non-lucid

It was a very upsetting nightmare where I was trapped in a building with some people. There were other people chasing us and they had people who looked like us trying to trick us. I really hated it, so I'm not going to write more about it.

Had a quick nap and met the girl again!

I'm not really sure what happened, though. I know I saw her and that we talked, I remember driving to the same parking lot and I was like "no way, it's too expensive here!", but then it turned out that it wasn't. I don't know when, but she told me she was a musician (maybe a singer), she wore a ring on her pinky. She said it was a Hebrew letter that was also a music symbol, but it looked nothing like a Hebrew letter or a music symbol. Then we were in a house and I kissed her, then she kissed me and we started REALLY making out. It was great.

We had to stop, though, because we had to help everything be ready for the party. I walked out of the room and saw my godfather. I hugged him and started crying because I miss him (he lives in Australia). Then my mother showed up and told me to help because my little cousin and some others were going to perform in a few minutes. Turns out they were dancing and it was a competition. I went upstairs and hid, but my mother found me and I told her we had to hide. She didn't listen to me, we ended up going upstairs and there were those things that attacked people, sort of eating them in seconds. So we died.

I'm glad I got to see the girl again, though!

I had some dreams last night, but only the last one is important to me.

I was at a parking lot and this sort of old woman wanted help to park her car. It was HUGE, though, so I told her I couldn't help her, but I offered my dad. He also said he couldn't help her. We waited with her as the lady who worked at the parking lot went there and helped her. As we were waiting, the lady was parking another car and she was good, but she drove too fast. The owner of the car she had just parked got mad, told the lady to get out of her car and said that she'd sue the place.

Then, I was at an office and it felt a little like I was watching a TV show. There was this guy and this girl there, and the girl was the one who had said she'd sue the parking lot. The guy had been there with her, saying "yeah, we'll sue you!", and I didn't like them. So when the guy sat down next to another guy, I got up, went to the other guy and asked him if he was friends with the guy I hadn't liked. He chuckled and said "you could say that", so I got confused if he was the writer of the show or if they were boyfriends in real life or if it was both. So I just told him his friend wasn't funny at all, he was just pathetic, and I left.

As I was leaving, the girl was leaving too and I teased her because of the whole "I'll sue you!" thing. She wasn't amused, but she asked me if I wanted to have lunch with her. I went with her, we went with my car and she told which parking lot she liked. Then she took me to this cool, different restaurant. I was having fun, driving and walking around with her and, before I knew, I was kind of hitting on her. She seemed to like me, though, so I kept going, until I called her "my love". I obviously didn't mean it, but she sort of freaked out and she told me that she had dated for twelve years, back when she was fifteen in 1994 (and that didn't make any sense, because 1994+12=2006, so she had had six years to get over it, but...) and then she reminded me she's older than I am, which she didn't have to, cause she had just said she was fifteen in 1994, and I know I was just four back then. Anyway, I kissed her and told her I was sorry I had said anything about love, then I suggested we just enjoyed ourselves. She was okay with that, she kissed me too and soon we were talking, laughing, kissing and choosing our food.

When it was time to pay, we shared the bill and she was like "let's take something back to the office!", I agreed. As I was waiting for her at the table, two girls I went to high school with showed up. They looked down and I realised they knew the girl and that she had left. I got really upset and they gave me my part of the bill. I said no, that if they gave the money back to her, she'd know how much she had hurt me and that would hurt her instead (dream logic is insane!), so I left, went to the parking lot and freaked out a little when I found out it had been R$70 to leave the car there. Still, I paid and asked the guy who worked there if the key was in the car. He said he didn't know and I woke up.

The sad thing is that I really had a good time with that girl. I wish that 1) she hadn't left and 2) she were real.

I had too many dreams last night, so I can't remember everything...

The first one, I was in the kitchen. I know I was talking to some friends and they were scared because it was too dark. I'm afraid of the dark, which means I was terrified. I decided to turn on the lights, but they were either weak or not working. I managed to get a bit of light there anyway, so I went back to doing the dishes (even though I hadn't been doing them before). A glass was haunted, but I told my friends all we had to do was wash it. It didn't work, so I went with my second best idea... I threw it on the floor. A dark mist came out of it and it attacked me. I sort of had sleep paraysis in the dream, as if not moving was because of the ghost/spirit/whatever it was.

