Dreams of Hash

Went to bed 12:00-12:30
Goals: Detailed recall
7:10 I rem being at my grandmas house for like a family get together, we are towards the front of the house, there is a table immediately when you walk in, mary alice is sitting there serving food. When i realize how short the food line is and see my dad at the back of it i go get in line too. I get up there and there is like a pile of beans along with something else on my plate. I ask for equal part of beans and green beans, i notice nobody else is eating green beans. Dont rem much else.

*Have a flash that i was trying to get credit for a class i failed to complete in the past, not in waking life, in the dream i failed to complete one. I had to retake a test, in the dream i hadnt studied for it or anything and was quite worried about it. I could take it from home and i had two study guides from the previous times i took the class, so i just hoped they would be enough. I rem looking at the guides in dream, they had little keywords equally spaced and bold on the page, in between them was my handwriting, sloppy, in pencil. I think near the end i was considering calling my old teacher about the test.

Went to bed 1:15-1:45
Goals: Detailed recall
8:30 I rem being in the backyard and something makes me think im dreaming. I look at my hands but only count four fingers, i do notice though that my hand is moving in a slight wave motion, but in the dream it felt like i was in control of this, but it still made me wonder. I continue rcing over and over but never go fully lucid.

*I rem sitting down with some dude, he keeps breaking open eggs trying to find some good ones, everytime he breaks one open there is a fully formed chick inside, never alive though, its like a chick but they are covered in yolk and look mostly like skeletons. The guy keeps pulling them out by very thin legs. He goes through like a whole pack and only finds one he want to use. The whole time we are talking, i rem asking how he knows when they are ready, he said he justs checks if there is a fully formed bird inside, when i asked i imagined just feeling it for softness like most produce, when i asked him this, the egg in his hand was very small, not like the rest. Dont rem much else

*Quick flash of my sister and dad walking into my room, my sister looks like a mix between her and my neighbor, her skin is much darker and her hair is long and dark, They both come in all excited and ask if i wanna go somewhere with them for vacation. There was something in the dream that kept me from saying yes, i end up telling them i dont want to go.

Went to bed 12:30
Goals: MILD, WILD, Stabilize
6:54 IM in a big vidoe game city wiht mutli levels, in elder scrolls. Im looking for an argonian with dao in his name. I rem someone saying they were in the dark brotherhood as well as some other factions.

8:45 Was at school getting a drink of water from the water fountain, there is this thug looking guy behind me in the line, i finish and start walking away, i bump inot him knocking him down. His face turns really red and he says something, i think bitch. He gets up and i think changes to someone else. I walk with them down an empty bright hallway. I start to say something but before i finish the guy says yeah, lets walk down to the principals office, although i dont rem this being what i wanted to ask.

*Had a dream, from what i rem took place mostly in the hallway of the house. There is a dude in the hallway, looks like the thug dude from the other dream. The doors keep switching in the hallway and lead where they arent supposed to. Me and my sister, possibly my bro are trying to get into my bros room but the doors keep changing and we dont have time to figure it out becaue the thug dude is trying to fight us. I just rem finally getting in the right room and the thug guy comes in after me. I just rem getting ready to start throwing some kicks at him.

10:11 HAd a dream that im at the beach with many random dcs, in the dream i am able to shift my awareness from one body to another and for some reason i have two bodies. With one body i am down over the water but not in it, i am kind of far out but still pretty close to land. There is some kind of ride that takes everyone really high in the air and far out over the water. My other body is hanging from this but not in the ride, it is several hundred feet in the air swinging from a white rope.

I hear a random dc talk about what would happen if i let go and flew into the city, instead other body lets go and goes flying way out into the ocean, I think jessica is there and she says something like, thats in the god area of the ocean. I rem considering whether i should switch my awareness to my other body or not, i decide not to because i dont want to endure such a long swim, i decide to just wait in this body for the other to get to shore. Everyone starts leaving the beach and it gets really dark outside, i keep looking at all of the dcs in the water, trying to spot other body, but i cant find it anywhere, just still water.

Everyone leaves except one dc, he or she is trying to get me to leave too, just as im about to i see a girl get out of the water with a blue like surfsuit on. She runs over and picks something up from the sand, in the dream i no longer think of this as my other body but now just my friend. I turn away from the other dc and climb down running back to the beach. The dream skips ahead a bit and now the swimmer is jessica, we go to my room and she gets ready to tell me about the epic swim. Dont rem much else.

