's is hanging normally but the other is hanging sideways. I go into their room to turn off the T.V's, I look for the remote and find one, I look at it and say "that's not the right one!" I now find another remote that is exactually the same as the first one I found. I examine this remote and shake my head while saying "ohhh, these ARE the right ones!" I now tread on a small toy that is on the floor, it looks like a small plastic horses head it felt funny when I trod on it so I keep my foot on it for a minute as I am slightly amused by this, it feels like its nibbling at my foot and I find this quite weird. I now go back to bed, as I'm lying in bed I hear my daughter P shout "tell her Mom to stop talking about voodoo!" . P is now in my room so I go back into the girls room with her. I see my Daughter L sitting on the bed next to my daughter S. my daughter P now says "and she's been smoking in here aswell!" I say to L "you better not have been, now get out and into your own bed!" I worry incase L has given S some of her fag. I now pick up a Macdonalds strawberry milkshake, I take it into my room and put it on my bedside table and climb back into bed. With my hand I feel the dip in my side of the mattress ((which I really have )) I lean over to my hubby's side of the bed and feel the side of the mattress there and I feel bare foam. I now push my fingers slightly into the dip on my side and pull out a small piece of foam, I now think "shit, my hubby's going to kill me!" ((for wrecking the mattress)). I now think about having my milkshake when suddenly my duvet is over me and something evil is trying to pull it off me . I now realise that I'm dreaming and I'm fully lucid. I can see this things shadow through the duvet and it now says "get out of this fucking duvet, I'm going to get you!" I shit myself. This thing has never spoke before. I can't say if it's a mans voice or a woman's voice, but I can say its nasty! I'm trying to fight this thing off me and push it away, it's pushing itself at my stomache really hard, this thing is really strong, it's really trying to get to me!! It's now biting me on my stomache through the duvet and it hurts like a bitch!!. I think to myself "it's my dream..I'll blow it away". I blow it hard and for a second it stops ((but literally only for a second)). It comes back at me hard now, it's trying to rip through the duvet to get at me. It now says "you can't stop me, I will get you!!" it's pushing hard against me again. I can see its shadow better now and I can see the shadows of 3 like tentacle things or legs or something like that coming out either side of this thing. I'm now thinking "what the fucks happening, this isn't just a dream, this thing is fucking real!!!" I can't explain it but I know this wasn't just SP or just a dream, it sounds crazy I know, but this thing is sometimes in my dreams, I can always feel its presence when it's about, it's a bad, bad feeling..but this is the first time it's ever spoke to me. I'm sure as crazy as it sounds that this is some evil fucking entity or something!!! I'm still trying to fight this thing off but I can't, it's far too strong compared to me. I decide to scream really loud to wake my real self up out of it. My god this thing was really pissed with me this time. I feel totally invaded by this thing!!!!! Dream 2 I'm dreaming about something to do with mice. In the last bit of my dream a girl comes into my house with either two mice or two hamsters. She now drops them on the floor to let them go because my Mom says "you can't have them!". My Mom now gets a shoe and starts smacking things and swearing as she tries to get them.
Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 I had a dream about feeding my birds but can hardly remember it ((REM Dreamer fell off aswell lol)) Dream 2 Myself and my 2 youngest Daughters S and J have been to the shop and i'm carrying 3 bags of shopping. J is on her bike and S is on her scooter. As we are walking back home we see some lads infront of us on bikes. We are walking through an underpass and it's dark. There is a steep hill we have to walk up, I try and push J up it on her bike but it's too steep and I can't do it. We now have to turn back and go through the underpass again and we end up in a warehouse type place. One of the lads on bikes is no longer a lad now but a man, this man is behind me and jipping me and bullying me saying he wants my shopping. I am holding S's scooter and think "I'll spin round and crack him round the head with this scooter" as I'm thinking this his work-mate turns up. The man I wanted to crack round the head is of a stocky build and has short blonde/brown hair, he also has a bit of stubble. His work mate is tall and thin, has short black hair which is brushed back and has a pokey face. The man with blonde hair now says "I need sugar but I wonder if she knows what a blow is?" I knew instantly that he meant a blow job . I really panick and feel sickened that he would say that infront of my little girls. I now grab J who is next to me and I shove her behind me to protect her from these monstrous men! S is standing by the doors so I give her a nod to run away. I now say to the men "here" and give them my purse, I now say "you can have all my money, it's not a lot but take it all" I am petrified that they will do something to me or more-so my little girls. I now take the purse back for a moment and count out £4 and give it to him, he says "I suppose that'll have to do then!" at this point they both walk away, but the blonde one turns back to face me and says "I'm watching you ya know!!" . Me and J now search about this place for my shopping bags. I see a woman sitting at her desk working, I hadn't noticed her there before and thought "why the hell did she just sit there carrying on with her work while those men done that to us!!" While we are looking for my shopping bags I see 2 silver packets on the floor, J says "pick them up mom" so I do without the woman noticing. I rub the packets and feel coins in them and quickly put them back in my pocket. I now look for the way out when suddenly the lights go really bright then back to normal again, then they go bright again, then back to normal again. ((was my REM Dreamer)) I wake up to my REM Dreamer flashing in my eyes
Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 I'm in my bedroom and I'm sitting on my floor. My hubby now comes up with his cousin B from Newcastle, my hubby's cousins ex D is also with them. I try to stand up from the floor now but I wobble everywhere, I feel drunk and fall back down onto the floor. I'm now holding a duvet in my hands. Kevs cousin B now sits down on the floor beside me and suddenly the bedroom lights up ((must have been my REM Dreamer)). My hubby now gets a camp bed and sets it up on the floor next to me, I think to myself "I wonder which one of them is stopping over tonight". I now look into the big mirror on my wardrobe which is infront of me, I'm still sitting on the floor, well more kneeling, my reflection is normal and I start fluffing my hair up, I now think "I'd better say hello" ((I hadn't said hello to them when I first saw them)) I now wake up in real life saying "alright B" Dream 2 Holly Willaby is in thi dream. I am in a T.V studio and they are doing a piece about stretching fabric. I have a large piece of material which I oblong in shape, there are cane sticks sewn into the hem of each smaller end. I am putting clothes into this contraption and I'm rolling them to stretch and de-crease them. Me and my sister are now taking photos ((must have been my REM Dreamer again)) we have loads of photos which we have taken and we also have some of Hollies photos which are personal to her. These photos are on some sort of conveyor belt. Holly says "ohh look, there's me, ohh and that's mine too....hang on a minute!" I shit myself for a second incase she goes mad at us for using her personal photos but she now says "ohhh yeah...I remember these!" she is ok with it and looks through them with excitement. Holly is now talking about the material contraption again, I'm giving a demonstration as she explains more about it and how it works. I now get a large turquoise top to put into the contraption so I can stretch it, the top is way too big but with a bit of a struggle I manage to shove it all inside. I have to tie the top of this shirt around coat hangers which have now mysteriously appeared on each cane ((didnt notice they shouldnt have been there when dreaming)). Holly is telling everyone how good this thing is and I'm thinking "yeah right...it's shit!!" Dream 3 I am in a room and there are other people in this room with me. Everything keeps going red ((the light around the room I mean)) and I can't understand why, one minute it's normal light then the next it's all red. I now realise that it's the red lights flashing from my REM Dreamer and I say "I'm dreaming" but then wake up for real ((doh!!))
Last Nights Faulse Awakening. Tonight was the first time I tried my REM Dreamer. I woke up in bed and took it off, I had a look at it and realised that it wasn't working. I now wake-up again but this time it was for real. I had only had a Faulse Awakening the first time that I had woke up but didn't bloody realise did I ((LMFAO))
Last Nights Dream Ok so tonight was the first time I tried my REM Dreamer. I wake-up in bed and take it off, I have a look at it and I realise it's not working. I now wake-up again but this time it was for real. I had only had a Faulse Awakening the first time and didnt realise Dohhh!!!
Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 I am at a swimming pool with some other men and woman. We are all in the big swimming pool and I look down at the water and it looks murky, I can't see what's in it because it's so manky and I don't like it because I can't see the bottom to see where I'm treading. I'm dating a half-cast man and he is here with us at the pool. The half-cast man asks me to get engaged to him and I'm over the moon about it. I go and tell everyone and we just sit and talk for a while. I look across to the pool side and see the man that I'm now engaged to,I go across to him and he's not looking very happy. I look up to him and he says "it's off!!!" he now walks off out of the baths. I'm now upset. I see my Mom and go over to her and say "I was going to marry him aswell, I was making wedding plans". I go back to the pool and act upset. I don't feel as upset as I should be considering I've just been dumped so I have to act like I am. I try to cry but I can't so I just make myself look sad . There is another man here that I fancy and I want him to notice that I'm upset and come over to me but he's busy talking with the others. They are all sitting on big metal pipes that are just above the pool. I walk across the pipes and pass those who are talking and I go and sit on my own and act really upset again. No one asks me why I'm upset but then the man I fancy says "what's wrong?" I say "nothing" I still act upset and just sit there as I watch someone who is swimming in the pool. One of the men in the group now takes us to a second pool, we are all standing in it and he says "look it's only slabs in this one. Suddenly all the water is gone ((for a split second I think "huh!!!")) he now lifts up some blue plastic that is covering the bottom of the pool and I can now see all the slabs, he now picks up a slab and it's just dirt and grass underneath, I think "god damn I couldn't swim in this pool, there would be bugs etc floating about in it, I couldn't bare to tread on that with my bare feet. I'm now wondering what bugs etc might be in the other pool I was in!!! Dream 2 I'm downstairs and my Daughter P is being arsy with me and she storms off upstairs. I go up after her and when I reach the top of the stairs I grab her on the top of her arms. While I'm holding her I lean back as I balance on the top step. I now feel weird and think "this must be a dream!!" I decide to scare her into behaving and I keep leaning her back and fourth, she is smiling smugly and then starts to cry and then screams loudly. My hearing now goes very dull ((like when your ears are full of water)) I'm now thinking "ive never experienced this in a dream before. ((although I'm lucid I'm not 100% in controll)). My 2 dogs now belt up the stairs towards us and knock us, I now wake up.
