non-lucid

I was about to leave the house with my younger brother to accomplish a mission. But when i opened the door it was snowing really fast and snow began piling up.I told my brother that we wouldn't be able to go outside with all the snow but than my older brother came and said that it was nothing. They went outside and i followed. Suddenly the snow was melting really fast and the sun was shining bright.

"All the snow melted already!? Okay, That's definitely weird. Don't you guys think its weird?" I say to them as were walking.But they shrug it off like its nothing and enter a building. I enter as well and it turns out it is a school.There i meet a guy who i think was good at drawing. My brother's friend and my cousin were there too. Can't remember this part all too well but i know that there was something given to me here that i felt was awesome. But there was a problem going on in the school that probably was why i couldn't keep it.

I didn't write my dreams after waking up so my recall isnt so good. ^^"

I was inside a school but i don't remember if i was working there or just attending. I also have a feeling there was an African american man who got mad to me but....Oh yeah.... I just remembered something. Lets skip the school part than.

I was taken to a room that had dimensional doors by a boy who reminded me of my younger brother. There I was suppose to find a way to level up but than my dad entered the place mad,telling me how I didn't eat my waffles. I didn't want to finish them because i wasn't in the mood for a sweet breakfast and looking around i still had to find my destined door. Jumping around I also noticed baby pigs hanging around the wooden flooring of the dimensional place.

I than looked at father who pouted and said that God wasn't going to help me because it was my fault. I told him I already knew that and looked at the necklace filled with hearts. I wanted to hide the smaller hearts in the bigger heart but decided that i was playing around too much with it.


Next thing I know I'm at a historical church like building with kids playing around and talking. I'm also a little girl and end up following them. But than the grown ups grab our attention and we follow them outside the building to a park like green area.

I take interest in how the setting looks like. Than I look over at the blue/gray church like building and admire its design. I than look at the park like place as i'm walking and thinking about how dream memories can be altered to feel like you've been somewhere before. However, I don't think too much about it because a boy starts tossing rocks somewhere and tells me to follow him inside. When we arrive inside there are grown women talking about something and I see a tall man wearing a swordsman like suit walking inside.

I find him cool looking and as the older people are talking I grab him and show him somewhere else. People start wondering where I went than I hold the guy so he doesn't leave.
It than becomes a drama scene where the older women suspect him of child manipulation. He trys to explain but I kiss him. He still manages to break free and try to explain what happened though.


Once again the dream shifts and i'm in my older brother's room with family members from my mothers side and were all holding a bible. Supposedly we had just come back to worship God again from being lazy. But even when were there we seem not to be paying full attention to studying. I than notice a rose on my book and begin to play with it as people talk casually about something. But than a lady notices and points out how careless i was to mess with the rose that was starting to wilt.

I got up and decided to go since i felt like i had been there for a while and ended up in the backyard. I found a boy there and told him to come back inside. He said ok but than i saw what looked like a spirit of a girl, shouted for him to run inside, than ran myself.

Somehow I ended up inside the bathroom though looking at different sinks with soap at different corners. There was a voice of a girl saying how she rubbed a girl's face too hard with soap. I laughed a bit though at how dum the other girls were to let someone wash their face with soap like a massage. Than it occurred to me that i had to get out of the house because i wanted to go somewhere else.

I ran upstairs and was grabbed by a outline of a girl dc and ended up pushing her. Trying to leave with the thought of intent but failed to leave the house because i ended up warping back downstairs and than waking up.

I was on a bus going up a hill as it was raining and kind of dark. But just before it got up the hill somehow i got out and began walking home. Which is the opposite direction that the bus was going in. After walking for a bit i woke up on the bed. It was supposedly night time but my family members were staying up late. I ended up finding my dad and telling him about the dream i had about being on the bus when it was raining.

He said something that showed he heard me than was talking to my mom about something. I than walked into the kitchen to look for a snack. I saw boxes of doughnuts lying around and was about to get a chocolate one. But in the fridge there was a big lemon frosted cupcake in a package. I looked in the living room to see my younger brother and asked if it was his. He said i could eat it and that he had another one. I took the cupcake happyily than went into my dad's room.

But it felt like my room. When i looked at the package expiration date i thought about the dream i had and asked my dad if the date was old. I couldn't see it cause it was morphing and hard to see. My dad told me that if i didnt want it i should give it away. But dont come crying back when i miss it for the 800th time.Than the scene changed.


I was now watching the simpsons in a park filled with people and kids who were competing in a racing competition with their favorite toy. Bart was fixing something and the mom asked if he was going to cheer for his skateboard in the race. He said no. The skateboard was racing a black mote control monster truck and was in the lead but just when it was about to win it stopped slowly and the monster truck won.Than the scene went back to me being in my dad's room.

My mom started saying how i shouldn't give away something that is important to me if it was going to just make me sad in the end. I looked at a metal bar i was holding and saw the date Febuary 0 something. Than looked around and got anxious because she was disappearing and i started thinking what if a dc jump me right now. My mom than held my hand and told me not to worry. That the needle thing that happened with Danny wasnt going to happen again. I felt better but than i suddenly reappeared on my mom's bed with her.

As we were laying down i was wondering if the giving away thing had to deal with my dream guide. Than out of no where i was pulled by something and ended up in the air. I shouted for my mom to help me than she jumped and pulled me down holding me tight. There was also this weird bendable, rectangular long, grayish yellowish, plastic/blanket like thing she told me to hold so i would be ok. Than she took me out the room and met with a person who she blamed for causing trouble.

