Dreams of Hash

Went to bed 1230
Goals teleport
Woke up at 4:30 and could not sleep again until 6-630
7:OO I rem considering what i would be like for words to suddenly appear in my first person view about my progress, like in a game. When i consider this it makes me think of what a great way it would be to go lucid.

*I rem being at an amusemnt park and we with jessica, possibly others, and we are riding a ride like the scream. I rem there was no seatbelts or anything to strap you in though. At one point jessica gets off the ride but she stilll waits in the general area, not having to get out of the way. I rem thinking about how i had been riding the ride over and over again without stopping. I considered whether i would get sick as well as whether or not i was annoying jessica. I rem one time when it starts again, i half leaned outside of it and for a moment felt like i was gonna fall all of the way down. It was quite scary and prevented me from doing that again.

*I vaguely rem being at school and getting ready to go to a class i hadnt been to in a long time.

*Vaguely rem some kind of battle or conflict, outdoors and sunny, stone walkways and buildings.

*I vaguely rem being at a friends house, im thinkink with alexis cause i kind of rem seeing his dad. They are not in the room and i am looking at their dog. It looks like a golden retriever but for some reason in the dream i think of it as a donkee. I rem noticing it had like a saddle strapped to its back but it was very small and fluffy, i think pink in color. It looked like it was for a smaller animal to sit on the dog/
donkeys back.

8:49 I rem being at school in a classroom. I cant rem what class it was specifically but i rem my creative writ teacher teaching it. At first he is talking to the entire class, but more on the other side of the room, about some politics; i rem he mentions hawaii. I rem talking to some dude who works at gamestop about what classes he signed up for next semester. He tells me all of his classes, names four of them i think spanish was one, and then reveals he only plans to take the finals for them. He talks about one class he is signing up for a second time, he didnt finish the first time and complains he never got a chance to meet his classmates.

At one point i think he changes into a girl but not sure. I almost forgot, he had a lady with him who was like doing his finances or something. I rem at one point he is standing and she next to him, they both say something at the same time like they planned it and they make a hand gesture like throwing away money. I rem thinking it was pretty cheesy in the dream but he seemed proud of himself.

MY cre writ teacher comes over to my side of the room and now im sitting in the front row of class with a few people on each side but its like he is talking to a select group from the class. He starts talking about fox news, it was really funny. He starts by saying something like its that time again, when the one party is ready to cause trouble or something like that. He describes them as the ones who... and then he acts out what he is saying. I cant rem exactly what he said but i know in the dream he was making fun of glenn beck and others on fox news. I rem him mocking one of the women, he turned around and started shaking his ass, it was funny but wierd becasuse he kind of shifted into a woman when he did this. I rem all of a sudden he had a womens lower body and was wearing a green skirt. Cant rem much else.

10:44 Had a dream, cant rem how it gets to this point but, i rem walking with a long white stick with black writing on it. In the dream i know it has something to do with the police. Im in like a mall or something and there is a huge crowd of people. I walk into the group with my stick and the dream shifts into like a highschool graduation. The stick is now like my diploma and the line turns into just me and a few others. We are walking through a room with a bunch of people in suits and dresses.

The diploma is now like a military baton and everyone is holding theres like the military holds the rifle at their side. I rem walking in this way, or marching and being really sillly with it. I was over acting my march until i realized so many people in the room were watching. It seems like people on the left of the line were sitting and standing on the right. As i leave this room i see my dad and i think some of his family standing there in a suit and he is holding up a camera like it is on record.

We move into the next room and all head to our seats. Before i sit down i pass rachelle. When i do she says that she ran for first place or something like that, i make a really strange face, but im meaning to congratulate her, then i walk off. The room we are in has all of the graduating class and its poorly lit. the whole dream feels grey. They were calling us up just a few at a time, as my group sits down this black dude from my group says something llike, man i only got six. He said something else and in the dream i knew he was complaining about how many people cheered for him. He pulled out a plastic bag with a number written on it with a black sharpie. I do the same and say something similar, but i got even less cheers. A couple people around me see this and start laughing, i sit down at first a little self conscious but then stop caring. Cant rem much else. (I didnt go to my real hs graduation, so this is an interesting dream...)