Last Nights Dreams Dream 1 My Daughter L keeps putting her fags out on me. We are walking down my street, someone else is with us but I'm not sure who, it might be my other Daughter P. L now puts a fag out on my neck, she's only playing and I say to her "if you do that once more I'm gonna fuckin brain ya!" Dream 2 I'm with some woman and we run into a big house or something to hide. The earth is being destroyed by aliens and the aliens are trying to kill us. There is 1 big alien blob thing that has tentacles coming from it and it was killing and destroying everything. The other aliens with it looked just like us and we didn't want them to come near us or touch us. We are talking while we are hiding. We look about for food but can't find any. Me and the woman I'm with carry on talking, she says something about not being on earth again because it won't exist and I say "well at least we've been here and we can tell anyone born from now on what it was like" I'm in shock and can't believe this is happening. We are now holding the glass door shut because the aliens that look like us have found us and are trying to get in. I force the lock shut then notice 6 panel like locks that are on the door aswell, they have writing on but make no sence to me, 2 woman aliens now break into us and we are so scared. END. Dream 3 I am a man and I have the same hair as Hugh Grant. ((floppy hair )) I am flirting with a woman and I really fancy her . I see myself in a mirror and I look just like a female Hugh Grant my hair is jet black. I think to myself "I'll get her, look at me I'm irresistible!" Lmfao .
Last Nights Dream Dream 1 I'm on a hillside that has a river running through it, there is a group of people who are also here with me. I feel very close to one of the males, I love him so much . I'm rescuing birds from the water but one of them turns out to be a bear, just a small bear who's feet are sewn together . I keep it safe on my shoulder but it falls back into the water, one of the group jump in and rescue it and they decide to keep it. I'm now speaking with all of them and they say they have to go, they also tell me that I'm doing a great job with the animals that I rescue. They now all give me gifts, just silly thinks like toys for a barbie doll etc lol, they then hug me tight and say their goodbyes. They wave to me as they all run across the hillside. The male I am close to leaves last and says "we will see you again soon" END I now wake-up in SP, I have the vibrations etc. and feel really trippy I must hav then just fell back into a normal dream..bugger lol
Dream 1 We are outside by a big Market, we are standing by a tunnel. There is a big crowd around us and all the people are pushing past trying to cause mayhem this way 2 men that want to grab my youngest J can grab her without me noticing and take her from me. My hubby and my other Daughters are with me. One man says something, my hubby replies sarcastically "yeah mate" the other man now says something and my hubby says "come on then!!" but the 2 men carry on through the crowd and they go into the tunnel. Me, my hubby and my eldest L need to try and catch the men and other baddies. L is in a room with my hubby and my hubby ties L to a chair as bait for them. I do the same but I have to sit on some sort of stapler and cover it up with flowers. Myself and L are both in seperate rooms but I can see L. I'm feeling really depressed and I'm making flowers up. My hubby tries to talk to me but I don't talk back, he's being really nice to me but I'm feeling so depressed and won't respond. ((Dream Skip)) My hubby takes us somewhere in the car and my Mom & Dad pull up beside us. I get out the car and run to my Dad, I hug him tight & cry. ((Dream Skip)) We are now back in the rooms. L is on the chair in one room and I am in the room next to her. I try and sit on the stapler to hide it ((it's our weapon )) I put flowers over it aswell but the flowers suddenly catch on fire, I move them and they are ok again. I look at where I'm sitting and realise that I'm actually sitting on our big silver bin. I put the flowers back over the stapler again, and again they set on fire, I move them and they are ok again. I think to myself "the metal bin must be too hot for them!" there is lots of smoke about from the fire and I'm trying to waft it away. My hubby comes in and says "where's all this smoke come from?" I'm scared incase he goes mad because I burnt the flowers but he's not angry he's just nice to me. My hubby pouts for a kiss and says something funny and I almost smile. Dream 2 I'm in a house and there is a man trying to kill me. Someone now says that the House is Haunted and I think it's his fault. The House now shakes and everything moves, I say "ohh my god look at the floor, it's wrecked!" the floor is all cracked and split. I am now sitting in a car inside the house, the bloke driving rams it into the wall of the House. Everyone gets out of the car but they have to lift me out. I pretend to be dead but a girl says "look, she's alive" so after a few minutes I pretend to come round. I get up and rub my eyes, I see the mans keys hanging from a hook high up on the wall so I fly up to them and hover above him and I tease him with his keys . I now see an opportunity to kill him so I get close behind him and snap his neck. I'm so angry with him that I pick him up ((he's now turned into a small doll)) and I squeeze the dolls head untill his eyes pop out!!! ((Dream Skip)) I am in a hallway and there is water everywhere, it's a market place but in the isles full of water people are paddling and swimming, the water is quite deep. My hubby is in the water next to me, he dives under and I quickly move away from him, I'm scared he might pull me under. I go to the sweet stall and look at all the sweets, I look for the old TCP flavoured bubble gum that I used to love as a child, after a short search I see some. I now see my Mom & Dad in a camper van, my Dad asks what I'm up to but I don't answer and just wander off.
