Thread: ~ Vex Kitten's Journal 05/06 ~

Oct 28th

1- River Whales and Dolphins

Drove over the bridge across the river on Chiefswood Road. Glanced over and saw whale tales spashing around in the river. I thought... NO WAY... there's no way in hell Whales could get up the river. As we sped over bridge and down the road I yelled for D to stop. I needed a pic of the whales. He shook his head and kept driving. I ended up jumping out and running back.
Got there and others had gathered. The river had turned into a shallow grassy ditch and the whales had turned into small grey dolphins.
Sat my cam bag down to take pix. When I was done I picked up the wrong bag. Opened it and saw it was stuffed full of diapers. Noticed a guy with a buggy walking away with my camera bag. Chased him down and demanded my bag back. He wouldn't hand it over and we argued, his friends surrounded me and started yelling at me too. I simply yelled back and whipped his diaper bag at him. After seeing that I wasn't going to leave he surrendered my camera bag back to me and left.
Tried to follow the Dolphins up river but they were too fast. Turned back and started the long walk home.



2- E. Pauline Johnson's House/NO SINK!!!

Was on a tour through the poetess EP Johnson's house. Enjoyed it but had the urge to use the bathroom. Found it, closed and locked the door. Though the door was locked it was still half open somehow and tourists could see in. I didn't care. Took care of business and then went to wash my hands. To my horror... there was no sink. I damned near paniced. Felt my germ-o-phobe ways creep back into me. Looked for anything i could clean my hands on. There was nothing. The closest thing to a sink was the toilet and there was no way I was washing my hands in a toilet. The though sickened me so much I felt weak in the knees and lightheaded. Just stood in the corner holding my hands out in front of me. Stared at them with disgust.

Oct 29th

1- IM w/ R

Simply chatted off and on with R while I was trying to finish off something I was writing. Can't remember our convo.



2- Will Smith Dancing

Will Smith, looking as he did from The Fresh Prince of Bell Air. He was dancing all around the house. I remember yelling for him to do the Carlton and he did.



3- Gym Class/Hockey

Was in gym waiting for all the students to come out of the dressing room. Was looking forward to playing basketball but we all were made to line up along the walls and face each other.
The dream switched to a hockey arena. I was on ice, the only female, oh joy! I got my ass knocked around, cross checked, body checked, hooked, slashed, bulldozed. Every damned painful thing that could happen in a hockey game happened to me.
Got crosschecked from behind and slid across the ice. Finally snapped, got up and started whuppin some hockey player ass. Didn't even play the game, just went around hurting anyone that was in my path. They finally started letting me be and I finally started scoring goals.
Don't know when or how but I was suddenly goalie. Some guy slid into me, knockedm me and the net back into the boards. I got up and started stomping on him with my skates and beating him with my goalie stick. Got dragged off the ice and 'grounded' to the locker room.

Oct 29th cont.

School to Lucid Dream

Walked through HSS, my first highshool. Wasn't happy with the changes made. Looked like a jail more than a school. Went to the library and saw that there was now a big ugly staircase in the middle of it that lead to the second floor. Looked over to the left corner to see that the elegant spiral iron staircase that I had always liked, was gone. The library now looked very angular and disjointed in a way that defies description.

Left the library, the class bell rang. Made my way to the second floor. There saw a greenish blue door that shouldn't be there. Curiousity got the better of me and I peeked into it. Stairs, that were nothing more than huge stacked blue tinted crates, lead down to another door. I decended. About half way down I realized I was dreaming.

Got to the bottom, opened the door and stepped out into a completely alien looking industrial type area. The landscape was hilly and massive beige and brown squat factories lined both sides of the street. The sky was a pristine and brilliant blue, there were no clouds. The sun was blindingly bright and seemed closer to earth than it was supposed to be.

The area was empty. Completely clean and new looking. Untouched. I wandered through staring at various things, windows, doornobs, bricks, trees, parked silent vehicles, all in an attempt to totally solidify my lucidity. Walked up the middle of a steep street. Saw an old gnarly looking tree. Went over to it and placed my hand on the trunk and simply felt the roughness of it's bark.

I was high up on the hill and could see over the factorioes. Off in the distance was an endless expanse of shimmering water and a narrow stretch of white sandy beach. In the middle of the beach was a massive blackened and dead looking tree. barely had any branches on it. The sight of it sadened me. I felt drawn to it but as I stared at it the tree wavered in and out of my vision like a mirage. It disappeared. As it did I felt my lucidity waver as well.