Dirty And Clean

I was inside a school with my cousins and brothers. We were about to go look for the lunch room but as i was walking around something caught my attention.


The next thing i recall is being on a flying small house that was flying above a dirty pond. Than the house sank halfway and i began thinking of Eye. I than appeared in a Maplestory setting where i had been trapped by a hacker.I But after thinking of who the mischievous dream character following me might be i appeared in my younger brother's room.

I was drawing a picture on the bed of a orange skin Egyptian man with a black pastel nose and eye shadow and lips. With orange and yellow eyeballs. Than I began drawing his man skirt with the black pastel and it morphed until it got a black head cover or something of the sort.

It than stood up and made a yellow dress appear. I thought of it as the bad guy and was going to let it dress me up but that I was going to trick it and go back to the good side once I was saved. I stepped into a black skirt it held out for me, the dress changed, than it lifted it up and i was in a net. It pulled me as it ran out the room and i bumped my head with the door. After bumping my head i quickly got out and closed the door. As i felt my head i noticed tiny little red papers that floated down.

After that i took a remote i found that sort of had a game look to it and pretended it was a phone. I managed to get Eye but than thought of Dawn. A boy ended up appearing but he didnt look like Dawn.However, when he hugged me he gave me a cool, clean feeling.

I was inside a bedroom and trying to fall asleep. However, I was interrupted by what was supposed to be a bad spirit. I got scared and started to pray asking for forgiveness because i felt like i had almost befriended something bad. After that i was pulled to the side of the room and shown how on the wooden floor my younger brother's name was written differently more than four times. I asked what was so important about showing me that than reappeared on my bed.

What was suppose to be the spirit was supposedly coming back so i flew outside the window and into the sky. I was way up high looking at the clouds below that covered the cute looking houses. I than flew straight and ended up falling down. When I landed i was covered in snow and there were two cartoon pig characters dressed in winter outfits. I stood up observing them as the boy was calling out to the girl.

"I'm glad God granted my wish for you to be here"[boy pig]
"Me too. Now we can play together!"[girl pig]

Than they twirled around together holding hands in the snow. I thought they were being too silly and that God granting their wish was kind of absurd.

...

Next thing I recall is ending up somewhere, maybe home, where i'm holding a phone and asked what I want to do about it. I can't remember anything after that since i didn't bother trying to recall what happened right after i woke up.

Old Couple

I was in an attic with a old man and his wife. She was telling me about a magic radio and about antique plates she had.

Trap

Went to Mcdonalds and met a tech boy who showed me something where you could keep your parakeets safe. They looked like wallets that he stuffed the birds in. I got scared and recalled that they needed to breathe and started opening the wallets like crazy. A hand ball of dirt came out of a small bag i opened too.
....

I was at a park where a crowd of people were watching a man doing funny stuff. As he was making the crowd laugh he started getting closer to me and i felt creep out by him. I moved than suddenly was warped into my bedroom where I started to talking to a girl that reminded me of my old friend from high school. But than she changed into a light skin girl with a long black pony tail.

That's when i realized that she couldn't have been my old friend from high school. Besides she was acting really strange. Suddenly she told me how her cat really liked me and came closer like she was going to show me something. But ended up trying to rape me instead. So I left the room and ended up in the living room where she had released the cat. It was hiding and i was going to look for it but when i saw her step out of the room I just ran out the house.

I thought I was being haunted for a moment when i ran outside though. I looked around and looked like it was the afternoon but getting dark. I was afraid my dad would come home and wonder where i was but i just felt like i had to run away from that girl. I tried to take a guy's bike i saw but than changed my mind and looked at my porch. The girl came back outside, looked around than went back inside.
I than thought about how stupid i was being because she looked sort of disfigured when she came out and remembered it was a dream. But the question was. Should i go back inside....i woke up before i could decide.


Shopping Mall Exploration

I had arrived outside of a shopping mall surrounded by other stores around it. I had the feeling my mom had wanted something from payless but also felt like buying something for myself with the money i had but i didn't know what. I went around a store hoping to find the entrance to the bigger shopping mall. But ended up back where i started. I looked around at the crowd of people around me than back at the stores i saw before thinking to try again. I ran around and ended up in a different place but it still looked like i was in the same area. So I decided to run around again and after running for the last time it occurred to me that i must be dreaming.

At the same time though I started getting a feeling that I was being followed by the cops or someone in the crowd. But i decided to dismiss it. What I really wanted to do was search for something interesting i could only find inside my mind. I walked further and ended up inside a mall library store. It was filled with fresh new books just calling for my attention. I really love going to a store that sells new books and paper and pencils. Why? I'm just a creative person who enjoys making things and learning about new things that grab my attention. So anyways I ran through the store looking at all the books happily but than someone pulled me into a corner.

In that corner I saw a rack filled with clocks and antiques. Mostly of cats. But there was this white rectangular clock on the rack with a small pink decoration on it that grabbed my attention. I thought about how funny it would be if i saw this clock in real life and my mind replicated it but i cant recall it. Than the so called person pulled me back and i started talking to it. It was a guy because i heard the voice but could not see him. As I was talking though out of no where a phone appeared in my hand and i started talking to him on it.I remember some of our conversation go like this...

"Whats your favorite country?"[me]
"My favorite country...Utah. Theres a lot of good looking people there."

{Utahs not even a country now. its a state. >w>
Now that I think about it though when i asked the question I was thinking of the US being a possibility so I must have forgotten to mention country or state.- w - Wow.)


