lucidkara

I was a famous playboy bunny who had stolen millions from Hugh Heffner. Allen and I were planning on fleeing to Mexico before they caught us. We were in my bedroomwhen we had suddenly realized that they were on to us and that we needed to get out right away. Allen was only wearing his boxer and I was in a bra and underwear but we had to leave before changing. I peeked out into the hall and gave Allen the signal that the coast was clear. There is a long series here of us running down different hallways and being chased by the house staff and police officers. After what felt to be about 20 minutes or so of running down halls we made it outside to the back yard. We quickly ran to the poolhouse. I knew that no one was really after Allen and that they only wanted me. I told him to leave by himself and meet me in Mexico. We kissed and he ran. I ran into the pool house where I was met by a lot of people from high school. We were all saying high to each o9ther and giving each other hugs. It was apparently some type of reunion that was being housed there. Everyone knew that I was on the run and suggested that I leave before the cops came into the pool house. I agreed and then gave everyone my goodbyes. I ran out of the pool house and b lined for the streets. I was in a back ally when the “good cop” caught me. He gave me his jacket since I was about naked and showed me a copy of the magazine that he had saved that I was in. I leaned against the side of his car and looked at the photo’s. I couldn’t believe how large my boobs were in the picture. I was horrified by how large I had made them surgically, they were each the size of a large bowling ball. I decided that when I got to Mexico, I would get them reduced. Then I saw the “bad cop” in the distance. I knew that if he got a hold of me I would go directly to jail and have no chance to escape. Just then a bomb explosion went off in the distance. I knew this was my chance to run. All the police officers ran to investigate the explosion except for the bad cop. He was after me. Then the dream continued with me running down different ally ways and trying to hid from the bad cop before I woke up.

I was in an elementary school with Dina. Someone was after her and I was trying to protect her. I kept grabbing her by her arm and dragging her to different classrooms to hide. I was annoyed with how bad she was handling the situation and that I had to do EVERYTHING for her to save her. It was like she was a vegetable or something. At one point I barricade us into a classroom and the killer points his gun through holes in the wood panels and starts shooting. Eventually he runs out of ammo and we are safe. I cant remember what happens here but I get us out of the school somehow and then the dream cuts off

I was 3 months pregnant with Leo’s baby. Leo and I didn’t do anything sexually, it just really weirdly happened. I remember having a sick strange feeling the entire time about the whole situation but I never questioned if it was even physically possible. I decided to have a late abortion (not even sure if that’s possible at 3 months) to take care of the situation. Allen was super mad at me but we were still together. I told Leo thati wouldget the abortion and he was relieved. I then became really grossed out again. Allen and I had to take some sort of voyage somewhere. We stopped at a gas station to get snacks. Next thing we are on a boat. Allen and I were sitting by the railing of the ship. I had a weird feeling that Allen might throw my into the ocean so I held onto the railing really tightly. I can remember looking down at the waves and getting really nervous. Allen kept overting his eyes away from mine.
*memory laps*
Abortion had happened. Allen became a yoga instructor and was going to start teaching classes. I was in the class and noticed that it was all filled with young girls (like age 16, maybe 14 young). Allen told me that I couldn’t be in the class. We got into a fight and he explained that it was going to be pay back for getting knocked up. I started screaming at him explaining that I never did anything to get pregnant and that it was a freak accident so that he couldn’t be mad at me. He told me he intended on fooling around with the girls in his class. I called him a perv and that he was a disgusting dirty old man. I then stormed off and felt incredibly grossed out by Allen, the girls, and once again the freak pregnancy. It was incredibly up[setting to me.

My family went on a family vacation to Montana for some random reason. My grandpa Harlan and I were getting ready to go get some food . I was really excited because I LOVED the restaurant that we were going to. On the way there I saw some super fat white girl trying to play a ball game with a bunch of skinny white dudes. Her stomach kept showing as she bounced around. My grandpa made some joke about how she was a cheap prostitute or something and I thought it was really funny. I started to laugh a lot. As we pulled around the corner I noticed that she had a ton of make up on and it looked really trashy. I started to laugh again.

