Lucid: Blue Approaching Lucidity: Gold Non-Lucid: Black *Color Coding hasn't worked in my DJ since mid June 2023, so LDs are simply marked with: (LD) from that point on.
I find myself on a couch and get the feeling I may be in a dream. I will myself to move over to the edge and begin sliding. I say “I’m lucid” several time and find myself standing up easily. I’m in what appears to be a hotel room at night. There’s a long dreser to the left and a very large bed to the right with ruffled covers which are pulled back slightly and large ruffled pillows as well. I take a few steps, considering finding a DC, but decide not to get distracted and instead focus on dream goals. I consider finding my dream sanctuary. I look up attempting to raise my awareness and say “focus” several times. I think to a Trevor Hall song, but decide to ignore it as it brings up a silly frame of mind with the lyrics. I reflect on my dream sanctuary goal. I look up and notice a large amalgamation of blankets which looks almost like a throne. There’s a conical top that appears almost like a canopy portion. The dream soon fades.
I'm on the couch where I slept. I'm on my belly and I'm wondering if it's real life or a dream, in a half-coherent sort of manner. I continue to slide forward off the pillow and over the back edge of the couch. I figure I'll test if I'll go forward more, and if I do, I must be dreaming. I reach halfway, then two-thirds, and I become lucid. I'm start going diagonally down, then stand up. I find myself in Serrano, next to the cabinet against the wall. I walk over toward the kitchen area and consider some dream goals. I decide to search for my guardian angel. I look in front of me with some expectation, imagining with some visualization what it would look like. Nothing happens. I head toward the fridge and decide to get some chocolate! I find some dark chocolate in the usual spot in the drawer. I once again try to imagine finding my guardian angel to speak to, yet nothing materializes. I figure if I head to the front and possibly outside, the dream will reveal it. I begin heading in that direction, but the dream soon fades.
I'm in a car with family and something feels off. I climb into the back seat, and they're stating emphatically for me to stay put. I glimpse at my hand and catch four...possibly five fingers... but don't really scrutinize as I get the sense something isn't right. I'm dreaming! With the realization I ignore the DCs and step out of the car. I take in the scene - we're situated on a rocky landscape with gray rocks surfacing the area we're on. I see a structure out in the distance on what appears to be a cliffside. The dream soon fades and I wake.
I'm in the central area of serrano and hearing the running of what sounds like a motor (probably a chiller in real life). Out of the corner of my eye I imagine a glass container - almost like a fish tank of sorts - on a table in the corner. When I turn, it's in fact a printer as well as a sewing machine, which resembles my mom's sewing machine in NJ, on the table in the corner. I keep my gaze on this table and scrutinize the two machines. It doesn't make sense that the sewing machine would be in the corner. I feel like a hear my cold plunge, and this should be my cold plunge...right?. This doesn't make sense. I begin to pull my hand in front of me, but without even needing to really observe it, I realize: oh - It's a dream! I become lucid and take in the scenery of this central area of my home in the dream. The dream isn't fully clear and stable, and at this moment I'm truly wanting a clear and stable dream. I really push my awareness hard, tapping into a state as though I was pushing my awareness hard in a session of zazen. I continue to ramp up my awareness with focus, and say "aware". The dream buildings in vividness and stability. I get the feeling that there's somehting messy on my hand. I realize I don't need to wash my hand since it's a dream, but it kind of annoys me (like it would in waking life!) and figure hey, why not wash it off quick. I head to the sink which looks strikingly similar to how it would look in real life. Even the layout of the kitchen is almost identical. I wash my hands and then dry them with the cloth on the drainboard - almost identical to real life. I then think to work on some dream goals! First, I want to ask the dream what my spiritual path is. I ask, yet no answer once again. I then decide to try to head to my dream sanctuary. I spontaneously get the idea to pull out my laptop and go on google chrome and see what happens if I search it. But first, I see the fridge a think about grabbing a piece of dark chocolate while I work on this. I expect to find some in the area where I keep it in waking life, and sure enough, I find the same exact double-sealed plastic bag of ChocZero that I had there a couple days prior. I don't feel like meticulously unzipping the bag, so I try to just rip it open and poor the chips into my hands while loading the computer - no luck. I start typing "dream sanctuary" into the google search, yet the letters keep getting scrambled as I type. I try to produce the words accurately and keep needing to backspace and retype. I eventually come pretty close, and the computer loads the image of what appears to be woods. I turn to my right and notice a dark bunched up figure at the top of the stairs, almost like a bunched up blanket but I can't tell 100%. It sparks a bit of fear- in a nightmarish type of way- but I get intense with my approach to it. I stick out my hand with courage and intensity and do somewhat of a 'force pull' - however it doesn't work. I then do a 