dream fragment

Two fragments.

First:

I was with my two aunts and my cousin. They were taking me to this weird place, but I kept going the wrong way.

Second:

My mum was mad at me. I don't remember why.

Wow, my dream recall sucked.

Four fragments... sigh.

First fragment:

My little cousin's birthday party.

Second fragment:

Sex dream.

Third fragment:

I couldn't drive cause I had a backpack on. I took it off and was able to drive normally.

Fourth fragment:

I was in another country, at a hotel. My window had the most gorgeous view ever.

Two dreams and one fragment...

First dream:

I was talking to this guy. His style was kinda punk and he had the whole "don't fucking mess with me" attitude going on. We were at his work, he looked like a retail clerk. Someone asked for his help, so he left and forgot his camera. I took it and started looking at his pictures. They were gorgeous and very artistic. He had taken pictures of flowers, trees and old couples hugging.

The guy came back and saw me with his camera. I turned to him and said "wow, I had forgotten you ARE able to be sweet sometimes". He chuckled and offered me a notebook with some of his pictures and there were drawings too. I accepted it, put it in my bag and told him I had to go.

When I walked out of the store, I was on the subway. I sat down and I was watching the people around me. Then, I realised it was my station already. I tried to get up, but my bag got stuck between two seats. I panicked, cause I HAD to get off on that station, but I was also afraid of ruining his notebook.

Finally, I was able to get my bag out of it and I jumped out of the train, right in time. I sighed in relief and... woke up.

Second dream:

I was driving and my friend was on the passenger's seat. He was talking about something, but I wasn't paying attention because I wan't sure WHERE I was. Then, he touched my shoulder and said that we had to turn right. I saw a gas station and a street right after it, so I said "okay".

Then, he was like "nooo, it was there!" and he pointed at a building before the gas station. I put the car in reverse and a huge truck was behind me. The driver went to the lane next to us and I was expecting them to honk at me and shout/curse, but... nothing. They did pretty much throw the truck back to our lane right in front of my car, though, as if saying "PA SOME FUCKING ATTENTION", but I was surprised that they didn't say anything.

I parked the car at the gas station, in front of the building. My friend thanked me and said that I didn't have to wait, that his dad would come and pick him up. I told him I didn't mind waiting, so he thanked me again and said that his dad would then take him to my house on the weekend.

He got out of the car and I realised he was going to the doctor. I got mad, cause that meant I'd have to wait for a long time. I got out of the car too and there were two other cars parked there. In one of them, there were two people making out. Then, I saw about R$30 on the floor. I took the money and started looking around, pretending to be looking for someone (I was in fact hoping nobody had seen me). The woman in the third car saw me and she waved at me. I went over to her and she said her name was Caroline. The money had a note with her name on it, so I gave the money to her and went to the convenience store of the gas station, pissed off for not having the money.

I got in there and I was hungry. I decided I'd take LOTS of snacks, diet be damned. I was cursing and being all "screw that I have to lose weight, I'm going to eat everything I want to eat, I just lost R$30!"

I woke up (and I was hungry).

Fragment:

My dog had blisters all over his body. I didn't know what to do, although he didn't seem to be in pain. Still, I was really freaked out.

Two nights ago, I had this very long dream about running away from vampires who were also zombies. It was... confusing haha

Last night, I had lots of dreams, but I can't remember them very well. I know there were vampires, I remember my cousin being there. Hmmm... and I woke up with "Sweet Child O' Mine" in the tune of Silvelchair's "Miss You Love". Go figure.

Had a super long dream last night, but sadly... I didn't write anything down and now I don't remember much.

I know that there was a lot of driving, a lot of running around, my parents, my cousins, sex with Lea Michele (best part of the dream ) and some fighting/end of the world stuff. You know, the usual.

My dream recall has been shit poor lately. Last night, though, I had a sorta lucid dream. I thought that flying would be cool AND it'd help me a lot in the dream... I had to go from one place to another and I also had to show people that I could get to the place. So I thought "I'll show them, all I have to do is fly and I know how to do that cause duh! I totally know how to fly in dreams!" So I did my "swimming in the air" technique and flew around quite a lot (the first time, though, I jumped and fell on my face ), so at least it was fun...