"Um...I forgot where that was. Is that in Texas?"[me]
"[Silence]....".
"Sorry. I'm not very good with places.Well, whatever..."[me]

Than he starts talking about something I don't remember and i cut him off.

"So whats your name?"[me]
"....ria...aggh I almost said it. I'm not telling you my name."
"Why? Just tell me it!"[me]

Than he ends up taking me to a room and tells me to go to sleep cause hes going to see a little girl. I say no at first but than just lie down and wait for him to come back.But than i get bored of waiting and get up and walk around. I end up somewhere inside a city though and start calling for the guy to come back. That's when a black suited, neon blue, ninja appeared and made clones of himself in front of me. I asked if her was the same guy i was talking to and he said he was and seemed like he was going to try and scare me though. But he didn't. He just grabbed me than two other people came to the picture and they looked like my brother's friends.

Than something happened where they wanted to do a video game ritual where their sins would be transferred into reality by a controller. I tossed the controller that they handed me though an than they started making fun of me. We ended up back in the house though where i told them to shut up and punched someone's face even though it didn't hurt or make them budge. Than I woke up.




No way is Utah in Texas. XD This is definitely because i haven't looked at the maps a lot.

Snakes[Fragment]

I was with a group of people in a library and had a gotten a guitar from my dad that would allow me make my own special music. But than a group of anime girls came into the picture and i started mentioning how i was a fan of the girl with the black hair because of her voice acting. Than the anime boy with the snake costume got jealous and mentioned how he was going to throw himself to the mouth of a snake beast so he could transform. He kicked another guy that was going to do it and jumped into the mouth and said something about how unusual it was for someone to want to do something such as that.


Chips

I went into my old room where three girls around my age were. I got the impression they had just moved in with us too. I looked around for my bag of Doritos and found it on a chair but than i thought about forgetting it and coming back later for it and was about to leave. But than i changed my mind and turned around to see a girl sitting on it. " Can I have my bag of Doritos? Your sitting on it" I told the girl. She said yeah and got up. I took it but when i looked at it it was a bag of lays. "Sorry, this isn't my Doritos. I made a mistake" I said than held it out to her. "Keep it." She said eating a bag of her own chips. " Okay, thanks." I said than ate some of it as i was leaving.


Beansssss

I was outside walking around in the city looking for a place to get lunch. I thought i would settle for Mcdonalds even though i didn't want to go and only had a few change in my pocket. When I was in there though I felt like using the bathroom but i needed a receipt so i went to the front and waited second in line. "Mmm...This is so good. Did you try this girl?" said the teenage cashier girl to another. The taller one turned and walked to her and responded with a "No, but it looks really good."
I walked closer to see what they were talking about and it was green peas mushed inside a plastic container. "Here try some" said the girl as she was letting the other girl try some."MMMMMMM......."said the girl eating the beans again. "OK! We get it! Now give us our meat! I know vegetables are good with a side of meat but come on! We wanna eat what we order!" I shouted to the cashier girls. They gave me a attitude face and one of them replied to me saying how I didn't have to rush her. I than decided to leave because i didn't want them spitting in my food with anger because i shouted at them.

A older woman at the shop left too because of bad service and we ended up talking to each other about where might be a good place to have lunch. The lady mentioned i hop i think but i said i wasn't sure. Than she grew afraid of me following her and told me not to follow her and left.


Next Thing I recall

The next thing i remember is I was walking down a long black stair way inside a huge mall. You could see through the holes of the stairs that if you fell you would fall a long way and we were all evacuating the place so we had to be extra careful. But as we were going down i decided to try sliding down the stairs with both my hands. I put my hands at each side of the bars and slid down happily. Gravity was much lighter so things weren't bad about it and i felt confident. But when we went around and onto the other stairs and i ran a bit there was a older guy walking down the other stairs next to me. So when i jumped it rattled the stairs and his side began to look as if it was about to fall fast. We both ran onto the platform and suddenly the whole building began to shake. I slipped and covered my head as thousands of blue baskets rose to the air and were about to fall on me.


They fell and i protected myself from it but than i decided to leave as fast as i could out the building as some sort of competition for myself. I ran down a secret like stair way and than crawled out of a rectangular place like link from Zelda. What i crawled out of was a rectangular hole in the wall. Than I ended up outside where a villain had supposedly captured a cartoon man that was supposed to be my father. I was than grabbed by the man and thrown over the edge of a hill covered by trees so i could escape and go find help. I found the place beautiful and fun for exploration. Many flowers and many trees. I flew up after i fell down as if i was blown by the wind and used a vine from a branch to go around the facility that was there.

After flying around I ended up looking at a yard of a school and saw giant basketball players helping little kids. Than I got the falling feeling and started singing hoping a tree would catch me." I forgot how scary it felt to fall from such a high height in a dream" i thought. "No wonder i use to call Dawn to catch me." Than I started singing in Japanese calmly but a gust of wind blew me hard and i woke up.

Old color code was used in this entry. Im gonna use them again from now on.

Dream Karate

I was inside a house that apparently was where I and my family lived. I wanted to sign up for a karate class and my brothers had agreed to go with me and my dad. However, at the last minute they had changed their mind. I was annoyed but decided that i would go myself.

I left and soon my brothers caught up with me. Guess they changed their minds again.We arrived at a park close to a mall like area. I got the impression that the people around were all interested in Karate but than after trying to check out my skills with someone and using a green staff, I became lucid.I began twirling the staff trying to look impressive.