'force-crush' instinctively, yet it doesn't seem to have much of an effect. I return to glance at the screen and decide to head outside to try to find this area. I turn to my right and see the same figure and once again try both techniques in a 'force' type of way, yet no effect. I begin to hear voices of roughly two people in the house and they seem to be approaching the room. I want to avoid it, so I head to the front entrance, which opens in both directions just before the main door, and I head outside. The front of the house looks almost like a manor, which a red brick staircase leading downward. I fly down this area and the red brick continues onto the front walkway. I make my way into a wooded area as the sunlight streams through. I take in the beautiful sight of the tress and continue my flight forward. I soon see a tall fence with two guard just on the other side. I fly into the fence and scale up it. I then fly over and take in the view of a large field with a large brick building which appears to be a school behind it. A bunch of students are playing some sort of sport which seems like it may be soccer. I spot a teen picking on a much younger student, and suddenly get the impulse to protect the young student. I punch the older one if the face, then in the body, then proceed to throw him about one hundred hard and into the side of the building. I immediately get the thought/feeling that I shouldn't have done that. Although it's a dream, it's still going to have some kind of karmic trace (thinking back to a podcast I'd heard the day prior). I immediately fly to the DC dropping down from the wall, catch him, and do a sort of 'lay-on-hands' to fully heal him. I then guide him down to the ground. I begin flying away and the dream begins to fade. I then wake up.
I'm in an inside area which resembles the central area of Serrano. My awareness begins to raise on it's own and I begin to realize I'm in a dream and become lucid. I float toward the glass doors in front of me and float outside. There's an area outside with a lot of plants/foliage around and a body of water in the middle which a appears to be a pool with another section adjoined to it. I have the thought of raising awareness and consider asking the dream to ramp up clarity. I decide against this and resolve to simply use my own ability to increase awareness. I take in the scene and float around a bit. I make my way back inside after 30 seconds or so and take in the visuals of the inside area. There's what appears to be a kitchen with a larger island in the middle which is lighter in color. There is a another room connected in an open concept. The dream soon fades.
I'm in the front of the house in M street and get a sense that something is a bit off - that it's not quite waking reality. I begin to jump a few times and eventually lift off and become lucid. I fly toward the front of the house and head outside and take in the snowy scene. I fly up a bit higher and notice three younger males walking to the right, toward the neighbor's house. I turn around toward the house and head to the second story. I see a figure of my mom's face peer through a window. I avoid it and fly to the right of the house. I sense that my brother is inside the room in front of me, yet continue to fly around the corner. I make my way to the side of the house and descend. The ground then carves out to reveal the entire side of the house with the basement section revealed. I dip down into this area, yet ascend once again, raiding to the second story. I see a charicature version of my dream self in this area. I see the figure through the large window against revealing the bedroom which takes up the majority of the side wall. The 'dream me' appears to be sleeping yet with eyes mostly open. He/Me then points to an area behind me, then points again emphatically with eyes going wider. I ask if I should head in that direction and it appears to be affirmed by the figure's gesture. I turn and fly in that direction, assuming the dream goal of my dream sanctuary may be found in that direction. I notice that there is foliage, mostly just bushes which are all very light in color - almost white. I head fly in this direction and the dream begins to lose a bit of its stability. As the dream becomes whiter, it appears almost as though I'm flying through clouds. Figuring that the dream may fade, I imagine that I'm flying through clouds to the sanctuary and make close to swimming movements with my arms. Gradually I come back to waking reality.
I have a dream where I'm draving down a three lane highway and I'm about to crash. I have a false awakening on my couch and I'm super grateful that I'm alive and it was jus a dream. Then I realize I'm dreaming! With the realization I shoot out of my dream body in another body which is glowing with light. I am up about 7 feet in the air and a loud celestial song of sorts plays. I lower back to the floor, standing, and my dream eyes are closed. I feel that if I open them too rapidly, it'll stir me awake in real life. I take a few steps forward, then begin opening them slowly and see the blinds covering the windows. I then feel as though I am waking, and have a false awakening. The dream then transitions to a period of a dream in the same room.
I'm sitting on the couch facing the TV and wall unit and suddenly realize I should actually be sleeping and it doesn't make sense that I'm sitting upright. I look at my hands, notice I have 6 fingers, and realize that I'm dreaming. I try to get up and move but my body is immobile and I can't move. I take in the my surroundings and try again. As I try to relax, the dream fades, and I come back to waking.