My other dream, I was following McGonagall around Hogwarts. Hogwarts turned into a mall, I kept following her, she was ignoring me. For some reason, I was hitting on her, even though she is older than my grandmother. I got tired of being ignored and decided to look for a bathroom. I ran into this little girl who used to be on TV, she wad telling people to go to a bookstore. I didn't go in, but I smiled at her, waved and said hi. As I kept walking, I heard he saying how happy she was that I had been nice, because people were all treating her terribly. I found the bathroom, one stall was filthy, the second one was dirty, but I thought I could use it. Then I noticed it didn't have any paper, so I left, cursing the bathroom, and woke up.

The third dream, I was in a sort of hotel. I saw Lily Evans and I asked her out. She really didn't like me, but she decided to give me a chance. I was happy and went to my bed supef happy. I was sharing a room with some boys who were my friends, but I didn't want to talk to them, so I kinda ran away from them. Then I fell asleepand woke up with a letter from Lily, telling me that we were going to meet in thirty minutes. I got up and started to get ready, but then my father showed up. He was VERY mad and shouting a lot because I had made too much noise. He kept telling me I'd be sorry for waking him up at five am and that sleeping was too important.

My last dream, I was driving and I think I was going to the doctor. I parked the car and then I went inside a building, there was an LGBT party going on. I found people from my city and hoped to get a ride back home with them (even though I had driven there). Then some people invaded our party and I think they were going to hit us or kill us. Either way, three people jumped through the window and one of them died, so I gave up in that. Then I hid in a cabinet and planned on leaving once they weren't there anymore.

That's all I can remember...

Unfortunately, just some fragments...

First one, I was taking my dog for a walk. I realised he didn't have his leash, though, so I freaked out, but he was still walking right beside me.

Second one, I was walking and I ran into a friend of mine. I'm upset at him, so in my dream, I was just like "oh... hey." and that was it, I didn't hug him or anything.

Third one, my parents and I were trying to find a kid to adopt. We had found a boy, he was about 13, 14, though... then I remember calling my girlfriend and telling her she had to come to help us choose the kid.

And finally, the last fragment was of me looking for a video on my computer. I have lots of videos of a friend of mine singing, so I was looking for one in my dream, but I ended up finding videos of her talking to me and of her having some friends over for a party.

Meh, not much, I know.

I can't remember anything... I slept for less than five hours last night and they weren't uninterrupted, so... I guess I've failed.

The weird thing is, I can remember some... thoughts. Like, I remember feeling like I was looking for a bus. I also remember thinking about a tornado or maybe a tsunami... a natural disaster, either way. About the bus thing, though, I think I was looking for the mall. Meh. Hopefully, I'll remember more tomorrow.

Sorry I didn't post my dream before, but that's because I could only remember two things, so it wasn't really that important...

First, I was watching Glee, they were on the edge of a cliff and they were howling. I especially remember Artie and Rachel doing that.

Then, I was getting a ring with my girlfriend and mine was too big, I was freaking out over it.

And that's it...

I woke up a few hours ago, so I don't remember the details.

I know I was at a hotel. A friend of mine was talking about how he could feel a "presence" in his room, but it was okay cause he was used to feeling presences.

I broke into a guy's room, no idea why. I had to run away and hide because of that.

I was going to leave the hotel with my girlfriend and some other girls, who were our friends, but I needed to get some money. Then I was going to buy some food for the road and I was going to drive.

And that's it... Considering I slept for about four hours and that I've been up for another four, I'm surprised I remember so much.

Hey, everyone. No lucid dreams, but the show must go on!

First, I was at a party with my girlfriend. It looked like an apartment and it was crowded. There was a girl who wanted to kiss me and I was like "if I kiss her, it's fair, but you can't kiss anybody!", but my girlfriend seemed to want to kiss some people too, which really pissed me off (my girlfriend and I have broken up twice in real life, one time lasted about two or three days and the other one, a week. Both times, she's kissed many people - she even had sex with one - so I guess dream me wanted to get even? ). I think my cousin was there or I was talking to him on the phone/texting him. I definitely remember his presence somehow.

Since she was trying to kiss a guy, I left really upset. When I was outside, there was something weird going on, but I can't remember what it was. There might have been Transformers coming out of streets, but I don't know.