Had a few dreams last night, though I only remember fragments now...

First, the word was ending. Everything was turning black and white and I kept running away from it... then I ended up in a big ocean (that wasn't wet and I could actually walk on it) with teeth.

I had a dream I was singing a song. I only had four lines, but it was lovely and now I regret that I didn't record it when I woke up. It really was a very pretty melody and the lyrics were great too.

There was more, but I can't remember anymore.

Not much to report. I have some fragments... I remember posting on Glee Forum on one dream. In another dream, I was watching a guy trying to run away from some people, it was almost like a film. And finally, an almost lucid dream (copying this from my workbook):

In my dream, I was following my mum and there was so much fog that it all turned black and I couldn't see anything. I felt myself waking up, so I freaked out a little and started telling myself to focus on the dream. I heard lots of noises, like a train station and I could almost see the train station itself, but... then I REALLY woke up.

And that's all...

Two nights ago, I had a long, boring dream about my family... I didn't write anything down and now I can't remember anything.

Last night, I had a long, boring dream about driving... I don't even know if I had a goal, I just remember driving, endless driving. So boring.

All I got now is... fragments. Let's see...

Zombies.

I was a vampire. Except that I wasn't immortal, I didn't drink blood and I could walk outside during the day. But I was realy strong and fast, and in my dream, that meant I was a vampire.

Driving. A lot of driving.

And hiding. I'm not sure where I was or why I was hiding, but it was a really big, open place. Beautiful, mountains and everything. And I wasn't hiding anywhere, it was more of a magical shield.

I slept on the bus (I was there for 14 hours!), but there was a really stupid guy playing on his phone half the trip (with the sound on, because who cares if others are trying to sleep, right?) and by the time he fell asleep, I was too stressed out to get some good sleep.

Still, something interesting happened. I ended up falling asleep in the morning (around 7am) with my headphones on. The interesting part will be in red, and here's the whole dream...

I was walking and there was this huge place. Big enough to be a farm, but it wasn't totally open, some parts were undergroung, like a bunker. For some reason, I kept walking, I don't know if I was going somewhere, if I was lost or if I was looking for something/someone.

Then I ran into a girl I went to school with. She told me that the place belonged to her and she had planned this huge party, but nobody had showed up. I hadn't been invited, but since she was crying, I decided to let it go and point out that I was there for the party!

That cheered her up a bit and she ended snuggling to me. Which was weird cause we were never close friends. But she WAS crying, so again, I just let it go. I remember patting her back, and it was super awkward.

I heard voices and turned around. Some people had arrived to the party. I jumped to my feet, pointed at them and shouted "LOOK IT'S PEOPLE" and stayed the hell away from the girl... we REALLY were not close at all, ever.

Some of the people there were from The Glee Project 2 and they randomly started singing "Eye Of The Tiger", with Aylin glaring at me during her lines. I knew she was just acting, though, so it was fun. I also joined in and sang Michael's lines, making fun of his singing. Abraham quietly told me that I should be careful, because Michael could get offended.

I heard someone mentioning that a guy from my old school had brought his sister, and I've always had this huge crush on her, so I ran there and hugged her, kinda tackled her, really.

I woke up. I could vividly remember the song and went back a song on my iPod. It WAS The Glee Project's "Eye Of The Tiger"!

I also had a dream about being on a river and canoeing. Can't remember more than that, though...

I've found the right lucid aid for me... alcohol! But I think I was still drunk during my lucid dream, cause everything felt so much more confusing... anyway, here we go!

I was in this weird room, talking to my mother. We were talking about my father, my mum was worried about him. I told her we'd help him get better, then I remembered that I had a party to go later. It was on the top roof, so I just went upstairs to check it was really happening.

The kid of a girl I saw for a couple weeks years ago was there, and it was his birthday party. He was happy to see me and he started shouting and jumping before finally hugging me. I realised I was still wearing my pjs, so I told him I'd come back later and to let his mother know I'd be there soon.