I had bought tickets for me, allen, leo, and dina to go to identity festival which was taking place in south america for some reason. Tiesto was going to be one of the headliners and I was super excited to see him (funny since im actually going to see him in a couple weeks). The 4 of us were going to road trip to the concert in my car. Dina and I had gotten into a fight about something really random. I didnt think that it was a very big deal but she apparently did. She said that he refused to road trip with me. Leo then, being her bf, decided to go along with her and he said he wouldn't go with me either. Allen wanted to go with leo so he decided that the 3 of them would road trip in my car without me. They all hopped in the car and left me behind. For some reason we lived in my parents old maple valley house and covered myself in a white goose feather blankets. At first I was really upset and pouting and crying. Next thing I know iwas am at my gmas loud old house. She kept tempting me with her chocolate cake. Repeatedly I kept looking back at the cake and telling myself that I would grab a bite of it later. My cousins celia and Traia were there. I was venting about them leaving me and taking my car. They suggested that I make allen fly me down there and drive me back. I called allen to tell him. He told me that he wouldn't be able to drive ne back because they had picked up a hitch hiker Crystal and they promised to drive her back. I was absolutely livid! I kept pacing around my gmas house in anger

Was on a snowy trail with allen. Allen was acting really awkward and kept looking at a house in the distance. I asked him if he knew who lived there. He told me that his ex girlfriends parents lived there. I laughed at him because he was acting like it was such a big deal. To mess with him I ran up to the house and rang the bell. Allen grabbed my arm and pulled me away. He didn't want them to see him. His ex answered the door but didn't see us. We ran off.

Dream fragments:
Skrillex was there
I was in a good mood but a little anxious because someone with me wasn't
The colors yellow, black, and red.

Was at an outdoor bbq style party with a lot of random DC's and lots of allens family. The party took place on a wide river that had trees popping out in the center of the river. It was really sunny out and everyone was dressed really nicely. I had on a yellow and white summer dress. A group of us kept trying to float a boat over to the trees in the middle of the river. We struggled a lot with rowing the boat but we were having a good time. I don't remember what I said exactly, but I made some funny snide comment and one of the DC's got really man at me. He kept glaring at me and shaking his head. I for some reason found it really annoying and I left him in the tree and rowed the boat back. For some reason I found this super funny. While at the part, allens cousin g was there. He was sitting with his knees crossed and his eyes opened wide like he did when he was on shroomz. He kept looking at different people and telling them about how much he loved them. Stephia was next to him and giggling. I sat down at the table and g told me he loved me too. I laughed and said love ya too g and patted him on his back. He just sat there with a huge goofy grin on his face but we were didn't say a word. It was super funny and I started cracking up. I walked away from him and just kind of walked around the party observing people. Everyone was enjoying their beer and making hot dogs. I decided to check myself out in the bathroom. I walked in and it had light blue stalls in it. Izra was in a shower stall, vigorously washing himself. I could see his face over the stall and he looked super serious. I asked him what he was doing. He responded by saying "im cleaning myself for the ladies". This cracked me up to and once again I started to laugh. Izra however wasn't laughing. I really QuickTime rinsed my hands and walked outside. I found allen and told him that his whole family was so strange and hilarious. He agreed. I told him about g and Izra and he laughed. Then we walked around with his arm around me, looking at the pretty house, green grass, and river

FRAGMENTS:
I was Nancy Botwin (sp?) from the show Weeds. I know that the dream was super long but I cant remember much of it. I was driving around a lot in her car running errands. The rest of the cast was there. I was anxious for some reason.

I normally wouldn't post a dream as little as this but I really want to get back into the habit of posting my dreams every single day so I figured I would post this anyways. Smoking (which I never do) and lack of sleep with some other stuff definitely contributed to this lack of dream recall. Oh well. :/