Went to bed: 12:50
Goals: teleport
Didn't sleep too well
6:30 Im in a big colloseum and there are two dcs who are really annoying me. One of them is another fighter and the other one is a spectator in a white shirt. I rem the other fighter saying something about the spectator getting something that belonged to me and the spectator just kind of smirking and mocking me. All else i rem is my sister all of sudden begins chasing me around the arena and i think she was carrying a sword, i try outrunning her for a bit but she manages to keep up with me, i rem running to a room thats supposed to be mine but she followed me ther. Last thing i rem is grabbing a stone and hitting her in the neck with it. I remseeeing a wound form on her neck with some blood. It looked pretty gross. I cant rem what happened afterwards.
Couldn't get back to sleep after this...

Went to bed 1245-130
Goals: Teleport
No memories the first time i wake up around 6
9:04 Watching my sister play a video game like oblivion. She walks through a picture and is now in the place in the picture. In the background i see a large castle with green roof and many mountains and streams. I tell her that this looks very similar to a place i dreamed about, i was remembering a dream i had that took place in africa but still looked a bit similar.

*I rem camping with my family and we are staying in a really big cabin. Ther are random blankets and beds throughout and i rem it being dark in there somethimes and better lit up at others. I rem at one point telling everyone to be careful with my cat in the morning, not to let him outside because he could get lost in the woods. Everyone just kind of looked at me smirking not taking it seriously, so i said how bad would you feel if the cat got lost in the wild over something so careless. I also rem at one point i see a shadow moving across the floor. ITs not that big but when i look up there is a huge spider walking across the roof. We all freak out about it for a moment. I rem vaguely seeing someone outside of the cabin window wearing white.

*Have a flash of my bro trying to get me to buy candy to split with him. Im pretty sure he was talking about starburst but cant rem specifically what he asked for.

*Have a flash of being at some very fancy event or meeting. I rem chairs in a circle around a nice fountain where someone is giving some kind of speech. I look to my left and jason bateman is talking on the phone. All of a sudden some dude, who i think in the dream is his dad, comes over and starts trying to take the phone out of his hand. In the dream i know he is talking to some chick who his family dissaproves of.

11:09 I rem being in some house with another family and my own. The head of the other family is bob saget. Everyone had brough candy and its all set out on the floor for us to look through. I rem jumping; like in between rocks, even though im indoors, to get the candy. All of the little kids are doing this too, except for one a bit further up, he is a little blonde boy with a bowl cut and his mom is watching him and being overprotective.

I start eating some while im looking at others. I rem it tasted pretty sweet, i rem looking at a bucket full of caramel and peanuts. I said something about getting it and one of the little kids says, your mad because you cant have caramel or something. There is a girl there too, and at this point she gets up and randomly starts dancing, like shes really into it, as she talks to someone. In the dream i could tell she was interested in me, and she was pretty cute. I rem bob saget asking my dad to go out for a drink and my dad said yeah. I just rem thinking, ok you go drink, i just want to smoke some weed. dont rem much else.

Went to bed 12:25-1
Goals: eat something and teleport
6:25 Had a dream where i think it is today in waking life. I look at the clock and it says 12 something. In the dream me and my family are going out to eat or something and we are leaving about one. In the dream i rem that i have the lucid dreaming class chat at that time and quickly try to get out of it. I rem talking to my mom about it and she didnt want to go either, I rem asing her if she thinks that dad will mind.

*I have a flash of eating at a restaurant and for some reason i decide to eat meat there. I rem getting both like chicken and maybe pork or something on my plate, i was wondering in the dream if eating some after so long will make me sick, i even remed a conversation from waking life with my bro about this. I rem getting the food ready and looking at it but dont rem eating it. I still think i may have eaten some because i rem thinking, this isnt making me sick.

*Have a flash of being at a water park. I climb up this water jungle jim kind of thing and get to a point where it splits off in multiple directions. There are people all over it moving in the different directions in an unorganized line. I rem noticing most of the people were moving in a specific direction. I was with my bro and asked which way i should go, he pointed to the most crowded one, whic was going down a curving water slide.

I go to sit down on the slide but a little girl cuts in front of me so she can follow her brother. There is a lady going in front too and she is with a little girl. When they go down the slide the lady spins around kind of freaking out and she drops there camera in the water. The camera is like purple with flowers on it and i think i half consider trying to get it for them. I just rem it floating in the water a sec and then going down the slide. Dont rem much else.

*I rem standing in line for something and a little kid does something, i think he hits me or something cant rem for sure.

