My DEILD attempts seem pretty crappy for now. Although I will never give up, I think i'm doing something wrong which causes me to fail multiple times. I'm always waking up and not moving but I can't seem to enter a dream. I might ask for help around here, since everyone is so nice . Dream 1: This morning all my dreams seemed to be somewhat connected to each other into 4 dreams. The first is me in a huge stadium. I am playing hockey with my team des Québécois. For a roster change I am offered to trade one of my players for a guy in the Mexican team. They all wear yellow shirts and one looks like an actor in a shampoo commercial. I refuse, saying out loud that a caucasian with make more sense for my team. This pisses them off and connects to my second dream. Dream 2: I wake up, fall back to sleep and find myself in a huge labyrinth which I believe to be an airplane (although it isnt, its more a huge square). The mexicans decide to act out an act of terrorism on my plane and want to crash it. In the corner, they light up a bomb while a female voice screams to me to stop them and that they are lighting the fuse. As I am about to stop them, I am now out of the plane and on the ground looking at they sky as an actual plane explodes and crashes. My uncle, me and a baby (my newborn cousin, maybe?) are the only survivors. This chains on to my second dream. Dream 3: This time, I manage to not move when I wake up but fail to enter a dream lucidly. I fall back alseep and now my uncle and I are in survival mode. The scene is now very apocalyptic. I tell him we will need to rationalize the little food we have (he is carrying a shopping cart) but he says we have plenty. We go in a grocery store and stash up on food. Then were at my home and out of nowhere a giant grey spider lands on my patio. Its not very scary and I am more confused then frightened. My uncle attacks it but then he takes it in his arms and carries it to the pool next to where I am standing (the spider has gotten way smaller but is still huge). I am about to get into the pool but as my dream fades out, I become for a splitsecond before ending up bck in my bed. Once again, I do not move a muscle but simply look stupid in my bed. I even try to imagine the dream scene in my head and feel the water, but no luck.
This morning I tried to get back in LDs doing a WILD attempt, failed, then ended up trying a DEILD and failing aswell. Nice. Here's my dreams. 1: Playing some sort of video-game which was a character in a little cart trying to pick up gems. At an intersection I had the choice to change directions. One of the levels offered had a lot of gems and was the only one where you could amass 10000 points. I try it out but its not the way I saw it before and after amassing all the gems which are now grey-colored, I still dont have all my points. I see a little square that says to add something on the track (a ladder maybe). I click on it but soon the track becomes covered with little ladder. Then I see another button that says Meditate to recover points and building and 2 days. Random. The dream ends with me asking a girl to put bubbles on my arm. Random. Through all this time, A-Punk was playing (I remember picking it out of my Ipod). This is where I woke up to try to WILD with no success (even when I was close to REM) 2: I'm at Alex's house sitting in a red bed with other girls, one which I remember to be Justine. I am carrying my drumsticks with me through this entire dream. I end up going downstairs while thinking about how I should Jue about her movie shes trying to make (in real life, she wants me to help her do a remake of Hunger Games). Downstairs, in the corner of the room, a drum set lies. It instantly catches my eye . I am constantly trying to go play but somehow I cant, its out of my reach (maybe because its his father's). Sometimes its accoustic, sometimes its electronic. For a brief moment, I see a little cartoon girl with pink hair playing the piano in the other corner of the room. Twice, girls (Marie-soleil dumas, catherine ramsay) come to Alex's house to give him milk and lettuce that they have in extra (lol wut?). Somehow I manage to reach the drum, but its not "real". The pads are made of some weird rubber and there is absolutely no rebound. I cant play properly. Then I realize im playing with a spoon hitting inside another spoon. I turn around and see Alex has a cool-looking electric guitar. I ask him why he wants to buy one when his father already has one, but I dont know his answer. 3: I am playing Super Smash Bros Brawl until I realise there are about 40 extra character choices I didnt know of. Most of them are locked until the game crashes (in RL, my CD is damaged and crashes). 4: In an F1 race, people are interviewing the winner of the race (which is me). The thing is, its a special race. At the end of the track, there is a trivia question where you must pick the right path to win. I dont remember what the question or answers were, but there was about 10 answers. I chose the right one and won, but decide to backtrack and jump back in the race. In my car, I drive forward until I see a racer coming the other way. I let him pass and follow him to the finish. 5: I dreamed about Combat Arms too.