Alicia was having a girls night out for her birthday. All the girls from her actual bday party and some from high school were all there. Everyone was dressed up in sexy cocktail dresses and high heels. For some reason we were all supposed to meet up in a mall. I remember walking through the well lit mall, looking for the store that I would find all of them in. I finally reach the store and they all are making a lot of noise. I run up and make a big hello, giving everyone hugs and talking in a really loud, fakish, excited voice. Then I could sense some trouble coming. U-Turn from the show “Weeds” walked in with a few of his gangster friends. I knew that he was up to no good and that he was going to rob all of us. I jumped for one of those circular racks of clothes and hid in the middle. I shouted for all my friends to hid, but they just kept on being loud and obnoxious. U-Turn walks in and sees my friends. He says something I cant make out to one of his gang banger friends but they don’t appear to being doing anything. I then suddenly realize that my hiding spot isn’t as good as I anticipated and that I was completely exposed to U-Turn. He walks up to me and squats down to eye level with me. He has a glock in his right hand. He then calls out to one of his friends and says “Ahhh look here now, this one is scared of me.” They all laugh. He then explains to me that he isn’t going to hurt me and that I need to come out from the middle of the rack. I do as he says and I felt foolish for trying to hide from him. After I crawl out he explains that my fear of him hurt his feelings and that to make it up to him I had to be in his gang. I reluctantly agree. We leave the store and walk through the mall together. We enter a room full of wooden crates and metal platforms. U-Turns gang starts to go through the crates like an obstacle cores. I crawl up to the top of the crates with U-Turn and we have a long talk about being a thug in the gang bang business. I fell extremely nerdy and out of my league during the conversation. Then U-Turn pulls out a whole bunch of cocaine and tells me to eat it. I ask him why and he says “Bitch, just do it!!” I say okay but I don’t think eating it will do anything since you’re supposed to snort it. I eat what seems like fistfuls of it (it taste like shit and I felt no actual drug like effects from it) and then U-Turn yells at me and tells me to start my training. I have to then go through the wooden crate obstacle cores like everyone else in the gang. I remember feeling incredibly ridiculous going through an obstacle cores, having cocaine all over my face, and having U-Turn shout at me the whole time.

Dream Fragment: Contribute to not enough hours of sleep.
Was moving out of a house with Allen. Apparently we needed to get everything out THAT NIGHT. I had finished most all of it but my closet was still full of clothes and some miscellaneous boxes. Once again I seem to be having a dream about moving and having a ghost in the closet. I was generally in a good mood and was very energetic. However, I was frightened of seeing that ghost that lived in closet and I was working as fast as I could to get everything our before it got dark out. My grandma Lou was there too, which provided me some comfort. I remember throwing things into the back of my car and getting upset at how messy it was making my car
*memory laps*
Me and allen are driving in my car late at night. We see a group of “gangsters” on a street corner. Loud rap music is bumping and it looks as if a fight between rival gangs is about to break out. Allen and I roll up our windows and turn on our dance music. We both laugh at ourselves

Was in a giant building with jazz clubs inside. The walls were covered in red fabric drapes hanging on rod iron polls. Much of the becoming of this dream has been forgotten. I do remember that I was somewhat being fallowed by someone. I kept going from jazz club to jazz club, listening to music, switching seats, and looking back over my shoulder constantly to check to see if someone was getting closer. Finally I reach a coat closet and I hide I am aware that the stalker is getting closer. The light throughout this much of the dream had been very dim but I could still see out of the crack of the doorway. I stood there watching as women dressed like flappers walked by. The man fallowing me stood there for a bit but then he too walked passed me. When I felt the coast was clear I left the bathroom. I was stunned to see the man waiting for me in a large hallway. Someone shouted for me to run. I did here but it seemed very slow motion. I think a bullet flew past me. I open a door of a kindergarten classroom and lock the door behind me. I tell the children to hide in a lockdown style. I wait for a minute and then I realize that the man is suddenly chopping the door down with an axe. I SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT I AM DREAMING but I am not sure how to stop the man. I start telling myself loudly that this all a dream and I can make him stop but he wasn't stopping. I think I got extremely anxious here because everything goes black here. I am in a new dream now. I can remember the one from the before but I am not lucid yet. I was going back to highschool and apparently allen was gonna go with me. I walked into class and saw Blaise and robin. I sat b Blaise and talked for a long while. Then the teacher passed out yearbooks to all of us. I realize that allen had left the classroom several minutes ago and that I didn't feel like signing year books, so I would leave and try to find him. I walk out and find him immediately waiting for me. We decide to get inhis car. We realize that a car is fallowing us. I make allen turn right 4 times and the man fallowing us does the same. We suddenly are nolonger in my a car but now running from the man. I recognize the man as being the one from the previous dream. I then suddenly realize its a dream and that I can just fly away. I didn't need to hop 3 times to catch air this time. I basically busted into the air like a fighter jet. This was by far the fastest I've flowen in a dream. I headed to the top of a massive hill with trees. I was doing loops and moving from side to side with perfect control. I did this for what felt like a long time before I landed at the top. Allen had been slowly trailing me and asked me how I could do that so well in my dreams. I explained that some people are better at some things then others. Other lucid flyers were making their way to the top of this hill in the clearing. I stood there taking in the view before I woke up.

