Thread: ~ Vex Kitten's Journal 05/06 ~

Sept 17th 06


1- Barfight

Was in a bar, an odd mutation of Rumbles. Can't recall if I was drinking or not. Didn't feel a buz of anykind. My sister was wasted and argued with everyone. As soon as someone would tell her off she'd run to me and say we had to kick so and so's ass. I kept telling her no. I wasn't there to kick asses.
She eventually got mad at me and tried to push me into a fight. I laughed at her and told her to sit her drunken ass down. She did eventually but kept annoying and annoying me. i was on the verge of kicking the living crap out of her when a guy in sunglasses appeared and dragged her away. She got banned from the place but stayed just outside threatening to kick my ass. 'Sunglasses' told me he'd escort me home if need be. I remember thanking him and turning to watch my sister outside the bar throwing a drunken hissy fit. I remember feeling so relieved that I didn't turn out like her.



2- Head of the Class

Roamed halls of what seemed to be a mix of all the high schools I'd ever attended. Couldn't find my class. I'd be in a NFHS hallway and know that the class I was looking for was just around the corner, but when I rounded the corner it would switch to PJCVS, LSHS or HSS. It kept shifting just when I was sure the class was just around the next corner.
Finally found my class. The desks were arranged so that the formed a triangle to the back of the class. All the desks were full except for the very first desk at the very tip of the triangle. I sat in it and felt horribly uncomfortable. Didn't like all those people behind me. Got up and left. Went looking for the library but couldnt' find that this time.



3- Waterford Dogshop

Walked to Waterford. At the end of the bridge was a store. Realized I was pushing a buggy. In it was a small chocolate brown dog in a baby bonnet. I manovered the buggy into the store and looked around. It was all dog supplies. As I was browsing the dog hopped out of the buggy and took off.
Chased it through the store. At some point it changed into a Jack Russel Terrier and sort of looked like my dog Muttface. Finally got a hold of her and had to open a collar and leash to put on her. I then loaded 15 dollars worth of pet merchandise into the buggy and took it up to the cashier. Swiped my bank card through the debit machine and started punching in my pin #. Suddenly realized I was broke. I told the teller that my card wasn't working and needed to go to the bank to get a new one. Would be right back. Took off, muttface in tow with her new stolen collar and leash.
Met the others outside and we all took off in seperate directions.



4- Butterflies and Birds

Remember inspecting a huge shed with a glass window. Behind the window were dozens of huge cocoons. Some were 'hatching'. The butterflies would drop to a ledge and crawl to cut up fruit to eat.
Three orange butterflies slid through the slit at the bottom of the window and fluttered away. I chased after them, camera ready nab a pic of one. Two flew high into the sky. One fluttered to the ground near to a small brown bird. The bird caught the insect and ate it.
Heard other birds, looked like cedar waxwings, making a racket. Knew there had to be a nest near by. Checked a pine tree and there was a nest with an oversized, featherless bird in it. It was really ugly, looked more reptilian than bird. Atop that 'bird's' back sat a smaller yellow feathered bird. I tried to take pix of the odd birds but my camera wouldn't focus on them both. Only one or the other. Went inside, frustrated.



5- Abducting Pseudo Ape

Was walking with a little kid through a hilly park. I remember it was near sunset, the light was gorgeous almost perfect for landscape shots. As I was admiring the scenery this thing that looked like a freaky cross between an ape and a leemur. It scooped up the kid, bounded away and dove into a hole in a hillside.
Went to a nearby house. Told an old man what happened. He got us all dressed up in ww1 army uniforms and we went to find the kid.
Along the way I got distracted by the sunset over a large pond. It was an amazing scene. Whipped out my cam and started taking all kinds of pix. Forgot about the kid.

*Week has been horrible. In pain in several different ways which meant lack of sleep and lack of dreams.*

Not a whole lot to record but here it is.


Sept 19th

1- Jailbird

Walked through a huge building resembling a massive mall. But instead of stores the place was full of jail cells. Came to one and recognised the guy behind bars. I went to him and started talking. We talked for a long time but I can't remember any of the convo.
Remember feeling bad for the guy and wanted to try bust him out. Other poeple would walk by and distract me from such thoughts.



Sept 21st

Pillar Pyramid

Just recall pressing through weeds and shrubs along a river bank. Think it was the Grand River. Came out onto a well manicured lawn. There were about five or so white pillars about a foot wide with about a foot of space between each. Atop of those were stacked 4 pillars then 3 pillars atop those then 2 atop those. Almost a pyramid formation. I stared at it for a long time wondering wtf it was.

