dream fragment

One dream and three fragments... first, the dream.

I was at a mall and there was this guy hitting on me. I was not me, though, I was even wearing a dress. Anyway, I still knew that there was something off about me hooking up with a guy, so I thought it'd be better to leave. I was nice to him, but then I kinda freaked out when I noticed my dress was open (the zipper was on the right side and it wasn't exactly visible that it was open, but I could see it and I was really worried everyone else could too).

I was finally ready to leave and I had to pay for the parking. It was R$7, I got to the place where I had pay and the guy working there took my money, then he said it wasn't fair that I had to pay. So he gave me R$200. It was a very weird, illogical logic, but I was pretty happy with having more money, so I thanked him and left.

I went to this small, but pretty apartment. I started telling the people who were there about the guy hitting on me and about the money. At this point, I was definitely me. The people there were my friends (I think some of them were Glee cast members), but they didn't give a shit about my story, so I remember that I started making gestures with my hands while telling the story, so that I could get their attention. It worked a little.

We left the apartment and then my new dream theme started... zombies. We were on the street and we suddenly found ourselves surrounded by zombies. We got inside a red, kinda old car and one of the guys started driving. He was a bit slow and he kept turning where we told him NOT to, until he stopped the car in a very steep street. He opened the door and started freaking out because there were zombies in front of us. I pushed him back to the car and started driving myself.

I decided that moving forward wouldn't be good, so I went back. They freaked out and said that I shouldn't do that, but I ignored them. I was driving as fast as possible until I got to a park. I stopped the car and realised I had no idea where my parents were. I took my phone and tried to call them, but I couldn't get a signal.

Then, the zombies were there too. My friends started freaking out (it's pretty much all they did), and then I thought "I can do this, I've seen it a thousand times on The Walking Dead", so I managed to kill two zombies. It wasn't easy, but I did it. I told everybody to get back in the car and I started driving fast again. We finally found a place that looked like a bunker. We got inside and the person who was living there was considering whether or not she'd let us stay. One of my friends, who was suddenly Paris Hilton, took her clothes off and offered them to the woman... and the woman was actually very interested in Paris Hilton's clothes, so it worked.

That's right, a naked Paris Hilton helped me stay alive in my zombie dream.

Two of the fragments are similar.

First one, I was in a room, it was pretty much empty and a bit dark. I knew we were underground and a girl I know (we went to the same uni, but we never studied together... she lived with one of my classmates) was also there. Then, people started entering the room and everybody was happy about killing some zombies. I hugged the girl and she was hesitant. She said she knew I'd break her heart and I said I'd never do that. She said she would think about giving me a chance.

The second fragment, I was in a café, it was a very cheap place. The same girl was there, but this time she was the one hitting on me and saying she wanted to be with me. I said that sure, we could date, so we held hands.

Third fragment, I got my parents the first season of The Walking Dead (in real life), but some of the subtitles go wrong halfway through the episode. In the fragment, I was helping them get the subtitles fixed for an episode.

Two fragments... first, I was driving. I was desperate to get somewhere, but I don't know where. I was going fast and I was scared.

Second, I was watching The Walking Dead and the baby was trying to bite Andrea. Judith, the baby, didn't have any teeth yet, but they were discussing killing her, since she would probably be dangerous later on.

First, a small fragment. Again, zombies. Now I was at the prison they found on the third season of The Walking Dead (started season three last night) and I was lost there. It was dark and I kept running into zombies, but I couldn't find a safe cell block. It was stressful.

Second, a dream. I was home and my phone rang. I answered, it was a guy I went to school with until I was 11. He was saying that he had missed me and that we should meet up some time. I said sure and told him we could do something on Saturday. He said he couldn't get his dad's car for Saturday, so I told him to send me a text with his address and I'd pick him up.

While talking to him, I started watching TV and I remember seeing Jeff and Abed from Community. That reminded me I had to go out to do something, so I left home (no idea what happened to the phone call). I was walking down a street when those guys broke a window's store and robbed some perfume bottles. A woman who worked at a different store, but on the same street, saw everything too. As the guys were leaving, they dropped one bag and I took it.

The woman turned to me and said that those bottles were worth R$100 each. She said she'd buy them from me for R$50 each and sell them for R$75. For some reason, that totally made sense for me, so I was about to give her the bag when the guy I had talked to earlier on the phone showed up. He asked me what was going on and I suddenly realised I was doing something wrong. I told him I had found the bag from the other store and I had to return it. The woman wasn't happy about it.

Then, I took my friend to my uni campus. Except that it had turned into an amusement park. We had fun, but then things got awkward. We wanted to kiss, so I did. It was weird and I remember thinking "I like girls, but if I kiss him just this once, things will be fone, right?"