I was living in a house with a couple that was fighting. They had two young boy children. I was rearranging the children rooms in a way that makes me think of the sims. After that I went into the bathroom and arranged my toiletries in drawers designated for me. The walls were of tacky pink tiles and the sink was a matching pink. There was warm sunlight coming in through the bathroom mirror. I walked into the pale yellow kitchen ans noticed my tooth felt loose. I tugged on it with my finger and it slipped out. I shoved it back in and shouted that I needed to see a doctor. I suddenly became aware of how bizzar the whole situation was and I became lucid. I confirmed my suspicion with a nose check. I then utilized my time by exploring the house and my lucidity. I don't remember much of what happens here because my dream after this was so long. I somehow loose my lucidity and next thing I know im in bed with allen. I am on top of him and were wrestling in a playful manor. I am remembering the dream I just had and I have a sneaky suspicion that I am dreaming still. I push my tongue against my tooth and its a little loose. I then see credits rolling on the tv and I see that I can't read them at all, they are in some alien style of writing. I begin to laugh with joy. I bend over and kiss allen on the chest. I think to myself that I don't want to have sex but enjoy the dream buy first id give allen a little smooch. Dream character allen decides to be a dick and tell me that he doesn't want to have sex because it is a waste of being in the astral plane. Then he suggested that I have sex with someone else if I choose to. I tell him to fucking off in a slightly annoyed buy playful way and I roll off of him. I walk back through the kitchen. Some DC's are there but I ignore them and walk outside. I start walking down a paved road with trees with long vines on either side. I begin to swing from the vines like I did when my Gma had trees like this when I was a little girl. It was extremely fun, like something Tarzan would have done. When the trees stopped I was at the edge of a town. Many people had gathered for some type of african music festival. I walked towards the music and saw a very rasta like man playing some african drums. I started to dance to the music and laugh. The man stopped banging the drums for a minute to switch drums but the music sounds continued. I took note on how I was infact the one creating all the music and for some reason I thought that was super cool. I walked over to a vendor selling elephant ears. I was handed one. It was super sugary and tasty. I kept dancing/ walking my way out of the city. The warm day light started to dim and I could see the stars. I was now walking down hill. A commercial plane flew really close past me and I literally shouted out "wow, cool!!!". The plane was really shinny and impressive. I then noticed 3 boys in front if me. They were unlike all the other people I encountered in my dream. They were all really excitedly saying to eachother how they were all lucid. One of them suggested that they try to fly. I took particular note of the fact that none of them had seemed to notice that I was there, strange for most of the DC's in my dreams. I decided to fly too. Usually it takes me 3 jumps before im in the air. I did my 3 jumps but was intersected by a small helicopter flying kinda low. I laughed it off and did it again. This time I was hovering nicely. I continued down the road and came upon an old police station. No one else was around and I got an urge to investigate. I opened the doors. It looked like something out of the 30's. Wake up

