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So, past 2 days have been thinking on the ADA, all day awareness.

First dream
Started with me n my bf just chilling in our room, n.... he started fapping me XD with the door wide open as usual. I told him to stop because i got paranoid his parents might walk back.... n just after I told him to stop, his dad calls him, n steps infront of the door. I guess he got some huge dog or something... XD I just remember (well among a few other things I won't mention XD).... the dog was standing up like the whole time.

This dream went to one of this city or something.... one from aprevious dream. This kind of town on the ocean with waterways inbetween houses/buildings. I remember once I got to the start of the area (area i remember from before) I started floating n started flying around the town. I came upon this black guy (dun rarely see people, let alone of other races :/ ) , n started asking him about these crazy murlock lookin things. He told me how they fought one another n stuff. I can remember looking down n seeing a large fish floating in the water, dead. After he was done talking I took to my floating again for a moment until, I stopped at one end of the city, there was this big tower with a monorail going across the sea. As I got in, my mind reminded me of this hate article on the dangers of rollar coasters... cause when I went to sit in the thing... there was this huge woman sitting in the back.... which made me wonder if I was gonna get crushed when the ride slowed n what not XD.

That ende dup not being the case, on top it was train like, riding on a rail, with a platform undereath the rail, so it felt somewhat safe despite the height. All I can remember is it picked up speed, and was just heading in a downward slope faster and faster.....

Then I was at some recreational center, with polls n stuff, I remember that I was there trying to get my medical card. When the elderly woman was done doing some shit with me I cannot recall, some kind of evaluation, she told me the charge for that day (200$ O.o wtf? for an evaluation n day at the center?) I asked for the year n she said 7000$.... I pretty much said that wasn't gonna be possible to which I looked off to the side disappointed, she then pretty much said i wasn't going to be able to get my card. Need-less to say, I got upset, I was to pay 200$ for the day and wasn't gonna get my card.... I pretty much blew up on her in tears, pretty much explained my week n then said "ya know... fuck you, you don't give a fuck, you just want my money yadda yadda yadda" n went outside... I eventually thought fuck it.... n went inside n sat down just being my sad tear-stained face self ya know.... hoping she'd come to me n tell me that she was sorry and would take care of me.

This dream faded like my dreams generally do. I was with my cousin at my grandma's house and I guess some place we'd burgled in some dream i'm trying to recall, the people were on to us from. I just remember a few moments of being outside in the snow with him talking about it (he strangely had shoulder-length hair), we were back inside n I was dreading about it n such. At one point I was back where we were talking outside.

It wasn't a snowy field anymore, now it was hill, to which I started riding down.... not on a snowboard, but in a snowboard like fasion, i remember hoping up, n using one of they fly-suits like they have in SSX n landing at the bottom. At the bottom there was a bunch of people waiting, some having already finished, that dream became the next with me at a gamestop, same people in the same positions, just the environment having changed.... I looked at a few games.... like this one with marvel super heroes on it, with like Goku and Vegito in the backround smiling, like it was a mix up bash kind of game. After that.... I woke up n just had to get up.

Having finally had plenty of time to rest I was able to get some major dreaming in, and i'm rather impressed by the general intensity it kept and for how long.

Of all of it, I liked going back to that town, gonna try to think on it some more.... it was rather beautiful.

First one I could remember was rather early. I can only realy grasp a little of it, gets graphic near my end dreams

Where we were living, we had these 2 airplanes side by side, one facing north/south the other facing the other way. They were pretty much non-flyable, setup more as a hangout.

It was an early one like my first lucid, I seem to noticed i'm losing out on whats going on.... and make a concious decision "must remember this".

After that I have vague memories of just.... a lot of different guns. I can't remember if I was in either a war or undead situation, just remember inspecting the different weapons.

The last dream was the most real visually. Me and my bf came up on what I thought to be like a bus stop or somethin.

I just remember seeing some large bodied... i don't wanna say officer but i do wanna say security guard. I remember getting pegged with a rock in the head, not nicely, n i turn to see some young girl sitting in the driver seat of a truck, likely around 15/16 tops, I just turned back to the guard n said "should stop her now, only gets worse from there". In the mind i had in the dream, it was a rather deliberate intentionally painful kind of rock.

(warning: drug/sexual references)

Then all of a sudden I me and my bf were in a room with them , the girl n the truck in the guard, and some other older chick, seemed a bit closer to the guards age/size. Pretty much chillin like you would with your friends, in this trashed room (just stuff strewn all about). I remember holding this bong/somethin that had like.... 3 inch diameter bowl, just filled with nugs on it XD..... I kept remembering I was wondering who had a lighter. Then all of a sudden I notice the guy and the younger girl are smoking fking crack.... I say nothing, just thinking what I had said to the guard earlier in my dream. He goes to hand me some n I just say "nah, I'm good, only smoke the herb". He seemed, and I wondered if he was offended.