August 1
Went to bed 1:30
Goals: MILd, WILD, Stabilize
5:40 playing magic against bro

7:OO I just rem going to school on the last day. I have my final project in my hand its on a poster board. When i had looked at it earlyier in the dream the thing i notice is a sketch of like a martian or something on it. I walk into the room with a gold color pencil i plan to use to color it, in the dream i do worry about only having one color. The teacher is my us history 1 teacher. The class starts talking to him about something but i cant rem

8:30 Just rem there being a lot of dudes with pointy hats. Something keeps coming to them in the air, im thinking a soccer ball and they avoid using their heads to get it.

8:42 I rem being in my living room looking at magic cards, there is a random dc and i think he is playing against another one, i go to the fish tank and i think i have play counters, i drop it or perhaps something elsem the one dc says something rudely to me about dropping it.

9:03 I rem playing soccer at pease, we had michael p in goal and david center mid, I rem david hogging the ball alot, at first im not really playing a position but instead standing with a random female dc off to the side. Later the coach comes up to us and says she loves our positioning. At this point i really start playing, i start making runs and trying to take the ball, i rem now the female dc was jessica, i rem once when she gets the ball and drops it to me, we are both playing on the line.

I rem david getting the ball and just hogging it, he tries to cut past some chick, she looks a bit strange with wild curly hair, strange teeth, and an orange jersey. She takes the ball from him. Somehow we get the ball back, i rem making a run but the ball is kicked too far ahead. I rem focusing on improving my sprint speed and really digging into the ground as the ball goes over my head and out of play, it rolls down a hill, i run past the person defending me and keep up my momentum, running quickly all the way to the ball.

I rem noticing how much stamina i had as none of this was making me tired. I throw the ball to the other team and work on my sprint again, i really feel the muscles in my legs pushing against the ground. When i get back on field something pops up into my vision saying, bewar the horrors of michale, in the dream i knew it meant that michael was going to get a serious injury and it would be pretty gross to see, i rem thinking like oh shit too bad michale, dont rem much else.

*I rem being in the dessert but its really dark, there are others there too, i think one is my enemy, we are spread out and its too dark to see each other, i go up to a dimly lit wall and see my sister walking on it. I have a memory of being back in my house talking to my sister about this dream, she describes to me a similar dream and we start considering if we shared a dream.

August 2
Went to bed 12:30
Goals: MILD, WILD, Stabilize
6:24 I rem being outside at school with a random female dc, some dude is riding around on a bike, he looks abit younger than everyone else, has a white shirt. Some other female dc tells the one i am talking to that he likes her, he gets nervous and rides away really fast. I point this out and show the dc how he rode away. At some point i go inside, i rem somehow i get to a section, there are glass walls and doors seperating it, there is also a security guard just standing there, it looks kind of like a bank, i go inside, the guard looks at me like i shouldnt be ther e but doesnt say anything. I walk in and look around, i notice it looks like a big classroom and there are kids sitting at tables with computers, then i begin to hear lots of chatter and i realize they all have phones and are taking calls. Itsl like a call center. I just rem wondering what this is doing in the school

Going to bed 1:OO
Goals: MILD, WILD, Stabilize
8:46 Had a dream that im at school, i walk into a class with carlos and its supposed to be the first day. There are people sitting in a semi circle around the room. I start being really obnoxious and walking up to random people individually, i yell in their faces "welcome to my class," i rem once when i do this a dude pretneds to punch me, i dont think the other students appreciate it either. Me and carlos walk to the left side of the room looking for seats but they are taken, i welcome some more people, on the left side that girl hannah is sitting, her hair is dyed red with some yellow here and there.

I start talking to some dude, he says some thing about the seating, i say "so she already assigned us seats," he says yes. The teacher comes up and in the dream i have taken her for a class before so she knows me. She points me to the back of the class behind the people facing the front. Me carlos and i think two others go back there and sit. Im furthest to the side and there is a black laptop computer at all the seats now. A random dc sits next to me, carlos next to them, and then another dc. I look across the room at hannah and wonder in the dream if carlos noticed she was there, I remembered they had broken up and thought about how awkward this class could be with both of them.

Anthony is in the class now, he gets up from the other side of the room than me, the teacher was complaining about how often we get to use the computer lab, the school wouldnt let us as often for some reason, had to do with why we needed the computers. Anthony says all we are doing is typing anyway, we should take a vote, in the dream i knew he meant on whether we should stay in this comp lab or go back to a regular classroom. For some reason they decide they must see our id's and our votes must be private. A girl dc starts going around the room checking peoples ids and votes. Dont rem any more.

Went to bed 1:00-1:30
Goals: MILD, WILD, Stabilize
6:23 In corpus in a hotel right next to the water. I walk out onto the balcony and there are some random dcs there, a young couple. When i walk out, daytime with cloudy gray sky, the guy asks me something like, how would you like holding a new baby when you come to padre, i knew he meant like what it would be like to take your kids there for the first time or something. I tell him, yeah man thats a pretty beautiful experience.