9:10 I rem being out at this campsite with my family. We are in cabins and there are cabins all around us but they are still a decent distance from where we are. I rem in the dream wanting to smoke so i roll a joint. I rem rolling it really tight but having trouble twisting the ends of it. Neither end twisted right and neither side looked that great to hit from. One side began coming loose so i licked it again and gently patted it down. I rem looking at it and it had a little bit of fire on the part that was coming loose, as if i patted it down and then baked it a bit.

The joint is ready but my bro points out some dude in a red polo shirt walking in between camp sites. My brother calls him by name and in the dream i know we should wait until he is gone before lighting the joint. He is walking in between our cabin and the next one closest just looking at the ground, he looks quite strange. He moves closer and closer to the other cabin until finally he is out of sight. I light the joint and begin taking drags off of it. I walk into the cabin where on a small tv my mom is watching across the universe, I cant rem what song was playing, but in the dream i rem thinking it was very beautiful like hearing it for the first time. I sit down to where i can barely see whats hapening on the tv.

My sister sits next to me and i pass her the joint. I can see on the tv the couple from across the univers and the backround is very surreal and green. They are like floating side by side in green something idk. I rem in the cabin the fan was on really high and all of the windows were closed. I rem wondering if the smell would leak out the open door, so i blew my hits towards the closed windows and hoped that the fan would thin out the smoke. I also rem wondering about a smoke detector but relied on the fan for this as well. Cant rem much else/

*I rem traveling somewhere. I am in like an airport or something similar where alot of people wait to get on something. I think instead of a plane its like a tram or something im really not sure. I just rem it being up in the air and suspended by wires kind of. (I remed this because in waking life i was taking off my sleep mask.) It reminded me that in the dream i was sitting in the place waiting to get on the transport and i realized my sleep mask was on the whole time. It wasnt over my face but it was still strapped around my head, with the mask part over my hair. I rem taking it off and shoving it into my pocket. Cant seem to get more concrete memories of this dream.

11:14 I rem being at a big family get together. We are in a house or appartment i dont recogmize. I rem being really loud and obnoxious joking with my cousings. Later in the dream i went and sat against a wall and was observing everyone else. My mom was there against a wall on the other side of the room. Everyone was giving her all of this attention and they were talking about her cancer.

At this point i started really thinking about it in dream and began to get really sad. Tears starting forming in my eyes when i looked around and noticed my cousin johnny and a little kid that looked like him though ive never seen him before are pointing and laughing at me. They have really shocked looks on their faces so i know they are just confused as why i was laughing it up and joking and now all of a sudden im crying. (My mom recovered from cancer a few years ago.)

*I rem being in a classroom for art i believe. I rem there being these two chicks who annoyed me in the dream. I cant rem what they did but every time i saw them i was a bit annoyed. I rem getting up and seeing a poster for japanese club and someone asked who would paint the pictures for it. I dont rem what i said but something like, i will if no one else does. I walk over to this girl, she is a girl i had a crush on a long time ago in high school and she is working on a painting on the ground. I sit down next to her and begin talking to her about it. I rem one of her paintings was a landscape covered in trees and all of the colors are different shades of blue, it was quite nice.

I keep talking to her and the talk feels really intimate. After a bit the bell rings and everyone starts getting up to leave. They are walking right where we were sitting so i quickly get up and help her pick up her things. When there is only one painting left with her supplies on the ground im not sure if i should keep helping or just go get my stuff. We both reach for the last painting so i say im just gonna go get my stuff. I do and as i am leaving i dont see her anymore.

Those two girls from earlier in the dream walk up to me and ask whos gonna draw the japanese club pictures, i say "i kind of half volunteered." I rem thinking about it more, i was sure i could make a cool picture even though i havent drawn anime in years. I have one last mem of my cre writing teacher, im pretty sure he was there, dont rem anymore.

Went to bed 12-12:30
Goals: eat and teleport
5:37 in a soccer game on some generic field and the only other player i recognize throughout is that guy pablo. I rem several plays and i was playing on the line like a wing. I rem one where the other team was moving the ball around and gets it to a forward and i run back just as he shoots. I run and block the shot causing it to roll slowly and then the goalie picks it up. I rem after this i run down line and nobody guards me so our goalie sends it down line to me and i quickly take a shot and miss.

I rem taking a few more shots but dont rem the setup too well and i missed all of them. Only other play i rem is doing a throw in and i can tell pablo really wants the ball. I plan to throw it just a bit down line for him but as i throw i feel the ball slip in my left hand and it goes flying to the left all the way to the other side of the field and out of bounds.

*Cant escape the feeling i was on another planet, cant rem it though. All i rem is the color blue.

