Serene

I was awake most of the night as per the norm these days. I feel I don't ever sleep anymore because I feel I am aware and conscious all night, even in most of my dreams. I am so aware that in every dream I am searching for messages. I need to learn to just appreciate what I am seeing and stop expecting a message.

I heard a loud doorbell tone out of my left ear, and I thought to myself I am on my way. I then started to see thousands of images passing me by, so fast I had to try to see if I could recognize any and nothing looked familiar to me, I was flying so fast that everything was a blur. As the images started to slow down, I could see a shadow of where both of my eyes were in front of me, I even saw eyelashes but it was as if I was behind them about 6 inches and not seeing through them. I then saw the stars flying past slowly, my speed diminished and then I felt a calm. For some reason Nebulus popped into my head. I believe I saw that name on here. So of course I was wondering what it meant. Then my dog sounded like he was going to puke so I had to jump up to let him out. Ugh.