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ok before I start off with this DJ, I'm going to tell you that I'm taking an anti-depressant called Remeron, but apparently it's more of an anti-histamine than an anti depressant but one thing I realized while on it (and I'm not the only one) is that my dreams seem much more vivid and they are not like regular dreams where it's full of incoherent images, no these dreams are like full on movies at times. anyways

in this dream I'm partly watching a movie and I'm partly taking part in what's happening. ok basically while the dream is going on, my dream self is believed to be watching battle star galactica (no episode of BSG was this intense I must say) apparently in this dream, the backround story was that 33 years ago aliens from a far away galaxy invading earth for some reason, humans won the fight and now are on a voyage to collect information on the aliens to help prevent and get prepared for any future conflicts with the aliens. Now the humans are using the aliens technology who were far more advanced than the humans at the time of the first war and are now fighting smaller units of aliens along the way collecting as much information they can find about the origin of the aliens and the technology they possess. the battle has now taken place far away from earth. ok to be honest I'm not exactly sure how relatable it is with the details I'm about to explain but I remember making that detail in my head during the dream well anyways

A fleet of galactic ships have surrounded this (I forgot the name that was used in the dream so I'm just going to call it) artificial power cell star that is absorbing energy from a near by wormhole that we are apparently going to go through. We landed on the base of the star and one of the character explained that whatever energy the star held was energy that could not be contained artificially, so they had to use natural means of containing it then he exclaimed the power cell they contained charged right away as soon as it got there. The collection of ships we were on looked like giant versions of the ship in the video game called descent, only their were 4 giant rings at the top end of the ship which I suppose were jump engines. many of the characters in this dream reminded me of the characters from A secret life of an American teenager but I'm not exactly sure.

anyways A black hole had appeared on the out skirts of where the fleet were, and one of the guys were telling us to move to the extraction point. People soldiers and civilians alike were panicking and trying to get off the ship. the female who I think were the Christian mother and daughter from a secret life of an American teenager were trying to get to where the rest of the guys were but they were blocked from all the civilians trying to get onto this one pod. They had some object I think they needed in order to jump or go through the wormhole, (not exactly sure what was going on since I only remember a portion of it). at first the woman tried telling them what they needed to do to get out but they wouldn't listen and just kept panicking trying to get on this one pod. the woman said alright and then pointed a gun at the civilians so she could get through, I'm not exactly sure if this happened or not because my recollection of this dream is a bit foggy, but I think she shot the gun at the ceiling in order to scare away the people covering the passage way. anyways time was cutting close and one of the ships found itself lost in the black hole and then our ship was next. after the woman cleared the path to the pod which the civilians were covering and trying to get in, her and another girl got in and transported to another part of the ship. when they got their more civilians were trying to get on the exit pod but the soldiers already on only allowed the woman and the girl on for some reason I forgot. after that they transported off the ship before it drifted in the black hole.

Now the woman and the girl reunite with the other characters and they are about to take their ship through a wormhole. at this part I think this is where they enter the artificial power cell star where the one guy mentions how whatever energy the star was holding was unable to be contained through artificial means or whatever technology they had at the time, I don't know but anyways the action pretty much ends around here, I don't remember everything but after that I remember rewinding the part where the 2 woman were cutting g things close trying to get of the spaceship before drifting in the black whole. I remember thinking this is the most epic episode of battlestar galactica ever and I just reminded this part over and over. anything that happening after my constant rewinding is lost tho.

The dream starts off in third person where I see pinkyxxx the pornstar jump off a very tall ledge high above ground. there were people around her and apparently they were doing some dare or something and people around pinky are laughing saying omg when pinky jumps off the ledge. my point of view which ill just say is the camera follows pinky all the way down to where she lands. it's a loing fall and several bodies of water I thought she was going to land in just bypass all of them for this little pool of water. when she lands she lands directly beside the pool of water and plops right on the sand. I start laughing making fun of her, then the camera pans to my point of view and I kinch her in the neck. Her friends come down and they talk about how crazy it was and one of them mentions me kicking her in the head. they don't sound to worried about it but one of them tells pinky as she gets up seemingly unharmed by the fall. pinky makes some kind of gesture to me and then some short black pudgy guy comes at me like he's going to fight. the dream fads and changes. Now I'm in some house and I have something in my mouth which effects my speech. I look in the mirror and I prepare to tell pinkyxxx that I'm a serial killer and that I going to murder every pornstar and stripper in the world. I practice this for a bit and when I say it, I like the way it sounds with the stuff thats in my mouth. makes me sound kinda scary and I prepare to hunt pinkyxx and all the other pornstars for a nationwide murder spree of erotic blood.

[fragment 1]I only remember fragments, don't remember much in cronological order. Anyways I remember telling my mom that I forgot to take my meds. Someone farted, some girl in front of me didn't know who it was and then I pointed out it was some fat kid sitting on the bed. the fat kid just smiled and another girl said she didn't think it was him because he didn't react right or something.

