07/26/13 Transvestite Astral Fugitive, oh my!

**Sivason** · 07-28-2013 07:11 AM

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07/26/13 Holy F$#@ this was weird. I did not intend on going astral tonight, but the craziest stuff happened anyways. Am I reaching out with out realizing it or getting pulled in? Here it goes, my recall fails at a couple places.

I am having a basic LD that involves 3 girls who are supposed to be real life versions of friends I have on DV. The idea is that some how we have got together in Boise for a dream retreat or some form of DV picnic (what ever). I think it was Gab, MelanieB, and OphiliaBlue. I was really only semi-lucid, kind of knowing it was a dream but not bothering to act or interfere. I just was kind of watching. The DV girls were all pretty and looked random, not like profile pictures, just random DCs who represented these ladies. I think they all had accepted free lodging during the conference at a big house my dad used to own. Gab and Melanie wander off and seemed irritated, then the scene shifted and I was in the hall supposing it was bedtime. Still a bit lucid I 'knew' in the next room I would find a luxurious comfy bed. I did. I really was unconcerned about doing anything. Just summoning the pictured bed was all the control I had yet used. I knew it would be soft and covered with silk or sateen. It was and I sat on it.
Suddenly something shifted and the dream took on a new feel. I saw that a closet had something moving in it. It turned out to be 3 young female children each playing on their own shelf in the closet. They had that weird feel actual entities have that are astral and not normal DCs. I decided to become fully lucid as this was weird and curious. Were these supposed to represent the 3 DCs from before? I was uncomfortable around these 3 giggling entities. They were not likely actually kids, but who knows. Just a little to creepy. I went back out into the hall.
An entity who was now in the form of the OphiliaBlue DC ran up to me and seized my hands. This seemed entity like, but I was still not sure. I had not tried to go astral. The DC?entity? started earnestly proclaiming that she knew I was a good man and powerful. I realized it had my hands pretty firmly. I went down the stairs and into the yard. It kept a grip on one hand like a scared child. I decided to just go look around and drag it with me for now. Ahead of us was a man coming our way and the DC said "help me, they are after me." I tried to just fly up and over the guy. He looked creepy and angry. I told her to fly, but she was almost a dead weight. I ended up dragging her up with great effort.
I was wondering what was going on. Flying takes great effort in some astral realms as they have imposed gravity to increase the livability of the place. I could fly ok but the DC?entity? could not. The DC also had real weight. I wondered for a moment if there was any chance I actually was dealing with OphiliaBlue and perhaps she is not real good at flight? No, that seemed far fetched. It is far more likely this astral entity just assumed a form I would feel sympathy for. Another man was trying to get at her and shouted something like "why are you helping it escape?" I could not pull the weight up any more, so I repulsed him with a force like projection.
Right or wrong, I decided this was in no way Ophilia and that I was pretty freaked out. I am trying desperately not to get in any more trouble in the big astral city as so often results from my confusion and recklessness. I also had a feeling this may not be that realm at all. The guys seemed scary and creepy, and I in no way trusted the think that had firmly latched itself to me. If this was the big city, I may be helping someone evade authorities, and if it was another realm then I have no clue how dangerous the inhabitants are. Time to shake this thing off and freakin bail!
I jerked my hand free and started flying fast, then really fast as fast as I could. Not a good sign. Gravity here was far less then the big city. This was looking more and more like I accidently AP'd to the wrong place or that the thing that grabbed me acted like my dream guides and pulled me there. Screw this. Run. I was moving fast like an airplane and eventually found a new section that looked busy and had beings moving busily around. I landed and walked around. No one here looked dangerous at first. they barely took notice of me. I just explored and did random LD stuff for a few minutes.
I decided as I had a long running highly vivid LD going to try and do some of the goal suggested to me in my Help with advanced tasks thread. I scanned my brain trying to remember a task. I came up with the one about experience an alternate version of your life. I had chosen to see a life where I had children. I figured I may be in a creepy astral city that is new to me, and perhaps not very savory, but why not try a goal and take advantage of the high level of stability the city provided. I went up a stair case but was sure a creepy fat guy was following me. I just hurried away and though I lost him.
How to go about this? I tried just walking up to a DC and asking for help. I approached an entity that was female and said I would like help seeing a version of my life with children. The entity caused hair to completely obscure her face, but did talk back. She was confused at first but then agreed to help. She asked me to go with her. At this point the dream took on a ghost of Christmas past kind of theme. With her showing me scenes and us talking about it.