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June 28, 2022 1. Car Toss (LD) I’m coming to the front of the main house in The Meadow and suddenly realize I’m dreaming. I don’t want the dream to fade, so I glide to the front of the house toward the road and see a car approaching. I’m in a playful mood, and realizing it’s a dream character I open the door, grab him, throw him out of the car and continue driving down the road. I feel a tinge of guilt realizing that the character is still an aspect of my unconscious, and I don’t feel like doing it again. I drive down the road a bit further, yet my lucidity drops. 2. Car Toss Part 2 (LD) I regain lucidity soon after driving down the road a bit, yet the piece fell from memory July 14th, 2022 1. One Eye Open (LD) My body feels locked up, and I don’t at first realize I began dreaming. I try standing up, and realize I’m dreaming. My left dream eye is closed, yet my right eye is open and I see that I’m in a kitchen area that’s constructed out of wood. I continue walking toward the window, which has blinds in front of it and the scene is quite vivid. I push my way through many layers of blinds andI jump out of the window and begin flying. The vividness of the dream increases and I begin flying toward a field. I’m amazed at how vivid the scene is. There are many people around the area, and I continue to fly around the scene. 2. Dream Spin (LD) I realize I’m dreaming while at urinal, and begin dream spinning, seeing if it will impact clarity. I continue exploring for several minutes, yet many parts fall from memory. July 15th, 2022 1. The Yellow Tower (LD) I’m in bed and realize I’m dreaming. I stand up and begin walking, yet the dream gets hazy for a moment, yet the vividness begins to increase. I reach a window and jump out. The brightness increases and I begin flying. There is a very tall yellow structure that rises into the air ahead. I fly to the top portion of the tower and gaze around the surroundings, deciding where I want to go next. 2. Three People (LD) I realize I’m dreaming while near three dream characters. I want to start engaging in a conversation with them. The dream begins to fade. August 24th, 2022 1. The Orange Suset Cove I’m staring at a large tree, and it suddenly dawns on me that I’m dreaming. I see a large black tree in the distance and begin flying to it, my lucidity rising even more. I feel that I want to keep the dream going for a while. I gaze into the distance at where the sun has just set. The deep orange hue envelopes the sky, casting a glow over a lagoon in the distance. The scene is beautiful. The are many Nordic type ships, which resemble pirate vessels docked within the lagoon, with engravings etched into the hulls. The ships are situated on each side of me as I fly into the lagoon. I then fly toward a building to my left, toward one of the upper terraces. I decide to start searching for a treasure chest which I feel will be on one of the upper tiers. My lucidity begins to drop and I enter a non-lucid. September 30th, 2022 1. Mirror Gaze (LD) I’m looking into a mirror and I suddenly realize I’m dreaming. The dream begins to fade 2. Hallway and Blackness I’m in a hallway and realize I’m dreaming. The dream goes into a black void for a moment, and I really want to hold onto it. I fly into a street area andI go in and out of lucidity near this area, and feel excitement as I enter back into a lucid state. October 11th I realize I’m dreaming as I approach a hill in the twilight. I see an very interesting, large gnarled tree in the center of the hill area. The scene has a beautiful, ethereal fantasy feel to it. I get inspired to ask the dream what would make me most happy in life. I continue to appreciate the scene, yet the dream doesn’t respond. My lucidity fades. October 16th, 2022 Money (LD) I’m in an area where people are handing out money. I suddenly realize I’m dreaming and that I don’t need the money. I turn around and see tables with cake, and think that I can simply eat whatever I want! There’s a dark brown cake I’m interested in, so I pick it up. It appears to be cinnamon-nut flavored, and it’s pretty good. I turn and have another one after. I begin to fly toward a window. *False Awakening Many Rooms (LD) I’m in a series of rooms and realize I’m dreaming. I begin making my way through all of the rooms which have beds in them. yet the scene continues to darken. I try to find my way down paths which I feel will contain a bit of light. The dream fades and I wake up. November 5th, 2022 Terrace Overlooking The Harbor (LD) I realize I’m dreaming and begin floating up along the edge of a massive building which overlooks a harbor. I raise toward the twentieth, thirtieth, then fortieth story. I’m overlooking a harbor with many ships in the bay and the scene is beautiful. I fly toward a nearby terrace and consider going inside the building. I decide to stay out on the terrace and notice some people lounging nearby. I continue to fly up and see another dream character in the distance. The dream fades. November 7th, 2022 Winter Drive (LD) I’m driving a car down a road in the winter time. I get the sense