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    Is it real or a dream?

    by , 03-19-2015 at 11:48 AM (418 Views)
    This is something that i really want to share. Something very personal and breath taking. Well at least for me....


    Today is exactly 4 years since my mother passed away. When i was 17 i have been through so many horrible things, as i was living only with my mother and she was the only person that i trusted.

    When she passed away i was seing dreams, they were really vivid lucid dreams that stayed in my subconscious mind till this moment. It was the only way i could still contact her. I was aware that im dreaming and i realised in my dreams that she is gone so i was trying to ask her all the questions like why? how do you feel? and she replied that she doesnt feel the pain nomore, I was also asking questions like is there any world that we don't know about? tell me if theres really something like god? she replied that there is a place, where you don't feel any pain, everything is calm and beautiful, but she didnt see any god or something... I was asking her if she can take me with her but she said that its not the time yet and that i need to live...

    I was dreaming her all following year almost every day and i was saying how much i love her, say things that i didn't said when she was alive try to hug her and feel her.

    Appreciate everything you have now, because you never know when will be the last time you see someone.
    Thanks for reading,

    R.I.P to my only love in the whole world.
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    Comments

    1. SuckerPunch's Avatar
      I'm sorry you had to go through that. I lost my mom when I was 17 too then my dad in my mid 20's but I've only had a couple dreams about them. It's cool you can embrace that stuff in your dreams, I generally try to avoid it bc it triggers depression.
    2. ivonaSTK's Avatar
      I'm sorry you had to go through that. I lost my mom when I was 17 too then my dad in my mid 20's but I've only had a couple dreams about them. It's cool you can embrace that stuff in your dreams, I generally try to avoid it bc it triggers depression.


      oh thats really sad im in compassion for you so sorry.

      First i thought like omg if im gonna dream about her it will give me a depression next day and for the rest of the month, but after few dreams i had actually calming feeling
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    3. BlueKat's Avatar
      I'm so sorry for your loss.
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    4. ivonaSTK's Avatar
      I'm so sorry for your loss.

      thank you, well what i can say is that time - heals
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