After that, I was at my cousin's, not the one from the party. I should probably mention that it's not the first time I've dreamt about that house, but it isn't real. Anyway, we were just hanging out, she was like "we can lock the gate later!", but... then some men entered the house, so we had to hide. Her room was an attic, but not just any attic. It was hidden and super extra secret. The problem was that we'd have to stay there for a very long time. The "bad men" had slaves or something and they decided to stay there, since the house was so big.

I left the attic on a food mission, there were two little boys inside the house and they might've seen me, but it was okay. Then, I was outside and the bad men were forcing their slaves to do something, I don't know what. I think they were just having fun messing with the poor guys. They noticed there could be someone there, and that's when I realised I was wearing an invisibility cloak (thanks, Harry Potter! ), so I was careful, cause I couldn't make any noise.

I think I've dreamt about something else, but I forgot now.

EDIT: I remembered what it was!!! I was talking to a friend of mine, he's Jewish, and he was telling me about some Jewish foods.

Last night wasn't a good one... The power was gone, so I ended up staying up until 1:30AM watching a BBC series about Auschwitz... and then I went to bed. I usually fall asleep later, so no sleep pattern...

About my dreams, I don't remember them. I know that I may have dreamed something about Auschwitz, but not about the camp itself. More like the government has decided to get some tips from Hitler and bring back the horror of concentration camps.

What I do remember is that I was on a boat, watching somebody. It was windy and raining, but I just stood there. Then I got off the boat, walked a bit and I think I was at uni, but I could be wrong. All I know is that I was going to have lunch and my cousin who lives in Germany was there too. We made fun of the food, cause my mum was there and she wants me to lose weight, so my cousin and I were like "here, three grains of rice for you!"

After that, I was with another cousin of mine and my mum was talking about how she would hit me, she said she wouldn't hit me on the face, so people would never know what she was doing to me. I replied that I always show people my arms (when my mum is mad, she hits me on the arms and uses her nails to hurt me), so everybody knows what she does.

And I think that's all I remember. I think the fact that I've been being woken up by my parents shouting at me to get up and take my dog out is making it difficult. Whenever I wake up with loud noises and then I have to get up and do something, I can barely remember my dreams.

I've had many dreams... The first one is just a small fragment. I went into a public bathroom with my girlfriend, there was a line. Everything was dirty and broken, there were about five stalls, but two or three weren't working. Then, one of the girls started mocking another girl who was pooping. All the girls started making fun of her, it was like they knew each other.

The second dream is longer. I was on a bus, my dad was driving it and there were many people inside. I saw some black clouds and thought there could be a tornado. Then I remembered we don't have those in Brazil, so I figured it might just be a storm. As soon as I thought that, I realised I was in the US, so I was like "OMG, it could really be a tornado!!!"

While I was thinking that, I saw a playground and suddenly a hole opened on the floor and a toy fell. It was like a earthquake had happened, and my dad sped up. I checked as we drove by and there were no kids playing there at the time. That made me feel better. As my dad kept driving, we saw lots of holes appearing, not close to us, we could see it happening miles away.

We arrived at a hotel and I told my parents they had to hold my hands. If they did that, they'd be safe, but they wouldn't listen to me. My dad had mentioned that all the holes were appearing on the same road, so I decided to go online and google it. As I was leaving to "my" room, I noticed my dad was acting weird, so I told him he shouldn't go crazy. He laughed in a weird way that freaked me out.

I woke up... inside the dream. I was afraid of it being a false awakening, so I did a reality check that had worked the other day: I looked at the mirror. Turns out that, whenever I decided to do a reality check, my mind tricks me. I was completely myself in the mirror, so I was like "cool, let me write down this dream", but then I decided to google the road my had talked about. As I was turning on the computer, my dad randomly tried to get into my room through the window and he was laughing... he sounded demented. I freaked out and...

...woke up. This time for good. My heart was beating fast and I was scared as hell.

My last dream wasn't short, but I can only remember one small thing. I was talking to a friend of mine and he gave me a CD. He told me he had burnt his presentation for a class in there and that he wanted me to see it. I said I would, I put it on and the presentation was happening in a cave. And I woke up.

And that's it!

I was going to try this last night, but it didn't work. I don't know if I'm just not compatible with the technique or if my girlfriend calling me in the middle of the night messed it up, so I'll try again tonight.

