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I was in my dining room with two women sitting at the table. The woman to my left was some kind of psychic or witch or something, and the other women on the opposite end of the table across from me was the woman who was being helped by her. She needed help desperately but I don't know what her issue was. I was just there observing. The woman to my left mentioned that she was using Juniper Seeds and Thyme. As she put the juniper seed in between her lips, the woman at the end of the table stood up with fear in her eyes. I turned to see what she was looking at and standing behind me was a huge wolf which didn't look friendly. I could tell it was a spirit because it was fading in and out. The woman in charge stood behind the other woman holding her tight as they walked toward my bedroom backwards keeping the wolf in front of them. I was not afraid of the wolf, and wondered what in the world was going on? The woman was shaking Thyme leaves out at toward the wolf and had the seed in her lips making sure the wolf could see the seed, which obviously meant something to her but nothing to me. They backed into my bedroom leaving me out in the living room with the wolf spirit who was now gone. I sat on the couch wondering how I was going to get these spirits out of my house, and what this was all about. Then I was woken up by neighbors dogs barking at 3 am.

I tried to sleep last night but laid there and felt so wide awake all night. I only managed one HH of two flies about a foot in front of my face. It appeared there was glass or something between us and they appeared to be trying to tell me something lol. They were relentless and kept flying up and down and into the glass but there was no buzzing sound so they weren't annoying but seemed rather funny and cute to watch.

I am guessing they were like bees in my bonnet lol.

1. HH of a woman with long brown hair and blue eyes and she was nice looking and laughing like watching a silent movie. She then blew a stream of water out of her nose?

2. I was young still in school hanging out in someones extremely messy house with clothes everywhere on the floors and doing things I never did back then when the male part turned into the thickness of a pencil with balls inside it?

3. I was now with the guy who was friends with the above guy but this guy was very shy and lacked confidence. I was just comfortable hanging out with him laughing and smiling and then it even turned to sexual.

4.. 3 manly women discussing Skype and unable to spell it yet very confident and very cocky in their demeanor. They were having a very boring conversation.

I am under a great deal of stress at work lately and I have a feeling that all of these dreams are my way of releasing stress. I actually wanted sex dreams but after the past few days I really want to get back to my more meaningful dreams.

Last two nights was filled with xxx so can't get into details but I am smiling! :-)

1. I was looking at a cartoonish pencil drawing of a wagon with square wheels and giggled at how appropriate that was for my day yesterday. I played with it and colored the wagon red and materialized it by visualizing it as real. The wheels are now looking like concrete blocks with the typical red wagon appearance. I pulled on the handle to feel how hard it was to turn the wheels and I had to really yank it, so I changed the wheels to rubber but they were all rubber like a soft rubber and looked like flat skinny tires with the weight of the wagon too much for it. That was enough for me, I was just playing around.

2. I was in a setting that appeared to be a military base because I saw a few quonset huts. It was dark and I was looking around wondering why I was there. I saw people from a distance but nobody nearby. It was warm and muggy. Then suddenly I saw several military planes zoom past. In the distance I could hear lots of commotion. I thought to myself this is the second night in a row I am dreaming there is a war? I look to my left and in the glow of the darkness I could see two objects falling out of the sky, one a little higher than the other, just about ready to hit the ground. Then I saw bright orange red wave of fire come out from the bottom and shoot up in the air to form a mushroom of red and orange. I knew it was a dream and tried to make a protective bubble energy around me so I could watch it, but it was so bright I could barely keep my eyes open, then this massive energy filled with orange red fire came rushing toward me so fast. I tried to slow it down but it hit me and as it hit me it felt like slow motion so that probably wasn't a good idea to slow it. it felt like pressure building up inside me and then it felt like I got twisted inside out and then I exploded. It was a quick death :-) but I wouldn't say painless.

1. I didn't write my first dream down because I was lazy and knew for sure I wouldn't forget it. I forgot it! Darn it!

2. I was putting something (no idea what) together in the garage and I found the bag that came with it and emptied it on the ground. OMG! There was like a thousand white vinyl screws of all sizes, washers, spacers, little washer looking things with teeth, parts that I never saw IWL. I was trying to sort them and organize them to figure out how to start building whatever it was.