Sept 22nd

1- Airfield

My sister, her kids and I were watching airplanes land in a small airfield. I had an overwhelming feeling that something bad was going to happen and wanted to leave. My sister insisted on staying.
Watched a few oddly shaped planes land. Then one decended that looked like a mirrored stealth fighter. For some reason it frightened me and I told my sister we had to get out of there now. She refused. I told her at least let me get the kids out. She said, Take them. So we left. Walked along a narrow path through the brush and came out in a small town. Felt safe but was worried about my stupid stubborn sister.



2- Bomb Search.

Only remember poking along through sand looking for bombs or mines. A guy with really strange sunglasses intercepted me. I was terrified of him, more of his glasses than anything. They weren't right? Can't explain it.



3- 10's

Had to find things in groups of 10. Ran around gathering up a bunch of useless things but could never find 10 of anything. Until a kid dumped her piggy bank out. A bunch of dimes and pennies spilled onto the table. I asked the girl if I could have 10 of her dimes in exchange for a dollar. Then decided I'd give her 10 dollars for 100 dimes. Counted them all out and put them into rolls of 10 dimes/roll. So I had 10 rolls of 10, 10 cent coins. Odd thing about the dimes though is their edges were lined in a really bright yellow.

Sept 23rd

1- Running Town Line

A few others and I were jogging up Town Line. For a reason I can't remember now we split up. Everyone esle wanted to go back. I wanted to go forward. They all turned and left me standing alone. I was nearly tempted to go with them but needed to go forward, even if alone.
Moved on, by myself. The road became unfamiliar to me and wondered if I'd get lost. Kept glancing back to see the others moving off far in the distance in the opposite direction, nothing but little specks on the horizon.



2- Tina's Place

((may actually be a continuation of the above))
Was outside Tina's house, (formerly my aunt B's house, the one aunt nice enough to take me in when I had no where else to go) and decided to go in. Went in the 'front' door. (she had no front door, just a side and back door). Got inside and kids were everywhere.
Tina was blathering on about something or another, her man kept interupting and making her mad. I felt horridly out of place. The house didn't feel comfortable anymore. Went to find the kitchen and discovered the inside of the house was changed. The walls and floors were crooked or warped or made of rough looking wood. Dont remember much else beyond being really disappointed that everything had changed.



3- Knocking

Was living in a second story apt. Kids were scattered about the place. Everything in the room was earthy toned which I didn't like. Reminded me of dirt and made me want to obsessively clean. Some kids were watching tv, some listening to the stereo, I simply sat on the couch thinking.
Someone knocked on the door downstairs. One of the kids jumped up to answer. "NO" i yelled. Had the feeling that to answer the door would mean something bad. The kid sat back down. I moved to the rail and looked down the stairs at the door. Whoever was knocking pushed the mailslot in the door open and yelled through asking if 'so and so' was there. I ignored.
Laid on the couch and watched tv. The knocking continued...continued... continued. I sat straight up all the sudden, realizing that someone was knocking on the door irl.
"Im dreaming...someone's at my real door!" I muttered out loud. I theorized that as long as I ignored the knocker in dream I would stay in dream, but if someone anwered the door I'd end up waking up.
I also remembered that there was something I was supposed to do... and spent a great deal of effort trying to recall what that something was...but the knocking on the door continued and kept shattering my concentration. I was getting incredibly pissed off. I began to think of ways to be rid of the person banging on the door but realized that no matter what I did to be rid of them the knocking would continue because someone was actually knocking irl.
The knocking suddenly upped in volume. I looked over to the right of the room and a huge wooden door had appeared. Whoever was knocking was now nocking really loudly at that door. I closed my eyes and tried to ignore the sound. The kids kept asking if they could answer. I kept yelling NO!
I then heard the door knob ratting around as if someone were trying to get in. One of the kids ran to the door and tried to open it. I ran across the room and pulled the kid away from the door.
"That's it!" I muttered. I turned the doorknob and it seemed jammed. Kept twisting and turning it till it loosened. I ripped the door open and saw this little girl standing outside. She opened her mouth to speak and I shoved her down the hall, "Get the FUCK out of here you little bastard! Some of us are trying to sleep. FUCK! GO! LEAVE! Dont' come back you little annoying shit..." I continued yelling at the kid until I suddenly awoke.
Woke up to see that D had actually answered the door and was talking to some kid. "You wanna visit with your bastards, go to their house." I yelled at him then rolled over to try get back to sleep. Was sleeping on the couch btw.


