Originally Posted by DreamBliss
In the first place the regular parts of the dreams, before I became aware that I was dreaming, were very detailed. They were so detailed that there was little difference between them and when I usually gain lucidity. My first lucid dreams had a jump in reality and detail from regular to lucid. Now it's an imperceptible shift that I only notice if I look really close.
Next up I have no conscious thought processes. I can walk in the woods wherever i want to go, I can even keep myself in the dream, but it's almost as if I am still limited in some way, on some sort of track. I can't all of a sudden decide to fly, or return to my body to start an OBE, or summon the fox, my spirit animal/guide/guardian to join me. It seems as though I have a very limited control of my actions.
DreamBliss: Though the suggestions above seem more than adequate, I need to throw in a couple of notes, simply because the two things you say in the bits I dragged down are puzzling:
First, contrary to its name, lucid dreaming is the result of a presence of waking awareness in a dream, and has nothing to do with the dream getting brighter, or more detailed. Plenty of LD's lack detail or color; indeed my favorite -- and by far most powerful -- LD's have no detail at all, just gray fog or even black nothingness. In other words, lucidity here doesn't mean more light, literally -- it means more awareness. I assume you already know this, but it seemed like a good thing to mention, given your statement above.
Second, you said,"I have no conscious thought processes." This says in itself that you were not lucid. You may have been dreaming that you were lucid (which happens to me a lot), but a lack of waking consciousness definitely implies that you were not lucid. As Nina notes above, you really ought to be having an "Ah-ha!" moment of some sort after lucidity is triggered. You might consider a waking life regimen of state testing (RC's) and questioning the "odd." If you make habits of both, they ought to manifest in your dream, and help secure that Ah-ha moment. I'm sure you already know this, but I can't hurt to repeat.
Finally, the third leg of lucidity, memory, doesn't seem active in this dream. I would guess that the reason you couldn't decide to do anything -- especially if you had planned something before sleep, which you also should always do -- is simply because you didn't remember to do so. It's not that you couldn't do things to take you off those rails, the ability is always there. It's that you did not remember to do them. Memory, especially the short-term variety, is very difficult to "turn on" in a dream, but it must be accessible in order to be fully lucid. You might try doing some mnemonic exercises as during waking life as well. You could even build them into your state testing routine: for instance, after you do an RC, try to remember exactly what you were doing fifteen minutes previously. Sounds silly, I know, but it works.
I hope these thoughts helped tear up the scripts -- sorry they took so long!
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