We soon realised we had no chemistry at all, and then I freaked out because it was Saturday night and I promised my aunt and uncle that I'll go to their place on Saturday for dinner (in real life). I told my friend we had to go and we started running.

My dreams have definitely a new theme: zombies. Thank you, The Walking Dead.

Unfortunately, this is just a fragment. I only remember running away from zombies. They've changed, though. In previous dreams, they were a nuisance. For example, I had to cross the street and zombies were there, so I had to take a different street and I would be annoyed that the zombies had made me waste time. Now, the zombies are dangerous. They are scary and they go after me (they didn't before, they'd just stand there being ugly). In this dream, they could run and I had to run away from them. Zombies suck.

But, well... I'll try to use them as a dream sign.

Slow night/day.

I had had one dream that I could remember well, but now it's gone. All I remember is zombies. I've been having so many zombie dreams lately. I'm never afraid of them, though. They're just a nuisance.

First real dream, I had gone on a trip with my parents. I remember that they were angry at me because I was late, so I picked up my bag, threw it in the car and got in. Then, I realised I hadn't put any "new" clothes there. We went away for a small trip a couple weeks ago, so, in my dream, I had just left the clothes I hadn't worn inside my bag, but I barely had any clothes. I knew my parents would be mad, so I decided to let them know only after we had gotten to the hotel.

We got toe hotel and it was really nice on the outside, but then we went inside and it was... ugly. Looked old and a little abandoned. Then, my dad tried to go inside a room that wasn't ours (he wanted to go to room 11, ours was 14). I told him to stop it, but he said he knew this place. I rolled my eyes and told him that duh, of course he did. We had been there before. Fin fact: I've never been to this hotel in real life, but this was the second time I've been there in my dreams. It's my dream hotel, except for the whole ugly, abandoned part. Anyway, then my dad said that a special friend of his might be there. His special friend was the woman he cheated on my mum with (in real life), so I got pissed off and punched him a few times. Then, I told him to go to our room already and if I caught him trying to find the woman again, I'd punch him again.

We got to our room and my bed was in the same room as my parents'. But my bed was covered (it was like a bunk bed, but it had only the bottom bed and the top part was used to hang sort of sheets around it. At least it gave me some privacy. I went "inside" my bed and found out I even had a small TV there. I thought I should tell my parents about the fact that I pretty much had no clothes there, but then I looked at my dog on the floor and he seemed so happy to be out with us that I decided to wait.

My second dream, I was going to class. I walked into the room, saw some people I knew from high school, but I didn't want to talk to them cause I hate people from my high school. I went to the last desk and sat down. While I was there, everyone started talking about this page on Facebook. In real life, someone from my uni made a FB page where people send anonymous messages to others. For example, if you saw someone and you thought "I wish I knew who they are" or "damn, x is really hot, I wonder if they're dating or if they kiss girls/boys", you send it there. Then, if the person doesn't give a damn about you, at least nobody knows it was you. Anyway, they started talking about one of those messages. I took my phone to check it and it was a girl looking for chubby girls. A girl sitting on the first row looked at them and she looked really angry. Somehow, I knew she had been the one that had sent the message.

The guy sitting next to me suddenly took my arm and, at first, I thought he was checking me to see if I was chubby enough to be chubby for the girl. But then, he told the girl "hey, you're looking for girls, I got you one!" The girl glared at me as if it had been my fault, but I just let it go.

After that, my professor walked in and I just wasn't paying attention. He came over to my desk to see me and he was like "are you okay? You seem sick." and then he tried to check if I had a fever. He made me get up and he took me to a different room, that turned out to be a hospital.

My dad showed up and, even though it was a different dream, he was still trying to find the damn woman. I got pissed off and I was going to leave, but then my professor found me again. He said that everything looked fine and then he said "are you sure this isn't gastroestethic?" and I looked at him for a few seconds, trying to figure out what the fuck that meant. He noticed I was confused and he said "are you sure you're not feeling sick for emotional reasons?"

That reminded me that I was feeling a bit down, so I nodded and told him I'd pay attention to my emotions and try to get better. I left the hospital and went to the woman's house (the one my dad wanted to see). She was passive aggressive. She offered me ice cream, then she told me to stay in this place in this house, it was open, like a yard and it was pretty. She came back with the ice cream, and she told me we could only have ice cream inside the house, and not there at the yard-like place. I went inside to get the ice cream, she went outside with it and told me we could only have ice cream outside.

I sarcastically told her that she was very funny, turned around and started leaving her house. I think she came after me, but I had opened the two doors already (there were three) and then I woke up.