The boy I was up against looked like the human form Dawn likes to take but I didn't view him as dawn. More like a regular dream character. When I was done trying to do cool moves I was interrupted by my brother and after doing something I dont recall I woke up.

Hooded Boy

I was having a sleep over in a apartment place with a girl and ladies I think...But as I was trying to relax the girl told me that we should move to the next room. That is when i realized she was an old high school friend.She looked scared and asked me if i saw it. "Saw what?" I asked confused. "The spirit that was at the window." She replied surprised I wasn't scared.

At that moment I recall her telling me about the demon she saw at the window of her friend's house in waking life when she went for a sleepover. I became lucid and saw a spirit appear at the window. Than it left. I was like "I'm not scared."Than a guy in a baggy sweater with the hood over his head appeared at the window.He stayed looking until he left. After that I left the room to walk around and was being followed but i forgot by who.

Corn

I was in a camping site with lots of people around my age. We were about to jump in a lake clothed in swim wear. I ended up jumping inside but than got out because something caught my attention. There was corn stacked near a bush and people were stealing them while the farmer was distracted. I told them that what they were doing was wrong but at the last minute when there was very few left, I started to take.

Thats when the farmer came and shouted for us to stop. I ran with the corn and than the scene changed into a school classroom.I became lucid and was thinking about how dream corn didn't matter anymore. But than i changed my mind about it because it still looked delicious.I really wanted to have the corn cooked though. As I was looking at the corn parts of it started to look like it was cooked and than a dc girl came to talk to me. But the scene changed as thoughts of Dawn came up.

This scene took place in a office like room where Dawn was in a suit and had received a message from a girl that ran in. She gave him a note saying it had come in for him. He asked her if it was from the same girl than put it in a gray bin on the window sill. She said yes and was curious as to whether the problem would ever be solved. Than the scene evaporated and I woke up.

I was non lucid in a supermarket and the cashier woman mentioned something about an item not being able to go through. Than another lady came and tried to help but than I noticed something strange happening to either the lady or the item. Anyways after that something reminded me of Dawn. Than he came and the place changed into a beach. We started swimming and with a small yellow boat rower. Apparently, our boat was floating under the water. We were laughing and having fun going to the shore of the beach. When we got to the shore though we decided to go back into the water and started swimming. We ended up in a facility though and something popped from the ground. Like the floor had a heart that was racing. I told myself that I needed to remain calm and looked at Dawn who than came to me. He lay on the ground next to me and I looked at his face. It had black text and drawing on it. I wanted to read it but than he picked up his face and disappeared.

Than out of no where a black talking cat with a black top hat appeared and took out a metal like curtain holder. Than held it up at me saying It was going to hurt my heart. I told it no than a cage appeared like a bird cage. The cat tried to get me in than got me stuck on something. It than poked a black metal curtain holder at me and said he was gonna hurt me. But I remained calm and took the holders from him. The cat even appeared in a box and taunted me but I took him out and threw him. Than I was fine and woke up.

At first i was having maple story dreams. I woke up than went back to sleep like 2 or 3 times after each maple story dream. They were short though and i was accomplishing some quests and getting rewards.

Next was an odd non lucid/ lucid dream. I was going with my mom to a pay less store, even though she doesn't like to go to pay less anymore. While we were there i was hoping that i could find some cute shoes while my mom looked for shoes for my grandma. Anyways, I don't recall how but after looking around and talking to a few people i ended up somewhere else. I was in a college where supposedly my old high school friends were showing me what they did now. My little brother was there too but as a child. He looked 8 or 6 and was telling me about something funny about what happening around us. After all that hullabaloo i ended up going inside someones apartment. There was this girl who looked like someone i knew from high school. She was big and wearing only a bra and a black thong saying how she wanted to have it and that she was ready. She went to some room with two people than i decided to go out the wall or the window because i didn't want to get caught up in their plans.

I flew to a window where i saw a lady i use to work with. She was with a person who looked like her mom and they were talking. As I was flying i was trying to get her attention by saying that we were in the dream world. I drifted away from her though and appeared out of no where i a room where a sort of invisible yet apparent, hairy guy said he wanted to have it with me. But i said no and shouted for dawn or eye. After that he said that he would try another time than the scene shifted. I ended up in the air flying holding a giant graham cracker. I was flying while looking down at that somewhat cartoon looking ground.
As I was flying i thought what if i could dream up jade's characters. But instead this annoying dc came and tried catching me. I saw it as a game of tag and was flying all around the sky to get away from it. But at the last minute i decided to land. There i met a few little girls who were interested in the show Steven universe. We talked about Stevens height than sang the theme song even though i was somewhat off at first. Than i woke up.

Remembering Dawn

First i was talking with my brother and cousin about maple story and than after that i ended up being inside my house with a dc girl that was interested in me. For some reason it felt like we were together but than my mom came and mentioned something about the hundreds of pairs of green and brown boots she brought home that were stacked near the bathroom. I became lucid than instead of semi lucid and remembered,as i watched the dcs fiddling around, about Dawn. I went downstairs and heard my older brother and cousin talking about how everyone is getting on maple story again. I knew Dawn wouldn't be in there since they were there even if that was his spot than went to another room. He was laying on the bed and appeared to be younger.