Instantly looked to my hands and focussed on them. Felt 'reality' intensify again. Jogged down the hill and through a pile of brown and orange leaves. The crunch and rustle of them was an amazing sound and I kicked through them as I ran. Came to a solid wall that was about 3 stories high. I simply ran faster and leapt up onto it.

More buildings greeted me, these were skyscraperish. The sun kept annoying my eyes and I had to constantly use a hand to shield my eyes. I decended down into the city which also looked pristine and empty. The quiet and the newness of the place left me feeling nearly intoxicated with excitement. I knew I'd be the first to explore this place.

Got down into the city streets and strolled about. Made dream characters appear just for the hell of it. They were all perfect except they had no faces. I strolled through them as they went about their business. Got the urge to attack one and did. Grabbed a female by the hair and dragged her to the corner of a building. Smashed her face repeatedly off the corner until she dropped. Glanced around. No one seemed to care. I helped the female to her feet and she simply walked away.

Moved further into the city. Glanced around at everything and had a growing feeling of godliness. The thought of lucid tasks flitted across my mind for a moment but then remembered one I'd wanted to try on my own. With barely a thought, three more of me materialise behind me. Together the four of us walked to the center of the city. I thought of J and couldn't stop grinning. I knew he'd be waiting for me at the end of the walkway... waiting for US, all four of US.

The sound of a distant phone ringing caused me to stop. I realized the phone in my livning room was ringing. Felt my dream slipping away. I tried like crazy to hold onto it... it would darken and come back, darken and come back but in the end the annoying sound of the ringing telephone totally woke me.

I've said it before and I'll say it again...I HATE TELEPHONES!

Oh my god you almost did it...Stupid phones!!

I know. That damned close and that stupid telephone starts ringing. I think someone turned it up that loud just to annoy me. Usually can't hear it way back in the bedroom. Next time J's ass is mine!!!


Oct 30th

1- Gray

In a classroom at a desk that was not mine. It was very messy inside and of all odd things to be crammed inside it.. there was a white bowl filled with chicken noodle soup. Had to be careful I didn't spill it.
The teacher scribbled our English homework pages on the board. Carefully rummaged through the desk for a nub of a pencil, sharpened it and by the time I was ready to jot down the page numbers someone had erased them. Could still see fain traces of numbers but couldn't quite make them out.
Was going to ask the guy next to me for the pages but to my surprise antoher guy was sitting in a chair inbetween me and my neighbor. He leaned on me. I leaned back to push him off. We kept doing this as a black and white movie was projected onto the blackboard.
I finally turned to look at the guy, he turned to face me at that exact same moment, leaned in and kissed me. Felt like a mild jolt of electricity shot through my body. Then noticed he had grey eyes. Just as I realized this I started waking up. Tried to hang onto the dream, tried to reach out and hold onto Gray but he faded.
When I opened my eyes there was a fleeting shadow of him faded and my arm was reaching out across the bed as if trying to grab onto someone that wasn't there. Very odd and slightly disturbing.

***been a long time since I dreamed of a person with grey eyes. Don't know what this person represents exactly. It shows up in different forms in my dreams and I recognise it either by its voice or it's eyes.



2- God? Gawd! Micheal

Was chatting to someone online about the existance of God. I tried to convince this other person that God didn't exist. He or she, can't remember who it was, was dead certain God existed. By the end of it I was furious and ended my part of the argument by stating... "THERE IS NO GOD! As such, i refuse to even write the word God anymore. It's Gawd from now on when I refer to your imaginary omnipotent friend."
I closed that window and up popped another. The person referred to me as a goddess and this made me laugh after all the annoyance I'd just went through arguing against such beings.



3- Lucid Bev's HIT

I was sitting on the living room floor in my Aunt's old house. It was very dark, waited for my eyes to adjust. Remembered I was dreaming and sought out my hands to focus. They were My hands this time. Looked down at my feet, they were bare. Focused on my hands the room brightened a little. Looked like it was lit by a coal oil lamp.

Once the scene had intensified I got up and glanced around the room. Looked over every nic nak on the wooden shelf that separated the dining and living room. Moved through the room, saw the silhouette of a pile of jumbled bicycles that blocked entrance to the kitchen. Thought nothing of it and moved on. Tried to fully take in the scene, felt the shaggy red carpet soft under my feet. Could smell the faintest hint of pizza or chickenwings, maybe both? Don't recall hearing anything.

Wanted to get outside and instantly was on the front lawn. It was dark outside as well. Not night time dark, but an odd dark that I can't describe.

