Sozu

Alright, I'd 3 dreams tonight that I could recall this morning but unfortunately forgot to make reality check when I woke up.
Anyway, 3 dreams I'm very happy about! Atm I'm at my home since my girlfriends internet didn't work out, and I've to feed my gerbils etc anyway. Will go back once done writing here etc.
Here comes the dream, of what I now can recall.

Airplane crash:'

I was near a plane on a field, it was dark weather, gray and some fog. The plane was not very big, it had maybe 10 seats and reminded me of some plane they use in the military.
We went on this plane and was supposed to fly somewhere, I remember in the dream I actually had no idea where to go but didn't matter for me because I love flying airplane and it somehow reminded me of rollercaster (if I just could become lucid here, that would've been awesome).
The plane started and started to speed up, until we lifted off to the sky. A couple of minutes flying something happened, I don't know what but we had to land. I jumped off with a parachute and thought the plane anyway would be landing safe.
But then suddenly just when it was landing on the ground, it also smashed into a wall and the whole plane went upside down as fire and explosion came out.
I thought for myself I was very lucky, but when landing with parachute I could see they all were alive, I was so surprised and thought that was superlucky!
And there the dream ends.

The bathhouse and locker:
I was in my local bathhouse I haven't been at in a few years, I was there alot as a small kid. And have had dreams about this place 2 times before.

So, I was in my local bathhouse and it was very much people. I went in to the locker room, took a locker and pushed in everything, then I went out to the swimming hall where I was having fun in the slider. After I'd been there a while I went back to the locker room.
Now I started wonder which locker did I take. I looked at the lockers and they had different art on each locker, I didn't see any numbers. I looked at my key and it didn't tell me any number aswell.
I thought I better just try some lockers then, because I'd an idea about what place I'd put in my clothes at, but not exactly.
I tried the key in a locker, twisted the key, but it broke. I was then figure out that these keys will just work for one locker, that if I try on the wrong locker the key wil be broken and wont be able to use again. I thought this must be to prevent people from finding a key and then try all lockers to find the working one and to be able to steal stuffs.
Well I thought, how will I now be able to get my clothes? I thought that only way may be to tell the personal of this and see if they can help.
However, I didn't do that, instead I found another key on the floor that somebody had written number100 on. I thought they must be stupid they write that on it, and specially when they accidently drop it.
Anyway I try that key on another locker but did not work out eighter.
And there somewhere my dream ends.

The computer blocked:

I was at my girlfriends home and they thought I was on the computer too much. So the next day they'd blocked my computer with a password, from about 10am to 9pm they had it blocked. I was very mad about that and went to the 'recreation room' I have at my dads house, and watched on a small crappy TV we've had before. I was gonna watch TV all the day because I was so mad I couldn't use the computer.
And there somewhere dream ended.


About this last dream, it kinda happened the same the morning. Because when I went to the computer the internet didn't work and I just turned around and went to bed again and thought of meditate and sleep all day long. Then my girlfriend came to bed some minutes later and some mins after that I went up and told her I go home and feed my pets etc.
Now I'll be here some more mins and then head back to my girlfriends and her mums appartment.

The dream:

I was packing stuffs in my backpack and took my camera with me too. Then I was on my way walking to my girlfriend. A while of walking I thought that I could put in my camera into my backpack instead so my hands are free.
Then somehow, I was suddenly in a car, in the city. This was the first time I was actually driving alone, and still it worked great.
I was on my way to a food store where I would buy some sweets and food. But right before that I remember that I forgot my toothbrush and hair wax, and probably much other stuffs. So I sent my girlfriend a text message telling her I need to drive back so it might take a few minutes longer before I'm there.

I was in the car, in front of a traffic light, two very young kids were in front of me and they made me angry because they blocked me when the lights turned green, anyway a few secounds later I could pass them and start driving.
There was also an police in middle of the double highway, he wished me goodluck or something, as I was right on a scooter now.
It was very wobbly at first, which made the public and police to worry. But a few seconds later I was stable and kept driving.


And there I can't remember anything more


I know I also had a sort of horror dream before this one.
I can kinda recall it right now abit, I had my camera (the camera part from the previous dream I told about, was probly actually from this dream!).
Anyway, there was a spooky house and me and my sister (or my girlfriend?) went down there, we had cameras (and me also a phone so I could upload to facebook instantly), it was kind of beautiful place and we found one awesome place we were gonna take picture on.
But just before, it all vanished, turned out as something completely differently.