<<< 500th DREAM >>>
4- Bird & Lion

Driving along, noticed a huge bird of prey in a tree, it&#39;s wings spread out as if it were sunning them. Whipped out the camera to take a pic but just before I could a huge lion came bounding through the trees, across branches. It leapt onto the bird and began mauling it.
I snapped non-stop pictures of the attack knowing that no one would believe what had happened unless they had pix to prove it. Proof the lion attacked the bird.
The lion finished mauling the bird and charged for me. Was in a vehicle and I told the person who was driving to go faster but they wouldn&#39;t. The lion quickly caught up and I woke up just before it reached me.

*edited to add just recalled dream #4*

Sept 24th

1- Lost Diamond

Was absently itching at my nose stud and accidentally yanked it out. I shrugged, thought it was time to change anyway. Looked around for the diamond stud I had but couldn&#39;t find it. Ripped my room apart looking for it.



2- Glasses Woman

Was at a desk shoving photos into the shelves. A woman called to me from outside. I went out to her. She was an elderly woman with glasses and short grey or silver hair. She was explaining something to me and said I had to go with her.
I didn&#39;t want to. Had the sneaking suspicion that if I left I&#39;d forget about my photos and someone would end up stealing them.



3- Wrong Mother

At my Grandmother&#39;s. Many people were there. I stayed in the end bedroom and dug through boxes of books and papers. Was surprised to find my old sketches and school books. Flipped through them and laughed at some of the stuff I wrote from back in elementary school.
Heard a kid out in the living room begging to leave. Went to investigate. It was T asking F if he could leave and go to 266 or 226 ??? street.
Realized that the numbers didn&#39;t go that high on ??? street. Then clued in that the kid was asking the wrong person. I said, "Hey, why you asking her, she&#39;s not your mother."
The kid ignored me and went outside.
F wandered around the house, completely wasted, making an ass of herself. Felt embarassed for her.



4- Killer

Don&#39;t remember how, but I ended up with a psycho chasing me. He had a huge knife, chased me down streets and alleys. I came to a huge fenced schoolyard and ran across. Only then noticed there was a chubby red headed kid on the swings. The killer stabbed him in the back of the neck. The kid became like a zombie and chased me too.
I climbed a fence to escape. Barbed wire was at the top and i cut myself up really badly climbing over. Got to the other side of the fence and knew I was safe. Only then did I realize that I wasn&#39;t really scared of the guy... I was just runnng because... well... you&#39;re supposed to run from someone who comes after you with a huge knife.



5- River Wading

Only recall wading through a clear shallow river. Some parts would suddenly be deeper than others but mostly it was ankle deep. Had the overpowering feeling that I&#39;d been there before.



6- The Scarlet Mile

Was at a party in someone&#39;s yard. Got bored. My sister and I left, walked down a gravel road and came to a bend. I didn&#39;t know what was beyond the bend so I ran up onto a yard and grabbed a thick steel pole to use as a weapon should there be any rabid dogs or other such friendly critters roaming around.
We walked, talking of nothing in particular.
After a while I noticed what looked like giant strawberry plants across the ditch. I ran over to pick some strawberries but they were all rotten or maggot riddled. The strawberry leaves were slightly tinted red.
Walked on and noticed huge clover plants. They were a deep shade of crimson, very pretty and lush looking. I wanted to pick some but my sister said they might be poisonous.
Noticed most of the plants that edged the narrow road were different shades of red. It was sort of frightening and enchanting at the same time. I wanted to pick the plants because I&#39;d never seen anything like them. Got to the end of that block, turned and walked back through, still amazed by the plants.



7- Waves & the Beach

Taking random photos at an over crowded beach. Noticed waves were slowly getting bigger. Ran the top of stairs that lead up a small cliff. Sat and took pix of the water.
One monster wave was spotted coming. People scattered for higher ground or swam like crazy to get out of the water.
The wave crashed ashore with a sound that rivaled a thunder clap. When it slid back out to sea it took many poeple with it. I simply sat in my safe spot snapping photos of all the people being swept away, not a care in the world.
Every few minutes a huge wave would appear and scoop more people away. some tried to climb up to where I was but I kicked them back down.
At one point the waves all froze in place. The water was completely still. I climbed down, took photos of the stilled water. Kids were running atop frozen wave crests. It was amazing. But I knew when to get the hell out. Jogged back to my safe spot and just as i did a killer wave swept in and crushed everyone still down on the beach.

Sept 25th

*kept waking last night, not a very restful sleep*


1- Outside Casino

Sitting outside on a vehicle waiting for someone who was inside the casino. Hate casinoes. Too smokey and loud.
Really bored and whipped out my car keys. Pressed the buttons on them and they activated the huge decorative slot machine on the casino. I messed with it until all I needed was one final symbol in the bottom left corner to make a straight diagonal line from the right corner down to the left.
Couldn&#39;t quite get it to work so I started messing with lights on the outside of the building. Used my keychain to light or turn them off.