She showed me a red faced version of me in business attire and an over coat. I looked stressed and hateful. I was clearly very overworked and unhappy with life. This version of me started ranting about income taxes and how one could never get ahead. Then she showed me how I met the mother of my children. I was living in a big city and a starving kitten was eating maggots. The DC of me was taking care of the sick kitten and met a woman. Then a whole fast montage that I have trouble recalling took place showing parts of the life in which I raised a child. It was a pretty little girl. I think a divorce and a lot of bad feeling were in there and a separation I which I lost contact with the child. I actually got caught up in the emotional side of this and felt intense joy and sorrow at some points. Suddenly the montage part ended with the alternate me laying drunken in the road. A pretty woman about 20 who was my daughter was trying to help me up. I suddenly was inside the DC me. I got up off the ground and she helped me to the side of the road. Her husband or boyfriend showed up in a 4 door sedan and she got in. I supposed this was the end of the task and the experience. I decided to see what would happen if I actively took part. I got in the back seat. I could tell right away that this was now just the entity who had helped me see all this, and she looked concerned that I was planning on following her or bothering her. I told her I would just get out on the next corner. It was in front of a large market.
I walked into the market and took a minute to notice just how crazy vivid and life like everything was. Now this seemed friendly and like the big city on the astral. Maybe I was safe. Perhaps I am just getting powerful enough to handle flight a little better. At least no one seemed to be following me or anything creepy. I saw weird shapes as part of a display. I was unsure what the objects were. They made me think of another advanced task I had planned on. The one where I would come upon a pyramid at least as big as a truck, use TK to lift it and stand it on its tip, and then spin it like a top. I decided to just ask one of the entities where the pyramid was and see what happened. Either they would assume I meant some pyramid they knew about and direct me, my subconscious would create an answer, or they would just be irritated at me talking nonsense.
I asked the first entity to come near me "how do I get to the pyramid?" He replied "What are you talking about?" I repeated myself. He finally looked like he understood and replied "I think I know what you mean. Go down this road until you pass the station and take the first left."
I left the market and walked down the road. I saw something ahead that must be the station and a side road. I figured I did not need to walk all the way down there. I just floated up and looked where that road should lead. Ahead was a large temple complex that looked like Mayan step pyramids. I flew over to it. In the astral realms you can not really effect structures, but you can impose an illusion of dream material over any visuals. I imposed my own visuals here. I pictured this stuff, and from my dream perspective saw the results as follows. I used TK and ripped the largest pyramid from the ground. I then caused it to flip over. The graphics broke up a tiny bit and could have been smoother, but they held together and still looked like a giant pyramid rotating in air. Just a little glitch in the rendering. I set it point down and used TK to spin it. OK, that was anti-climactic. I now saw the correct pyramid as it really exists there and flew up to the top of it. I was sure that counted as completing the task, but maybe I should try to complete it with a smooth sided pyramid as that was my original idea. I could also try to keep the glitchiness out of the visuals. I looked down at a near by step pyramid and attempted to change the visuals. It became malleable to my intent and I started to squish the steps into a flat sided shape. Something grabbed my eye and I saw that an entity that looked like an older man was running up the steps towards me. he was very intense. I tried to figure out what he wanted, and he seized both my hands in his. He stated something so similar to the woman before, and the feeling of pleading was so much like before that I was sure this was the same creature. He kept saying things like this "I know you are an honorable man, I know you will do what is right, you are so powerful, I know you are honorable" I was 100% sure it was the same creature, that is why I named the dream "Transvestite Astral Fugitive" OK, maybe that is mean, I am not actually sure some off the astral races have a concept of male vs female. Maybe some can be both, or maybe my mind imposed an image that I could relate to on input I was trying to take in. Or, perhaps this creature picked a form it thought I would protect and failing to get my protection as a pretty woman, had decided to try an aged venerable man.
All of a sudden 3 creepy men are running up the pyramid towards us, and surround us. They yell that I have no business preventing them from capturing him. I yell back that they need to give me a chance to hear what he has to say. They create a box around us, but I am not too worried about that. If it is like other boxes entities have thrown up, I know they can be phased through. they circle us and one rushes forward to grab him. I use a force like push and repel him. Now they are pissed and look ghoulish and dangerous. I yell one more time "let me hear what he has to say!"
I half think these may be the legitimate law enforcement here and I do not want any trouble. I look at him and he just uses a pleading tone and repeats the same stuff about "honorable man" and so on. I say "if you can not make it more clear than that, let me be." He will not let go of my hands, and the three guys look ready to get very serious. I decide to shift out of the astral and duck for the cover of my own waking life. I force myself awake.
I was experiencing a true real world adrenalin rush and as I sat in my chair trying to recover I had vibrations or chills pulsing up my spine for 3 or 4 minutes. Dur~45 min.