I don't remember much, but it's not a bad thing. My dreams were all fucked up last night. I can only remember three fragments.

Fragment 1: my ex girlfriend was at the same place that I was. I'm not sure where we were. It looked like a mall... and a school. It was lunchtime and she was being a bitch to me, so I made her drop her food (she was taking it to her table). She kinda cried and tried to hit me at the same time. I'm pretty sure I got in trouble for that, I think they wanted to make me pay for her food, which was super expensive.

Fragment 2: a friend of mine I hooked up with a couple years ago was angry at me. She kept ignoring me and glaring at me. No idea why.

Fragment 3: I was watching a play/film/animation. It was about an island where there were like five women and five hundred men. They weren't real people, though, they looked like this:



And there were lots of men all over the women. It was depressing.

That's it.

I had a lucid dream! ...sorta.

I was doing what I usually do in my dreams (trying to run away from evil people) when I decided that flying would definitely help me get away from them. Then it clicked. "...I CAN FLY! I'M DREAMING!" so I started floating and then I thought "I'M GOING TO FLY FOR AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE NOW!"

I was still floating, but going higher and higher. I looked ahead and it was sort of a desert and I was looking right between two mountains (desert mountains). I was going to fly around them when I thought "wait, I had things to do" and I remembered my list of goals. Number one there is find my dream guide. So I decided to close my eyes and when I opened them I expected to see someone in front of me (I was actually expecting my dream guide to be myself), but... nothing. I shouted "DREAM GUIDE!!!" a couple times, still nothing. I landed (as I was calling my dream guide, I thought it'd be easier if I were on the ground) and I lost lucidity.

So basically, fail at controlling the dream (and it wasn't vivid at all... in fact, I barely remember the rest of the dream - before or after this moment of lucidity), but I was still lucid! Getting there!!!

Unfortunately, just some fragments...

First one, I was taking my dog for a walk. I realised he didn't have his leash, though, so I freaked out, but he was still walking right beside me.

Second one, I was walking and I ran into a friend of mine. I'm upset at him, so in my dream, I was just like "oh... hey." and that was it, I didn't hug him or anything.

Third one, my parents and I were trying to find a kid to adopt. We had found a boy, he was about 13, 14, though... then I remember calling my girlfriend and telling her she had to come to help us choose the kid.

And finally, the last fragment was of me looking for a video on my computer. I have lots of videos of a friend of mine singing, so I was looking for one in my dream, but I ended up finding videos of her talking to me and of her having some friends over for a party.

Meh, not much, I know.

I can't remember anything... I slept for less than five hours last night and they weren't uninterrupted, so... I guess I've failed.

The weird thing is, I can remember some... thoughts. Like, I remember feeling like I was looking for a bus. I also remember thinking about a tornado or maybe a tsunami... a natural disaster, either way. About the bus thing, though, I think I was looking for the mall. Meh. Hopefully, I'll remember more tomorrow.

Sorry I didn't post my dream before, but that's because I could only remember two things, so it wasn't really that important...

First, I was watching Glee, they were on the edge of a cliff and they were howling. I especially remember Artie and Rachel doing that.

Then, I was getting a ring with my girlfriend and mine was too big, I was freaking out over it.

And that's it...

I woke up a few hours ago, so I don't remember the details.

I know I was at a hotel. A friend of mine was talking about how he could feel a "presence" in his room, but it was okay cause he was used to feeling presences.

I broke into a guy's room, no idea why. I had to run away and hide because of that.

I was going to leave the hotel with my girlfriend and some other girls, who were our friends, but I needed to get some money. Then I was going to buy some food for the road and I was going to drive.

And that's it... Considering I slept for about four hours and that I've been up for another four, I'm surprised I remember so much.

Hey, everyone. No lucid dreams, but the show must go on!

First, I was at a party with my girlfriend. It looked like an apartment and it was crowded. There was a girl who wanted to kiss me and I was like "if I kiss her, it's fair, but you can't kiss anybody!", but my girlfriend seemed to want to kiss some people too, which really pissed me off (my girlfriend and I have broken up twice in real life, one time lasted about two or three days and the other one, a week. Both times, she's kissed many people - she even had sex with one - so I guess dream me wanted to get even? ). I think my cousin was there or I was talking to him on the phone/texting him. I definitely remember his presence somehow.

Since she was trying to kiss a guy, I left really upset. When I was outside, there was something weird going on, but I can't remember what it was. There might have been Transformers coming out of streets, but I don't know.