6:51 Strange flash of some kind of military briefing or something. I am sitting down and i her someone talking about how we have a foriegn general or something. The general walks up and its some girl about my age, short brown hair, in a red unifrom. She walks to the front and salutes us and then walks off the the right. Whoever is hosting the event leads her away while tallking about previous wars. He lastly says something like, what do you expect of the sub conscious or something.(sounds like he was giving me a hint i was dreaming)

*Flash of being at school and the teacher switches but at one point she looks like elaine from seifield. The kid who sits across from me has a plastic toy gun and later in the dream the teacer is talking about how they passed a new law for us to carry those guns to school. I rem her showing us a little latch on the gun that allowed you to put it into your folder. Dont rem much else

*I rem just walking into a room with a bunkbed and seeing a doll on the bottom bunk. For whatever reason i start humping the doll.

*Walking somewhere with jessica and we are talking about food. she asks if i eat sometgin and i tell her no because i dont eat butter.
From this point forward i seem to have video game inspired dreams.
9:11 Have a flash of watching in first person someone load an arrow to a bow and arrow. In the backround i hear a narrarator talking about how it is some bow from feudal japan. The bow is yellow and black with little spikes coming out of it. Up the road you can see a person sitting on a horse. The person shooting aims to the left of them and releases the arrow. It flies far left but at the last moment changes course and hits the horse. The person falls off.

10:42 Had a flash of playing some old school looking rpg game

*I rem austing sending me a text message about an rpg game, he says something like i just saw a video where you go somewhere and type, reset religion, personality and intelligence and it reset all three for the character.

*I know i had a dream with chris and rachelle but no matter how much i think about it i cant rem what happened.

*Have a flash of being up on a billboard and im looting somones body like in a video game/ I just rem seeing some arrows on the ground from where i missed, dont rem actually fighting though.

Went to bed 12:30-1:OO
Goals: Eat and teleport
Just a few fragments this morning, I really wanted to dream more, but could not get back to sleep after 7
6:08 I have a flash of getting home from some kind of trip and feeling like i hadnt slept in days. I just rem walking back to my room and looking in, its dark and i look at my bed thinking how easy ill be able to sleep once i try. In the dream i wondeer if ill have rem rebounds and also if ill be able to go straight into rem sleep and have an easy wild

*Just a flash of talking to my dad and sister, cant rem what about. I rem my dad saying something and i had something to say but every time i try my dad just keeps talking over me, so i keep getting louder and louder but he still keeps talking over me.

7:OO Have a flash of being in a school cafeteria with a few others, mainly rem alexis. We walk towards a table where we see austin sitting with alot of people. They all get up and leave and he is ther by himself. He sees us and acknowledges us and we go sit down. I just rem alexis telling us stories of some fights in his neighborhood, in the dream they were freaking me out. I was about to tell him to shut up when austin said, why are you telling us this now or something like that.

*Rem being at some kind of family gathering and my sisters computer or something is showing a slideshow of pictures. Its only pictures we have taken though like we voluntered to use our pictures for the slides. I rem seeing one of me and my sister laughing and it becomes animated and we are moving and laughing

Went to bed 1:OO
Goals: Eat something and teleport
No mems first WBTB
7:51 I rem watching a soccer game. David was playing against a team of four people. On the other team i only rem this guy who went to elementary and middle school with me but he doesnt look younger in the dream. Im on the sideline talking here and there with pablo. I rem that th team with four is scoring quite a few goals and the whole time dav seems pissed off.

I rem one play where the ball rolls to me and i pass it back into the game to dav, he turns and trys to take a shot from the other side of the field but it goes to the guy in the white shirt who kind of falls sliding to stop for the ball. He takes it down line and tries to volley it in over dav but it got blocked somehow. Cant rem anything else specifically.

*Not sure if this is seperate or from earlier in the previous flash. Im sitting somewhere and i think there are alot of people from the old soccer team but i just rem victor, he walks up to me and im sitting and he actually seems pretty cool, like hes not being a dick. When i greet him i call him by a different name but cant rem what. He corrects me saying his name is victor, and then i say something like i know what your name is .... I say something else that makes him laugh but cant rem what it was.

Went to bed again at 9
9:47 Im at davs house and my sister is there too, i feel like earlier in the dream i convinced my sister to go along with me. I dont rem much of inside his house but we go outside, i rem walking through these strips of plastic hanging from the roof by the door, instead of curtains. I kind of dragged a few of them outside with me/ Then the dream shifts and i am hanging out with matthew although in the same backyard, it looks more like matthews though.