I got onto the bed slowly since he was sleeping than apologized for waking him up when he opened his eyes. He was wearing something black with a wire on his neck and i asked him what it was. He said he hadn't seen me in a long time and was glad to see me and that he got into a incident where something went wrong and now he he had to where that. I sai "Ohh" than touched the circle black remote like thing and pushed it away so i wouldn't hit it by mistake. He than mentioned how he was surprised that i wasn't laughing I said " Of course i wouldn't laugh at you." than put my face closer to the blanket on the bed trying to hide my smile. "I'm smiling because i'm nervous" I told him. I was like "Oh great. Now hes gonna think i'm laughing."After that i looked at him and felt bad for his neck so i kissed his neck to show that i cared. He laughed a bit after that than i woke up.

Parakeets

I was non lucid inside a bus with lots of people around my age. Some guy made space for me and i was grateful since it was packed. Than when we got off i ended up inside my house where i was serving myself dinner. As I was doing that my brothers were talking with a friend of theirs. Than blah blah blah. don't feel like writing the rest but in the end i ended up on the stairs looking at my birds in separate cages. I tried to put them back but got distracted when i noticed our old green parakeet Pauli in the cage.

(Excuse the messy Journal writing.It was done fast)
I was on my bed creating a music on a music box type of item. There were a few girls around in pajamas congratulating me for making such beautiful music. Even my mom. But than i started thinking about how i want to dream of dawn. I closed my eyes and lay down than appeared outside a house. Where a girl with red/orange spiky hair was in. I wanted to touch her hair and was pulled in by curiosity. I had come in with googles in my hand an was told by the girl that i could play with her. Oddly i felt today was the day of a tragedy event. We were playing around in the colorful park like field that was in the house when suddenly i had the urge that i should go cause i wanted to find Dawn. There were two boys there present and a mom who was telling the girl that it was time to leave. I lost lucidity and felt like the boys took my camera. I ran after them and they mentioned how they didn't have it. I went back and found it somewhere. After that i think i appeared on a bed than thought of Dawn.

After thinking of Dawn i appeared in what looked like the same place i was in before. Dawn came too but didn't seem interested. For some odd reason the place changed into a big bathroom and i asked him to brush his teeth with me. He said no because i was going to try and get him in the shower with me. Thats when things started to turn into a clothing store. I wanted to pick out interesting, cool clothing for Dawn but as i was choosing he walked away to kiss a girl. I told a girl dc near me how Dawn was being super annoying ignoring me when i was going to choose clothes for him. I followed him and some others and the place became a huge mall with orange/brown covered walls. We were trying to find our way around together but than Dawn didn't want to go with me the way i was going. He wanted to go the other way with the girl. I decided to leave them be and ranted to a somewhat fat guy dc that was with me.

He mentioned how dawn was just being a (insert word i forgot here). Than we ran around some stairs with a kung fu old guy behind us trying to teach us something. The big guy got too excited though and ran too fast around. He made the stairs jump and broke a step. We ran to tell security about the broken stairs but a girl dc came back saying that they were just lining people up and not listening.I went up to the person she talked to than the person who ran the place and he mentioned how i explained it a lot better cause he understood now. After that we walked away and i ended up walking behind my family,some people i dont know and it was in a city place. My mom mentioned about how one of the people there was carrying a money bag and i felt my head because the back part was hurting a bit. When i woke myself up my neck was hurting because of the bun on my head or because it was turned in a uncomfortable position. I'm fine now though.^^

The black Void

I appeared on my bed listening to voices. I was a bit out of it at first because i went from awake to dream mode and it kind of blurred my train of thought a bit.After laying down on the bed for a bit and listening to voices the back part of the bed/wall began to break apart and i began to fall backwards into a dark black void.I let myself fall down and could see black and dark gray clouds in my void. There were also black rocks appearing in it. After falling fast for a while i ended up somewhere where i was hanging around with Eye. But i forgot what happened at that time.After whatever happened happened I woke up.
I decided to go into the dream the same way I did before though.

The black void 2

I slowly started hearing voices around me again than felt i couldn't move.I decided to wait it out and eventually the back broke apart again. I ended up falling fast down the dark void but this time was different. As I was falling i could hear footsteps that sounded like they were walking quickly across a carpet. I decided to imagine the footsteps far away from me as i was falling. It faded but than came back and i saw a dark sweater hooded figure looking at me from behind a black rock in the void. It went somewhere else and than i heard the footsteps again though. So I imagined pushing the thing farther, along with the footsteps sound. I felt it was gone than fell down relaxed until i arrived at a outside of a large school.

I decided to imagine kingdom of hearts into the dream and Sora appeared along with the opening song of the game. I fought sora while flying for fun while trying to sing along to the song. But than it quickly changed into Chinese. As I was battling sora though i spotted riku in the distance. Wanted to go to him but than i saw that there were bodies of people laying on the ground. I felt like it would be awkward to go on the ground with the bodies laying around the courts. Yeah, I saw the bodies on a basketball court and tennis court. I flew away since i won against sora already and ended up in a bedroom. There was a dream character present and he was holding a needle.

"There is no needle" I thought and manged to get it away from him. But than he brought it back. It was like i was battling with my mind to try and imagine it not there. But i couldn't help but pay mind to it. Thats when i tried to run and jump away while calling Dawn. But i bumped into something and ended up giving up. "Instead of a random DC, I'll just imagine Dawn's giving me the shot". I thought to myself. Than all too quickly i was stabed in the back with the needle and felt the thing injected into me. Than a black heart rate meter like thing appeared in front of me and i saw the numbers 558. It was going up when i felt the needle but went down slowly when i was relaxed. After that I woke up.