No idea of anything more really.


My sleep time: 3am - 11am (been waking up maybe around 9am)

Well, I always thought that there's no idea to write down fragments or small dreams in my DJ here at DV. But I just remember a fragment from a dream I had, and I can't find my pen (and in this house, we haven't many working pens), also I think it will help me to write in my dream journal to keep motivation up.

The fragment:

I've bought a copter screenprotector to my phone HTC Wildfire S, for some weeks ago. In my fragment there was several holes in this protector. I was so angry in the dream that I'd to buy another one as it felt useless to have holes where the phone anyway can get skratches etc.

This ain't the first time I dream about me walking/jogging/biking/skating (or whatever) home from my grandma and grandpa who lives about 210 km away from my city. This time though, was just abit different, it was quite so vivid and other things happened aswell.

The dream:

I was in my grandma & grandpas place, it looked different from what it does in real life, but anyway I really wanted home because there's no much to do there. But my dad and sister were staying there for one more day.
So I thought that I may just take the bike and ride home instead, sure it will take some time but might be fun too.

I started bike and on both sides of me is only forest, as it is in real life too.
After maybe 30-60 min of biking I felt that I would need a map so I'm sure about the way home. I'm entering an village and somehow I meet a guy around my age who I start talking to. I think I must been asking for a map or something.
Anyway, he tells me that I can sleep over instead and at morning he will have his dad driving him to the school that's in same city as where I live in.
I was wondering if I should stay, that it might be funnier in this village as it seemed to be bigger plus a guy in my age who I can talk with. After a while I decided that I'm staying.
However, I realized the guy was gay, not sure how I realized it, but I also saw that he was abit into me and he thought I were gay too, in fact I already have a girlfriend which in the dream I knew too. But I did not want to tell him that now, because then he might would've kicked me out from the house and I wouldn't get any help. I thought that I just shall stay low until tomorrow when I'm home.

I asked the guy what he was studying, and he said economy. A while later I asked the same thing, and he said economy again.
It started to be dark outside, time was over 7pm probably, and when it was time to go bed he wanted completely dark in the room. He told me to switch off the lights in some photo frames or whatever it was on the wall. I was scared that he would do something to me at night time, because he also had no other bed than the double bed.
I asked him if he have put on the alarm, and he said he had. I asked when his alarm is going on, so I could put alarm on that time too. He said that there's no point of me setting my alarm as he already got his alarm on.
I was afraid if he would set it off during night to stay longer with me, so I told him that I want to set up my alarm too in case of his alarm would not work. He told me alright and said that it's 7am we gonna wake.

Then it was morning, sunshine outside and somehow I was still in the village, and now in some house with employers that wanted to hire people for jobs.
Me and the (gay) guy was getting a job, we went to a car with the employer and were driving to my city for making works or so.


And there dream is ending.


Sleep: 9 hours [1:30 - 10:30 am] (previous night 4 hours)

I'd one dream today, and it was very easy to recall because the dream was about my girlfriend who really wanted me to stay with her all the week, as always. Unfortunately I can't because I should make some work now in the week. But yesterday night, she really whined and it made me bad mood and probably why I also dreamed about it.

The dream:

I was in my girlfriends room, it wasn't very light inside the room, but not that dark eighter. I got no idea if it was suppose to be morning or night.
Anyway, my girlfriend was asking me to stay and she started to cry. I got mad because she didn't seem to accept my 'no' to that. More drama and her dad + mum came into the room as my girlfriend ran out.
Her dad and mum seemed surprised and they looked at me and asked what I done. It felt like they thought I was guilty, in fact I didn't think myself as guilty of anything because I'd to go home.
So I started to explain to them that I've to get home because I got important stuffs to do if I'll have a chance to come into the university.

And there the dream somewhat faded.
I mostly remember just all the drama >.>

Well, now I'm home and have to do some graphics stuffs for apply to the university.

Aight, today I'd 3 dreams that been quite vivid. However, I wont be writing one of the dreams because it was such a fckd up dream and I'm so mad and still very happy it was a dream.
Before I went to bed I tried the Lucid Dreaming I-doser binaural beat for about 1 hour (it's 30 min long, but I played two times before bed). Don't know if it worked, atleast I got 3 dreams today and those I can remember very well.