I turned around and (even though I never took any stairs or elevator) I was on the street. I got inside my car and started driving. As I was driving, I guess I changed clothes somehow, cause I was already going back to the party.

My car had a problem and it was going really slow. Then, a guy with a chainsaw was outside and he wasn't exactly threatening me, but he was sorta telling me we had to fight. It was weird. For some reason, I was all "bitch, I'd so kick your ass AND your chainsaw's ass too!" and I offered him my tongue, as if saying go on, cut off my tongue and see if I care.

Then, I wondered what the hell my problem was. "I'm not stupid, why am I not scared of this guy and WHY AM I BEING SO DUMB AND RIDICULOUS!?" And I realised that th guy couldn't hurt me... because it was a dream!

I shrugged at him and continued driving. The car still wasn't working, which got me angry, but then I thought "it's a dream, if I want it to work, IT'D BETTER WORK" and so it did.

I saw another guy outside and this was the most vivid my lucid dream got. He was wearing a blue tshirt and very slowly riding a bike. I knew I had tasks to do and the first thing that came to my mind was TOTM from August... so I started shouting (and this part was in English, while the rest of my dream was in Portuguese): "HEY, HEY, YOU, LOOK AT ME" He stopped his bike and turned around. He looked at me like I was bothering, which I probably was, but he waited for me to say something anyway.

Me: What's the meaning of life?
Guy: *rolls eyes* Dancing. We live to dance.
Me: Oh... okay?

And then he turned around and started riding his bike again. I freaked out cause I knew that wasn't the task I had to do anymore, so I asked him to come back, but he never did. I started asking myself what the TOTM for September was and I couldn't rememeber. Then I thought of the competition and... nothing. I really couldn't remember anything and I was deeply confused by everything around me.

And then I remembered I had to go to the party and that's pretty much when I lost lucidity.

I arrived at the party and my friend was happy to see me. We hugged and I noticed she had been crying. She said she had had a big fight with her girlfriend. People started singing happy birthday to the boy, but everybody was like whatever and they even changed the lyrics to make it obvious they didn't give a fuck. He looked really sad, so I started changing the lyrics too to something happy and YAY. He looked better.

After that, my friend hugged me and thanked me. Her girlfriend started bitching aout everything and they broke up, it was ugly. I hugged my friend and we ended up kissing later. It was actually quite cute and sweet.

Then, she wanted me to dance tango and I have no idea what we were doing, but I woke up during my dream version of tango.

I also had a dream about a weird apocalyspe, the world swallowed itself, then it threw itself up and everything was gross and weird. But that's all I got, a tiny fragment..,

Still, LUCID DREM YAY!!!

I GOT A LUCID DREAM!!!

First, there was a long non-lucid, though.

I was driving and a friend of mine was next to me. He was on his phone and then he freaked out cause a girl had posted a picture of a guy kissing another guy. He kept saying "I thought he was straight, but maybe I have a chance with him!" Then, he insisted that we had to find her.

Which was okay since I saw her driving close to where we were. She was driving really fast, in a crazy, dangerous way. I couldn't follow her, so I made a turn and then we saw an ambulance and cops in front of our house. I stopped there cause we knew the people who lived there.

They were Will Schuester and Emma from Glee. In my dream, he was our teacher. When we got to the house, we found that she had lost their baby (apparently, she was pregnant). We told Will to stay away from the house for two days that we'd get it cleaned for him, there was blood everywhere. He thanked us.

I got with the Glee kids and I split them in some groups. We agreed we'd clean the house the next day.

I went home and talked to my cousin, we were all living in the same house. I had gone to the bathroom and then my very old grandma opened the door. I was pissed off that I couldn't do my business.

I talked to two of my cousins plus a friend of ours and we got ready to go and clean Mr. Schue's house. When we left, my ex was driving the car. There were some crazy guys messing with us and they said they'd rape me. I made her block their car, they lost control snd a huge accident happened.

We finally got to the house and I woke up.

Now the lucid one!