New Dream Guide...Sort of

Something non lucid occurred where i was inside a apartment talking to people.I became lucid though as i was holding a laptop and something made me think of Jade/Maeni. I decided that in this dream i would go onto my dream email or a dream guide messenger site and see if it could find me a better dream guide. I typed on the bright white screen that looked like a chat/forum place. It was designed in a basic organized way. Nothing too flashy. Anyways I typed with my imagination "Looking for new dream guide. Post if interested! : )"
Than someone got online with a yellow colored avatar. I asked if they were interested and they said they would think about it. So I decided to leave that alone for now and wait.
After that a dream character came and told me to follow him. We ended up inside a school where i got distracted.
I was non lucid inside a school that was for middle school kids i think. After walking around and doing whatever i did, somehow i got in trouble and I was sent to the principal's office in anime form with anime characters. The principal was secretly a monster that wanted to feed on the students that disobeyed or were new. Than tried to eat me. I told the character with me that we had to work together. The DC agreed and we ended up escaping but than i noticed that "Good Times" characters were in the school. It was the sister and older brother and they were arguing because the brother didn't want the sister to date someone. I decided that i wanted to leave the school and go somewhere else at that time than followed a group of students leaving.

However after walking for a bit i ended up back inside the school. I decided to go another way than and took a door that led to the outside school yard. I was questioning it though because it led me to go up a stairs.When i finished stepping up I saw two boys trying to swim away from where they were. There was water halfway up to their body and it was raining. I liked the rain but didn't feel like swimming so i went another way and ended up on the sidewalk with the two boys.But one of them jumped me from behind and i fell on a bush. He was pinning me so i called for help and told him to get off. A DC came and took him off me. After that i got up than walked away and ended up in a apartment.There i remembered about the dream guide post thing and imagined a laptop in the room. I picked it up and looked at the screen where i posted the question. I didn't really notice much change though. Only a little and typed "Is no one really interested? Still waiting for a reply." Than i noticed something pop up on the site.

I decided that i would just wait patiently and left the laptop alone. As i was walking A DC appeared. It was a tall white guy with blue eyes and dirty blonde hair color but braided. And he wasn't wearing a shirt.
"Uhhh....Are you my new dream guide?" I asked. " He scratched his head and smiled at me than said "Yeah,Well,Sort of." I noticed how his blue eyes reminded me of Marcus even though Marcus is old and told him how his eyes remind me of Marcus. "Really?" he said as we were walking away to another room." You can't be Marcus though. Whats your name? IF you said sort of does that mean your dawn?" I asked suspicious. He made a look that said "maybe" and than told me to look at his hair and to touch it. He had two little braids sticking up on his head though.

"Do you like it?" he asked me smiling as he had his head down in front of me waiting for me to touch it. I put my hand and felt his braids. The way they went down from the top of his head to the side. His hair length was obviously up to the middle or bottom neck. I told him it looked nice on him and than went up to a mirror to look at myself. I noticed that i could see my back and chest and i had the marking of a giraffe. "I can't believe i got these marks on me" I said than told him how i have them on me. He looked but than i noticed there were two big rats in the apartment."Rats!What do we do?" I asked him unsure. He told me that we need to get away from them. we ran but than i jumped on him so the rats wouldn't bite me. I didn't think he would mind. Anyways he carried me fast out of the apartment than down the stairs with the rats trailing us. I wasn't afraid of the rats but i liked him saving me from them even though they weren't scary.

I kind of hugged him too tight though as he was carrying me and when we stopped on the last floor we saw the rats. I got off him and he ended up fighting them off. Reminded me of the old days but i kind of felt bad because I let him carry me when i could have ran myself. Than I woke up.Forgive me Dawn. TwT If that were you.

Eye

I was inside my house and was with Eye trying to solve a problem a dream character had. I think they were trapped by a device that didn't allow them to feel better or something. There was a bad guy and i think we were being chased so i told Eye I didn't want to dream about this anymore. After that he said okay and was flying me somewhere but than i changed my mind and decided to call Dawn. I had a feeling i saw Dawn earlier too at that time.(I think i did but it was earlier in the dream) I tried using the phone but to no avail. Another character came and tried to do something bad to us though so i told Eye to just fly us somewhere else. As we were flying though i noticed his form was constantly changing from his anime form to somewhat like a reindeer mixed with a human. I touched his red nose and stroked his hair as he was changing telling him to get his form under control. He said okay than dropped me somewhere and disappeared. After that i got distracted with a 100 dollar bill that came out of no where and little girls that were sitting at a table. One of them was hiding under a table and the teacher who was watching them shouted at her to come out. She came out than told me about how she was having trouble with finding out how to play her video game.
Than I woke up.

Kiro

I saw Eye and Kiro in their human form laying on my mom's bed. Eye asked Kiro laying down "What are you doing here?" Than Kiro said something I forgot. After that the scene shifted and i was being tugged on by a invisible dream character in an unknown room. I pushed it away and it turned into a old man that was trying to rape me. I also turned into a old lady but managed to get the character away from me and turn back into my regular form. The DC that was pulling on me transformed into a young boy though.

