I'm driving my car in my best friend's old neighborhood, and I park in front of his house. There's already a white car there, and someone in the back seat who needs to be comforted. I comfort him/her.
It's raining.

~Scene change~

I'm at school, I need to get something administrative approved, like to pick up my jacket
but they need something, some stupid verification or something
and i'm like, FUCK i have cancer, is that not enough?
I'm struggling to get across the school to give things to friends since I'm dying, and I watch people happy with their own lives and own drama
I give a small crystal heart that I own to my friend Robert. The heart has "music on it." Like a CD. Robert has a lot of CDs.

~Scene change~

My dad is driving me somewhere, like he did when I was a kid
He says I won't be able to see him as a professor who when the students ask him what the homework is, he doesn't assign any
because of how it stresses kids out, leads to them getting cancer. I explode into tears in the dream.

I wake up bawling.

*Note: This is what dreammoods.com says about
Cancer: To dream that you have cancer denotes hopelessness, grief, self-pity, and unforgiveness. You feel you are wasting your life away. This dream also represents areas in your life which are bothering you, disturbing you, and hurting you in some emotional way. An emotional issue is eating away at you.

Crying: To wake up crying represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.