3. I was just watching with no control in this dream and felt helpless. It was very stressful to have no control and understand that. I was watching a man beating up a woman with a small boy about 2 screaming nearby. He punched her straight in the face and she flopped down to the ground knocked out cold. The little boy was laying on her shaking her. Next scene is police the talking to the woman and child and the guy was gone. I heard them tell her there was nothing they could do if she didn't want to press charges. I was watching in disbelief that the woman didn't want to. Next scene is her husband coming home and they start walking up the stair and he grabbed her hair and asked what she told the police, then flung her down the stairs. Yikes! That was very vivid.
(I have a feeling this is because I saw that Ray Rice elevator scene replayed on the tv)

1. We were at a high school with a fence around it and I was outside the fence (similar view to the chair dream) I was trying to convince DC's that we were able to do much more in dreams when we are lucid, and they were laughing at me. One of the boys said that means you can pick one spot on this chain link fence and find it again? I said I would try. I looked through the chain link fence and took in the view trying to figure out how I was going to find it again? I was not allowed to touch it. I had to do this all by vision. I felt bionic as I analyzed everything around measuring it all up and narrowing it to that spot. Then the boy jumped the fence and marked the spot with his pen, so I couldn't see it. I watched him mark it. Then they took me to the beginning and sent me to find it and I sized it all up as I walked to the spot. Simple enough it was to find the exact spot and I held my finger inside as the boy climbed the fence and turned pale. I was actually surprised I found it. This took so much longer to explain it. It was all so fast.

2. I was watching an Egyptian looking Pharaoh with the dark line on it's eyes coming out of a golden wall like a 3d sculpture. It was a profile and I was seeing the left eye. Then the eye turned real and looked at me.

3. Working with my teammate we had to get through many challenges, some physical, but many were more like puzzles, and some written questions (which scared me because I am not smart). We were placed in different types of real life scenarios and had to solve the mystery as well. It took the two of us together in order to succeed. Many teams were getting eliminated.
I felt confident we would do well but the sun woke me up at 7:00. Finally a good 6 hour sleep ahhhh.

I think all I can count on lately are HH's. Due to insomnia.
1. Kaleidoscope images that were totally awesome. I was able to recognize the pattern of movement and change it to opposite, faster and slower.

2. Now I saw the throne chair that I am guessing went with the crown from last night lol. It had lots of gold and blue velvety material.

3. Harlow? (No idea)

4. My mom sitting on the child seat of the grocery cart, the fun kind. This one was a platform that was in back where the handle is. It looked like a race car. She was sitting in there waving at me laughing and giggling. I actually laughed out loud because my mom would never do that.

Note: I have had horrible insomnia for a few years now. I average 20 - 30 hours of sleep a week.

Trying to sleep last night was crazy so got up and took Advil Pm after about 3 hours of trying. Nothing recalled at all after that but while falling asleep I heard the VOICE say Adirondack and that stuck in my mind all night because I have vaguely heard of the mountains but they don't have any meaning at all to me.

I keep reading Nebulus's nightmares and they creep me out. It was only a matter of time before reading nightmares was going to affect me. It started where Neb (in my mind that was who he was) was standing against a wooden wall with his hands in shackles and a gruesome looking man had an ax that he was throwing at him. Every time he missed he had to come back and yank the ax out of the wood. I went over and stood next to Neb and told him it was just a dream and he could change it. First I needed to freeze the guy to stop the ax from flying. I wanted him still so I pictured him frozen (meaning still but instead he turned to ice lol) Not exactly as planned but it worked. I asked Neb to get out of the shackles. I thought he would produce a key, but he slumped and as he slumped down his arms stretched out, and out his hands came. He looked like a rubber man haha. Neb said let's fly out of here, but I felt bad leaving ax man in ice so I thought I could blow hot air on him, I blew hard and only a little bit melted. I wished him to be unfrozen and that didn't work, so we decided not to waste any more time and left him knowing it would melt eventually. Neb flew up and I followed him up to the top of a castle wall where we sat and I told him from now on when he has a nightmare he will know it is a dream and he can change it to get out of any situation. I opened my hand and showed him a little red ball the size of a nickel and handed it to him and told him you don't have to kill! LOL. Even though I left a guy in an ice block, but he will be ok when it melts .