At some point water begins splasing up to the hotel quite hard, it makes it up and over the balcony. We get hit by the first wave, i rem tasting the salt water as the water splashed over. Another wave is coming and we head inside, the first thing i think is, i wonder if it will flood the whole hotel, i even rem briefly entertaining the thought that this is very similar to a reoccurring dream i used to have. I rem the beach stuff, specifically rem boogie board, getting washed out to the water by the waves. Dont rem much else.

9:46 I rem being in a school caferteria standing in line to get some food, there are several lines i can see, they are all about the same length, after a bit in the dream one gets shorter, some people from my line head over there after talking about it for a second. I move up a little, the line im in is un organized and people are kind of standing to the left of it. I move up even more, i may even ask someone if they are in line, the line gets more organized.

I see this dude in front of me who was in my crit thinking class in senior year. I say hey werent you in my speech class in 12th grade. He just starts smiling and doesnt answer, worried about looking weird because this dude is ignoring me i start pretending to do little things while i wait for an answer. He finally starts talking and the dream shifts a bit. He turns into that guy edmund and we are now ouutside, on a campus that looks like the school i go to, but its not quite the same. We are standing at the top of a hill in between two buildings, sidewalk connecting the two.

Now edmund seems to have the idea that there was a class i dropped when i should have tried harder, i follow along with the premise, in the dream it makes perfect sense although now i cant think of a similar incident in waking life. He says something about it being community college and i shouldnt have to drop or something like that. I start to try and tell my reasons why but i cant think of any, while talking about it i imagine the classroom we were in, i rem seeing edmund sitting in there with various other people, i rem thinking the class was a lot of fun. This dream was mostly just the conversation, i know we both said plenty more but i cant rem much else.

Going to bed: 2:00
Goals:WILD, MILD, Stabilize
7:OO Flash of watching a soccer highlight video. I just rem watching a player in orange recieve the ball and kick it over the goalies head.

8:50 Lost in the Void Had a dream that i was in my house in the living room area, no lights are on in the whole house as if there is no power. I dont know how this all starts exactly but there are two armed gunmen in the house, they are in the study, its quite dark in all of the rooms so i dont actually see them. In the dream i feel like there are supposed to be cops or something helping us but never see any. I rem going out into the study, still cant see anything, i hear one of them say something about fighting their way out, im really low to the ground when they say this, as they do i look up and imagine red bullets flying overhead.

I leave the study and walk into the living room. I see a small sawed off shotgun on the ground. I pick it up and walk back a bit towards the kitchen. When i do there is a fat guy with a gun in the dining room, he is pointing the gun towards my back door, i walk into my kitchen and get behind a counter for cover, i point the sawed off shotgun right at him and shoot, the blast hits him right in the chest and he falls to the ground.

I thought he was done but when i look back he is lying prone and still pointing his gun towards the back of the house, my sister walks out of the hallway and he begins to shoot at her. I point the shotgun at him again and shoot but it wont fire, i walk up to him and start hitting him in the head as hard as i can with the shotgun, i rem it even hurting my hand to swing so hard. I knock that guy out, but rem there is another one in the study, i ditch the gun and head to the back of the house.

Im pretty scared at this point in the dream as i have no self defense, i tell my sister to follow me and i walk into my brothers room. My sister doesnt listen and is acting like everything is normal, she goes to her room. I peek out into the hall and call her again, i look the other way and see a shadow walking through the living room, im really scared at this point, my sister finally gets in the room and i slam the door shut and lock it, just as i sense something coming down the hall, the timing was way too close. Still quite scared i start to panic a bit, i dont know if it was a defence mechanism but i realize im dreaming.

I say outloud i am dreaming, and instantly all the fear of the situation is gone. Its extremely dark in my bros room so when i realize it the dream fades to darkness and im in like a void, i focus on trying to enter another dreamscene, i rem the dark changed to a bright white light and i saw the number 37 i think, it looked like the adress to a house or something, still trying to renter a dream until the 37 is gone and im just staring at my eyelids.

6:20 Rem my sister asking me somethign and me rudely saying no.

8:33 I rem being in the backyard with my sister and brother, we are playing some kind of game where the buildings back there are supposed to be houses or like forts we own. I rem my bro being in some kind of building in the middle of the yard, i go up to lissa and she says she owns two houses, when im talking to her my bro throws something at us, its kind of heavy, he does this randomly during the dream like its part of the house game.

