okay, so usually, especially recently I realize i am in a dream, but can do nothing about it to control it. It feels like a memory. The first LD it was actually me, thinking inside my dream, all other LD was a memory of me making decisions after 'realizing' 'i' was in a dream.
Now, all I do is realize i am in a dream, and have a dream me make some descisions I would have, but again; not actually me in real time like the first one. so oI don't know if these are actual Ld's

I feel close, because I say the word "dreaming" in my mind often when dreaming, i just have control issues, any help?
thanks