1. My friend from high school called me up and said her sister couldn't go on the cruise and she wanted to know if I wanted to go with her. I called my husband to see if he would be ok with it and he said he would pack my bags (bingo dream) I always pack and would never let him pack for me lol. I agreed knowing I could find what I needed if it wasn't in the suitcase. I get home and suitcase and husband are there waiting for me to go. I was going with the flow. Next scene I am walking onto the ship. I had a little boy probably 10 who was also alone. He was looking for his grandparents and I was looking for my friend. I kinda adopted him for the time being and was helping him out. We went and sat down at the top of the boat and for some reason the cruise ship appears small and more like sitting in the seats on a bus. I was talking to the boy and I asked him if he had his passport and he said yes and I laughed thinking it didn't matter because we were already on the boat and I didn't have one lol. I saw a hand towel hanging on the headrest of the seat in front of us and it was white with red stars on it. I grabbed it and said watch this... I tucked the towel under my seat and said I am changing the stars to blue. I reached under and pulled it out and sure enough the stars were blue. He had me change it several times. Then we looked at the back of the boat and we saw this huge wave coming toward us. It was going to go over the boat. I wanted to change the boat into a submarine and really tried hard to make it a yellow submarine lol but instead it was a cruise ship/bus with seats/ with glass type top enclosing us and as the wave came over I could see the seaweed and foam wash over, could hear the sounds of the crashing and then down we go under water. It was amazing to see the coral reef and the beautiful fish. The boy was so excited and running from window to window pointing at all of the beautiful fish. Never saw my friend or his grandparents, but I got to practice a little bit of control. My plan was to summon money to go shopping to buy whatever I needed on the ship, but never got that far, was too excited about the aquarium cruise.

1. My night started with an HH of me looking out from behind my eye sockets, but not my eyes. (Isn't third eye behind bridge of nose)? I have this often where my eyes are useless but I am seeing from behind them, like from deep inside my skull. This vision was of me watching two images of myself. One was a ghostly figure, very transparent yet I could see it was me and my features. It was a profile shot of her facing another me as I am today. They were looking right at each other about a foot from each other, yet about 15 feet in front of me the observer, when the transparent me put both of her hands up to the other one and grasped her cheeks as if to say I love you, my emotions felt as if this was a unity. Then it was almost creepy when both of them turned to me the observer and came toward me. These were me and it was beautiful to watch until they were coming toward me and I wasn't sure why I felt that way. I tried really hard to stay but I woke up because my emotions were all over the place. I still don't understand why it was creepy to me? Another aha moment.

2. I signed up for a race called Run for Piece. It was to collect puzzle pieces every 1/4 mile and it was a 5 mile race. At the end you had to put your puzzle together to win. OMG this was so much fun. I hope someone does this IWL. It started out in a large city. There had to be at least a thousand people. This dream went on forever but it basically started where we all got a map and a bag that we could put around our waste and it hung to the side, I was contemplating holding it instead because I was thinking it would be annoying hitting me when it got full. The loud start horn went off and startled me because I didn't realize it was starting already.
The first stop was going up a handicap ramp and into a building that looked like a cafe and when you went into the door confetti flew everywhere like and explosion. Then we had to hunt for the colored bucket to get our puzzle piece. I collected one and people were banging into each other and it was total chaos, I wondered why we were sent into a room lol, then we had to go out the other door and back outdoors, we ran around a little lake outside that had a wide walking area, there were several stops that just had a bucket on the side of the running area that were marked off well, then there were challenges along the way, once challenge was to put a mask on and reach down under the water and find the bucket of pieces, one was a little obstacle course in the middle of the run, then there was a pole that had the bucket at the top. I laughed so hard because until that point I had no idea these people were in a lucid run, everyone was lucid.. I saw people flying to the top of the pole, climbing the pole, some were stretching their arms really long to get into the bucket, I just flew to the top, then after I thought I should have just had the piece come to me, lol, but then after thinking that it must have caused the next challenge which was to use telekinesis to bring a colored beach ball from the pile to you and you have to pick a card with a color and bring back the colored ball that matches the card. I had such a fun night. I think this was the longest dream that I ever had. I wasn't first but we were laughing so hard I didn't care about winning it was just fun to be with other lucid dreamers. At the end we were putting our puzzles together and it was Run for Piece (pretty cool using piece instead of peace) and it had an image of a big puzzle piece with a peace symbol inside. Hmmm I may have to use this one lol. But it didn't end yet because now we went to a pizza party where we had to eat the pizza to form puzzle pieces that all fit together. Ummm I had nothing of it. I was starving and ate all of the pizza lol, I had fun watching some of the people using their creativity to make a puzzle pizza.

