Cornflower

I was making supper when music which litterally "haunts" my dreams started up. I asked my parents if they heard it but they said they didn't hear anything for some reason I am the only one who can always hear it. its the first part and second part of Mulan's "Reflection song" but take out the bride and put in "girlfriend". "I will never pass for the perfect girlfriend or the perfect daughter/Can it be/I not to meant to play this part?/Now I see if I was truly to be myself/ I would break my family's heart." " Some how I can not hide/who I am/ through I tried/When will my reflection show who I am inside?/When will my reflection show who I am inside"

Funny how I was making Asain food for supper in the dream. I think it was Thai Chicken Staty on top of rice and smoothered in a nice PB sauce and homemade Korean veggies (carrots, spinach, bean spouts, apsgrus). I feel a connection with all the Disney renassiance princesses. Ariel (TLM)-red hair, blue eyes and curious, Belle (B&the Beast) reading Jasmine (Aladdin) feeling "trapped" my life is mostly lived for me without severants and Mulan (Mulan movie) I want to move out but I don't want to break my parents feeling. Beside I am not really myself.