I walk over to the shed planning to use that as my base. I walk around the corner of it out of sight hoping that i can surprise them and get some throws in. I turn around though and my bro, i think he changes to random dcs at times, runs up behind me. Next i rem being in the center of the yard and just throwing something back and forth, i think at this point it is a red dodgeball, i am like jumping and falling to the ground in order to doge throws and throw it back, i rem once my bro catching it in the air, i wonder if this counts as a point for him, he throws it back and i try to do the same but miss it.

9:23 i rem being on vacation at some hotel, and i want to go swimming. I rem asking my family if anyone wants to go but no one does, my sister starts pulling out this old school game twister, i try to get her to go but she doesnt want to, i say that game is lame, im going swimming as i leave. Outside i notice we are not on the bottom floor, there are two soccerballs on the ground, a dude runs up the stairs and goes straight down another set, another dude runs up, he has a muscle shirt and red hair, he stops and turns around, in the dream i think hes going to get one of the soccer balls but instead he starts talking. He says something about his clothes.

Next thing i know im down in the pool. The pool area is huge and there are two large pools. One of them is on a balcony looking out over the other. Im in the one on the balcony, there are a bunch of little kids playing and i rem a dad with his kids. Down in the lower pool they are playing catch, the ball edns up on the balccony on the far side of the pool, i swim over to get it, i do just as a little kid runs up the stairs in dark blue, i toss him the ball, the ball is dark blue with some rips in it.

The dad starts to play catch with his kids, when i am looking away i get hit by the ball, it bounces and floats behind me towards the group of little kids on the balcony. I jump backwards splashing into the water and trying to grab it at the same time. When i splash all of the kids start screaming playfully. I get the ball and throw it back to the dad, i rem him being a really big black dude. Dont rem much else

*Just rem getting ready to watch a music video, i cant rem what the music was but in the dream it was like it was a song i had heard before, Im watching my comp screen, it says xbox 360 and then the name of the song. The video starts and now im in the video. I rem the song completely blowing me away. In the video i am on one side of a bridge and there are woods everywhere. When i look around i see various buildings and structures from xbox games, the only one i rem though is a large castle in the middle of the woods, looked like something out of oblivion.

*Had a dream that my dad had made some food, he had made sausage and stuff like that. I just rem starting to eat it and then like halfway through i realize im eating meat. I quickly put it up when i realize this and then start to think about it. I rem wondering if i will get sick after not eating meat for so long, i rem just feeling kind of bad that after so long i accidently ate something

Went to bed 11:45-12:15
Goals: MILD
4:05 Girl steals soccerballl

6:20 At school sitting at some kind of lunch table, laurel is sitting across from me and she is talking about how, on a previous night i had sent her messages calling her laurel. She apparently wanted to be called something else but i dont know what.

*Flash of being at my house doins something with my sister, almost like cleaning or something, jessica had been there i think but she leaves and comse back later in the dream, wehn she pulls up amber is in the passenger seat. I rem wondering why they both came.

6:51 Was liike advertising lollipos or something

7:30 Had a dream i was at home and sara had been visiting. I rem we were in my bed, i rem lying next to her and smelling her. Later the dream shifts and she is gone, jessica is here. She has to go see amber for something so she leaves. Before sara left i realized there was a glass on glass bong and a big pile of weed in the floor, i freak out and hope she doesnt notice. She doesnt and after she changes and leaves i put it away. Later in the dream i try to rem where i put it and cant find it.

I go into the backyard to help my bro with something, my sister and wayne are there too i believe, i think wayne may be eating or something. Jessica texts me saying shes done and that i should get the movie ready and something else, i tell her im helping my bro and ill let her know when im ready. Dont rem much else.

9:18 I rem walking into like a small hotel room. My sister and mom as well as my aunt jacki are in there, there is also a very young girl and an older male dc. When i get there my aunt is talking to the little girl, she is asking in a playful voice if im gonna sit down when i get inside, i do. The dream gets pretty strange, it turns out that this room is some kind of underwater vessel, we are on vacation and are about to head back across the ocean. The vehicle takes off underwater, the only way i can tell is out the front window of the room i can see underwater, its nightime and the ocean is like pitch black, i start to get kind of scared.

I say something about going during the day, saying it would suck to drown in the ocean in the middle of the night, some dcs agree i think some laugh. No one else seems worried about it so i just close my eyes to meditate and every once in a while open them to see our progress. LAter in the dream i open them and we are inside like an underwater cave, there are images being shown to us from the window, its like we arent traveling anymore but instead are in some kind of virtual reality thing. I rem as the images flashed by i could hear a mans voice narrarating, the one thing i rem him saying was something about the seasons while he showed season pictures.