I had bought this huge machine, it was like a 90s toy. You could out songs in it and then dance to them. I knew that Lea Michele loved this toy, so I took it right in front of her building and waited.

She got home and saw me there with the thing. She freaked out and asked me if she could play. I said that sure, she could. She chose a song and danced (there was no music in my dream, though).

Then, she sat next to me and we got really close. I wanted to kiss her, but I remembered that must be lost of paparazzi around and hesitated. Lea sighed and said "it's hard being alive", and I'm sure she said alive, but meant famous. Go figure.

Anyway, here I was, sitting next to THE Lea Michele and she wanted to kiss ME. DREAM!!!

Me: Well, you do know this is a dream, right?
Lea: *unsure* Uh, duh, of course I do! *looking around, confused*
Me: We can do anything we want to, it's not real.
Lea: So... this is a dream...?
Me: Yes.
Lea: This isn't real...?
Me: No.

Aaand we kissed!

Now I feel bad that I didn't do any of the tasks, but... kissing Lea Michele is always a priority!

I also have two tiny fragments. I remember looking for a bathroom, my dad was helping me.

I also remember being on a bus.

Two lucid dreams!

First, I was at this weird house. Zombies were following me and I kept running, but they kept showing up everywhere. It was a huge house with underground tunnels. I finally found a group, they were hiding inside a room. They let me in, so I stayed there.

There was this really cute girl and I ended up going to bed with her. We started having sex, but she kept changing. I mean, changing the colour, the weight, the height. I was like "well, okay, this must be a dream", since, you know, I was a guy and had guy parts so I figured I could change her. I spent the rest of this lucid dream enjoying the sex and changing her appearance. To be honest, it was very low lucidity and I didn't even remember I had goals, I just... wanted to keep having sex with her...

Second dream, I was inside a room. It was dark and I was supposed to be asleep. Then, a voice, a man's voice, it was deep, started telling me that I had to go to FB and look for a girl. He told me her name and her last name. I can only remember her first name now, though, so I guess I'll never find her. Sorry, deep, unknown voice. Maybe next time.

It was very unsettling, though. I thought I was going crazy, then I thought it was God. The voice did make me believe it was God, but it was like... trying to find me a girlfriend. I have no idea what this was about, but it lasted such a long time, he REALLY wanted me to find this person on FB.

I tried (in my dream and in real life), but in my dream, I just couldn't find her. The names kept changing and I couldn't read properly. In real life, as I said, I can't remember the last name...

A fragment. I'm going to Argentina on Sunday and my mum keeps telling me everyday that I need to think about the clothes I'll take. In this fragment, my mum had taken the clothes that SHE likes (we don't really agree when it comes to clothes) and was packing for me. I got mad and started taking the clothes I wanted to take.

Another fragment, I was playing a game where I was Stitch (from Lilo & Stitch). It was a very poor game, you could only go forward or jump. I couldn't fall in the water and I had to jump on the little rocks. I failed to jump on one, then little birds showed up and saved me.

Third dream, I was walking around when I found this place... it was like a huge farm, it was very well protected. They were accepting people to live there. Considering the zombies (yes, they were a problem in this dream too), I thought that living there would be good.

I got there and this cute girl told me that you could only get in if you were carrying fruits or vegetables. Well, guess who was suddenly carrying a HUGE bag full of nothing but fruits AND vegetables for no reason at all!? That's right, this guy here! So I gave them my bag and while I was waiting, the girl who had warned me about the fruits and vegetables thing got told that her bag wasn't good enough, it was infected by something, so they told her to leave. She looked really sad, like that was her last chance, so I quickly pushed her inside the place the people with good bags were supposed to go. She was surprised, but there was no time for that. She was wearing a headband, I took it off and told her to stay quiet and next to me.

We sat down on a really comfy couch and waited. While we were waiting, we started talking and then flirting. I got hard (had guy parts in this dream too, thanks, brain!) and I had to cover myself. She started laughing and two old ladies also waiting wanted to know what was so funny. I turned to them and showed them that my glasses were foggy. They thought that was indeed very hilarious and they laughed too.