This dream was incredibly long but unfortunately much of it has been forgotten. I was at a really creepy movie theater with allen. The place was packed with people and the screen was much larger then normal. The carpet was a deep red color. Allen and I got into our seats. A weird type of belt attached itself around me. Allens chair did the same. Then the chairs shifted to new locations. While they shifted my chair slowed past a man working there. He turned towards me and his face was extremely creepy, like lumpy and sort of greenish. I gasped in fear. When the chairs stopped, mine ended up behind allens. I leaned over allens smolder and told him about the guys face and said that we needed to get out of there. He agreed. We both tugged at the straps of out belts until we were released. Hand in hand we ran out of the movie theater.
*memory laps*
Allen and I end up in a field like place with tall grass and bright sun light. There is an rv there that serves people breakfast food. When I walk up closer to the rv I see that it is my friend Raechel who is serving people food. She must be intoxicated in some way and I like it. She keeps moving around in a flowing fashion, smiling with her eyes half open. I get her attention for long enough for her to sit at a picnic table with me. She explains that her sole goal in life is to be a pancake maker. We part ways. I can't remember much more here other then allen and I walking around the grassy area, looking at hippies.
*memory laps*
Allen, leo, dina, and I are looking for an apartment to live. We visit one that is on a top floor with private stairs to it. Their is a roof covering for the area and a view from that point. I get super excited and tell everyone that it is the one. I explained that it was going to be my mew reading area. They all just stood there as I threw down some pillows and blankets down on the concrete floor. I wrapped one white blanket around my body and plopped to the ground. The view was of trees and it was grey and misty out but yet beautiful. Leo told me that it would be to cold for me to read out there during winter. I showed him an outlet and suggested we get an outdoor heater then. It started to snow and the view was even more incredible. Then they all sat by me for a while and watched the snow.

UGHHHH… Damn this not being able to get much sleep thing!! Hate how recent changes in my life are really messing up my dream recall. Oh well, I get to sleep in tomorrow for the first time in FOREVER and I am sure I will have lots of REM rebound. All I have from last night is fragments
-Was at the gorge or a place like the gorge again (this keep popping up in my dreams more recently).
-I kept freaking out about getting my nails painted for some reason and I went to a nail salon.
-Allen was with me in the dream but I feel like we didn’t talk much.
- I was really excited about something
-Lots of people were walking around.
-Everyone was excited and being loud.. concert?
-It was starting to get dark out and the sunset was causing the sky to look bright pink and purple, is a swirly style.
-Someone was drinking beer.

Allen, Leo, and I lived in a very odd shaped (what I assume to be) apartment. The kitchen was shitty and small with chipped tile counters and off white cupboards. The entry/main room was circular shaped with wooden floors and a lit fireplace, giving the room a warm glow. For some reason Lis (my very least favorite yoga teacher EVER in waking life) came over. I was super annoyed to see her there. The 3 of us were showing her around the apartment. I kept standing with my arms crossed, groaning at every fake comment she gave. Then we walked into a really big separate living space. The room was fashioned in a way like Hogwarts from Harry Potter. Something splits in the air, like a portal. The portal shows us things visually like a movie screen (like the one in Donny Darko). I can’t remember all of the details here but we all sat there for a really long time as the story of who Voldemorts great grandchild was. It turned out that I was Voldemorts great granddaughter. Everyone looked at me in surprise but I didn’t really think that it was a big deal. We all walk out of the room and Lis just sort of disappears. Then I open the door of a room next to it. I giant viper snake, probably 50 ft long and as wide as a human, was waiting inside. The front part of his body and head was lifted off of the ground so that he was as tall as me. As soon as I saw him I jumped out of the room and slammed the door behind me. He has lunged for me but smacked against the door as I slammed it. Allen kept talking about how that snake was known as the 1,000 ft long snake. Obviously he was wrong but I didn’t correct him. I started to crack jokes to Allen about how we should throw Lis’s tiny butt in there with the snake. The two of us were laughing. I decided that since I was Voldemorts great granddaughter, it would be safe for me to enter the room. There was something in the room that I wanted to get out, but I cant remember what exactly it was now. I walk into the room and move slowly to the item, never taking my gaze off of the snake. The snake watches me but stays still. Then the snake made its way to the door and slowly exited the apartment. Allen and Leo were petrified in fear as it slinked past them. I was totally casual about the snake and I began to mock them for being “pussy’s”.
*Memory laps*
I am now in a huge building, much like a very unoccupied hospital with TONS of long narrow white hallways and rooms with hospital beds. I believe it was located in Missoula Montana for some reason. Hoaggieville may have somehow been involved here. I was walking down a bunch of hallways and laughing in a DC friend. She is a lot like a mix of my waking life friend Alicia and this blonde girl I met once, Kelly. We were running around like little kids, trying to hide from doctors. Finally we get caught by a nurse and I tell her I want to get a check up. She brings me to a bed and I lay down. My DC friend giggles and fly’s off (really Kara… didn’t realize that I am dreaming…?). I sit there excitedly playing with my thumbs, waiting for the doctor. I turn to the nurse and ask her how much its going to cost. She explains that it will cost me $1,400 just for sitting in the bed and I immediately jump out of the bed and say never mind to her. I explain to her that I feel fine now and I leave.