After that the dream changed again and I was in my house on a bed. A group of guys came to visit. Even Kiro and apparently he had a little sister. The little girl wanted to play but i said no and tried to get away from them since i was non lucid. Than suddenly he picked me up and put me on his shoulders. We ended at the living room where a couch was and he put me there. After that I was talking about Hetalia Twinkle with the guys. After we had fun talking they left and i walked back to the bedroom. To my surprise my brother was playing with an odd cage that was filthy with bird poop and had cat like chess pieces in the cage. The two cats were supposed to be two spirits fighting with each other. I assumed they were gonna hurt me from their fighting and decided to leave. Recognizing it was a dream than. But as soon as i tried to leave one came to me in front of the door like a burst of wind and stopped me.(Funny how this reminds me of another dream i had where two spirits were fighting with bursts of wind)

Anyways after that it became a person and i suddenly got the urge that i wanted to go for a walk outside with it. It told me okay but to hurry up. The dream shifted after that though. I ended up inside a bathroom where girls were getting ready for a party but i had a huge problem. There was a small hole on the side of my cranium with a metal piece. I was non lucid and worrying about it. Eye and two other girls tried to help me get it fixed and told me not to worry about it. Than a guy who was dressed and acting as a female mentioned how it reminded him of how at a salon the lady painted someone's eyebrow yellow all wrong by just a bit and that it was tragic. But I could overcome it. I asked if i could use something to cover the hole i had on my head than eye took a paper and pushed it hard on my head like three times. I pushed his hand away and told him to stop since i felt he was gonna make it worse. That is when i noticed that looking at the mirror the hole was gone .

I was content but still felt nervous when i was walking outside. We were planning on going to a party but before we did i decided to take a look at the drawings and sketches. There were sketch books in a small hall on the wall next to the art room.(The place was like a school i guess) As I was looking at the drawings i asked Eye if the drawing reminded him of pokemon. Than walked out of the small hall. Eye followed me from behind and grabbed me. But what he did was beyond inappropriate. I assumed he was trying to butt rape me so i grabbed his you know what hard and told him to stop. Than I woke up after that.

Fragments

--Running outside in the snow at night. The setting was in an unknown city. I managed to get lucid and get away from guys who were shooting at each
other in the dark.Also there was something about ending up at a place where people put bikes on escalators as a job.

--My dad wanted me to type a website called www.Pajamas.com so that my uncle could meet his wife there.(Like a chat place) I ended up doing it than we transported into a clothing shop where a old lady was insulting people as i was looking at the clothing.
I turned to her after she said something really mean though. She didn't insult me until i creep her out with my eyes(staring) or mind or whatever. She stumbled as she tried to get away saying "Is this how you really act around people!?" than transformed into a little girl. I told her i wasn't happy but i wasn't going to hurt her. Than she shouted "Caleb! Call mom!" I looked to the side and saw a wheat field inside a portal. There was a Jack Russel terrier as well in it and when i woke up i was reminded how i really like Jack Russell terriers. > w <

I was in my house about to do something when all of a sudden a huge machine crashes into it and i hear a lot of screaming. I have a weird feeling that its going to be me next and try to escape. I get knocked out by a group of assassins or military agents and when i wake up i'm sort of beaten up. Eye is dragging me than carrys me into a bathroom than tells me that we don't have time. That I have to escape through the window. I look out the window and he pushes me through even though I say no at first. When i get my head through and im fully out I'm in the narrow fenced place that leads to my backyard. I run and try to fly because i noticed a alien that looked small and green and jello like was trying to come after me. Along with three girls. I spit out mushy green/white stuff from my mouth and hit the alien thing as i'm flying. (Really Random idea)When I get to the front of the house the setting begins to change to dark and things begin to be added.

The girls who wanted to attack me than begin to make jokes about how their going to get me and I punch one in the face. Than I tell her sorry and wipe her bleeding mouth with a napkin. I also tell her I forgot that hitting my dream character is like hitting a part of myself. She forgives me and I notice that Eye is now present with us. He is talking about how cool the setting is becoming. I turn around and notice that there is a dark forest near by and that there is a lady who looks like she is casually dressed.Shes in a white tank top and maybe green/yellowish pants. Anyways shes walking back and forth and i become creep out by her. "Can we go inside?" I ask nervously. Everyone says okay and we run into my house. As were running it begins to change into a school setting and soon were running down the stairs. Eye jumps up and shouts how much fun he is having than continues down the stairs. I try to follow him than notice were now in a huge building that looks formal yet open to the public. Sort of like a bank but not a bank. Maybe office building. Well whatever.

I continued looking around and noticed dream characters going about doing their own stuff. Some are happy while others are serious. As I'm walking and looking around i notice my teeth have stuff stuck to them. "Splinters?" I think to myself as i see a animated gorilla carrying a broken door. "How many times am I suppose to tell you? Your not suppose to eat the door..." He says to me in a British like voice. I say sorry and notice an open door where i can see people outside in a city. I want to go out but don't. I look at the gorilla again and my surrounding than it fades until i wake up.

Asking Dawn About His Name

In this dream I was asking Dawn if he could give me a new name to call him that was better than Dawn. He wrote a few things down trying to think of one. Co...Was a good start for me until he changed his mind and than the dream changed to non lucid a dinosaur game like plot with my family.


Attempt to see Dawn Failed

I was in some sort of arena where people that acted like old time warriors were forcing me, my brother and others to battle. I didn't want to though and ran and jumped over what became a castle like wall. Fell into the ocean and the warrior king/chief tossed fire spears at me, along with his men. I thought about them disappearing and as soon as i sank to the bottom i began swimming and walking and jumping. Trying to get through until i arrived on a island. I got on the sand and ran until i met a little boy and girl. One of them was holding a cracker filled with jelly and gave it to me. I bit it than ran away. The mother came and found out so she called the guards though. I ended up inside a school and ran up. Bumped into a guy who offered to help me but after running around for a while they were caught.