A woman finally called us both, she had two papers. One was for me, the other was for the girl. The girl found out that women there had to wash clothes and cook food, and she wasn't happy about it. We got sent to our rooms. She went before me, and then a guy stopped me and asked me what her book was about. I suddenly knew that she was writing a book about this place and that it was a dangerous thing to do. I finally looked at him and went out "dude, she told me, but honestly, I didn't pay much attention, her boobs were totally distracting me... she was talking about girly stuff, like makeup and lipstick and that shit" and the guy laughed and said "yeah, that sounds like something a girl would write about, thanks, bro".

I ran to her room and told her "your book is about makeup and lipsticks and whatever else you can think of that goes with that, okay?" and she nodded. There was a little girl there. She had been in this place for some time now and she told us to be careful, they had cameras in all the rooms and she showed us the camera in the girl's room. We thanked her. The girl then asked about the classes. This place apparently had a good education system, and that's why she was there. The little girl said there were no classes at all, we were all slaves there. The girl freaked out.

I went to my room. The girl's room was just like mine, but she had made it homey already. Mine was cold and I didn't know how to organise my clothes. I got sad and left.

When I left, it was already morning. People were going on a tour or something of this huge farm. I got there late (even though I was there at first?) and the guy was all "you think you're better than the others?", so he turned around, shut this fence-like door and left me on the other side. I jumped over it (it was three times my size) and caught up with him. He was surprised and asked me HOW I had gotten there. I told him I jumped. He just shrugged and said "I'll have to make it higher, then" and that's when it hit me. He didn't know I could fly!

I laughed at him and said "make it as high as you want, it won't matter!" and I jumped and went super high. Then, I realised it wouldn't be good for him to know my secret. I rewinded the last part and instead of saying anything and flying, I just laughed a lot at him. He thought I was crazy. I ran and found the girl and the little girl. I kissed the girl and the little girl left cause ew kissing. The girl pushed me away and was all "wtf?" and I apologised, but I was super happy cause I had found a way of us leaving that place for good.

She asked me how and I told her we could fly away. She thought I was crazy, so I told her we should go now. I climbed up some stuff. I made her climb up some stuff too, but I was higher than her. I thought about the little girl, but then I got this warning that I had chosen to save the girl, and that I couldn't take two people with me (in real life, I've been playing a video game where sometimes you end up having to choose to save one person out of two, so I just accepted this). I looked below and thought "okay, what if it doesn't work?"

Then... of course it'll work, it's a dream! I said "here goes nothing" and jumped. I started falling and was falling pretty fast. I doubted for a second that I could fly, but then I was already floating. I remembered my last lucid dream, where I had learnt that pretending that I was swimming made me fly faster, so I did that and my flying got stable. I got to the girl, she climbed on my back and we flew away.

I woke up.

Slept all afternoon, but could only remember a dream and a fragment.

The fragment was the first one. I was an orphan boy carrying a bag of cookies. I was in a classroom, I think, and I was telling people that they could laugh at me all they wanted, but I was on my way to be a very successful voice actor (as in dubbing cartoons/animes). Then, my cookies fell on the floor and I started crying because my father (who was not my real father) had given those to me before he had died, and also because I had nothing left to eat.

The dream... I was at somebody's house and some people I studied with were there too. Everybody was getting ready for a big party, and a girl even invited another girl to poop together. I was a little weirded out about that, but whatever, right?

Then, a girl showed up and said she wanted to show me a picture. She took my phone and out this little card in it. For some reason, I hugged her from behind, almost like cuddling. It was weird, so I asked her if she wasn't cold, since the window was open and it was night. She said she wasn't, so I let her go.

The window was also a door and we could see the cars arriving and parking right in front of us. I freaked out because I thought my car was there. I got out and it was on the other side, but another car had crashed into mine. I took a rock and was going to destroy the car, but my friend said there were cameras there. I wasn't wearing my glasses, so I could see the cameras. but not well, it was all blurry.

We started walking to the party while I took my phone and called the police to report that. I couldn't get the police on the phone, though.