I was in a giant camp ground. The landscape reminded me of the Gorge Amphitheater. I was there with Dina and Michael and we set up a big tent for the three of us. I remember Michael was making a huge deal about where the tent would go in relation to where the car was parked and how much privacy our camp area had. I really didn’t give a shit so I let Michael be in charge of it. After we set up our red tent, we started to explore the area. It was an extremely sunny and warm day. I could feel the sun on my skin. I was in jean shorts and a red tank top. I had a strip of acid that had gotten some water on it. The strip contained 6 hits. I ate the whole strip because for some reason I believed the water on the strip was diluting it. Michael then gave me an ecstasy pill and I took that as well. There was a carnival adjacent to our camping area. In the carnival was a “spooky” Halloween themed ride. I wanted to go onto the ride but I wasn’t sure about how I would feel being on acid and ecstasy and going down the steep roller coaster portion of it. Instead I walked around the end of the ride which was an enclosed haunted house thing. It was extremely well decorated and I enjoyed looking at the ghost and skeletons. When I walked back outside of the haunted house, the cast from “Always Sunny in Philadelphia” were there. Charlie (from the show) was bragging about how he “banged me” (something Charlie would say on the show) 3 times to Denise. I’m not attracted to Charlie at all and I had no recollection of this “banging” taking place but I didn’t care because the drugs were starting to kick in. I felt extremely happy, at ease, and super giggly. Charlie continued to brag to Denise and Denise looked really upset. For some reason I felt bad for Denise and I walked up to him to cheer him up. He was gazing aimlessly out onto a pond in a really cheesy fashion and this made me laugh a lot. It was becoming twilight out and I remember looking out over the scenery and thinking it looked really beautiful and magical in a way. I stood for a while looking at the sun set over the cliffs. Something weird happens here and I disappear from the dream. Now I am seeing things from Denis’s point of view. As Denis I look over and see Sarah Palin running towards me. I turn the other way and see a house where a party in going on. I run into the house through the back sliding glass doors. A lot of attractive people in there 20’s are there drinking and dancing to the music. I lock the door right as Sarah begins to pull on it. I then remember the front door is unlocked and I run there and lock that door as well. I get there just before Sarah does again. Then I rush to the top floor (of this 3 story house) where I find Mac. I warn him that Sarah is coming and that we need to hide. (I am really not sure why I was so scared of Sarah Palin in this dream or why I felt the need to hide from her.. lol) I see a small shelf that is obviously wayyyyyyy to small for me to fit in and yet I crawl into it. (Should have realized I was dreaming here.. Big time!) I pull a blue and white afghan blanket over my body to conceal myself. Almost immediately after I hide myself, Sarah walks into the room. She pulls the blanket off of me and pulls me out of the self. Sarah has cut her hair in the style of Xena the warrior princess and is wearing the exact same outfit from the show. I (Denis) begin to scream “Lucy Lawless” over and over again at her. She snarls at me and grunts like a pig. I manage to wiggle my way free from her and run out of the room. I hop down an entire flight of stairs but she is still faster then me. She grabs me by my collar and pulls me towards her face again. I (Denis) scream out like a little girl and begin to repeat “Lucy Lawless” over and over again. Wake up… WTF??

