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    LD Meditation

    by , 12-31-2014 at 03:31 AM (592 Views)
    #395 - SSILD - 5:00AM

    I somehow become lucid and have some impossible sex with my wife. At one point I am filled with something like guilt; I wasn't going to use a LD for sex. However, it is my wife and I am really enjoying it so, what the hell?

    Spoiler for sex details:

    I must have enjoyed myself a little too much because, I eventually lose lucidity and find myself in something like and FA. We are in my old bedroom at my parents old place and D.N. from work has set up his office in a small section of the room. He has interrupted my love making with my wife and I scramble to find my clothes. I am pissed and embarrassed at his intrusion and have a lot to say about it. My mom shows up and I loudly tell her how the "asshole" woke me up and hour early. I go downstairs to have breakfast but my dad is being obnoxious and I leave the house.

    *Memory gap*

    Something about being a truck driver. I need to unload my trailer but another trucker gets in first. My memory is bad here, but this is what I think must have happened: As I wait, I become introspective and aware. I end up having what feels like a tremendously long lucid adventure in a GTA 5 world though, I remember almost nothing. Something about being invincible and all around bad-ass while I fight some gang members.

    I have a pause in the action at some point. I feel energized and emotional about the epic adventure I just had. My lucidity reaches a high level now and I recall that I had a goal in mind. I wanted to meditate while in the dream state. I close my eyes and clear my mind. Suddenly I am weightless and my dream body dissolves. I become a ball and begin to spin as I bounce around in a tight cube. I say, "Ah this is just like SP sensations. It's really not that cool." I decide to see how long I can maintain meditation and go back at it. Of course, my concentration doesn't last long and I quickly have another FA. I should have anchored myself with a mantra or a sensation.

    I am in some bedroom. There is a Buddhist monk sleeping in a twin bed along the wall. I am now holding a dough-ball about the size of a baseball. I tap the monk's arm wanting to tell him about my amazing lucid dream. I am still really excited about whatever the hell I did in GTA Land and, In amazement I say, "Holy hell!" The monk only stirs a bit and rolls over. I decide that it's going to take more effort to wake the monk so I feel I need to put the dough-ball down. However, I need to preserve it and not let it stick to wherever I put it. I look for some flour but only find baby powder. Close enough. I powder the dough up and set it on dresser. I realize that I am not quite sure what my dream was about. I spend some time thinking it over as I wake up.
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    Updated 01-04-2015 at 11:29 AM by 5967

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    1. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      LOL, I like that you tried and failed to spoilerize your sexytime. Seriously, though, it is really cool how dreams will create these physically impossible situations out of whatever thoughts cross your mind.

      Your epic GTA dream sounds awesome! I'm glad that you got to try the meditation goal as well. I know it cost you your lucidity, but the entirely appropriate (and quite amusing) false awakening was a cool outcome too.
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    2. Xanous's Avatar
      I didn't even realize that messed up. I'm not even sure what I did wrong. Hahaha! I'll try to edit that I'm minute though I'm not sure it matters at this point.

      I just wish I hadn't forgot most of my GTA time. It was really fun and epic... I think. The meditation was cool I just wish I had given myself something to focus on. It was really a poor way to meditate but everything like that seems more difficult in the dream state.
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    3. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      It was really fun and epic... I think.
      Ha ha, I know that feeling!! And hey, dang man, now that you mention it, I'm fairly sure that I've had a long, epic GTA styled non-lucid that I forgot most of! I wasn't lucid, so not quite as cool, but I recalled this feeling of whatever I did being really immense, long, and realistic. Some cool imagery stuck around but I've never been sure whether I really had that long dream or part of it was a false memory...? You were lucid so you can be a little bit more clear on what actually happened.
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    4. Xanous's Avatar
      Really? Have you been playing?
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    5. CanisLucidus's Avatar
      My dream was a while back! I think that at the time I may have been playing GTA IV. I've played just a tiny bit of Episodes from Liberty City recently, but really very little. (Still never played GTA V! I know that you don't approve of how lame and out of touch I am, ha ha...)
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    6. NyxCC's Avatar
      Ahh, Xanous and lucid GTA! Must have been awesome!

      Your meditating experience was very interesting, especially the sensation of being a ball and bouncing in a cube. Do you really get similar stuff with SP?
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    7. Xanous's Avatar
      Your meditating experience was very interesting, especially the sensation of being a ball and bouncing in a cube. Do you really get similar stuff with SP?
      Not so much being a ball but I get a lot of spinning and floating sensations.
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