Dream 1 I'm someone else in my dream and I'm trying to point out to another me that I have let my Robins loose into the big wide world. The ME dream character is not sure it's the right thing to have done so I have to keep convincing the ME dream character that it is and show the ME dream character how happy they are now ((think my conscience was arguing about the Robins I let loose a few days prior to this dream lol but they are all happy and well and living in the bush in my garden, they come when I call them for their food aswell lol)). Dream 2 I had a recurring dream with Cane Dingle in and a Woman that changes and in the end she changes into Cane and has to chop my head off. This dream happened 3 times, one after the other, I didn't wake up in between, by the time it came to me having my head chopped off the second time I just squinted and thought "it'll be over in a minute, it doesn't hurt and it will just start over again"
Last Nights Dream Me and 2 other Women are all in a room. We are all naked and sitting on the floor. The 2 women I am with are trying very hard to perform a sexual act on themselves ((won't go into detail here lmao!)) I now say in a shocked manner "ohh my god look, she can do it!!!" ((lmao, don't ask ))
Last Nights Dream Me and my Daughter L are on a bus. There are 2 birds on the bus flying freely about and causing a bit of a panick. There is a big, long black one and a big, long white one. The birds are both flapping about the bus and I'm trying to catch them, the other people on the bus are just ducking and watching. I eventually catch the big black one and hold onto it tightly so that it doesn't fly off again. I shout over to L "quick you get the white one because I've got my hands full with this one". The white one now flys over to me and lands on me, I try and hold onto it but can't, then L manages to catch it. We are now both sitting on the bus holding onto these big birds. I keep calling them Doves but they look more like exotic birds.
Last Nights Dream I'm in a room, it's a Doctors surgery or something similar. I'm lying on the couch and the female Doctor comes over, she says "let's have a look at you then" she is looking at my face and has a magnifying glass, she is also holding some kind of surgical instrument. She pokes my eyelashes and I say "owwww!!" it felt very sore. She looks at the man who is with me ((I dont know who he is)) and she says "well...it's her eyelashes, there looking pretty sore!" she now looks at me and says "we will have to sedate you and pull them all out" I say "what!!" and she says "they need to come out..all of them!" I cry and scream saying "well you'll have to sedate me more than last time because last time I could feel it". I'm crying hysterically and I'm filled with fear about having this done. I say "I don't want you to do it....you don't have to!!!" I'm lying there pleading with her not to do it then I wake up.
I'm walking around Eastenders. I live here and Derek Branning lives with me . I'm in the street and Derek says something to me and I really don't want to be near him. It's now night time and I go to bed. Derek sleeps in a bed that has white plastic curtains around it, it looks like a hospital cubicle . Derek keeps talking in his sleep, I get out of bed and go and stand by his curtain and listen to what he is saying . ((Dream Skip)) I wake up in my own bed now and feel a small fag in my mouth I think "ohh my god..I could have burnt the whole house down!!!" I then think "I don't remember going to sleep with a fag" the fag is now gone. ((shit I didn't realise this was a false awakening at the time doh!!)) ((Dream Skip)) I'm back in my first dream again. I'm in bed and get out because I have an urgent need for a wee I go over to the cubicals where Derek is sleeping and I sit on the bed and wee ((this is a normal thing in my dream)) Derek now says something about my Daughter L in his sleep and I think "PERV" lol then he says in his sleep "don't tell though Ang" I think "ohhh yeah" he then says "that's right isn't it Ang?" I lean back hiding behind the curtain because I don't want him to know that I've been listening to him, he says again in a sterner voice "isn't it Ang?" I peak round the curtain and he is looking my way, I think "the Bastards just tricking me!" I say back to him "yeah" Derek now says sheepishly "if you wanna know stuff then do dodgy deals for me" . I now wake up in RL desperate for a wee lol.