The city to home dream:

I was in my city and it must been afternoon or evening as it was quite dark outside, and there was loads of snow. I was in a store as a immigrant girl came up to me and asked me something (I've forgot what), we talked some and her parents came to me too. I helped them with finding some stuffs in a store and then I told them that I'll move on home. I saw at them and saw that they were really nice people and I would like keep in contact with them, I'd a paper on a shelf in the store as I'd placed it before when I was at work (because I worked there, in the dream ofc), so I was wonder if I should rip off a piece of the paper and write down my e-mail adress or cellphone number.
I didn't do any of it, I told them that it was nice to meet them and told them bye.
I started to jogging home. As I came to a slippy way that was uphill, I saw a few meters away the immigrants. I thought how can they been that fast when they're walking and I'm jogging/running?
They said hello and so did I, I kept on forcing my way up on the slippy way while they walked a few meters behind me.

And somewhere there it faded away


The dinner & military man dream

I was at home with my parents and my grandpa & grandma, and some more people. We was gonna eat dinner all together, it was some meat or fish, and potatoes. I got the last bit of the fish/meat and it wasn't really much to eat of it.. plus it looked disgusting.
Anyway, somehow a military man with a gasmask came to our balcony door, he'd a k-pist in his hands and started to knock. I was scared but thought that if I don't open, he will get more angry and maybe start shooting.
I went to the balcony door and opened to him, then I ran to the other side of the house and tried hide where we've the big fridge and some outdoor clothes. I heard him coming and opened my door, I walked outside and held my 2 hands up in the air. He told me something that I can't hide from him and he sounded like if he enjoyed what he did.
However, he didn't do anything against me, he just kept on walking.
I went to the office where I'd my laptop. It was a complete mess around, empty dr pepper bottles on the floor and loads of stuffs on the table.
I was gonna go and play MapleStory on the computer.

And there somewhere the dream faded.


I can clearly see that the dream really took stuffs I did yesterday. For example I accidently knocked down my dr pepper some hours before I went to bed, and those are next to my feets, just like in the dream.
I also installed MapleStory yesterday, but not for playing really.
And I also have my laptop below some shelfs, as I remember I'd in the dream too, but in my dads office that's full with crap.

The last dream, I wont tell out. But I can take some parts of it

The dog Zorro at grandma & grandpas place? dream

Me, my sis and her boyfriend ( i think ), was at some place, maybe been grandma and grandpas place. Anyway some place where no many people lives.
Me and my sister were going to some house where an owner of a dog named Zorro lives. Zorro is a 'German Shepherd' dog who exist IRL. In the dream however, he looked different.
Anyway, we walked into the house and we didn't at first see the dog, but at some time in the house the dog came up and looked quite angry. It was growling etc

And then I don't remember much more than of what I wont write about.

Slept from about 1am - 10am

Now I'll try continue write on my dream journal here as I haven't done it much.
Yesterday I came home from my GF after being with her in like 2 weeks straight, so therefor I haven't been on MSN chatting with all my friends as I use to do daily. So yesterday I saw a friend named Nina who lives in Netherlands, she was on MSN and we chatted some as we haven't done it for probly 1 month.

The dream:
I was in a house, it was beautiful house with furnitures and walls made of wood. The kitchen was big and everything looked like new technology. It was around evening time and I was alone with Nina in the house. My GF was gonna come over in a few minutes or hours, I wasn't sure when. However I'd a weird feeling, like me and Nina were very close to eachother.. not like lovers but more like friends or if she would be a sister.
Weird though, we both had to take a shower, so we went together to the shower. (we did not touch eachother or any perv though!).
Later we went out to a small livingroom that was quite dark, we listened to music and waited for my GF to come. After a while of just listening to music and looking on eachother, I heard my GF comming. She came into the room we were in, and she looked abit differently of what my GF irl looks like. But still beauty.

And there the dream must been faded away.


Also I've had some fragment about me being in USA on a beach, with my systemcamera where I took photos of big waves that formed figures.

First of all it has been a while since I wrote here on my dream journal, I had lost motivation etc, again. For soon about a week ago though, I thought that I must continue. My recall the past month hasn't been good at all, but now I've recalled the 4 last nights dreams!

Tonight I'd a dream about having a Lucid Dream. I have no idea if I shall count this as a Lucid Dream, as I kinda dreamed about having one, I think?