I still have my eyes closed the majority of the time, and the things the voice are saying usually dont encourage me to open them. Last thing i rem is not being in the room anymore, im outside of it, there is a small train track up to my right suspended in the air, the tracks go through the walls, a door opens and a bunch of water spills out, a small green bucket comes riding down the track. It has like another bucket on top that spins out water. A random dc next to me says its what we were riding in. It was so small i became very confused in the dream, wondering how we rode in that.

July 25
Going to bed 1250-130
Goals: MILD, Stabolize, flying, teleport
4:OO talking to male and female fiqures

5:30 vaguely rem ftea

6:45 Rushing to get ready for a school final. I rem standing in my room facing the window, im wearing clothes from like highschool and i have like thirty minutes to get to class. I rem realizing this is a dreamsighn and even asked myself if i was dreaming but no lucid. By the end of this dream i think i only have like 10 min to get to class. I rem my sister comes in the room and she asks me something but i know she wants to know if im gonna smoke anything.

*Feel like my brother was in a flash

8:17 I just rem watching people at some kind of event sitting in bleachers. Anthony and vic are there watching. Some lady begins to get really obnoxious, cant rem exactly what she does, everyone in the audience is trying to talk to her, initially anthony is trying to tell her something and he is having to speak rather loudly but she still doesnt listen really. I rem watching her listen to someone else and thought doesnt she want to know what he said. Last i rem he was just talking to victoria and not trying to talk to the lady anymore.

9:10 I rem standing in front of my window looking outside, i have no shirt on in this dream, its dark outside but the light is on in my room so i know you can see in. I notice jessica walking up although i can just barely see her. I nod and from what i can tell she nods back. I go to the living room to greet her and when i do my brother starts telling me about some soccer league.

He says you need like three sets of players and lists off everyone he has in mind. He doesnt say anthing about me so im like am i on the team. He says something like this is a straight edge practice like he wouldnt want me to smoke or somehting. I kept saying stuff like, well im not trying to be mean but i would be a lot better than ronnie or something. I rem when he listed it was all these random names, like cousins i rem justin too, Me and jessica go back to my room.

I rem her rolling in a chair and gently knocking my computer off another chair. Last i rem is getting up to put on a shirt, me and jessica were planning to go somewhere after we smoked.

July 26
Going to bed 1:30-2:00
Goals: Detailed recall
7:OO I rem playing soccer with my bro and possiblt my sister at pease. I show up later in the game and my bro is losing and complaining about the other team. Its some random dcs, one is this obnoxious dude you can tell is a dick. I start playing too making runs and getting open passes. I rem one specifically where i make a run from the side to the top of the 18 and my brother passes it, the dc is guarding me so i just wind up like im gonna blast the ball and he backs of, i try to just pop it up into the goal, we're using the football posts by the way, daytime but not too sunny, try to pop it but hit it wrong and it goes to the bottom left

My bro runs over and kind of stands over it as it rolls in. I rem when coming close to the dc being able to smell him, smelled like sweat and stuff, i rem in the dream just really not likeing him. I rem after scoring a goal looking up at the sky and its darker now and the stars are out. I was blown away by how bright and numerous the stars were.

Going to bed 12-12:30
Goals: DILD, Stabilize, Fly, Teleport
4:33 I rem leaving this place, im passenger in a car, dont know who im driving with. We come up to a checkpoint where they raise a gate to go through. The guy at the checkpoint keeps calling us your majesty but not because we are royalty or something, in the dream i know its just the way they talk to hotel guests or something. When we leave the driver does something, i think hits the gate, to get us in trouble. I rem going back and the gates attendant standing there with his boss or something waiting for us.

6:06 Vaguely rem being at school

7:29 Im at a big lake with my sister and uncle and a few other people here and there. The lake is really large and is sperated in the middle by rocks that are equally spaced apart. The land around it is really swampy and there is a very steep hill. Im at the lake with some kind of group, including my sister and uncle, two or three of the group members went off trying to climb the steep hill. I had thought about trying but stayed here instead.

I rem one point getting out of the water by a bunch of bushes and i see a wasp flying around, i quickly jump back in and i notice a stink bug. I start swimming and i see a baby snake in the water. I go over the rocks in the middle and tell my uncle as i pull myself to the side to get out. I had already been swimming a long time it felt like, i rem thinking i cant believe there have been snakes in here the whole time. I rem the water being really brown and murky and you cannot see in there.

