dream fragment

We seem to have a rather slow start, probably caused by going to bed way too late last night and actually forgetting to note down the dreams when I got up. I do remember one dream although barely but it'll have to do for now.

1. What is this thing even?

I'm walking around in some bazaar and feel as if I'm being followed, it is terribly crowded and just moving forward is a challenge. An old arabian man speaks to me and hands me a cigar, talking about how it is very important and may not be what it looks like. After a quick inspection I ask him if it's maybe some sort of codex or stamp but he shakes his head telling me I will find out soon.
I think I went down some stairs into a weird interdimensional circus, there I find a lighter and spend probably 10 minutes wondering which end of the cigar should go in my mouth, eventually I decide to just lit up a random end and take my first bite/inhale/pull. (what verb do you use here?!)
It doesn't really taste to anything, one thing to mention was when I inspected the cigar the Tobacco was icredibly dense which I think makes a cigar good quality, no?

So there it is, after six months of radio silence I get a cigar, or something else! I will mention though I don't smoke IRL so it's weird that such things occur in my dreams.

I didn't really have any DR, actually I did have some DR but the dreams were so boring I didn't bother writing them down.

Not a lot of interesting stuff happened this night, some small fragments of me smoking a cuban cigar and getting in elevators.

Hi guys, it seems my dreams are getting more vivid again and they also seem to get longer again with a clear story-line in them. I actually enjoyed the NLDs upon wakening up.

1. Special ops

I'm somewhere in a dusty basement which seems to be the HQ of a large terrorist network. It takes place in the middle east as we all have our faces covered with cloth and we just look like a bunch of terrorists. I had the option to turn subtitles on or off but turned them off for immersion I think. I only understood small bits of the arabic language they spoke, the other two terrorists that were in the basement with me seemed to be discussing who could be the rat in the group. I tried acting as cool as I could and quietly left the basement, I knew I was a special ops agent. When I got on the Streets I gave the go-code for the army hidden around the city. They begin their assault instantly and when a squad suddenly aims at me shouting me to get on the ground I quickly pull off my headgear and shout I'm the undercover agent. Soon after that they escort me away.

2. This is going well!

It's the first day of school and also the first class, math! I'm sitting infront of the class next to a friend and I feel confident in myself. It's a new year, new chances and I tell myself this year will be easy probably making new friends and becoming popular... Then as the minutes go by I start getting more and more confused by the theory the teacher is explaining, to the point where I'm starting to doubt if I will even pass the first test.

3. Vague

To be honest I really don't know wether the following was an FA or if I did it IRL. I got out of bed and heared the alarm of the dryer, although annoying I got out of bed and cleaned the filters.

4. New layout

It's pause on the first day of school and I walk through the hallway towards one of the stairwells leading down to ground-level so I can enter the yard. Suddenly I notice how a new building has been build from block-B towards the gym. It has a path going over it's roof from block-B's second floor offering a nice view over the entire school and forest around it. I think of how good this place is to chill with friends during these moments. I make my way down and walk towards the very edge of the school at the border with the forst where I for some reason have to crawl with a lot of people towards a desk standing there in the open. When I get to the desk I have to give a document for administration which I can get back at the beginning of the line.

I think I'm having a slight dry spell as DR is quiet bad lately, I've also lost a bit of motivation. Hopefully I will have another LD soon so I can gather some will again.

Dreams weren't very interesting, I was trying to hit some nuts with a baseball bat but I couldn't hit them unless I swung the bat over my head.

Last night I had some very vague fragments of dreams that weren't very interesting.

1. Viva las Vegas

I'm somewhere up high in a penthouse and I can look over a bright city somewhere in the desert that I call 'Las Vegas'. I tell my mother that even though it looks very nice, it's just another city.

I fell asleep around 02:00 and I had to get up at 08:00 so I didn't have much dreaming.

1. London

I'm discussing cities with my dad and he tells me London is the worst of them all. He tells me it's very grey and ugly. Then I have a panoramic view of a city, I see it as London but there's no Big Ben or anything I know from London. I only see a grey Industrial city.

We're almost done with the exams and ready to focus my attention back on lucidity. Lately DR has been... well, CRAP! But I know that I just need to get through this, with or without dreaming.
I had one Dream fragment though.

1. It's quiet crowded in here.

I was in a building with lots of people, some of them talked to me but I don't remember what they told me.

Last night I didn't remember any complete dreams, main cause is getting up at 06:00 in the morning to study for math a bit. (The exam went okay but I'll have to wait and see for the results...)
I did hav one dream-fragment.

1. Ireland

Just before waking up I hear Irish Folklore music, quiet loud actually.


Anyway, we're slowly approaching the end of 2 nail-biting weeks and the most stressful day has yet to come, the results!

Semper Fidelis

Last night I was able to have a good sleep and my WBTB-alarm woke me up at 05:30, however the loud alarm shocked me and I moved to much. For some reason 2 nights in a row already do I decide to perform WILD instead of SSILD, I don't know why. I've had very rare succes with WILD so why am I so drawn to it? Is it the mysterious sensation I miss from the one time it worked? Anyway I've also been noticing my DR getting weaker and weaker combined with me getting more and more tired everyday I wake up, so I decided to temporarily stop my WBTB-alarm and sleep normal. Until my DR gets better I wont interupt my sleepcycle anymore.

1. School profile

I was waiting in a hallway for an exam to start when I noticed touchscreens hanging of the wall, the others seemed interested in them too. I walked up to it and pressed a screen, it displayed a picture of me with my name under it and which class I'm in. However the picture of me had some flaws, my chin was too large and I had a beard. (IRL I always shave myself.) My friend laughed at the photo and I said "Well, it's not that bad is it?", then another person pushed me away so he could operate the touchscreen.

Chances of lucidity are low, need to get my DR back up and then I will do a WBTB with SSILD and NOT WILD!