I'm stuck in that for a moment, before turning and seeing the larger woman pretty much going to town on my bf with her mouth, him seemingly trying to climb away, at which point I stood and just angrily said to him "alright, cmon, time to go".

As we turned the hallway..... I noticed We had our own room right on the other-side of theirs, all of our stuff inside it. To which I think I got some fear, like hell was about to break loose. I thought "i'll get the owner of the house", so I go to the final door, and I see some gaunt shaggy blonde haired dude mounting n stuffing (in the sexual sense) this other chick over hte side of his bed. Seeing this I immeadiately went to close the door and and thought "busy...."

I went back to what felt/seemed like my room, I told my bf to get the shotgun as I picked up a bb gun n looked around the corner back towards the first room.... after moment I noticed a bb flying towards me.... I remember it annoying me, but no pain of course. I pulled back into the room and just told my bf to hand me the shotgun. I had the thought to go back to the first room and start making some demands but, I woke up before I tried doing so and before it possibly got ugly.

Had a bit of a dry spell.

Since getting a kitten, keeping up with her feedings has put me in a sleep schedule that makes me dream a bit; been to the usual places.... had a rather sick space dream and one where I was focusing on flying rather well.

other than that nothing really specific

I will note that i did talk to someone, they were like "oh wow your able to fly" and i was like "yep watch" n flew away :3

I only had one real "situation/event" otherwise I was mostly exploring environments, specifically this snow covered mountain.

Only thing i remember though, was getting on my knees and boxing with a small duck, was pretty amusing all the slow motion and "quahhhhhhkkkk"

This is a scenario for dreams i've had before, where I'm back trying to do school n such, and of course I feel dread because i've got shit for grades and am about to just quit. However, in the mix of all this, some buff bastard with glasses decided to sneak up on my while I chillin in the class and..... try to choke me out.

To this I sighed... despite having a arm wrapped around my head. I could tell he was trying to pull at me.... So i just sat there "really? i'm here trying to do school, dreading over fucking grades and your trying to choke me out?" i started going throuh my bag, unable to find the paper stating my grades. In the end I just kinda of sat there until finally i stood up, walked a few feet with em on me, slipped down out under him n turned around. To be honest he looked like a more buff me, more european, with blonde hair and glasses. I was at that point fairly annoyed, and decided i was jsut gonna open up on him and box em down, but the dream faded as I lunged out at em.

Just another dream I recall from my last moments of sleep.

Apparently I was in some kind of hospital or something.... and like with leaches, they found this... centi/mili pede like creature.... that had these poking metalic retractble pincer/pokers in its mouth, apparently it was used to repair.... orifices XD.... I'd be a bit more creeped/bugged out (XD get it... bugged out ), if i hadn't been watching a trippy as episode of the X files, that was very similiar to "the thing" with a parasite trying to go between the hosts, pretending to be one of them as they all tripped.... trying to figure out who had the parasite. Yeah, in the show the parasite causes them to go crazy eventually, in my dream they were used to repair people from the inside.

I remember cats being in my dreams, possibly because it was here, where I live, wehre there are a bunch of free roam cats.

All i can remember is being at the vehicle, when some little girl comes looking for her rabbit/whatever, turns out it had hopped into the vehicle while iw as cleanin or something. For some reason the rabbit turns into 2 rats, and I decide im gonna get a cage for her to house them.... I can remember them nibbling on my fingers a little roughly occasionally.

I remember standin gi my room, when... a snake I vaguely remember having caught in the dreamer earlier.... just darts out from my behind/right n goes for my left foot, my right raising as my.... arm comes down and snags it right behind its head, stopping it mid bite as its mouth hang over, and its fangs stare right down at my foot only a inch or two lower... I remember like for a second trying to properly grab it, so it couldn't turn and bite me but damn.... crazy looking snake, a silver one that seemed to made out of grey pointed diamond shaped stones.... its face resembling that of a horned viper.... just grey

more mountains lately

all i can really recall

I recall a bit of the general blurs, but i particularly remember going to go fishing, and getting pulled over by a cop. I told em we were going fishing, but for some reason he didn't believe me.

It flashes to us 3 on a boat, him saying the same hsit, to which I say "just cast the pole", about 30 seconds in, something hits the bait and the cop just turns and says "oh... I guess you were going fishing" only other thing I remember, is him reeling in a large fish that was like.... bitten in half.

I tried doing wbtb this morning after a good 6 hours.... ended up waking up and not passing back out for once :/..... i actually ended up having a bunch of negative thoughts just flooding my head x.x had to get up

I did randomly remember something from prior

I guess I was having this dream where I was in a n arcade or something, and a machine broke, dropping change n bills everywhere..... there wera a few kids who noticed, so instead of taking all the bills myself, i just pointed out... "those are yours", i grab what was near me and headed out XD thinkin "hell yeah.... now ima get both those ps3 games i've been wanting" XD

Other than what I just recalled from seeing someone elses dj title....