When i get out i start walking around and noticing families of penguins everywhere. They are playing in the mud. I go up to one family and they arent really scared. I even pet two of the bigger penguins, Dont rem much else

*I rem being in the kitchen and pantry with a bunch of dcs i dont know. We are all passing a joint, it seems like it could be a group from the previous dream but im not sure. We continue to smoke, its really dark, i rem my cousin ronnie is there and he starts showing us some weed we will smoke. Its so dark its really hard to see but they pass me a plastic bag and i hold it up trying to make out whats inside. I see the sillouhete of a bud and from what i can tell it looks pretty good. I pass it on and then sit down next to one of the random dcs. He tells me we forgot to bring our stuff. When he says this, in the dream i know that we were suppsoed to bring an eighth but we forgot it.

9:30 In the living room with my bro, rachelle, sister, wayne and some random dcs. Wayne leaves going back to houston saying because he forgot something. Just remed earlier in the dream we were in the backyard and he kept asking how some haze was. He was sitting on a swing that doesnt exist in waking life. I rem telling him the haze is quite good. We go inside and he leaves.

I start heading back to my room to smoke a joint but i dont tell anyone. Just as im heading back my bro says why dont you get a joint ready. I say i was about to but if i smoke with you guys it will be all gone and i wont even be high. They all start laughing, i say maybe ill roll two. I start heading back to my room, but really dont want to smoke two so i forget it and go back to the living room. They are watching soccer, i rem a random dc next to me commenting on a goal, we are watching like a highlight show.

I rem watching and seeing a player named Harrard, in the dream i called him gerrard before correcting myself, in my head i compared him to gerrard and lampard and figured since he had ard in his name he must be good, he runs down the field a bit, the field looks really strange, there are like three players standing in front of him, he pretends to shoot and they all jump and flinch trying to block it as he pushes the ball around them.

I say something about how good he is. Inspired by the play i kick a soccer ball to my sister, she kicks it back to me in the air and i volley it as hard as i can towards the tv. It bounces back without damaging anything. I say something to my bro and he seems annoyed.

Going to bed 1:00-1:30
Goals: Detailed recall
5:08 Just rem talking to jess, maybe her bro to, i think about a song, i rem the number 3 being significatnt

6:36 I just rem being in a restaurnant and waiting for something in particular to be out on this buffett table. I just rem watching it as an employee goes back and fourth between there and some room adding more to the table each time.

8:20 Had a dream i was standing in line for something school realated, the line is quite long and where i am standing the only person i recognize is janade from a long time ago. In the dream i think her name is sarah. I tell her, last night i dreamt this exact scene, standing in line and you being here.

9:OO Briefly Exploring the Dreamworld Me and jesicas brother are in school for a class, somehow i become lucid. I dont think i tell him or anything, in the dream it felt like i had dreamed this scenario already so i knew it was a dream. This dream shifts like crazy, sometimes i just think of where i want to go or what i want to do and its happening. This actually made it quite difficult to remember and piece together but i gave it my best shot.

I leave the school and i am outside in the dark down the street from my house, a small walkway leads down from the entrance of the school to my street, people here and there on the walkway. The dream is shifting like crazy and i dont even rem traveling most of the time, im just somewhere new. i get to my house and go inside, i tell my brother im dreaming. The dream shifts and i rem being in like vietnam or something with some local, dude with black shirt dark skin dark hair, and we are in a house that is collapsing, the house has a giant beam in the center, Firs the center room falls in like a sink hole, then rooms on each side of the house, we run out of the house and hide for a bit from people passing by a road, they look like refugees or something and give us weird looks when they see us.

we hide under a food trough protected by many plants it has a red dead redemption feel to it. just sand all around and montains in the distance, inside of the fence around the house everything has kind of a tropical feel, outside the fence is more like west texas or something. We get up just as a girl passes and follow her down into a valley. She is telling us something and trying to help us, she wants to give us something but i cant rem what. Down in the valley the local left and i rem standing with that girl and her horse i think. She had changed in appearance from before, first she had dark skin and dark hair and was somewhat attractive, now much lighter skin and hair and kind of strange looking.

I randomly start kissing her when we are down there, it was weird i just walk up to her, she looks at me and i think gets ready to say something when i start kissing her. i rem her mouth and tongue felt really cold and tasted quite strange, it grossed me out, so i quickly stopped, she kept trying to kiss more and i kind of had to push her away. I stop and she tells me about something but i dont really pay attention. The dream shifts and I end up back home and tell my bro we are dreaming again, that i have been in a dream for a while now and i try to remember some of it. I sit down, in the floor in my room, in lotus to meditate and try to rem but im too excited and quickly get back up.

I get up thinking i want to smoke, i ask my bro if he does, he says yes, i go into my room and get some weed, it looks like good stuff but pretty much the same as what i have in waking life, i ask my bro what does it feel like to be a dream character, he says something like, hmm idk what did i say last time you asked. i start to break some weed up but before i finish i change my mind and go outside. When i walk outside it is like a theme park, there is a ferris wheel in the distance, some other rides on each side, and many people walking around, it is beautiful outside, sun is shining, sky is blue, i seem to be standing on some sort of boardwalk.