Made my way to where the big maple tree should be. Instead of the maple there was a cluster of weeping willow-ish type trees. They weren't willows, I inspected them for a while trying to determine exactly what kind of trees they were. Ran my fingers over the long narrow leaves and was shocked to feel warmth in them, it was almost like touching someone's skin.

Eventually felt 'invited' to step under the tree's drooping branches. It was really dark in there, nearly pitch black. Tried to lighten the scene but couldn't hold a steady illumination. It'd waver of blink out suddenly before lighting again. Was annoying and a bit maddening.

Without any prior thought I demanded, "where are you. I want to see you." The light flickered and then died again. I stood in dark and suddenly was aware someone was behind me. I froze and clenched my fists so hard I could feel my nails digging into my palms. The pain made me feel stronger, made me feel more in control.

Turned to confront whoever but 'it' grabbed me and held me from behind. Tried to regain control but before I actually could 'it's left hand snaked around to the front of my body and it's finger traced all over me. Left an electric sort of tingle where ever it's finger touched me.

Woke up suddenly, tense and wondering WTF?

Oct 31st


1- Chased.

Pursued by odd zombie-ish people again. Me and three others managed to find safety in the basement of an old house. Stayed there till we were discovered.
Found a secret door that lead into sewers. We ran aimlessly through and until this huge guy like Jason Vorhees sprang out of nowhere. He had a huge gun. One of the people with me managed to make it through the rain of bullets to kick or hit Jason. The gun flew through the air. I caught it and shot Jason though i could barely lift the weapon. Every time I fired it I would stagger backward, it seemed more like a bazooka than a gun. We stayed hidden and safe in the sewers.



2- Missed Bus/UFO's

My sis and I were waiting for a city bus. She asked why I wasn't riding with D. I told her that he didn't know where I was anymore. We waited forever, just chatting.
Behind us there was this odd humming sound. The air seemed to vibrate. Turned to see about a dozen or so small handsized UFO's. They were saucer shaped with small clear domes on top. Looked more like toys than real ships.
People ran, screaming. Me and my sister just watched these ship zip around. They seemed more comical than frightening and my sis and I tried to catch one.



3- Too Much TV...

Was in Al Bundy's backyard warming up around a fire since they didn't have heat in the house. Al threw a comforter overtop of the fire and he and three others laid on it. I thought that they were going to catch on fire but they didn't. I climbed up onto a table and laid with two other people. Covered up and kept watching the ones sleeping on the fire, waiting for them to burst into flames.



4- Ferry & Ice

On a ferry with my youngest sister. We hit a patch of water that was full of huge chunks of ice. Waves slowly became bigger and my sister ran to the ferry rail to watch. I was about to run after her and pull her back inside but a monster wave full of ice shards rose up and swept over that part of the boat. It took my sister with it.
Spent the rest of the dream searching the water for any sign of her.



5- Stalked at School

Library was full at school so I sat in the hallway to read. Had a huge binder sized book with a black and cover upon which was printed in gold letters, HOLY BIBLE.
In dream I didn't think anything of it and read away. A woman eventually stood before me, called me Micheal. She told me I couldn't read that book in the hall way.
I protested but then gave up. Lugged the huge book through the halls. I rounded a corner A guy caught my attention. He had shaggy short black hair and was dressed all in black. I think he was even wearing eyeliner? His eyes seemed really dark. Remembered his name was Lucifer.
Made it half way down the hall and remembered I was supposed to be headed in the other direction. Turned and went back around the corner. Lucifer was gone and I felt a bit disappointed by this.
Walked for a while and realized I was being followed. Turned, saw Lucifer following me. He was dressed in black still but his hair was black with red streaks and his face had changed. His eyes seemed to be made of ice or crystal? Can't describe it. I kept walking and he kept following. I slowed so that he could catch up to me. Don't know if he ever did.

Nov 1st


1- Sis's New Place

Finally found my sis's new house. It was out in the middle of a well kempt nowhere. Her house, white with baby blue trim, sat on a huge expanse of impossibly green lawn. Around it was nestled pretty little flowering shrubs. It all looked phoney, plastic.
Inside, she and her baby were playing. She showed me around the house. It was beatiful but very empty looking. Though the rooms were cozy they felt cavernous.
Had the feeling she wasn't as happy as she let on. Tried to convince her to come back with me. We argued about it. She kicked me out.
Outside we continued to argue, ended up high atop a piece of farm equipment, sort of looked like a massive conveyor belt. I looked off to the horizon and watched the sun set as she continually pointed out how perfect every thing was. Ended up sliding down the conveyor belt and walking down the paved road. I didn't look back. Just wanted to get home before it got dark.



