Ruesia's Dream Journal

I had this dream the night of February 3, 2011. I remember only pieces of it

I was at my grandparents ranch with my parents and we were going to go out to see the horses. The horses there were ones that had been alive when I was a child. Pistol Pete was there and I had to keep warding him off with a whip. There was a horse that we called "Halle" because she had a mane that looked like Halle Berry's hair style. I remember I had to keep warding off the stallion, because he was getting close. I was petting all of the horses and remembering them. I was recording video and I was thinking how I could use this for a project.

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I was in the car with my fiance and we were entering a parking garage. It was in a suburban area and it was drizzling out/overcast. I was upset and knew he was going to buy something from one of these vendors. We passed dangerous looking men sitting in their 'souped up' cars that were selling stereos, upholsterey, and other random items. They were also selling narcotics. As we ascended the parking garage levels, I noticed women were standing near the cars in high heels and short skirts with too much makeup on. My fiance said "Don't look at them, look away". I started to retort as I made eye contact with one of the women and she came running at the car screaming. When she got close, her long, pink nails started clawing at the window; trying to scratch off my face. She was screaming something at me and I began to panic as I noticed the window was rolling down. My fiance got out of the car to go talk to one of the men in a car. The woman, noticing that my fiance got out of the car, stopped trying to attack me and clipped over his way and started talking to the men. I thought to myself that this is not the life I wanted to live and took my ring off. I then got out of the car, thinking of throwing the ring, but I put it in my pocket instead.

I took off briskly walking, hearing my fiance call my name, but ignroing him. I descended the parking garage floors until I was out on the street. It was dusk and more people were approaching the area. There was a light rain falling. I noticed bouncers letting people past them to the garage area. I felt very vulnerable and didn't know where I was going, but I knew I had to get away. There were homeless people on the streets near me and I began to walk more assertively. I then saw my fiance (although he wasn't my fiance anymore) walking out looking for me. He looked lost and he was wearing glasses and I noticed the rain was causing them to fog up. I felt my heart begin to melt as I noticed he was crying and I stepped toward him to let him know I was ok.

The alarm went off