I want to ride a skateboard and without even finding one i start riding, i go across this wooden bridge that takes me down to some area lower in the park almost like a parking area, i think about trying some tricks but dont because im afraid of hurting myself, I lose the skateboard and walk down a small road towards a building. i rem going inside the building with, theres an escalator. I ride the escalator down into some room, there are people behind a counter up front and people sitting in rows on either side, it reminds me of jury duty, the room is blue and grey.

Cant rem what i did in there, i rem going back up the escalator when somehow the dream shifts and im back in the neighborhood, i head towards my yard and start thinking of dream goals, I decide to eat something so i go to my neghbors tree and look for fruit on the ground, now its dark outside, i rem tripping out at the way the dreamtrees looked at night, i pick up a smal black fruit but its also juicy like its already been bitten into so i throw it in the street. i go into my yard, its day now and pick up a small blackish blue rock and eat it, it cracks in half with very little pressure in my mouth and becomes chalky, it tastes terrible, i spit it out.

I end up back inside, i rem one time thinking about my real body, when i did this the scene got very yellow, like yellow spots were bursting into my vision, but i was able to stabilize in time by rubbing something that was randomly in my hand, i rem a small rock. I rem going out into the study and there being a random dc there, light skin, i think maybe red or light brown hair, looks anywhere from 16 to my age. For whatever reason i start trying to manifest a gun to shoot him with. First i use my fingers and make sound effects, then i rem the airsoft guns out there, i pick up one and pretend it is real,, i pretend to shoot the guy, it no longer appears i am holding an airsoft gun, just my hand. I shoot him and he falls back as if he was faking getting hit.

I try to summon a sword by stretching out my hand and imaginging it but it doesnt work. I head back to my room. I rem my bro sitting in my room and im trying to teleport from one side of the room to the other. I try imagining viewing the scene from a different spot. It doesnt work so i try to teleport behind him. I pretend to start running and then i blink but it didnt work. I sit down and my sister comes in. I tell her ive been dreaming for a long time, im afraid i wont be able to rem it all but i dont want to wake up. I tried recapping everything in my head. Now no body is in the room with me, i decide to look at my dream jorurnal, i pull it up, and lay down on my bed.

the dj looks pretty close to waking life except my list of goals is longer and the print is bold in certain spots. The window is also much bigger than i usually have it. I dont rem what goals are listed but i rem when i read them they all seemed correct. I rem thinking about how stable the text is despite people often saying its hard to read in dreams. I was going to try and write this entry now, in dream, so i could rem better when i wake but I start to see yellow spots again and before you know it im staring at my eyelids

Went to bed 12:10-12:40
Goals: Detailed recall
7:15 I'm with austin and alexis and we are going to get elder scrolls 5. We are driving in alexis' car, i rem it being very squeaky the entire time, its cloudy outside, this dream is extremely realistic in appearance, the car is old and dark blue kind of grey. I just rem at the end of the drive, austin looks like he is sleeping in the back. We get to the store and austin isnt sleeping anymore, i notice the squeaking of alexis breaks again and consider saying something but i dont. Instead i ask no one in particular if they have their gamestop card, alexis says yes.

We go inside and at first it looks like the fast food place i used to dream about. We head straight for a counter and there is a short girl with curly black hair and a black shirt working there. We tell her we want es5 and i see boxes for it on the counter. They look like collectors edition boxes and they are black with symblos and stuff for the game. When the girl hands it to alexis, i notice the aisles of games, austin is in an aisle. At this point i say, i cant believe we are getting elder scrolls, this must be a dream.

I start doing hand reality checks but they fail one after another. I say it feels like it was just yesterday when we had another 5 months of waiting, i continue rcing with no luck. I rem thinking the girl behind the counter probably thinks im crazy because i keep asking if im dreaming. Didnt go lucid and the dream mustve ended soon cause i dont rem much else/

Going to bed 1-130
Goals: Detailed recall
4:56 Just feels like i was talking to my brother or sister

6:07 flash of lookng at stats for some kind of game character. I believe i was also talking to someone about the character

*Flash of making some juice, just rem drinkning it and wondering what it will taste like. I drink it and it is really watery with a lot of apple pulp in it and just a hint of maybe strawberry flavor. In the dream it grosses me out.

8:OO HAd a dream that me and jessica were driving around smoking and we get pulled over. Jessica pulls over into the heb parking lot. A short, wide, red headed lady cop comes over and gets jessica out of the car. Im thinking in dream that we already tossed the roach so she cant do anything. She starts asking jess questions but jes handles it really well, laughing everything off and denying we had anything. She even kept making this funny sound she makes irl, duguhduguhduuguh.