Allen, Leo, & I all lived together in this really odd large house, out in the middle of some gold field. The rooms in it were very misshapen and old. The doors weren’t rectangular but rather strange because each opposing side weren’t parallel. The doors were all to short and they lead to rooms that were really large and more pentagon shaped then square. The wall colors varied between pale yellows and pale blues. The kitchen had ugly chipped, yet clean, white tiles. We were going to move out of the house and all of our stuff was already in boxes. Apparently much of the moving had already occurred but we still needed to get the stuff out of the bedrooms. It was a warm sunny day and I was wearing jean shorts. I remember walking around the house and bringing boxes to a truck outside. This would have been a great dream to become lucid in considering how bright it was and how in the dream I was doing things I would do in a lucid like touch the counter tops.
*Memory laps* -Something to do with seeing a big spider and having Allen kill the spider.
Then I got a creepy familiar feeling. I am in what was Allen and my bedroom staring at the closet. I was alone in the room. The inside of the closet was dark and was really deep. I had a feeling like there was some sort of ghost like entity within the closet. (I think I have had this strange same feeling when I lived in a house as a little girl and I had horrible dreams and feelings that a ghost lived in my closet there. I was later to find out that a lady had died in that house and EVERYONE who lived there since had had that same feeling.) It was a strange paralyzing sensation, I knew I was scared and yet I kept standing there. (I realize now that the light coming in through the windows reminds me of how light use to come in through my bedroom window in that house). Soon Allen and Leo are both standing behind me looking into the closet. I feel slightly better with them at my sides but still quite scared. The three of us don’t say a word to each other, as if they know exactly what I am feeling and there was no need for us to explain it to eachother. Wake up.

I was back in Israel for some reason. Allen wasn’t with me but Dina and her sister (Ida?) were there. Ida and I had been fighting excessively the whole time, I am not sure why but we despised each other. At one point we even got into a semi physical altercation. She had aggressively bumped into my and then I knocked her down to the ground. We are in cocktail dresses and were in some restaurant/ outside bar thing. I drove off in my car to cool down. It is night out and I pull into this empty parking lot. My bright’s were on and they were shinning on what appeared to be a gigantic man in a one piece striped spandex suit. The suit literally covered his entire body including his face and toes. He must have been like 5 stories tall. He was in-between two buildings doing strange circus like poses. I sat in astonishment in my car. Finally when he was done, he slowly walked away into some woods. I looked around to see if anyone else saw what I did but no one was around. I drove back to the bar as quickly as I could. I went into the bathroom and saw Ida there. I fallowed her into a stall and asked her for a truce. I said I would take whatever blame she wanted to give to me because I was sick of all the negative energy that was being transferred my way. She hesitantly agreed and then we walked to the outside bar. Dina was sitting there, surrounded by guys having shots. She was laughing and having a really good time so I sat down next to her. I tried to tell the intoxicated guys about the giant man I saw. They were all laughing at me and calling me a dumb blonde. I really didn’t mind because they were drunk and I shrugged it off. Dina’s ex Daniel walked up in some cheesy white suit and told me that he believed me. I got really creeped out by him and told Dina that it was time to go. She was super drunk now. She saw Daniel and began slurring rude comments to him. I was laughing really hard. I had to drag Dina by her arms to my car and she continued to shit talk to Daniel the whole time

I was in school, wearing footy pajamas. I never once thought twice about my attire. We were all supposed to take notes from a teacher, I decided to take my notes on her over head board and not at my desk. She started to get really pissed at me so I left. When I walked out of the classroom I had walked into a gas station/grocery store. Allen was there helping me pick out food. Apparently I was going to live alone now and he was going to buy my groceries. I was really upset when they didn’t have my favorite special kind of peanut butter. Everything Allen picked out for me was healthy food and although I liked all those foods I had a really bad sweet tooth. I snuck in some “honey buns” when Allen wasn’t looking. I felt like a little kid in a way, and Allen would be the parent because of the way that he was acting and my mischievous ploys to get him to buy me junk food.

I fell like this dream kept repeating itself throughout the night, strange for me since repeat dreams aren’t common for me, in fact, I am not sure that I have ever in my life have had a repeat dream, just repeat dream scenes with different dreams happening in them. In waking life I put up a new abstract painting in my bathroom. In the repeat dream I would be laying in bed and I would get up and go to the bathroom. Every time the painting would have fallen and would be on the ground. The painting in the dreams was different from the one in waking life. The one in the dream was of a dark brown swirly tree with little red flowers on its branches and a Van Gogh yellow background. It was really pretty, better then the actual abstract one the I have hanging in my bathroom now.