that I’m in a dream and I put my hand in front of me, seeing five fingers. I make a right and realize that I’m in a dream. I get out of the car in a parking lot and fly toward the nearest car, trying to figure out who’s inside. I look inside and see two people. The dream fades. *False Awakening Euphoria In The Meadow (LD) I get the sense that I’m partially asleep, so I relax my body, slide my dream body out of bed and stand up, lucid. I ramp up my awareness. I walk toward the banister of the second story of the main house in the Meadow. I continue heading downstairs and I head outside into the road in the night. My awareness raises to a high level and I continue down the road. A euphoria comes over me as I reflect on being within an altered reality. I start walking farther down, approaching a lady on the road who is heading toward me. I don’t speak to her, yet continue appreciating all of the lights and shapes all around me, in pristine vividness. I walk farther and see all of the homes on either side of the road lit up in the night time. I consider going inside one, yet decide not to. I begin flying around, yet notice that the dream feels as though it fades as I fly higher. I decide to land and continue to simply walk. I shout out to the dream, asking the main source of my happiness. The dream responds with a low rumble. I then ask the dream to help me to become more lucid in the future. I’m deciding on a house to enter, and it seems that the houses morph into enlarged versions of cupboards. I continue to the left, looking at each of the houses. I notice that in this area, the houses resemble a shop type of area. There are sections in the back with many workers, most of which are older females. I continue to explore area in the back section. The dream begins to fade and I wake up. Snowy Mountains (LDs) I realize I’m dreaming. I’m at the top of a mountain, staring out of a glass window, and see snow drifting toward me. I fly through the window and see the snow continuing to fall. A slope heads downward, and trees meandering down the slope. I imagine I’m riding a snowboard, and continue drifting down the slope. I feel a rush of excitement and continue to snowboard down the mountain, carving through paths in the trees. My awareness is quite high. I continue for a minute or so, and make my way into a mountain area. *This is the third part of a lucid trio, in which I lose and regain lucidity.. The first two of which faded from memory. November 13th, 2022 Following The Car (LD) I become aware I’m dreaming in the front yard of the main house in The Meadow. I take a low altitude flight and head toward the mailbox, yet overshoot and end up on the road. I ramp up my focus and the dream scene becomes very vivid. I see a car coming with two women inside, and the visuals become even sharper. I head down toward the corner of the street, following the car. They head toward the first house around the corner and I decide rather than fly higher and risk having the dream fade, I head inside the house. Once inside, the dream begins to fade. November 22nd, 2022 I’m standing in twilight and notice that something about my surroundings is strange. I suddenly realize I’m in a dream. I look around for something to do. I see a structure nearby and debate going inside. I head toward it, yet have a false awakening. December 9th, 2022 I’m standing in the moments before sunrise. It appears to be autumn in a northern location. I suddenly realize I’m dreaming, and state out loud, “I’m in a dream”. I gaze out at the scene in front of me, taking in the beautiful autumn scene with hues of orange and pink, appreciating the lucid feel. There are many trees around and quite a few pumpkins on the ground. I try to hold onto the dream a bit longer, but I wake up December 11th, 2022 Egyptian Goddess (LD) I’m aware that I’m in sleep paralysis and begin to relax. I slowly sink down into the bed and simply slide out. I fight to stand up for a moment, then suddenly stand. I see a dark figure, and think oh it’s just one of those things, the figure not even phasing me. I climb toward it and stand on top of the bed. There is quite a bit of resistance, as if I’m moving through goo. I eventually make my way to the door and wonder what will be beyond – I wonder if it will it be a replica of the apartment. Once in the main area, I see that it’s essentially the same as the apartment I’m in. I look out the window and notice that all the windows in the building across are lit up in beautiful warm colors in the nighttime scene. I notice that the top window colors are exceptionally colorful. I notice an Egyptian style design on the fourth floor and want to I fly toward it. I’m not making progress quick enough, so I think of other flying techniques. I imagine jetpacks on my back, and quickly blast forward, my progress being made in intervals of massive speed. I make my way into the main room of the fourth floor. I make my way to the back and turn to see a large Egyptian Goddess of some sort wearing gold adornments consisting of a mask and massive wings. She is sitting on a golden throne, and there appears to be an assistant to