1. My husband and I are in our house, a two story house (ours is not - so normally I would be on top of this as a dream but I took Advil PM to sleep because I haven't slept but one to two hours a night) listening to the radio telling about a tornado that hit the beach and being there were so many people missing they were telling about where to meet up if you lived in that location. I told my husband how sad that was, can you imagine? He said I worry too much. Then just after saying that the house started to rumble and you could hear the sound of a train. I immediately ran under a section of the stairs that seemed very strong, and told my husband to come under there. He laughed at me and said he was fine where he was like he was aggravated with me for worrying about it. Just as he said that the entire house was gone and it felt like my head was going to explode from the pressure and my hair was being sucked up, then poof silent and calm. I am standing on a slab of concrete with water spouting out everywhere from the plumbing being ripped apart. I see the refrigerator laying flat with dents all in it on the front yard. Looking around I see nobody anywhere. Silence was awful but then in caught up to me that my husband was gone. I was walking around trying to figure out where to go, I didn't have a phone or any clothes on. I firetruck pulled up and they gave me a blanket to cover myself and took me to a bus that took me to a house that had a few people I knew there. I had to go to the bathroom and when I went in there the roof was gone but it functioned fine. When I came out I saw my step father who was being his normal self and when I told him my house was gone and my husband went with it he said good it's about time, we never liked him anyway lol. I asked him where my mom was and he said it took her too but now he can really enjoy going to Hooters. OMG I wanted to kick him in the head. I woke up!

2. I was flying around in space on a hunt for a planet that I knew about wanted to see if I could find it again. Instead I found a new one. From up above I could see it had a pyramid and was so curious to see what else was there. I wished I had my gps unit (I don't have one) and I summoned it. What I got was an arm band like phone looking gadget with a wand that I could speak in to for notes and information to what I pointed to. I turned it on so I could find the planet again and flew around the planet at super high speed. It was tiny. It looked like it had water near the pyramid. I landed because this was the only structure I could see on the planet. I pointed at the pyramid and it put a photo on my gadget and I was impressed. Then I documented it and flew to the top to get the height, traveled around the base. I appeared to know how to work this device. I then saw running water. It was bright green. The dirt was yellow looking and it didn't appear to be sand but was very fine like powder. No wind at all. Then I saw one tree at a distance and wanted to collect data on that so was on my way there when I was woken up by my dog grrrr.

I was sitting on a rock at the top of a cliff looking over a city that had a river running near it. It wasn't familiar to me. I was enjoying the view and just enjoying the peacefulness. Suddenly this feeling of doom was looming over me as the thought of how this world seems so angry and frustrated. It felt very dark and scary. Then this huge black storm was rolling in and heading toward the city. It was like a big black wall that never seemed to end. I could see lightning bolts throughout it, like it was angry. I decided to play around a little bit and thought it would be fun to remove the storm, then I thought that won't make the world a better place because it is just over this city. I need to send love to the world. All I could figure was to start with my little energy ball lol. Normally it is at the size of a basketball at it's largest. I know I need this energy to be on a huge scale. I try with everything within me to create an energy of love and compassion. I get up and I start to do my energy dance and moving my arms in and out and do my thing lol. (glad nobody was watching me). I see my energy ball appear but it is so tiny like the size of a golf ball. I continue giving it all that I have and concentrating hard, and I get this feeling of power in me, I can feel it growing rapidly and I look and the ball has engulfed me now, I am a part of it. I keep going when the sun starts to shine in a circle between the clouds and suddenly I see this bolt of lightning hit my energy ball and now the ball seems to cover the horizon. Boom I hear a sound like a sonic boom as it bursts. I could feel my hair blow back as if it turned to wind. I stood there and the clouds were still over the city but I was impressed by my energy ball :-) and had a little hope maybe that love and compassion would find someone out there.

I was jogging down a path through a forest and listening to the birds and listening to the leaves and sticks crunch beneath my feet. The sun was shining bright and as I was running it reminded me of a strobe light because the sun was flashing through the thick trees. I felt such a sense of freedom. Then up ahead on a very wide path that reminded me of the tank trails near where I grew up and I saw a strange cylinder shaped dark spot that appeared to have stars inside it. Best I can describe is that it was a portal that connected to space but it actually was space inside the cylinder shape. I walked around it very aware. Curious to what this was. I put my hand inside and it was very cool and damp. I decided to step inside and as I put one foot in I felt nothing unusual but as I completely got my body inside it immediately pulled me up. I was not flying, it was more like I was in a huge glass tube elevator that was dark inside and I could see light outside. It was extremely fast and it is exactly as you can imagine if you were taking an elevator to space. You see the tops of the trees, the landscape, the aerial and then darkness of space with earth below. I was not flying but being sucked up then I was floating in deep space outside of the tube. Just a sense of peacefulness.