The (lucid?)dream:
I were in my dads house (where I live irl), it was very dark and my dad was sleeping. I had moved in to my sisters old room instead of my own. I was quite tired and went to bed where I layed still.
A couple of seconds later I started to feel dizzy and it felt like everything was shaking. I tried switch on the light but it didn't work at all, I had in mind that what if I have a lucid dream. While thinking about that I felt some sort of power inside me, it felt like I could do whatever I want. I tried to push my hand through the wall while I started to visualizing. The hand didn't go through the wall, but everything become more dizzy as I visualized. Suddenly I were in the living room, it was bright and now my sister were there. She was very thin, looked like aneroxia.

Then I'm sure I'd some more experiences in this dream lucid dream, but can't recall more of it.

I haven't been that active in Lucid Dreaming. Here's an excuse!: I met a girl who I fell in love with, and then we got together and I've been sleeping over there quite much already. And today I'll go to her and sleep over there at the week but, I'll start become active in Lucid Dreaming as my new year promise was.

Today I'd a dream, then I'm not sure if it was before or after the first wake up, I woke up around 6am however and thought it was too early, so I wanted to sleep some more. And as always the past week, I have put 2 time clocks at 9am and 10am so I'm sure I'll wake up in the morning.
It's also decided that my girlfriend and her mum, will pick me up at 13:00 (1pm) today, so I'd to be sure to wake up before that.


Here's the dream:

I were at my city, that slightly looked different. I walked from my past school I'd for a year ago, and I was walking towards home.
I walked on the left side of a road that also had a few stores (well, there was big windows and doors).
Then there were a black big car on the right side of me that just had parked, I heard a voice in English behind me, there was a Swedish woman in maybe 30 years age
- Are you ____ ?, she asked.
I don't know what the name was, but it seemed to be some famous person. The woman in the car who surely were around 25 age said that she is. She gone out from the car and started to walk to the left side where I was walking.
She were in front of me and was to open a door, a quite trashy place on the outside.
I quickly asked
- Are you famous?
She turned around and said "yes". She looked quite good, but not perfect really. I'd in mind she must be some sort of pornstar maybe. The place she were going into, looked like it would be some trashy stripclub or something.
She looked into my eyes and she somehow tried to get me as she opened some of her clothes.
I'd instantly in my mind that I shall not do anything as I already have my girlfriend who I love. So I backed off some and she asked if I want to lick her and later do her.
I told her that I can't and that I got a girlfriend.

It was somewhere here the dream faded away, and I woke up (well, not sure if I did it here, depends if the real time was 6am or 8am), whatever the time was and so,
here's the false awaking:

I woke up from bed, watched the clock and realized time was 12:40. I thought OMG how could I sleep this long! I also remember I'd to be ready at 13:00 because then it's the time when my girlfriend and her mum will pick me up.
I rushed up and checked my phone if my girlfriend had written text message to me, as she use to do in the mornings around 7-9am. But no text message from her, only text message I got was from some random person, and it was just a "" smile in the text message.
Then I thought that I will have no chance in world to pack down everything in 20 minutes (even though it would be enough time to do it irl).

And then I woke up, I felt the shift and saw that now I'm in my bed and it's dark.. I instantly thought that I'd a False Awaking, and I also checked the time on my phone, that was around 08:15 am.
Got happy that it still were morning, but less happy when I could have made a reality check! as I could have noticed if I was thinking more in the dream!
I even think I thought about that I shall start make reality checks at morning, IN MY DREAM. But even then I did not make any reality check in the dream! GOSH
However, I made a reality check when I surely knew that I was awake, just after the false awaking.

This morning I recalled a dream.

Went sleeping 01:30

The dream:
It all started on a flight station. Me, my sister and her boyfriend were gonna order some tickets as we would next day fly to another country and have a couple of days vacation.
We was order tickets through a touchscreen computer, first my sister and her boyfriend made an order for their tickets. Then it was mine turn and I choosed which date I want to fly and then it was not much more to fill in, not what I could see anyway.
We then went to get our tickets and headed home for packing bags and stuffs.

When I'm home I am looking at the ticket and I can now see that it's also written what flight home I have choosen. Was it only 2 days in the other country we would be?
I asked my sister when we are coming home, as I hadn't filled in on the touchscreen computer of what date I want to fly back, because it made up a date automatic.
My sister then make it clear that I have been order my ticket wrong, that I should have picked 1 more day in the other country (idk what country we were going to, but a warm place).

I start packing my bag fast and wonder how many pairs of pants I need, I thought that about 5-10 pairs would be enough for 2-3 days ()
Then I reach the phone and call the airport and asking if they can change it, so I can stay one more day in the country as my sister and her boyfriend would.
But the girl on the phone is telling me that it's not possible as I already have order and taken out my ticket.