We walk out and i notice there are two picnic tables. I say hey what happened to your pool and he kind of looks at me funny. I say didnt you used to have a pool there and i dont know if he answers. We climb onto a small wooden playground that is now in the middle of the yard. After asking about the pool i bring up other memories from back in the day. I think we are talking about his name and i say i rem when your parents and sisters would call you mateo. I dont rem what he says but then i start trying to pronounce it better, i rem giving it a few tries and asking if i said it correctly but i rem he just kind of smirked and said no.

Going to bed 1:15-1:45
Goals eat something
Was startled awake in early morning around 6 so I didn't bother trying to remember anything then, I tried WILDing for a while after i woke up with no success and finally just fell back to sleep around 8:30 Im guessing
9:22 I rem working at a restaurant with mary and angela among many other people i dont recognize. We seem to make mostly sandwiches and tacos. I rem it looking similar to the restaurant i would dream i worked at in the past but it also was connected to some other buildings i havent seen. I rem in the dream we got a new employee, i just remembered that guy jade is ther too. I rem one part carrying a big tub of beans and rice into the hallway and setting it down against the wall. All the workers were just standing around hanging out.

Just remed that earlier in the dream a girl had given me a bowl of like guacamole and lettuce to take home. When we are talking with the others im talking to mary about something and she gets mad and punches me in the balls. I fall to the ground and drop my guacamole on the floor. She laughs and half apologizes while i get up. I rem the new guy, i rem him having a white shirt, somewhat dark skin, and really short hair, was laughing at this and said something about getting punched in the nuts. I rem thinking about going to ask for some more guacamole.

Then i rem jade walking around and an employee i dont even see says something like, watch out for jade he calls himself a kung fu master. The new guy commented on this jokingly and jade said something to him and then pretended to stretch like he was gonna bust out some kung fu. they both just laugh though and i dont really rem anymore.

*Had a dream i was at my house with jessica. I rem she was getting ready to leave but i believe we were cooking some food first because we kept walking to the kitchen. Someones at the door although i dont rem if the bell rang or if it knocked. My sister opens the door and i hear austins voice asking if im here. He walks in and starts going back to my room but i tell him im in the kitchen, he comes in and i say jessica is here too but she is taking off soon. Dont rem pas this

*Short flash of being in a classroom and i think jessica is there. My teacher is my art apreciation teacher from a few semesters ago. We are doing presentations via powerpoint or something similar. I rem seeing several presentations but cant rem the specific people or subject of them, but i rem being very entertained in the dream so it could have been some cool stuff. I rem seeing austins project come up last, it had a picture of him with a goofy ass smile on the left side and then pictures of stuff he had edited for the class.

I rem one picture was of me, but it was edited to look like i was choppping my head off with large scissors. I was making a funny face in the picture and looked like i was screaming with blood squirting from my neck. Cant rem any other pics or more of the dream.

*I feel i may have been in a big ass theatre again but have no memories to back it up.

Went to bed 1230-1
Goals eat and teleport
6:OO Me and my sister are out in the frontyard of my aunts house running around with the dog and it is night time outside. I rem the dog running back and forth between her and me past the driveway. One time the dog runs to me and then runs past me through some cars, when she does this i hear her maake a small bark that almost sounds like a yelp or something. When she does this my dad pops up and opens the door to my aunts house. He says shut up chewy. I dont rem exactly but i think me and lissa kind of smirk at the way he acts about it but not sure.

WBTB Going back to sleep 8:45
1O:OO Im at some house i dont recognize where jessica and her brother are staying. Throughout i keep just noticing things about the house, first i see some clouds painted on the walls of the next room and when we are outside her bros room i see the door frame coming apart. She comments on how im noticing all of these things. Before we headed to her bros room she left to go do something, this is when i noticed the clouds painted.. I was also thinking about how long we were gonna hang out.

I looked at the clock and it said 730. I freak out not realizing we were hanging out so early. I think in the dream that it is today in waking life so i know im gonna be hanging out with her until around 2. I do the math in the dream by counting my fingers. I realize that this would mean i will be hanging out with her for more than 6 hours. This really bothers me in the dream but then i just think ill tell her i have to leave early. She gets back and we go to her brothers room. She goes off to the right and sits down at a table, he is to the left on his computer and i just stand in the doorway.