After that, I was at my cousin's, not the one from the party. I should probably mention that it's not the first time I've dreamt about that house, but it isn't real. Anyway, we were just hanging out, she was like "we can lock the gate later!", but... then some men entered the house, so we had to hide. Her room was an attic, but not just any attic. It was hidden and super extra secret. The problem was that we'd have to stay there for a very long time. The "bad men" had slaves or something and they decided to stay there, since the house was so big.

I left the attic on a food mission, there were two little boys inside the house and they might've seen me, but it was okay. Then, I was outside and the bad men were forcing their slaves to do something, I don't know what. I think they were just having fun messing with the poor guys. They noticed there could be someone there, and that's when I realised I was wearing an invisibility cloak (thanks, Harry Potter! ), so I was careful, cause I couldn't make any noise.

I think I've dreamt about something else, but I forgot now.

EDIT: I remembered what it was!!! I was talking to a friend of mine, he's Jewish, and he was telling me about some Jewish foods.

Last night wasn't a good one... The power was gone, so I ended up staying up until 1:30AM watching a BBC series about Auschwitz... and then I went to bed. I usually fall asleep later, so no sleep pattern...

About my dreams, I don't remember them. I know that I may have dreamed something about Auschwitz, but not about the camp itself. More like the government has decided to get some tips from Hitler and bring back the horror of concentration camps.

What I do remember is that I was on a boat, watching somebody. It was windy and raining, but I just stood there. Then I got off the boat, walked a bit and I think I was at uni, but I could be wrong. All I know is that I was going to have lunch and my cousin who lives in Germany was there too. We made fun of the food, cause my mum was there and she wants me to lose weight, so my cousin and I were like "here, three grains of rice for you!"

After that, I was with another cousin of mine and my mum was talking about how she would hit me, she said she wouldn't hit me on the face, so people would never know what she was doing to me. I replied that I always show people my arms (when my mum is mad, she hits me on the arms and uses her nails to hurt me), so everybody knows what she does.

And I think that's all I remember. I think the fact that I've been being woken up by my parents shouting at me to get up and take my dog out is making it difficult. Whenever I wake up with loud noises and then I have to get up and do something, I can barely remember my dreams.

I've had many dreams... The first one is just a small fragment. I went into a public bathroom with my girlfriend, there was a line. Everything was dirty and broken, there were about five stalls, but two or three weren't working. Then, one of the girls started mocking another girl who was pooping. All the girls started making fun of her, it was like they knew each other.

The second dream is longer. I was on a bus, my dad was driving it and there were many people inside. I saw some black clouds and thought there could be a tornado. Then I remembered we don't have those in Brazil, so I figured it might just be a storm. As soon as I thought that, I realised I was in the US, so I was like "OMG, it could really be a tornado!!!"

While I was thinking that, I saw a playground and suddenly a hole opened on the floor and a toy fell. It was like a earthquake had happened, and my dad sped up. I checked as we drove by and there were no kids playing there at the time. That made me feel better. As my dad kept driving, we saw lots of holes appearing, not close to us, we could see it happening miles away.

We arrived at a hotel and I told my parents they had to hold my hands. If they did that, they'd be safe, but they wouldn't listen to me. My dad had mentioned that all the holes were appearing on the same road, so I decided to go online and google it. As I was leaving to "my" room, I noticed my dad was acting weird, so I told him he shouldn't go crazy. He laughed in a weird way that freaked me out.

I woke up... inside the dream. I was afraid of it being a false awakening, so I did a reality check that had worked the other day: I looked at the mirror. Turns out that, whenever I decided to do a reality check, my mind tricks me. I was completely myself in the mirror, so I was like "cool, let me write down this dream", but then I decided to google the road my had talked about. As I was turning on the computer, my dad randomly tried to get into my room through the window and he was laughing... he sounded demented. I freaked out and...

...woke up. This time for good. My heart was beating fast and I was scared as hell.

My last dream wasn't short, but I can only remember one small thing. I was talking to a friend of mine and he gave me a CD. He told me he had burnt his presentation for a class in there and that he wanted me to see it. I said I would, I put it on and the presentation was happening in a cave. And I woke up.

And that's it!

I was going to try this last night, but it didn't work. I don't know if I'm just not compatible with the technique or if my girlfriend calling me in the middle of the night messed it up, so I'll try again tonight.

Anyway, about my dreams... I don't remember them much. I know they were all related to zombies/people trying to kill me/me having to hide. There was something a bit Metro 2033 (here) about them. I remember running a lot, I remember arguing with my girlfriend and a friend of ours, I remember running away from them and hiding in a store. In fact, I feel like I ran throughout all of my dreams last night.

Not exactly a peaceful night for me. Damn. Well, I might take a nap later, so... who knows, I could get lucky and have a lucid dream... or at least remember what I dreamt of.