2- Love Shop

Went into an adult store called Love Shop. I roamed around looking at all the toys, grabbed a few and tossed them into my basket. Wandered through and noticed that most of the 'good stuff' was gone. Very disappointing.
Noticed a new door. Went through and ended up in a furniture store. Went and sat on a huge U shaped black velvety couch that surrounded an elegant glass topped table. The sales man was trying to sell it to a family. When it became apparent they couldn't afford it the salesman simply turned and left them standing there. For a reason, unbeknownst to me now, I found that incredibly funny.
Checked out the entire store, all it's furniture and then went back through to the Love Shop. Most of the merchandise was now gone. Only a few shelves of toys were left. Looked in my basket and my toys were also gone. I scrambled around the place looking for stuff to replace them but couldn't find what I'd needed. Noticed the snobby sales man from the furniture store was following me, as if I were going to steal something.



3- Penthouse & My Pet

Was in a luxurious penthouse apartment. I stood and looked out the massive wall of windows at the clouds. We were so high up that the clouds where even with the apartment. A blanket of sparce, bright pink clouds drifted by, changing shapes. I watched this for a while. Recall feeling really happy to be where I was.
Someone scooped me up from behind and carried me into the living room. We laid on the floor together in the plush carpet and began fooling around. I kept calling him pet and kitten as we played. He was very ticklish, which was really cute.




4- 3 Bridges

On a four wheeler with my cousin S and one of his friends. We got stuck out in a field and had to walk back to the road. Got there and realized we didn't know where we were. I remembered that the sun would set behind his house so told him we'd head toward the sunset.
We all walked down a gravelly road, taking about nothing in particular, sort of 'tand By Me'-ish. Eventually we came to where the road split into three. There was a bridge partway down all three roads. S's friend said we had to take the first road. We went but realized that we were headed away from the sunset. S said we should take the middle road. Got to the bridge and it was too narrow for us to cross. We then backtracked and then took the 3rd road, and the bridge was odd in that parts of it weren't there. It seemed disjointed sort of like that picture that has stairs leading up, down, sidways, under, over, can't remember the name of that pic now. but the bridge was the same to a lesser degree.
Frustrated, I leapt from the bridge into the shallow stream beneath and started walking up it. The others followed. Somehow I knew that we were finally headed in the right direction.

I just can't resist... What 'good stuff' did you want from the shop?

Only those who step into my dungeon will know for sure.

Originally Posted by Vex

Went into an adult store called Love Shop. I roamed around looking at all the toys, grabbed a few and tossed them into my basket. Wandered through and noticed that most of the 'good stuff' was gone. Very disappointing.[/b]

Oh, come on. You REALLY have to explain this a little more. Please?

Originally Posted by Vex

Only those who step into my dungeon will know for sure. [/b]

So... errrr... exactly how does one secure an invite to this mysterious establishment?

Oh, come on, I REALLY need to know what the "good stuff" is...

You might not want to be so eager to enter that dungeon!
You don't know what's waiting for you! Take some aspirin with

I have a high pain tolerance!

When the cat's away....

Sorry guys, you're asking for classified information.



Nov 2nd

*** didn't get to be until late. Only recall dream fragments ***


1- Ice Skateboarders

Just recall a few skateboarders, whereever they rode trails of ice would form under their boards.



2- Pyrogal

Remember wanting to set fire to this huge mansion-ish house. Can't remember who lived there but totally despised whoever it was.



3- B&E Me

Tried to find a quiet way into a strange house. Remember abduction was on my mind but don't know who I was going to kidnap. The windows were long and narrow and didn't seem to be able to open.

Originally Posted by Vex

Sorry guys, you're asking for classified information.
[/b]

Just use your imagination

Yeah, I'm sure you guys' imaginations would out do mine anyday.



Nov 3rd

<<< 650th DREAM >>>
1- Vampire School

Walked around a school under construction. Walls were just being put up and I watched. Had the feeling it was going to be a school for vampires?



2- Crocs & Huge Hammock

As part of some sort of daredevil show, I was interacting with crocs. A guy put about 4 or them, tail to head, in a huge hammock that sort of reminded me of half a tire. The guy kept trying to calm the crocs. They were snappy and hissing.
I was supposed to crawl into the hammock with these irritable beasts and lay with them as the hammock swung or something stupid like that. I kept saying..Fuck no.. and backed out of the &#39;stunt&#39;.