They both start talking at once and i rem her bro was talking about school, saying he had anthropology class or something. I asked if his classes were today and he seemed kind of confused, i asked again and he said yeah but they are online at amazon. DOnt rem past this(Shouldve gone lucid when looking at the clock and when using my fingers to count hours...)

11:OO At the house across the street though the inside looks different. I walk outside and cross the street heading for my house. I hear someone distant call my name. I look down the street and see a girl in a yellow dress. I start to wonder who it is. As she gets closer i realize its my cousin mary and she has two dogs with her. She catches up to me and we talk for a bit, then she leaves. I rem thinking why she was in the area, i concluded she moved here and even remed a waking life convo about her moving so i accepted it. I remed more of the dream when i woke up but after writing this it has slipped my mind. I know that i go back into the house across the street but no matter how much i dig i cant rem what happened inside...

Went to bed 1250-120
Goals eat and teleport
5:57 I rem going to school for a final project at the end of the year. First i rem walking downstairs at my high school and i walk past the staircase i evenetually use to get to class. When i do i notice many of my classmates waiting at the staircase. This makes me wonder why they arent in the classroom. I dont rem what i do but i head back and this time go upstairs.

I take a hallway right and can see the classroom that i am looking for. The final project we have due is a presentaion of our choice and i quickly realize that im not the only one who has made theirs weed related. As i am walking to the classroom i see that blonde chick from my creative writing class and she has a binder with her project inside, the binder says cannabis culture in green letters across the top. She is standing outside by herself waiting to be called in by the teacher but i just walk in.

There is a group giving a presentation and like 2 more groups inside watching. I go sit in the very back and watch. The current group is giving theirs on world religion and it seems christianity specifically. In the dream i was seriously considering raising my hand and asking them if they knew anything about jesus' lost years when he is said to have been studying yoga in india. I also rem thinking about how i will give my presentation, thinking to myself i will talk calmly and at a good pace that doesnt take away my breath. The world religion group starts to wrap up there presentation, i rem them being some dude in a black shirt and a cute girl but cant rem what color she had on. Dont rem past this.

*Have vague memory of being on the top floor of a 3 or 4 level building that is crumbling and is the site of a major battle. I cant rem what the soldiers looked like or even what they were fighting with but i do seem to have supernatural jumping abilities in the dream. I rem being at the very top and jumping to another part that had been disconnected during the fighting. I shimmy around the side of a building until im on the outside of it and have decent cover from the fighting. Dont rem much else.

7:29 Quick flash of being in the soccer locker room and climbing up onto some second level that wasnt there in waking life. Im hanging out with someone but not sure who. The coach comes out of his office and tells me that me and the other dude need to go wait somewhere else

9:36 I rem being in a large dark auditorium with my mom and we are standing in line to be seated. We are at the very top row where there are some bleachers and the line leads all the way up there and is heading further and further down.

*I think the previous dream must shift or something because i rem being in a dark school room where they are going to show a video or something. All of the chairs are lined up theatre style and now im with austin and we are looking for a seat. I rem seeing plenty of openings but i just follow austin and he heads to the backrow. When he finds some seats he climbs over the seats in front and sits down. I just casually walk to the back row and sit down.

*Have another flash of the same thing. This time im in like an actual theatre and im with my sister and brother. We are looking for seats and in the dream i had been there before and had a place i normally sat. My bro was asking where we should sit and i pointed over there. I saw tyler and vannesa in the area i was talking about and they were both looking at me smiling. I was about to tell him about it but he ignored me and sat down in the middle row. I rem being really annoyed and thinking why even ask if you just want to do things your way.

*I rem sitting in a lounge chair and i think im on a balcony and i have a bag of food. The food looks like bird seed but its supposed to be for me. I rem looking at it really closely and even thinking in the dream it looks like birdseed.

Went to bed 11:30
Goals: Eat something, teleport
4:52 I rem chris and rachelles friends coming over for a bbq, I rem when they leave we are talking about it, we say something about them getting on facebook and them being in the car talking about how well the trip went.

*I rem being outside some strange big house and its some kind of social event. Me and llissa are watching my bro lean against a pillar and he has a beer. In the dream we know that he is drinking a whole lot and are worried he may have too much and even be violent. I rem later in the dream sitting in what looks like my room and he comes in and sits down. He starts talking to me about something but doesnt seem too drunk at all, in the dream i am much less worried about him at this point.

6 Rme talking to my brother

*Rem pooring dog food into my dogs food bowl out of the bag.

