Serene

I was leaving work and on my way out the door a bunch of wasps were swarming around me and I could feel them hitting me all over, I could hear them buzzing in my ears and my hairs on my body were at full attention, the fear was real, yet they weren't stinging me, I knew with all of these wasps around me one would have stung me by now, when out from behind a tree came a dark figure telling me that these wasps had a very powerful sting and I could send them to anyone I wanted to send them to so I could watch them suffer, instead of going through it myself. I said I could never do this to anyone! I would rather take the pain, I then walked away and never looked back. As I walked around the corner, the wasps were gone and I felt empowered. At that moment, in my dream I had this feeling that our dreams could be testing us for something. Hmmmm.
Now that is yet another take on this and I sound like a total lunatic but is it possible that our dreams are a test? Could we be getting groomed for something? I don't know that I ever used lucidity for entertainment, more for survival and for the purpose of being a better person. I am extremely aware while dreaming and experience a very fulfilled dream life. I have always looked for messages in my dreams as though they were telling me something important. I can tell you from experience that my dreams have prepared me for many tragedies by letting me experience the feelings and emotions involved before the events, sometimes several years before, even though the tragedy is very difficult, I felt I was strong enough to overcome it because I had been there before. There is more to dreams that we know. I know this!

I was awake most of the night as per the norm these days. I feel I don't ever sleep anymore because I feel I am aware and conscious all night, even in most of my dreams. I am so aware that in every dream I am searching for messages. I need to learn to just appreciate what I am seeing and stop expecting a message.

I heard a loud doorbell tone out of my left ear, and I thought to myself I am on my way. I then started to see thousands of images passing me by, so fast I had to try to see if I could recognize any and nothing looked familiar to me, I was flying so fast that everything was a blur. As the images started to slow down, I could see a shadow of where both of my eyes were in front of me, I even saw eyelashes but it was as if I was behind them about 6 inches and not seeing through them. I then saw the stars flying past slowly, my speed diminished and then I felt a calm. For some reason Nebulus popped into my head. I believe I saw that name on here. So of course I was wondering what it meant. Then my dog sounded like he was going to puke so I had to jump up to let him out. Ugh.

My first dream was about building a bike and making sure it was balanced I was so curious in my dream why I was dreaming it and if there could be a message to such a silly dream. I would never be building a bike. I woke up and it made me feel there was more to the dream so went back to sleep to try to get the message. I was watching two people walking down a city street one woman in braids all attached to her head, I was trying to hear them speak and thought they might know the message I was seeking when a big white screen popped up in my dream that said Enter Password - OK button like on a computer. Only it made a noise when it popped up. It was over the women walking down the street. I could still see them moving behind the white screen as if watching a movie. The woman stood out to me, she was wearing a long dress from the late 1800's I would guess. I know she was with someone but I can't describe who? Only she stood out light brown hair about 35 years old. I had a feeling I was seeking something that I wasn't ready for yet. I didn't know how to push the ok button, nothing I did worked. When I woke up I felt ok with the fact that I just wasn't ready yet but one day I will be.

I was talking to the "voice" and telling it that I had to go because I want to go for a bike ride today and want to get up at 7:00. I said goodbye and see you tonight. I wake up to see my digital clock turn to 7:00.
The strange thing about this is I usually wake up at 5 but took the day off today, so I am not used to waking up at 7 and that is late for me. Second dream within a week where I did this with the time.