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    My Official Journey Into Lucid Dreaming

    This my official journal. I intend to write it in every day. I can't write on paper fast enough, but I will do that at night so that I can get the best recall, and then transcribe it here. If this site goes offline, so does my journal!

    1. Nightmare

      by , 08-04-2010 at 04:17 PM (My Official Journey Into Lucid Dreaming)
      This is a sort of recurring dream that I have. The subjects are different, but the theme is always betrayal. I attribute this to the fact that my ex-wife was cheating on me for at least a year before I finally had enough and left her.

      I am in a hotel or dorm or some mass housing complex in an apartment that is supposed to be mine but I don't live in an apartment. It has several rooms and all them are painted white. I am living with my girlfriend (one from over 20 years ago) and she is hanging out with my best friend a little too much. As the dream progresses, I find them getting closer. I try to put a stop to it, but I cannot. They continue through the dream to get closer. Everytime I am looking for her (which seems to be all the dream is about), I find her with my friend. Finally, I start to get enraged. I through things around, fight with him, and her. I punch him, but he doesn't seem to care. I push her hard onto a bed, and immediately feel guilty. You're not supposed to strike a woman. I start to cry. I can't fix this. I feel lost and lonely. Dream fades.

      I am on the ground picking up quarters that someone has dropped. There are hundreds of them. People are walking past me looking at me. I feel like I'm doing something bad, but I continue. I find a Silver Dollar, and pick that up. Dream fades..


      Conditions:
      Fell asleep: 1:00am
      2400 mg of Omega 3 Fish Oil before bed
      Lots of food before bed

      COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN
      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    2. Hotel Stay

      by , 08-04-2010 at 04:23 AM (My Official Journey Into Lucid Dreaming)
      Stayed at a hotel last night. Had two false awakenings. It was bizarre..these both happened in the morning. I had several dreams, but don't remember them.

      The phone rings. (FA) I reach over and pick up the phone. It's my boss. We start talking about something important, but I can't hear him. The maid is coming in to clean the room. I'm trying to tell her to come back later, and all the while my boss is talking to me. I grow angy and upset that I can't get the maid to leave...fall back to sleep

      FA, I get up and start to get dressed...fall back to sleep



      Conditions:
      Fell asleep: 2:30am
      WBTB: Several times.

      COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN
      Categories
      non-lucid , false awakening