2- Werewolf?

In a van watching people walk by. A kid ran up some stairs that lead from underground. He charged for the van, hopped in, handed a huge knife to me and then hid. I slid the knife down beside my leg and the seat.
A large man came up the same stairs as the kid had. He came straight for the van and hopped in. Could tell he wasn&#39;t human. He sniffed around and then dove into the back of the van, got the kid.
The man shifted into half wolf/human. He bit and ripped a chunk out of the kid&#39;s stomach. The light was dim but I saw and heard his insides spilling out. He staggered around, fell out of the van.
Afraid but feeling I had to do something, I pulled out the knife just as the wolf man turned to leap on the kid again. I swung the blade through the air, the creature bit down on it and glared at me. I thought..OMG, it&#39;s going to rip me to shreds. It had teeth like a shark instead of fangs like a mammal. It let go of the blade and though I had an overwhelming urge to stab the wolf man I didn&#39;t. Instead I wrapped my arms around it&#39;s neck and somehow held it still. Tried to sooth it, telling it repeatedly that it didn&#39;t have to kill anymore. Still felt it would rip me apart at any second.



3- Bud Nebula

Walked down a dark, deserted street. Came around the front of a townhouse? I think it was. A few people were outside looking up at the sky. I looked up too and saw that the night sky was packed with billions upon billions of stars. I couldn&#39;t make out any constellations or pick out any familiar stars. Felt lost and small.
Someone was at my side suddenly. Glanced over and recognised the guy. I asked what he was doing there. He turned and asked me the same thing. I told him I didn&#39;t know why I was there but I was glad he was there too. I took his left hand in mine and looked up at the sky trying pick out constellations.
3 giant red masses appeared in the sky. As they solidified they looked like gigantic crumpled budwieser beer cans. I laughed and said, that&#39;s impossible. That&#39;s just stupid. But my mind immediately began trying to figure out how they got there. Before I could they disappeared again. Most of the stars did. And the guy I was hanging onto, D, was gone. I felt monstrously lonely and went to search for him in the dark.

Sept 26th

*1 100mg B6 hr before bed*

1- Battery

At an unknown location, outside. Walked along a driveway and saw a car battery that was glowing red. I took off. Knew it was going to explode. Tried to hide behind a shed but knew it was no real protection. Piled up a bunch of tires and hid behind them.
Others were cutting up plain white paper into odd shapes, making a wall out of them. As if paper would hold back an explosion.
Eventually a guy &#39;defused&#39; the battery, scooped his hand into it. Pulled it out it was covered in acid. He used white glue to wash the acid from his hands.



2- Face Piercings

Had more peircings in my face. Had two in the area between my nose and upper lip, one just below my bottom lip, one over in my cheek, and I brow ring along with the nose ring I already have.
Decided I didn&#39;t want the ones under my nose and bottom lip. Took them out to discover that there were huge holes in my face where the piercings were. It was like someone had drilled into my face, right through the bone behind my skin. I could see inside my own face when I looked in the mirror. Was horrified at what I looked like. Walked around with my hand over my mouth to keep anyone from seeing the holes in my face.
The earring in my cheek had something that looked like a cheese slice dangling from it. It slowly pulled down at the piercing which started ripping down my cheek.



3- Whore house

Was not actually me in this dream. It was like I was possessing someone else&#39;s body. I was a young girl roaming through what looked like a whore house. Found a room where a guy was sleeping on the bed. Can&#39;t remember what he looked like but remember thinking he was cute. I crawled into bed with him and kissed him on the forehead. He woke up a bit and I kissed him on the lips. He kissed back, eyes still closed.
Another guy barged in and shoved me off the sleeping man. The barge in guy dragged sleeper off the bed and tried to make him leave. He said not unless he could bring me with them. The guy kept saying no... she&#39;s a whore.. you&#39;ll find one just like her in the next town.
Some asian woman started bitching in the background. At me I think. I yelled back at her as &#39;sleeper&#39; argued with the both of them. He kept a tight grip on my hand and kept saying he wasn&#39;t leaving without me.



4- Animation

Worked on an animation of a mermaid. I kept explaining how I wanted the scene to look, how it was supposed to flow from one cut to the next. Tried to tell &#39;them&#39; that the hair wasn&#39;t fluid enough. Basically bitched about everything. Nothing was being drawn the way I had envisioned it.