[fragment 2]Next thing I remember I am in some room doing whatever it is I do, I remember my cousin joking with some other boy about something, I couldn't really make out exactly what it was they said

[fragment 3] a little later, after toying around in some room by myself, I see a strange order of blankets in the corner. the blanket looked like something was under it, I pulled it over and saw my cousin hiding under it trying to spy on me.

This made me think this was what he was joking about with the other boy. This made me feel slightly embaressed because previously I would play with penciles by my self, clean my nose and some other crap. But surprisingly I easily handled it and didn't even seem as if I cared. He said something but I don't remember and then I replied, What? you mean the fact I play with penciles".

[Fragment 4]Next thing I remember I am in some place, It was either some other persons room or living room, but I am under the impression that we had traveled to this place and was staying there for a few days for some family vacation or something. I looked around and was dissapointed that there wasn't any games for me to play. I was thinking back to some past memory which I believe was another dream about being in a similar room and there being a nintendo with mario kart and some other games.

[fragment 5] I remember coming out of some area naked infront of a group of people and one of the guys said, dude your naked, and I replied, SHE'S naked pointing at some brown skinned gir sitting on the floor. Before this I remember nakedness being quite common and normal before this part but I don't remember much, I just remember the one girl sitting on the floor walking around naked for awhile. I only have a feeling of us changing a lot infront of eachother.

[fragment 6] we're on some strange planet with a smaller version of the planet sitting right on top of it. You could a bunch of crackes underneath it on the parent planet as if the smaller moon sized planet crashed into it. the parent planet almost looked like those bouncy balls you would find in the store that kinda looked like a planet, not earth but a planet. I was flying around a bit looking at the place, I got low to the ground and put my hands up against the light orangish surface. after that I find myself on the smaller moonsized planet where some treehouse type cabin was on it I think and I with the rest of the family. I look oput the window and a tornado is forming, I told everyone and we all got scared and then the wind got louder and more ferocious. Dont remember much after that, I think the dream scenery changed here.

[fragment 7] where outside some mall area I think and for some reason we are changing infront of everyone and even walking around naked like nothing, I don't remember much though.

[fragment 8] we both are using a kart and where on the road for some reason, I pointed out that the druck which has two fuel tanks is driving sideways on both lanes of the road and I asked one of the girls who I think was my cousin something about it which I dont remember exactly. The truck was driving on the main right lane but the part it was pulling was sideways covering the entire lengh of the street. the bars were red and the two fuel tanks were grey but cargo bars were high enough for someone to drive under. after that I'm trying to line up the karts directly underneath the passage area between the 4 wheels but we screwed up and got caught between the truck and this cargo infront of us carrying metal bars. we crashed inbetween it and was riding on the edge of the bridge which had no side beams to stop a car from driving off of it. the whole ride became frantic and chaotic as we try not to fall off the edge and metal bars are falling on us. after that I remember someone telling me that the experience really effected my cousin.

I don't know why I keep having this dream but I had another dream where nicki minaj perfromed infront of a bun ch of white people. I didn't get to see there faces on this one like I did the first one. this was just a fragment tho, nothing else from what I can remember happend. I had a few dreams last night that I can remember, this is just one of the images I remember.

this is just a fragment but I had a new job working at home depo and I remember thinking that it wasn't too bad. woke up pretty dispointed knowing how unmotivated I am about finding a job.

I'm back in school again and we are going on a field trip to see some movie. I'm not sure if it was peterpan or rtobinhood but in was some movie where the guy wheres green. anyways while in it I remember talking with one of the students names anthony who was one of my peers back in highschool. I dont quite remember what was said but it was something in a mocking fashion. I think he was making fun of this box I had. I not sure what I needed the big crate for but apparently it had stuff I needed. As we were going into the show, I tried carrying the crate inside and to my surprise it wasn't that heavy. I had to slant a little to get through the first two doors then once inside I saw my dad and so I asked him if he could take me home because I saw the movie we were going to see already. He said yeah and then said something that made me think he came to get me anyways. I don't remember what hjappend to the box I was carrying but after that I had went outside but my shoes were gone.this was during winter and the ground was wet but I had ran outside trying to step on all the dry areas of the ground. All the dry spots were gone and only wet ground was there for me to step on. I took about 4 steps on the wet part of the ground and then I noticed a huge dry spot to the right so I jumped for it but an apparent dream friend (A girl from when I was in elementary school, forgot her name) intentionaly got in the way so in mid jump, I had to push back and hover above ground to avoid the dry spots. I made 3 loopsabove ground and then I found a dry spot which was across the street horizontal to the one on the right. it was to the south west of the dry spot on the right of the pathway I walked out on. The thing about the hovering was that it was like I was using the wind to help glide above ground. It's kinda hard to explain exactly what it was but it was like I was flowing on a current of water only here I was in the air. After landing on the dry spot I jokingly yeiled something to the dream friend (girl from my elemetary school days) and shen then ran and I chased her. While doing this I was hoping dad saw that apparently I had friends and did not experience much social anxiety while with them. I wanted dad to see that with the way I interacted with the dream friend. dream ends and I wake up wondering why I'm still having dreams about highschool.