I saw them being taken away and asked one of the guys to help me out in the dream but he said "You want me to help you? I'm about to be executed because you!Thanks a lot!" Than he was walking away with the others that were taken by guards. The place also looked somewhat like an office building now. The way the dream character expressed himself made me feel like I was n't in a dream world like i thought i was in. and that i really got him into trouble. So I decided to just forget about it and fly through the walls and get out myself. I managed to get to a window of the office building but i became stuck halfway. A girl came by and mentioned how she found me. Than a guy came and said he was going to cut my legs off. I felt like a trapped bird and told him to wait before he used the knife. He waited than i looked down and looked back at him. noticing that he had removed part of the window. After that I jumped out the building wanting to fly and had a false awakening where I thought I fell asleep in my bathroom.

Than something else about jewelry i think happened and i woke up for real.

Funny thing is that my mom said i was giggling in my sleep like at 2am. I don't recall what i was dreaming about at that time though.XD
I'm going to write down the dreams i had after that dream though.

Royalty

* I was inside a castle with my younger brother, a king, queen and two others. A girl and a boy who were also royalty. We were being tested and had to get out the castle filled with traps safely. When we entered a room the king shouted for us to get down. We all got down and spears/arrows shot out through the wall. He reminded us that we had to be careful. We than got up and went to the next room that was a bedroom. I jumped onto the bed thinking it was safe and it suddenly started moving. We screamed as traps began to go off and when i turned around someone, think it was the king, had a spear in his head on the ground. I was left with my younger brother who looked way younger in this dream.

I carried him, jumped on the bed than off it and ran through the castle until we reached a balcony. We were found by a guard though and went separate ways. The evil kind followed me and i ended up in my younger brothers room. I started pretending i was a bird so i can change into one and flew up. The evil king said that he caught me as he was going to grab me. But than i shouted "No! You can't catch me!Birds are small and they can fly fast all around the room." He said ok and acknowledged that i was right. Glad my silly reasoning worked.

Who are you?

*I was in a car with a blonde lady who ended up having an small accident. Even though i turned out alright i had a feeling i lost my arm even though it was still in tact. Than out of no where a dream guide came to me and hugged me from behind. I became lucid than and felt like i was being surrounded by warmth from a sunny character who was probably rich in many treasures. I got the feeling that this guide was giving off the I'm a child but I can be adult form too vibe. I hugged the character and asked who it was and why it was here.

Than the setting changed into a sunny bright orange scene. I could only see his silhouette a bit(White outlined silhouette) and he was holding me pretty tight from behind. He than threw up a white monster like goo like thing from his mouth and told me that he was here to keep the things i fear the most contained so that they wouldn't bother me.(The goo thing looked like a small monster that was alive and crawling) I was happy with what he said and told him to let me see his face. But he held onto me pretty tightly. "Come on. Let me see how you look. Are you tan? dark brown?light?" I asked. He said no than moved me to my older brother's room and dropped me on the bed.

The room looked a lot nicer and the stuff in it was organized the same way it use to look when it was my room."Are you Dawn?" I asked. Than suddenly i heard Dawn's voice shouting "Dont pretend to be me!". I couldn't see anything since the guy was still holding me from behind. Than suddenly he dropped rings and bracelets on the bed in front of me. "Wow, these are all pretty!~" I said looking and touching them. Than he mentioned how they were all symmetrical. I really wanted to see his face now." Show me your face! Please! Or at least tell me your name!" I said.

The setting than changed and i was now looking out a window where i saw anime people passing by. He than started thinking of names i should call him and it was getting pretty annoying."Be....Lu..."some other stuff I don't recall. Than i woke up. I'm guessing that this character could have been Eye but im not too sure. He definitely reminded me a lot of Eye.


This is what the bracelets looked like. Although they looked more shiny and pretty in the dream than when i draw them.

Well in this dream I was lucid and non lucid. It was a very stressful dream for me when i woke up but i have a feeling it could have been from stress. If not then my dreaming mind just really hates me and maybe the thought of it once just happen to trigger it.

Anyways the dream started with me walking around my house to downstairs where I was talking to a dream character. Suddenly Rose Quartz from Steven Universe popped up dressed as a maid. Noticing the change of the setting into a restaurant, I made a joke about how i was going to look like her and serve people their food and drinks in a silly manner. That's when i started acting silly than out of no where i think the guy with me or another guy came up to me and poked me in my stomach area than pushed it inward. I couldn't see their face just noticed the silhouette. I told it to stop but when it wasn't stopping i ran around.

I think i appeared upstairs than ran downstairs again and when i was about to enter a room the character slid holding its hands out in front of me. I felt like it was a ticking bomb of fear and dread and ran the other way. I also have a feeling it was dressed in ragged clothes. Like a grey/navy blue sweater with baggy jean pants or something like that. Anyways I ran away than appeared on my mom's bed thinking i was awake. I got up than looked in the living room and the character appeared. Couldn't see how it looked but i could feel it there.

I was afraid it was with my dad than reappeared on the bed and felt someone putting their finger on my belly button like they were trying to go through me. It hurt a lot so i prayed about it. Even though I thought it might be a demon in the dream that was obviously not the case. I kept feeling the pain and tried to move the finger but it was no use. It kept positioning back to the same spot. It ended up vanishing when i got the feeling that i sent it away but than my eyes were force closing and i reappeared on the bed again with the same pain. I let it hurt me till I woke up trembling.

:/ Hmm.....Guess it could be a stress sign or just random dream pain from the thought of how it happened before.