Anyway, about my dreams... I don't remember them much. I know they were all related to zombies/people trying to kill me/me having to hide. There was something a bit Metro 2033 (here) about them. I remember running a lot, I remember arguing with my girlfriend and a friend of ours, I remember running away from them and hiding in a store. In fact, I feel like I ran throughout all of my dreams last night.

Not exactly a peaceful night for me. Damn. Well, I might take a nap later, so... who knows, I could get lucky and have a lucid dream... or at least remember what I dreamt of.

Aand I'm back with another dream! I tried to have a WILD, but... I ended up just falling asleep and having a non-lucid dream...

In this dream, I was in a line, waiting. I was going to the theatre and when I got there, I gave them my name. The woman in charge said that my name wasn't there, so I wouldn't have the discount (apparently, with your name on the list, you'd get a discount). I was really upset and told her I'd just leave. Then her boss came after me and told me I could get in for free and I'd get one of the best spots. She kept apologising. Then she told me that, since I had come from another town just to see the play, I deserved to see it for free, especially since Portia de Rossi was in my town that day and I wasn't going to see her because I was there for the play.

I was really mad at myself for not knowing Portia would be there (...weird, considering I don't care about Portia...), but I accepted to see the play for free. I went upstairs and the play was something weird, like it happened in a house, but you had to follow the cast. There was no stage, so the audience had to go where the actors went.

Suddenly, as I was following the play, I ended up at my house. My aunt was here (my aunt and my mother are sisters, but it's been years since they've last talked to each other), and she asked me to take some food, pack it and give it to her, cause she was leaving. I did that, but when we were going downstairs, everybody was in the living room, there was something (monsters? killers? zombies? no idea...) at the door and nobody could leave, or they'd be killed.

I think my aunt tried to go anyway, but I don't remember. All I know is that I woke up after that.

That's it!

I'm back! Three days in a row, wow! I'm proud of myself!

So, I was at the mall and I was with my girlfriend. Then my mum called me and she wanted me to go home. I didn't want to, so I told her I couldn't, cause it was raining. Then my mum showed up and told me it was okay, she'd go home with me. She doesn't know I'm dating, so I ended up with no excuse to stay there.

I turned to my girlfriend, who was now my cousin! I told him (yes, my male cousin) that I had to go, but he was supposed to go to my car every two hours, because the mall would know I had left and they kicked out all of the cars "abandoned" by their owners, unless somene was there to showt hem the car wasn't abandoned. That "proof" had to be shown every two hours. My cousin said okay and I left.

Then, I was the one who had stayed behind to watch the car. I was inside of it and I was on the floor, hiding. There were cops outside and they were treating people who had been arrested as if they were trash. I realised I was in danger for watching that and kept hiding...

And now I've woken up! I had four hours of sleep and have been awake for about twenty minutes... time to try and WILD!!!

I've been awake for a few hours now, so I may not remember all the details... but here we go!

First, it was like I was watching a movie. My girlfriend was there, it was sort of a party, but there were some guys with guns who kept shooting people. It was all very "lalala dancing, HA! I SHOT SOMEONE! lalala dancing"... Then, it stopped being a movie and I got to the party. I started dancing with my girlfriend and, as soon as I saw one of those guys, I took my gun and shot him. Yeah, I'm a badass.

After I shot some of the evil guys, we decided to leave the party and get something to eat (killing makes me hungry! Who knew!?). We got to a bakery and it was like they all knew me... almost as if I worked there.

Then, there were some kids running and playing in the rain, my girlfriend and I joined them, but she started just playing with them and I got mad cause she didn't want to play with me. I guess I should mention that I'm a very jealous (and one might even say... needy ) guy...

Hmmm... I think I woke up after that. Then I had another dream, but I can only remember one thing. I was checking a site I post everyday, not unlike DreamViews, but it's about Buffy and there are about 40, 50 of us, so we're a small community. One of the guys was talking about having a lucid dream, he said he had dreamt about the colour purple and that he had been aware of it while he was dreaming. Another guy came up and said something like "You were either just dreaming about purple and now you remember it or you were just thinking about it and you're getting confused about it, thinking that you actually dreamt it. Own the purple!"... it was weird.

Anyway... two days in a row! I might be able to turn this dream journal into a habit!!!