Most I can remember was driving this large bus with peeps.... and i guess we were goign to some water park place, and.... to get there you drive down this...... road of water lol..... of which people, (just like the ones getting out at 2 am drunk last night when i went to get me some wendys) were being kinda rude..... one dude road his "water board" up the "road" right at me.... since he didn't seem to understand that i was in something much bigger object which was about to pwn em, luckily he darted out of the way at the last second.

Honestly im starting to wonder if the more intense dreams are the harder ones to remember simply because..... theres just so much happening/going on.....

Hmmm... where did these ones start x.x....

I don't think i can do any kind of order so...

One dream I was watching a sea-flying bird, it seemed to be looking for some fish to eat in these large crevices where the ocean met the cliffs. As me, and a group of people nearby watched, the bird seemed to have messed up, because it seemed to have gotten stuck when a wave banged up against the side wall, it floundered under the water. After a few moments, it got out of the water, flew up the side and stood on top of the rock seemingly gathering itself.

There was a battle on top of one of the high-rises, with guns n such. There seemed to be 3 buildings, of which they came from 2, I pretty much guared the top of mine..... was pretty much a slaughter of them. I remember at the end I was standing at the top I heard a voice of the maynd from the show i'd been watching, apparently she was taking some creatures and moving them somehwere they were allowed to be.

I recall running through rooms as a large.... oversized boar shaped creature.... that had head shapped like an aligator in terms of long jawed, snapping at me and a few people ahead of me as we ran from it. I recalled having gone through it..... so I stopped and decided to see what it would look like if it ate me..... it was very "dead space" ish if you know what I mean. I remember thinking how funny it was that it couldn't eat my ass fast enough.

I'm pretty sure I recall the parking structure again.... I'm starting to wonder if i should just use my locations as entry-ways... the structure has tons of cars..... yay i just remembered another bit of my dream

I recall stealing one of what seemed to be a pair of mean cars.... and randomly its owner caught up to me. I remember he asked me about it so I was like "let me show you how its not yours" i went to to the other side of the vehicle, and grabbed a spray can i had down there, and turn around to blast him in the eyes with it XD.... to which I remember talking to another dc about how.... i'd trapped him inside of the can as opposed to just spraying him with it lol.

Could only really pull back one bit where I'd gotten rather upset. I was in a old western style bar, that was lit up rather modernly.

I recall a character from a show I'd been watching. Some witch named marnie i think, she was kind of being a little bit of a baby like she was in the show, and a little bit pushy like she got when she finally got powered.....

I remember wondering, should I just telekinetic-ly start throwing all the furniture at this bitch or..... I then decided I'd just go juggernaught status. I stood, and pretty much walked my way through the table in front of me, having it just topple over as i walked, the second I grabbed and chucked (imagine oldschool log type tables, nice n thick ^_-) over to the side. She stood staring at me with that queen bitch look, I just reached out and lifted her by her throat, my body melting away to another as the room did the same, my words speaking of how frail she truly was. I chastened how she was foolish to forget the lessons of the fish, of how there is a good chance..... theres a bigger fish than you out there. I told her I found her blatant willingness to display/use her powers to harm others offending and disgusting, that someone doing so may as well as be painting a target on their heads, at least for those like me. Those who crave to feast on the feasters of others.

By the end, me and the room was mostly darkness with bits of electric like lights mixed with visual distortions that seemed like vibrations here an there, my form only noticeable next to hers as I held her up. Pretty much was the most vivid and end to my dreaming for the night, woke up as everything went dark.

been keeping busy

Last night had me driving around, going up buildings, fighting rock people. lol

Couldn't remember much. Just a few seens, I think I was trying to find someone other htan that idk.

I tried something a little different when I wokeup, tried using a one of the supplements before i passed back out, as opposed to when I go to sleep in the first place. It was a Big difference.

It must of just been the right night, because I can recall the dream prior to even poppin the b12.

It was war themed, I was geared, and i was engaging enemies..... Was rather realistic.

I remember several times having to take cover and then returning fire.

After I awoke, I went to the bathroom, took my b12 and went back to sleep.

It seemed like certain parts of my dreams were narrative, without visuals, to which i'd have visuals after/prior.

I recall this city/town upon a hill, overlooking the bay/sea/whatever. There were large homes built upwards upon eachother, several people swimming off the side of a concrete bit. It was rather nice since it was bright and warm. I was walking with some woman, talking to her about how I needed to leave or something.

Anywho, I keep walking and she is no longer with me. I get to this area and see this boy dressed for swimming. Im not sure but seems like he was sneaking off to go swim in some aquatic animal exhibit or something. There were a few other details. Nothing important though.

After that I recall arguing with my stepfather. nothing important to note.

The city was so vivid ^_^