3- Cotton Candy Corner

Walked down a street that looked like Dalhousie. Noted a kid of about 12 or so following me. Turned onto George st and walked all the way up to Darling. Turned and confronted the kid. He looked shocked at first but then told me he loved me and tried to hug me. I pushed him away and walked back to Dalhousie st.
The kid followed, the entire time he kept saying he loved me. Got to the corner and we both were suddenly surrounded by a &#39;cotton candyish&#39; cave. I pushed my way out and tasted the substance. It was cotton candy. Me and the kid started ripping pieces off and eating it.



4- Spikey Guys

Walked through a mulit level mall. Wondered why I was there, had no money. After a bit realized the mall was full of only guys and most had spiked hair. The hairdos ranged from something not much more than a buzz cut to huge mohawk type colored spikes.
Noted too that some of the guys were shirtless and I wondered what happened to all the females. It was wrong to see a mall with no ladies what soever. Very un natural.



5- Movies Alone

High up in a movie theater like the one in Ancaster. Watched what looked like a Tim Burton-ish movie. After the credits rolled everyone stayed in their seats and another short movie-ette played.
I couldn&#39;t see, some woman with poofy red hair was in my way. Her do blocked the bottom part of the screen, couldnt&#39; read the subtitles.
Slowly leaned to my right till I my head practically laid on the shoulder of the guy next to me. Don&#39;t know who he was but he didn&#39;t seem to mind.



6 - Headless Gal (early morning HIT lucid)

Half assed watched my HI whirl around as I lay in bed trying to recall all my dreams. Almost instantly slid into a dream. The transition was so sudden that I hadnt&#39; even realized I was dreaming until I slid through and off of my bed and bounced lightly onto the floor. Almost felt obe-ish, like I&#39;d fell out of my body.

As my bouncing slowly dwindled down to nothing realized I was dreaming. Tried to get up and couldn&#39;t. Stupid dream &#39;sleep paralysis&#39; thing. Instead of struggling I simply willed myself up into a standing position. Floated up to my feet (have to thank Ne-Yo for that). &#092;

Heard annoying voices out in my living room. Started making my way to the door. My steps were wobbly, as if I hadn&#39;t walked in years. Nearly to the door a figure suddenly appeared. Shocked me so much I stumbled backward and fell onto my butt. Sat there looking up at the figure. It&#39;s body was female and headless. Of course the headlessness sort of scared me but I felt it didn&#39;t mean any harm.

Got back to my feet and approached it. Had the feeling if I made contact with it something amazing would happen. Nearly touched it with the tips of my slowly reaching fingers and the thing vanished. Spun to see it sitting on my bed. I made my way to it again, my legs still sort of wobbly. Where the head was supposed to be there was a sort of wavering engergy, reminded me of heatwaves shimmy-ing off pavement in summer.

Finally got to it, grabbed it by the shirt and pulled it to me. It&#39;s body vanished and I was left holding nothing but it&#39;s clothes in my clenching fingers. I turned to look for it again but as I did the dream suddenly darkened. Knew I was waking up. Tried to hold the dream but couldn&#39;t.

Nov 7th

1- Otherworld

Walked through an earth like place. Something about it was off. Can&#39;t remember what. Ended up in the midst of this massive party that practically pulsated with people&#39;s energy. I watched them an got the feeling they weren&#39;t actually people. The closeset description I can think of right now is vampires...but they weren&#39;t outright vampires.
In the midst of all these beings was a very tall indian guy with long hair. I went to him and he talked about the beings around us then in the midst of the party he laid on a table and went to sleep. Got the feeling he was trying to show me how to sleep properly. Tried to wake him but he wouldn&#39;t stir. Became afraid because I was the only conscious real person there.



2- 4wheeler Ride

It was duskish. Walked a narrow path through a weed choked field. Had a long way to go.
R suddenly rode up behind me on a four wheeler. Offered me a ride. I hopped on the back and we sped off. The ride was incredibly smooth despite the roughness of the terrain.
As we rode R excitedly went on and on about something that I can&#39;t remember now. I couldn&#39;t get a word in edgewise so just listened. Kept watching the path ahead. It seemed to snake on forever and I wondered how far away my desination really was.




3- ???

Can&#39;t decipher my scribbles to make out this dream atm.

Nov 9th

**no recall for 8th, still sick**


1- K&KB

Walked around the bend to my house. Cop cars lined the street and a crowd had gathered on the lawn across from my house. I was curious as to what happened but went straight home. K was there, alone on the couch and crying. I asked her what was wrong. She told me the guy across the street had hurt her.
Immediatey I was enraged. Tore the house apart looking for my baseball bat. K came out and pointed out the guy who had hurt her. I charged across the street, the crowd parted as I approached, even the police stepped out of the way. I rushed up on KB, wound up and cracked him across the face with the bat. The sound that it made was both sickening and exhilerating. He fell to the ground and I continued to bash his head in, bitching and yelling the entire time.