While this is happening i notice how crowded heb is and think its gonna suck when the cop takes me out of the car in front of everybody. The cop says, i can smell it oh i know what you did with it, you stuffed it into a seat or something. Jessica keeps denying, laughing, and making funny noises. The cop threatens some kind of expensive ticket. Jessica offers to buy the lady cop lunch instead. The dream shifts and we are inside a nice restaurant. The lady cop now looks much different, still quite wide but now wearing a light green suit and has long curly black hair from what i rem.

The restaurant we are in is too expesnive so jess trys to find out some other ones. The lady says, i wouldnt mind going to three. I dont rem what happens with that lady, last i rem i am in the back of the restaurant by a bar and there are two really obnoxious ladies. One is and older black lady, she looks kind of like she just got out of church. She goes up to a younger lady and they talk about something that makes the younger one jump up all excited. I cant rem too well what she looked like but she was wearing a light blue jacket. Dont rem much else/

10:OO Running up a mountain chasing orcs with longswords but there are deer in our way, i pick up a broadsword, dont rem anything else/

*Flash of being in a lab, they are doing some kind of experiment on all of the adults. We're in a huge circular room with a spinning thing in the middle, we are all strapped into seats on the spinning thing. It spins us around, all the while on the outside there are two labworkers talking in microphones. It reminds me of 1984 or something because i can tell they are trying to limit us with these experiments and that they work for the gov.

The machine stops and as we slow it puts jumpsuits on for us. I rem one lady with a mic saying something about children, and how we arent like kids anymore. We get off the machine, jessica is there. We start to leave but first i go up to the short lady with the mic and start mocking her. First i say thank you really sarcastically and grab a piece of paper from her hand. Jessica starts laughing, i say something else but dont rem

Went to bed 12
Goals: Detailed recall
5:41 I rem seeing a pink blankett spread across the floor to be used like a bed. I rem thinking about it as if i had been using this for a bed for a while. I know in the dream that last time i used it there was a spider that got lost on the blanket somewhere. I start to look closely at it and i quickly spot a small dark brown spider.

*Just rem talking to my sister.

6:20 I just rem sitting against a wall in the living room and seeing someone pretend to stab someone else. This made me laugh in the dream. It was like two teenage kids and they were on the other side of the room.

8:07 Have a flash of being at school, outside in between two buidings. In the dream its supposed to be college but it doesnt look like any specific schools ive been to. As i walk from one building to another, i suddenly become a bit more aware than before. I really start paying attention to some classical music being played by a few, i think two, people outside. I see one playing the cello, didnt get a good look at the other but i assume they were playing the violin. I began walking, now listening to the music and trying to immerse myself in the moment. It was very beautiful.

While doing this that guy matthew s walks up and i start talking to him. I asked him, are you conscious of this music, as i looked over to the musicians. He said no, as we walked inside. I belive at this point he turns into alexis. We walk in and we are in like a cafeteria type of building. To my right that guy jade is talking to everyone on a microphone. Me and alexis start heading in the other direction. Jade begins to say something like, oh i know them. We turn around and he is pointing to me and alexis and then also includes a tall blonde guy to my right, in the dream i think it was supposed to be nathan from middle school. Me and alexis say, yeah we all went to stevens. Dont rem past this.

*I rem my brothers friend wayne visiting. When he got here i was doing something but i cant rem. I rem most of the dream i am standing in the backdoorway holding it open, half inside and half out. The same classical music from the previous dream is coming from somewhere either outside or inside. The house doesnt look exactly right and the backdoor seems to be on a different wall. I rem my wayne asking if we were gonna smoke some new weed. I say yeah as i pick up two fresh buds, i dont want to use these though so i go inside and try balancing them on the side of some clay pot. I try to balance it so that the bud is leaning against the clay, with the stem in the dirt.

When i go back to the backdoor, i see my brother, rachelle, sister and wayne all outside, the deck now looks like its under construction and there is the frame of a new room but no walls. They are all crowded together passing a joint. Dont rem much else

9:30 Flash of showing up at a hotel with my sister. We have our room key and head down the hallway towards the room. The room is the second one on the first floor and is right next to the lobby. The walls are painted a light blue. MY sister opens the door, i realize that because we are right next to the lobby we probably wont want to smoke inside. I tell my sister i will just go for a drive if i need to, when i say this i imagine driving. Im like watching my imagination at this point, i see a highway and its nighttime, the highway glowing ornge from street lights, i rem seeing a police car pulled over, and then considering what i would do if that happened.