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Betime 9:30P-5:00A
3MG Melatonin, 300MG B6 SSILD at begining

Fell asleep fast during SSILD no dreams recalled until after WBTB

WBTB @ 3AM, SSILD I woke naturally just before WBTB alarm. I only got up to pee and straight back to bed. I did only a few rounds of SSILD before I passed out again. So sleepy.

#91 Brief DILD in Japan

I am in Japan in a Christian church. I feel like it is Catholic. I am sitting among a hundred or so blonde haired little girls. I have my own blonde haired daughters next to me. all the girls are playing brass instruments. I don't remember the song but they play it flawlessly. I can't understand why none of them are Japanese. After they stop I get up and walk to the back and see the pastor standing there next to a small end table with candles. I notice he is wearing a grey suit and black tie. He looks a little like my own pastor in real life. I have a fake and brief memory of him coming to a haunted house and casting out evil spirits. Instead of talking about that, I mention that none of the girls look Japanese. He begins to laugh and reply to that but, at that moment, I look down and notice I am holding my son in his car seat. I carelessly tilt him forward and he falls out and hits the floor hard. I quickly pick him up and hold him close. He is not crying but I look him over anyway.
My wife touches his head and says "He has a knot."
"Nah.", I say. "He is fine."

I am now outside walking to my car with my daughters trailing behind me. It is night time and I see kids playing with a squirrel under a street lamp. For a second I think that I forgot my son inside. I pause and start to think and retrace my steps but, first I focus on my hand. There, now I can feel the car seat handle. I look and there it is.

I walk around the passenger side and glance at my rear tire. I see that it is going flat. I look at the door to open it then look back at the tire. It had now fallen off and the axle is completely broke. It look like pipe threads at the end. At first I am completely pissed and begin to freak out but I realize something and pause and stare at the door again. I tell myself that I can just use dream control. If I believe, it will be fixed. I know I am dreaming at this point but I don't verbalize it yet.

I look back at the wheel and it is fixed but the tire is still low on air. I smile. I make an inflating gesture with my hands and let out a whoosh of air with my mouth. I say, "There. Fixed." I don't bother to verify it I just know. I forget about the kids now and walk around the driver side of the car. I finally say it, "I am dreaming.", and smile. I know that the dream has been getting progressively darker but I don't fight it. I want to continue the plot and see where it takes me. I realize that I was about to do some sight seeing in Japan and I really want to drive to downtown of whatever Japanese city I was in. As I reach for the door handle of the car, I instantly wake up. I feel really tired and I forget to try DEILD.

Naked Between snooze alarm dream

I am running around the house trying to get dressed for work. My wife is up and about and she has some friend of hers over. I say something to her and she replies something and walks into the kids room. I continue to try to find some clothes but I am in the living room. I look down and realize that I have been completely naked the entire time. I don't get embarrassed. I just wonder why I am not at all modest any more. I am amused by this and start to walk into the room where my wife and friend went into. I have no sexual feelings about it at all. I just think it will be funny to streak in front of them. The alarm wakes me up.