her left. I begin to approach and the Goddess begins to take her mask off and the dream begins to fade. I then have a false awakening. December 26th, 2022 Choco Bar (LD) I realize I’m dreaming and stick my hand in front of me saying “I’m lucid dreaming”. I walk up and take a close look at the dream character in front of me. The dream persists a bit longer. I have a large chocolate bar, yet the taste isn’t very strong. I try to intensify it, but it doesn’t change much. I walk around the scene a bit longer and the dream fades. *Bits of the middle section faded from memory. January 10th, 2022 Lucid Hand (LD) I realize I’m dreaming and decide to look at my hand, stabilizing the dream. I dream soon fades Exploring The House In The Meadow (LD) I’m lucid in the main house in the meadow and decide to simply explore rather than pursue goals. I make my way down the stairs slowly. I strive to remain present and enter the first floor area, into the kitchen. I then make my way into the living room where the Christmas was during the season. I feel that the dream is fading so I begin spinning and rubbing my hands. The dream begins to fade and I wake up. April 25th , 2022 Orange Sunrise In The Meadow (LD) I’m walking with dad down the driveway in The Meadow and my awareness begins to rise. I’m lucid and I’m mention to my dad that I’m dreaming while looking at my hand as I raise it out in front of me. There’s beautiful orange glow at sunrise as I walk down the driveway alongside my dad. The dream fades. November 15th, 2021 Floating In Autumn (LD) I relax my body, staying aware as a dream scene slowly starts to form. I find myself within my home, and float out through the front doors. I take in an autumn scene of the front yard and float up about twenty feet and continue floating down the street with my arms stretched out. Visually, the scene is amazing, with bright autumn colors displaying in full vividness through the leaves. I look left and right at all the intricately designed brick houses as I float down the street, remembering back to the street layout in past lucid dreams, and considering if I should enter one of the approaching houses. Each design is very different with some more mystical yet others more macabre. I decide not to enter yet, and drift further down the road. The road becomes a bit more dim and I notice a Buddhist theme front yard on my left, and more of an abandoned look to the houses on the right. I decide to enter one of the upcoming houses, and drift yet a bit farther, yet the dream quickly fades and I wake up.
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I relax my body, staying aware as a dream scene slowly starts to form. I find myself within my home, and float out through the front doors. I take in an autumn scene of the front yard and float up about twenty feet and continue floating down the street with my arms stretched out. Visually, the scene is amazing, with bright autumn colors displaying in full vividness through the leaves. I look left and right at all the intricately designed brick houses as I float down the street, remembering back to the street layout in past lucid dreams, and considering if I should enter one of the approaching houses. Each design is very different with some more mystical yet others more macabre. I decide not to enter yet, and drift further down the road. The road becomes a bit more dim and I notice a Buddhist theme front yard on my left, and more of an abandoned look to the houses on the right. I decide to enter one of the upcoming houses, and drift yet a bit farther, yet the dream quickly fades and I wake up.
Updated 06-06-2023 at 12:29 AM by 50425
I'm in a multi-level structure that appears to be a very upscale hotel suite. I suddenly realize I'm in a dream, begin flying and trying to determine what I want to do. I fly through the window and head outside. I turn back toward the building a re-enter through the wall into another of the rooms. I begin flying around this area, and then wonder if I can explore a bit more to find a DC to speak to. After exploring this floor and realizing it's vacant, I exit once again through the wall and fly to a higher level. Once in this area, I notice nobody is around and fly to the opposite side of a wall toward where there's a bed which looks like someone is sleeping underneath. I pull the sheets of to see if there's anyone there, but it's empty The dream begin to fade and I make an effort to stay aware and catch a false awakening.I begin waking, and soon realize I'm truly awake.
Updated 06-13-2023 at 01:24 PM by 50425
I am in a building with multiple levels and corridors and am attempting to reach a room in the corner of the top floor. I become aware that I'm dreaming, and understand that I can simply fly through all of the walls, toward the room. I begin flying through the walls, but the dream becomes blurry and I realize I'm risking losing it's stability and my lucidity. I stop for a moment and think back to a dream goal. I ask the dream: "what is a source of my happiness?". The face of a younger boy appears in the dream with a small smile and says "Dragons". The dream fades right after.