2- Lazy Cashier

Took time choosing popsicles out of a freezer. Got a Strawberry Sensations, an Orange Creamsicles and some banana flavor popsicles. Piled them on the counter and the cashier was talking on the phone. After a while I said, "Fuck, I may as well ring this stuff in myself." The cashier only nodded and waved me back behind the counter.
I went behind and rung in my own purchase, grabbed a few bux out of the till and then left. As I thought about it I realized the cashier was the secretary at the school I&#39;d designed the logo for. Hopped in my car, a little red Fiero, and sped off, wondering about the lazy cashier.



3- Geeks, Monopoly, Hitman

In the main corridor of my first highschool. Met up with a group of igeeky looking people. The surrounded me and asked me to play monopoly with them, they needed a fourth player. I said sure. We sat on the floor in the hallway. The main guy whipped out his brand new game platinum edition game.
Eventually another geekish guy came along and challenged our group to a monopoly battle. He went into a very long boring explenation of the rules. In the midst of it, just to mess him up, I asked, "And I suppose I&#39;m the only female that&#39;ll be in attendance at this thing?" The guy stammered and then nodded his head.
He eventually began yapping again but I lost intrest as a guy with hair hanging in his face caught my attention. I&#39;d caught a glimpse of his eye and thought there was something familiar about him. He sat a few benches down, broke out a hand gun and started shooting. I waited for others to panic before I leapt up and dashed into the crowd. Got outside and tried like crazy to remember where I&#39;d seen the guy before. Knew I could talk him down if only I could remember him.



4- Running to Lucid DILD

Was with K. We were jogging through an unfamiliar city. Got to the outskirts of town and ran to a place that looked like Waterford Ponds. We dashed back the long driveway to the swimming area. The grass was wet, muddy. I realized this when my bare feet squished through the soggy earth. Got back to the swimming area and K wanted to go further. I told her no, it was almost dark and I wanted to get back before night. So we raced back up the drive. As we got to the end I noticed a huge white telescope standing in the weeds. It irked me that someone would leave such an expensive piece of equipment outside. Made a note to come back and swipe it later if still there.
As we ran back into the city I lost sight of K. I stopped and looked through the crowds of poeple. Couldn&#39;t see her. I then focused on one point and knew if I envisioned her she&#39;d appear. She did after a few seconds, and yelled, "Hurry up slowpoke." I dashed off after her.
Came to a corner store. We went in and grabbed a bottle of water each. K had turned into my sister. She took our purchase to the cashier as I chatted with an old friend. Sis came over and told me the purchase was &#036;22.50. I stormed to the cashier and we argued about the price of two bottles of water costing &#036;22.50.
Suddenly realized I was dreaming, but it was odd, in my mind I repeatedly reminded myself that I was dreaming but it didn&#39;t have the feel of a lucid dream. The argument degraded to namecalling, my sister put the water back, my friend sort of backed off as the cashier rounded the counter to attack me. I stood there grinning. "I&#39;m dreaming. I&#39;m dreaming right?" I asked suddenly. The cashier stopped in her tracks and simply replied, "You&#39;re insane." She charged me. I simply grabbed her by the face. As I did her head turned into a sack of what felt like popcorn. I crunched it in my fist and let the woman fall to the floor.
After that I procede to do a bunch of stupid things that equated to nothing more than simple magic tricks, like morphing objects into other things, levitating my friend, making the lights flicker... bunch of useless stuff.
The cashier stirred. MY friend grabbed a bag full of merchandise and took off. I told my sister to get out. I grabbed a bottle of water and slipped it into my jacket pocket. Stood there watching the cashier twitch for a few seconds, wondered if I could morph her into something else. Would have but my sister peeked back into the store and told me to hurry up. I left.
As we strolled away from the store my friend across the street yelled, "She&#39;s got a gun&#33;"
I turned to see the cashier fire at my friend. I supersped to shield my friend, held out my left hand, fingers spread open. I could feel the air rushing ahead of the bullet. Brought my fingers together suddenly and caught the bullet between my middle and ring finger. Tossed it aside and told my friend to run.
With barely a thought, the store lurtched foreward and collapsed on the cashier. I turned and joined my sister who was in awe of my powers. She asked when I&#39;d learned to do such things. I told her that we were in a dream. She didn&#39;t believe me and we argued about it as we continued on our way.