Couldnt get back to sleep so got up for a few hours...
9:28 In a classroom with my logic teacher. At first we are all joking around and im standing by the door as people come in. There are two people, one standing by the door and the other sitting in the nearest desk. I pretend to kick the standing one and then do a double kick from the sitting person to the standing person. This time the standing person looks like ethan and he grabs my foot and pushes me onto a desk. He looks like hes gonna start punching me but i know in the dream its all for fun so i start putting my arms up and acting like im trying to fight him off. Everyone in the class starts laughing.

Class starts and we are talking about our stories despite it being my logic teacher. Someone asks him a question and he says that he thinks that story would be a real flop. I commented that if i had used a specific character; that in the dream i was joking about, my story would have been a flop as well and the teacher agreed. Then for some reason he reveals to us that he has some kind of sickness. I cant rem what but when he was talking about it his face got really red.

BTW throughout the dream i was sitting in a desk right next to the teacher. He then talks about how he has lived the last twelve years here and that people have advised him to move somewhere new, perhaps it would help with his depression about the illness or something. He keeps mentioning twelve years, i rem at one point looking at his teeth while he is talking, the way they looked gave me a strange feeling in the dream. Dont rem past this

11:OO I rem watching like a movie, sarumon from lotr watching over a modern city with security cameras placed all over. He zooms in on a fight between a uruk hai and an orc. The orc has the uruk hai in a choke hold or something, i think saruman blasts the orc with the camera but am not sure.

I vaguely rem walking through the woods with a bunch of random people and someone who is supposed to be friends with chris. I rem we were talking about lucid dreaming. I know the convo was longer than this but all i rem is chris' friend asking who had the worst lucid dream, and i said he did jokingly.

June 20
(I went camping so I was sleeping in the woods and using a notebook instead of my laptop for a DJ)
At the store trying to buy something and there is a dude in front of me with a white shirt on and i think it says infamous 2 on the back. He buys something like a cd but takes off and leaves it on the counter. I vaguely rem seeing him through the window of the store heading towards his car. Some little kid is with me and i dont recognize him. Because the guy left without his stuff the line stops moving and we are just standing there. The little kid with me starts giving the guy working there a hard time and wont stop talking.

*I rem jumping into a swimming pool thats supposed to be on campus. There is a girl sunbathing or something but besides her no one else is nearby. I vaguely rem seeing some people in the distance. I rem swimming around a bit.

June 21
Went to bed 12:30-1:00
Goals: eat something and teleport
5:51 Just really vague flash of getting a message on dreamvies from someone named like deep purple haze or something. I didnt actually open it but saw it in my email, it said something about a recommendation or something in the subject.

*Rem my brother but dont know what was happening.

*I rem driving a car in the parking lot i used to dream about, im going down the lane furthest right really fast and then i hit the brakes and make a turn like i would in a video game or something, i execute the turn perfectly and in the dream am a littles surprised i was able to

Could not get back to sleep after this

Went to bed 12:54-1:30
Goals for the night: Eat something and interact with DCs
No memories in early morning
8:20 We are in a hotel room, me lissa and chris. Im looking out the window of the room and i notice my cat is in the corner of the room. I start to hear loud meowing coming from outside the room and it sounds like the way my cat meows when he is by himself. I keep hearing it and looking around outside trying to find where it is coming from but the whole time taking comfort in that my cat is sitting in the room.

Then a cat runs from under a chair next to me and at this point i know that the cat that had been in the room all along wasnt mine, and that the one that was meowing is. My cat runs onto a table and i notice his tail is all messed up and most of it is missing. In the dream i know he had gotten into a fight or something outside and get really worried. I tell my sister. I try to pick him up as the two cats run to the front of the room. I go get him and pick him up and notice he smells just like he does when he gets back from the vet. I say something like, how can we be sure its our cat in the future, i said we need to just check his teeth to make sure its the right one(my cat has missing teeth)

*Was with Alexis and Juan and im just talking to alexis about soccer. there is a girl there too but i cant rem what she looked like. Alexis starts talking about some league he is playing in when juan shows up and sits down. They start talking about who was, they were saying legendary, in the league this season. I think the girl may have asked a question, i just rem walking away smirking and saying i dont know anything about this league you guys are talking about.

*I vaguely rem being in a cafeteria at some point

*Vaguely rem talking to my creative writing teacher

*Have a flash of sitting on the ground and with my shoes on sitting in lotus for meditation. I rem bringing both feet onto my thighs and despite my shoes being on they rested quite comfortably. I dont rem but in the dream i have the feeling there are people around and some of them are observing me.