Updated 06-13-2023 at 01:23 PM by 50425
I head outside and see some workers. I look at my hands and realize I'm dreaming. I'm in the front of M Street, looking at the large tree in the front. I continue through the grass at nighttime, and appreciate the dim light over the scene. I head toward the tree and gaze at it's massive, texture trunk. I phase into the tree, and realize I'm standing inside it's core. I intuitively feel this is a teleportation area, so I imagine myself transitioning somewhere new, then phase back out through the bark of the tree. I begin feeling the outer bark of the tree, and appreciate the rich texture. The dream fades. I find myself in the front of M street at night walking toward a tree in the front with crimson leaves. I continue toward the street and gaze across at the mansion across the road. I decide to fly in this direction and explore the dreamscape. Bright lights are coming through the second story windows in yellow hues. I continue to head forward. I ask the dream casually to last for an hour, expecting it with calmness. I remain calm and keep ground into the dream. I enter the house and it transitions into a gym with many people on elipticals. I fly around a bit then exit through the back. I progress through a series of outdoor areas during mid-day. In each area, there is typically one mystical looking tree with a different theme. I am very interested in climbing each one and observing the protrusions from the trunk. I wonder if I can find any artifacts in the trees. In one area, the surface of the bark is covered in dragon heads with open mouths that serve has grips. The bark is a white dull color, and the tree has a mystic quality. I imagine what might be at the top and climb. Eventually I descend and head to the next area. I explore the outdoor setting and view another mystic tree. At the top of another tree is a powerful enemy who I decide not to fight. I descend to another outdoor space, and attempt to cast a massive fireball out of my hands. No visuals appear, so I continue to fly through the scene.
I'm in the back area of M Street looking at an amazing sunrise, filling the sky with pink hues. The back of a school bus is positioned in the clouds. I turn toward the house and walk up the back steps and begin jumping.I suddenly realize I'm dreaming as I progress to resist gravitaty, and float toward the windows. i remind myself that there's no laws, and I can just imagine/will myself to fly.I get up to the second story balcony and grab on. I enter and begin walking through the room, feeling everything intently. I walk to the front of the house and continue around the stairs and into the back area. I consider what I should do in the dream and decide against dream goals as I just want to have fun an explore. I turn to the right and head into the kitchen and search through the fridge. I grab some peas and eat some of the container, but it's very watery. There's several boxes of Chinese food, and I grab one white box, open it and look at the small green leaves insides. The dream begins to fade and I wake uip.
1. I'm exiting a dream and have a thought that If I were in a dream I'd realize I was dreaming. The understanding I'm in a dream hits me and I become lucid. There are no visuals and everything is a dark blur. Visuals kick in all of a sudden and I'm in the front of the house on M street, in the grass in the middle of the night. The night time atmosphere is very peaceful and I'm looking toward the exapanse of grass as well as the tree to my right. I consider going to the left to the area I went to in a previous lucid, an area which contains the Growing Red Tree of Life, but decide to go in a new direction. I walk a short distance in the grass and come upon a bush with dim yet shining spiked leaves. I keep repeating "I'm dreaming, I'm dreaming..Focus Focus". I continue rubbing hands and making sure I'm grounded. I shout to the dream: "What is my greatest joy?" yet there is no response. I continue in the front yard for a bit. The visuals cut out and I place my hands on the ground. I think of a Xanous lucid where he stabilized a great lucid by making out with the sidewalk. I bend down and kiss the dream floor which has no visuals. I stay a bit longer in the void then enter a vivid non lucid for a short period. I enter an intebetween state and have thoughts which question how I would know if I were dreaming I soon find myself in the kitchen area in Via San and become lucid spontaneously. I think I could go for some dream goals, but realize I could explore the front and grab some cacao slabs before I head out. I grab some big bags of cacao and begin making a trip to the front doors. There's a greening hue glowing through the double glass doors to my left in the middle of the night. I turn and continue to the front door. I decide against fading through the glass and make it more difficult by phasing on an angle through the thick non-transparent wall. I pop out in the front and consider going to my left toward a tree. I decide instead on heading right since I've never been there in a lucid. I decide against flying. I think about stabilization and turn to a small tree to my right with big yellow and black sunflowers growing off of the branches. I reach out and feel the vivid texture and smell the full fragrance and am intrigued. I continue on and consider trying some of the chocolate. I walk a bit further in the grass, yet the dream fades, and I keep reminding myself I'm dreaming as I rub hands. the dream soon fades. [COLOR="#000080"]I realize I'm dreaming spontaneously within a void state. I stay in the blackness for a short period, and think back to a podcast about Astral Projection. I decide I need to head back to my body and project. I enter a slightly different state of awareness, and separate from what I perceive as a sleeping body. I appear in an area - which appears to be via san - with green couches. I walk up appreciatin the realism and feel the texture of the couches for a bit to stabilize.[COLOR="#000080"] The dream soon fades
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