You woke up sad for what you realized you didn't have.
Your familiar dreams are what is familiar to you now.
In some way it is the end of your world as it is largely unused and is in disrepair.
Hence your dream of life: The absolutely breathtaking beauty you can have instead that is gestating inside you, beginning to.
Your contentment, loving of yourself, which you have not seen in a while. But yes oh so familiar.
MEETING YOUR SOUL
So you meet this in your run-down section to buy this. You have to pay.
It's a high price, if it's been shelved, to heal yourself. So this beauty has cancer, is being eaten away for lack of use or realization.
But it seems your medication of putting things on the shelf might be what has a high price and is not the medicine you need.
Or these are the self-medications that do not work.
Haha, had to laugh at the price of 69.99, if it means the interjoining you need with this female factor. Your express her, and she expresses you, in this oral union.
This is the lower end of the cost. Just the start.
But you saw 100% is best. You had no problem with paying, and for the way that worked best.
From EMPTY to FULFILLED
You see your empty road, to the run-down you that is out of control. Maybe others are included in this scemnario if friends may add to this. Otherwise the people are parts of you.
But you just hold onto your dream, and would forever. The dream of being whole. You held onto the idea of your soul, mate.
The Real You, that has a very complete understanding of you.
But one side of you became loud and belligerent, relating to her. You rebelled, as you thought of aspiring to your True Nature and doing it in the outside world. This is inevitable, as the ego does not want to let go easily.
So, as your ego got out of control, you told it, maybe in anger to burn this out, to cap it so you can get moving with this.
You have to be careful or you may go up in flames in this goal.
WAKING UP
So, after waking up to this, you embraced your cherished dream, which you again dreamt of as it seemed out of reach.
which follows is probably what made you nauseous, and completely distraught.
You have never experienced anything like this though is the good thing, if this dream shows you have had this inner dream of life so significant.
WHO SHE MEANS TO YOU
Your overwhelming feeling is that this was part of a future life indeed, a possible future.
She did not look sickly at all and had a very positive energy no doubt describes you.
You cannot see your house which means you.
Your overwhelming fear that you have lost her in time and will be unable to find her again is dependent then on you only.
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ALTERNATIVE
Unless this is your ideal of a lady, to help you. And you are pregnant with her, so to speak.
It could be both.
But you knew her. So would mean you have dreamt her in real life before, which is very likely
But... she told you to "do it" may wipe this out, which I think meant to do it, get moving.
You can't go and do a girlfriend or get her if this ideal girl is not there which it didn't mean. And why would a real girl say do it and get moving?
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