Hi everyone. I am new to here and I apologize if it is the wrong section.
But I had this dream the other night. I will try to explain as much as I can and a little back story:
Four months ago my best and only friend committed suicide, he didn't leave a note or anything. I saw him two days before that, he was at my place, drinking and was very depressed over a bad breakup with his SO. He wanted to spend the night on my couch but I advised him to go home and that I would be there if he needed me. He left and that was the last I saw him or spoke to him. And there hasn't been a day since that, that I don't blame myself.
I have only seen a dream about him once and it disturbs me a lot, so here goes the dream: I remember I was at a funeral, there were some coffins, but I only remember two, one where this friend of mine was and in another was my Mom (who is alive actually). So I went to see each coffin and I remember asking for forgivness from both of them. I only remember seeing them laying there dead.

I didn't go to my friend's funeral and never saw his dead body.
I really hope that You can decipher this dream and what it might mean.
Thanks a lot