5- Bus to Nowhere

Waited for a bus with my Cousin T. Her boyfriend had stopped and offered us a ride. She declined. Every little while we&#39;d see him again, like he was stalking her.
Bus came. Got to the bus station and got off the vehicle. As I walked away I realized I&#39;d left my backpack on the bus. Went back but the driver wouldn&#39;t let me on to retrieve it.
Some of the passengers talked her into letting me back on. GOt my backpack and the driver wouldn&#39;t let me off this time, said I had to wait till she made her first stop.
Sat in the back of the bus. An old guy beside me started singing a perverted song which no one but me seemed to mind. He then leaned against me and said..."You know we&#39;re all going nowhere. No stops. No real route. NOWHERE&#33;"
The bus then left. I waited, waited, waited for the first stop but there was none. The bus just kept driving. I decided that as soon as the bus slowed I was opening a window and going to jump out. I didn&#39;t want to go nowhere.



6- Terantula & Cats

At a friend&#39;s house. He brought us in the front door. I saw a pane of glass set into the floor, walked up to it and slammed my foot down on it. Don&#39;t know why I did that. The glass shattered and the guy turned and yelled, "Why must you destroy something everywhere you go&#33;" He informed me that that glass was the covering of his terantual aquarium. I told him he was an idiot to have an aquarium in his floor to begin with. We argued a while and he turned an left.
I poked around the shattered glass and couldn&#39;t find anything that looked like a spider. Moved to the stairs and sat down. A black kitten came to me and rubbed against my legs. I tried to pet it but it wouldn&#39;t let me. Another black cat charged in through the door. I called it Padre and it came to me, laid at my feet and purred. I was going to pet him but noticed his right back leg was matted with blood. I reached down to inspect him but that damned terantula leapt out and attacked the cat. They fought for a bit but the spider eventually won and dragged the cat away. Tried to follow and save the cat but lost them.

Originally Posted by Vex

Walked around the bend to my house. Cop cars lined the street and a crowd had gathered on the lawn across from my house. I was curious as to what happened but went straight home. K was there, alone on the couch and crying. I asked her what was wrong. She told me the guy across the street had hurt her.
Immediatey I was enraged. Tore the house apart looking for my baseball bat. K came out and pointed out the guy who had hurt her. I charged across the street, the crowd parted as I approached, even the police stepped out of the way. I rushed up on KB, wound up and cracked him across the face with the bat. The sound that it made was both sickening and exhilerating. He fell to the ground and I continued to bash his head in, bitching and yelling the entire time.[/b]

Okay, this is going to sound a little fucked-up, but... eh, I&#39;m a little turned on. The whole irate assertive angry woman thing.

And BTW: YAY You completed the Lucid Task&#33;&#33;&#33;&#33;&#33;&#33;&#33;

holy crap you&#39;ve been writing a lot&#33; Wow... I mean seriously... heh, I guess I kind of fell away from doing it... you should so adopt me hehe, Amazing job btw&#33; 43 and 4 right? ^_^

Blue: You&#39;re such a freak... but I like &#39;em freaky.
And yeah, I did complete the lucid task but it doesn&#39;t feel like I really completed it because the dream didn&#39;t have the feel of a lucid dream. Not complaining... i&#39;ll take the pretty badge and the highlighted name. I&#39;m just easily appeased like that.



Ezekiel: It&#39;s actually 43 and 5 now. Been on a lot but not as much as I could be. Bet the members of DV are thankful for that. I&#39;ve kept at it but slacked a couple of times during the summer. As much as I&#39;d love to I can&#39;t adopt you right now. One adoptee at a time for me so that he or she recieves my undivided attention. You should have come back sooner...
Hope you pop in more often.

Originally Posted by Vex

As we strolled away from the store my friend across the street yelled, "She&#39;s got a gun&#33;"
I turned to see the cashier fire at my friend. I supersped to shield my friend, held out my left hand, fingers spread open. I could feel the air rushing ahead of the bullet. Brought my fingers together suddenly and caught the bullet between my middle and ring finger. Tossed it aside and told my friend to run.
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Haha. Niiiiice.

Good job on the task, Vex.

Thanks Oneironaut
That part felt super Matrixy, to the point I intentionally mimiced Neo&#39;s stance when he halted all the bullets near the end of that movie. That dream still didn&#39;t feel like a lucid. Even when I was arguing with my sister about being in a dream it was more like I was trying to convince myself. Felt really odd but again I&#39;m not complaining.