And then the dream recall faded.


Woke up 06:30
but kept on sleeping to 08:00 and first then wrote down what dream I'd.

This night I totally forgot to make mantras when I went to bed. But even though I'd about 3 dreams and 1 fragment/small dream.

00:20 - Sleep

Around 07:00(?) woke up (cus of my people in the room outside talking) but kept laying in bed. I prob had 2 of the dreams(?). Kept sleeping a few minutes later.

Around 10:00-10:30 woke up, kept laying in bed and remembered my dreams.

First dream (massive gerbils)
I was at home in dads house, where also my sister and other people were. I had just woken up and time had passed 16:00, I looked out and it was snow outside and it started to be dark. I walked out of my room and met my sister who said that I have to take care of some animals in my sisters old room where I use to have my gerbils in.
I walked there and see they had put down a pretty small dog (size of 3 liter milk?) and 2 very small dogs that was same size as my gerbils. On my sisters old desk I had my gerbils cage (as I use to irl too). But when I look inside the gerbil cage I see something strange.. it's not only 2 gerbils I have, I see a 3rd gerbil too!
I opened the cage from above and now it starts to come up even more gerbils from the wood shavings. They crawl out from the cage that suddenly doesn't cover the whole opening of the cage. They walk down to the floor where the dogs are running around and playing. I getting afraid if the dogs will attack the gerbils, but they seem not to do it.
It really starts to be a mess with massive of gerbils and 3 dogs running around on the floor. I opening the door fast and are going out for then closing the door, but the dogs and some gerbils success to come after me and I have to hunt them and bring them in to the room again.
Somehow the dream eighter ended or I just don't remember more of it here.

Second dream (photoautomat)
I'm at an food store "ICA" in centrum of the place I live in with 2 of my old classmates Mattias and Björn, and another person I wasn't sure who it was. Where the return bottle automat use to be, it was another automat that looks like a bankautomat. But it was some photoautomat that printed out photos. My friends putted in their SF cinema cards and the automat started to spit out photos which I guess was photos of themself that they had been taking before. We did it in turns, first one of my friends started, then the other person, and then me. They kept doing it on and on again and started to fill up album with pictures. I was surprised and wondered why we should fill up those albums. This seemed to be total free too, I didn't see any price tag at the photoalbums that was close to the automat.
But it all stopped when I for the 3rd or 4th time putted in my card to get out more photos, when I took out the card a small piece in the end of the card broke and when my friends putted in their card the automat stopped to work.
And there the dream ended, or atleast my recall.

Third dream (horny & desperate girl?)
I was in a place that looks like subway, under the ground as it was stone floor and walls. It was much space and on a bench there is a girl sitting next to a boy and she asks him if he wanna "do it" with her. He says no. Somehow I tell her that I can do her. But she says "no" and I say "okay" and are just going to start walk again when she says "ok then, lets do it".
Behind the bench they were sitting on, there is a door. We go inside and I see that it is her room there, looks like a normal room in a nice house. In her room she got a bed in the middle and shelves around and one window. She looks to be around 18 years old and she's quite hot.
We go lay on the bed and she tells me to keep a t-shirt and long underwear on because her mother is home and can come into our room. I do as she tells me and she is removing some of her clothes so I can see her naked parts. She sits on me and are on way to ride me, but seconds before her mother suddenly comes into the room and she throw herself over ma and I try pull up my panties.
Her mother says something but I can't remember what she says. She is not angry atleast, but I guess she suspected what we were actually doing.
We tried again but got interrupted in the last second once again! Now her mother stayed in our room longer and suddenly some yellow toy started to play a melody, the toy was vibrating and looked like a firetruck with many ladders sticking out.
Somewhere her the dream fades away or I just couldn't recall anymore.

Fourth dream (makeout with hot chick)
I was in a green/gray room that had stone walls, it was a doublebed on the floor and nothing more than two or three doors. I would guess it must been some underground/basement place. In the bed there's a hot girl in the bed, she had dark hair and I guess she was around 25-30 years old. I layed next to her, on the right side of her.
She was very hot and I tried to talk to her, she said something that we shouldn't do anything, because she was my teacher or something. But we came closer to eachother and suddenly we started to make out with. It was awesome!
But some seconds later there came in 2 or 3 people into the room from the left door. They seemed to be angry and asked what we were doing.
And there dream faded or I couldn't recall more.

Sleep time: 10 hours