5:OO Was on the computer on a site that looks like dv but im not there for help with a dream, instead im getting help with some video game. The game is a fighting game and the only character i rem you can choose from is buster from arrested development.(Haha) Im getting help by using some chat/game where you bounce around side scrolling, using an emoticon, the level looks like something from little big planet.

Im not using an emoticon in the dream but someone else is, they are leading the way with a big smiley, my char is just some little animated figure with a blue shirt. At some point we are no longer getting help with the game but the other emoticon assumes like a guardian role and starts trying to lead me to a safe in the game. They dont say it but in the dream i know they want to lock me in the safe or something, it seems the guardian figure is upset with me for smoking.

LUCID 7:14 At the park with my mom and sister and we are just walking around exploring. There are some other people walking around the park too, a random group of dudes that look a bit younger than me, like still in high school. I look at my hand to do a reality check and i notice my pinky finger is coming off of another finger like an extension. I know im dreaming but do a reality check again anyway, interestingly it doesnt work so well the second time, looks like i have 5 fingers, but im already convinced.

I yell this is a dream and I start rubbing my hands together like crazy just reallly focusing on what it feels like and trying to stabilize the dream. I rem feeling the tension as they rubbed together pretty intensely, so much so that i didnt even feel the rest of my body. I rem my goal is to eat something so i start to look around and consider how i should approach it.

I walk to the top of a small hill and notice the group from before walking through the park. One of them turns and looks at me strange, i think because im still rubbing my hands together. Unfortunately for some reason I wake up here. I rem how strange it felt to be standing in a park one second and then the next to be staring into nothingness and realize its your own eyelids. I didnt really try a DEILD but instead fell back to sleep while thinking about this dream. I started dreaming again but this time non lucid.

*I have a false awakening in some room, looks like a really nice hotel room. I leave the room and find my brother in a room very similar to our living room. I go talk to him and i tell him that i had a lucid dream like 30 min ago, thinking i had just woken from the previous dream. I told him it was cool but really short and he said thats cool. I was kind of confused when i woke from all of this and i forgot some of the fa trying to rem my lucid.

*I rem being outside someones house, a house i dont recognize and just walking around on the deck. They have a bunch of wild rabbits with really long tails, in the dream i was calling them wild hares. I rem seeing one run under the deck and another following it but choosing to go on top of the deck instead, it stops for a moment to look for its friend and then continues on across the deck. It had brown and white spots.

Limited recall in my early WBTBs
6:34 Just vaguely rem being in school and having a large assignemnt due that i have yet to do. this is actually a reoccurring dream scenario for me...

9:14 I had a dream that i was kind of outside at school, looks like high school. i say kind of because the clothes dryer was out there. I was with a big athletics class and we were all outside enjoying the day. I wasnt in athletics clothes and there were many others who also were not.

I go up to the dryer and a cat that looks like mine is on it but i know in the dream its not my cat. I go to pet it and as i approach it the face almost looks human. I pet it and it starts to walk right off the dryer. I struggle to catch it and let it down on the ground more gently. It starts walking away from the dryer and toward the bench when i realize the cat is blind. When it reaches the bench it is no longer a cat but some dude dressed kind of like a chollo. He sits on the bench and i notice on his shirt it says, if i lose my shirt dont help me my parents will replace it in white ink, his shirt is red.

The class started heading in and as i was going i saw this girl with like red curly hair and she seemed kind of confused. I think i talked to her but cant rem what was said, she doesnt seem to be going inside though so i walk up a bit and find a chick who looks kind of like laurel. I ask her if the red head, i knew her name in the dream, is coming inside. Laurel said of course and looked at me like it was a stupid question. We start heading inside and now it looks just like my high school, where as before i did not really recognize the scenery.

I get into the locker room and david is in there. I also see a couple dudes that look like football players just standing around. David says something to me and i think about telling him about a dream i had that he was in, but i remembered that in the dream i say bad things about him. We walk into the lockeroom a bit and he points out that there is a girl on the football team. She walks over to the football lockers in a white uniform and dissapears behind some lockers. At this point i start to realize that there are girls all over the locker room. I look around and spot more and more. Eventually i look back towards the door leading outside and i see another strange girl, who is supposed to be the red head but she looks different. Now her hair is longer, straight, and brown. She is like moving her arms in waves, it looks kind of strange. Dont rem past this.