Nov 10th

1- Sis&#39;s New Apt

Visited my sis. She lived in an upstairs apt in a house that looked similar to one I used to live in. Got upstairs and tried to relax and chat but the neighbor downstairs had his music baring so loudly we had to raise our voices to talk.
I told her to go down and tell him to turn it down. She didn&#39;t want to. I stood up and stomped on the floor and the music stopped. We started talking again and shortly there after the music started playing again. Went downstairs and knocked on the neighbor&#39;s door. He wouldn&#39;t answer so I started stomping up and down my sister&#39;s stairs.



2- How to Video

Strolled around my first school. It was surrounded in brambles. Wanted to go over and sit on the swings but couldn&#39;t find a way in.
Heard what sounded like a girl struggling. Peeked into the weeds and saw a guy had a naked girl sprawled out on her stomach on the ground. He was sitting on the backs of her thighs explaining to a tiny video camera how to rape a girl.
After much searching I found a way in, crept up to the spot where this perv was making his instructional video. I burst in and grabbed the camera, which was hanging by a cord from a branch. I tried to yank it away but it was stuck. The guy got up and crawled toward me. I kicked him in the face. He fell to the ground and cried like a two year old throwing a tantrum.
Ripped the camera free, helped the girl to her feet. Gave her my t-shirt to wear which left me in only a bra. We ran, the girl disappeared into a nearby house. I&#39;d intended to get the video to the police but don&#39;t think I made it.



3- Bro and the Lion

At a zoo where the animals were kept behind 4ft chainlink fences. I was taking photos. It was nice to be able to take pix of the animals without having to try focus the lens through the links.
Came to the lions. My brother reached over the fence and started pulling at a huge lion&#39;s mane. I told him to stop but he kept it up saying that the lion couldn&#39;t do anything to him because he was lion proof. The big cat leapt up and started swatting at him. Didn&#39;t seem to hurt my brother at all.
I crept away. I knew that as soon as the lion was outside the fence he&#39;d maul anything in his path. I told my brother this as I sneaked away. He only kept poking at and smacking the lion. The animal was getting more pissed off with every hit.
I took off. Didn&#39;t feel like being mangled up by a giant pissed off cat. I sort of hoped it would get my brother. he deserved it .



4- Weight Gain

Rushed through Gram&#39;s house to get ready to school. Think it was the first day. As i made my way to the bathroom a massive jumping spider skittered across my path. It stopped and looked at me and then scurried into the bathroom. I went in anyway. No time to fall victim to arachnaphobia.
Had to answer nature&#39;s call. I pulled out the third drawer from the bottom of a huge wooden dresser. Dropped my pants and sat on the drawer and used it as I would a toilet. When I was done I simply closed the drawer again.
Tried on a bunch of my clothes. To my horror they were all too tight. Looked at my reflection in the window and saw that I was tremendously fat. Looked like my clothes were going to rip apart at the seams. Went through all my clothes hoping I had something that would fit. Nothing would. Iwasn&#39;t at all upset about my weight. I was upset that I&#39;d have to buy all new clothes.
Squeezed into some clothes and tried to put on makeup. It wouldn&#39;t go on smoothly so I ended up pretty much looking like a 3 year old that has gotten into mommy&#39;s make-up. Spent the rest of the dream trying to scrub the makeup off.

Nov 11th

**Sleep 4am - 9:15***
Woke up at some point and thought, I have to remember those three dreams, fell back to sleep and now can&#39;t remember them. No recall at all yet. But..

Woke up with Felix Mendelsohn&#39;s Mid Summer Night&#39;s Dream Overature continually running through my mind. Odd because the radio wasn&#39;t on last night. Keep sporadically humming it this morning too.




Hopefully recall some dreams later.. off to Niagara Falls for now.

Nov 12th

***bed 4:30ish am - 10:30am, only recall dream fragments - get your ass to bed on time girlie***


1- Online

Maniacally typed away on my computer, updating a website or blog.



2- Mall Brats

In a massive mall. Kids everywhere, loud, running. Just wanted to get out.



3- The Stalking Elaine

Seinfeldy dream of Elaine continually stalking a guy &#39;upstairs&#39;. We didn&#39;t believe her because there was no upstairs.



4- Tormenting

Only recall having my hand wrenched around some guy&#39;s member, digging my nails in as if I were trying to latch in and rip it off the guy. Monsterously enraged feeling is the predominant thing I remember of this.



5- Darl&#39;s Basement

In Darl&#39;s basement, think it was her basement at least. All her kids were in it. Also there was a huge fire pit that sparked and kept nearly catching the children on fire.