5- Serenade

I was being serenaded by a guy with a guitar. I can&#39;t remember what he was playing but it was the most amazing thing I&#39;d ever heard. It sounded familiar enough for me to know where the music was going but I couldn&#39;t place the tune. Don&#39;t remember seeing the guy&#39;s face but watched his fingers flying over the guitar strings instead.



6- (can&#39;t read my writing atm to post this one)

Sept 27th

1- Ivy Plants (fragment, other than this no Dream Recall)

Had two white styrofoam cups filled with sand and water. In each cup a single vine of ivy was planted and drooping over the side. Put the cups on a cinderblock in the sunlight.

*this fragment recalled while typing up a pm about dream recall. Thanks Merlock. A fragment remembered is better than nothing at all*



Sept 28th


1- Electric Bridge

Was waiting to cross a long bridge. Reminded me of the Rainbow Bridge in Niagara Falls. Can&#39;t remember the reason we were held back but when we were allowed to cross i only got half way. A dark haired guy announced something about an electricity experiment. Electrical cords were lying beside the bridge walkway. They lit up, a neon bluish-green color.
Didn&#39;t know what was going on so I retreated back to my side of the bridge. The entire time I could feel a pulsing engergy from the illuminated cords. When I finally got back to where i started the entire area lit up in the same blue-green light. I stepped into it and looked at my hands. They were luminous, like my body had become light. Everyone around me was the same. We were shifting colors of light in the shape of humans? I can&#39;t even describe it.



2- Lost Girl

Had a little girl with me. I think she was me. Looked like me when I was about 5 or 6. We were in a dept. store looking through clothes.
My attention was grabbed by a set of twins. The guys looked familiar. So familiar that their names were on the tip of my tongue. I watched them for a while trying to remember who they were. Suddenly remembered the girl. Looked down at my side and she was gone. Searched frantically for her. I&#39;d always just catch a glimpse of her disappearing behind a clothes rack or another customer.
After much chasing I caught her and we left. As we walked out of the store I saw the twins again and it annoyed the hell out of me that I couldn&#39;t remember who they were.



3- High Tech Trailor

In a trailor stuffed full of high tech toys. The one room was loaded with a bunch of PC&#39;s and Macs. Mine was the 3rd in a set of four trailors. It was really dumpy looking outside but that was good because no on would guess what was on the inside.
Thought the place was a big secret but then my cousin W was at the door knocking. I told him to leave but he walked right in and looked around. He didn&#39;t say anything. Only laughed that wicked laugh of his.
I knew it was all ruined now. Even though as I think back on the dream... i don&#39;t know exactly what was ruined.



4- Eye of the Storm

Was on the outskirts of a large city. The clouds were black and stormy all around except for one perfectly circular opening in them. Within that circle the sky was perfectly blue and sunlight shone through it, causing a prominant sunbeam to angle down on a certain sector of the city.
A woman with curly hair was near me. She was explaining what it meant. In the dream it made perfect sense and I felt as if I&#39;d been enlightened somehow.
But now I cant remember what the woman told me.



5- Trying to Lucid Dream

I was woken up by a dog barking. Annoyed I draped my arm over my eyes and tried to go back to sleep. My HI was really vivid so I decided to try lucid dream. I watched the imagery as I counted backward from 50. After each exhalation I&#39;d count down one more number. My HI began forming into the numbers I was counting down. Felt my body numbing and felt the &#39;mind shift&#39; to dream but someone came into the room and asked me some stupid question.
I told them to get out and stay out and tried to lucid dream again, using the same technique as before. Again I was on the verge of dreaming when someone walked into my room again and asked if I was hungry. I told them, &#39;no... get the fuck out.&#39; Got up and closed my bedroom door.
Tried to LD again... and again was interupted. A girl barged into my room and asked if she could have a grilled cheese sandwich. I yelled at her, at the top of my lungs, to get out and stay out.
I was too pissed off to relax enought to sleep so I got up and rummaged through my clothes. Hopped in the shower. The water was ice cold... and it woke me up.



6- Swapping Houses

Scrubbed down the walls in my house because someone else was moving in. We&#39;d traded houses. I traded for a smaller studio like place. Finished cleaning and went to my new place. It was white.. white everything. Walked through and noticed that the kitchen and dining room were one and the same. Which sucked. I wanted a separate dining room.
Moved through the living room and on the opposite side of that was a smaller room which I thought I could use as a dining room. There was a sink and a dishwasher in the room. As I thought back I realized that the kitchen only had a stove, counter and fridge. Wondered who the hell would split the kitchen like that and why. This annoyed me tremendously.
I then noticed all the cupboards and shelves were right up near the high ceilings. I couldn&#39;t reach them unless I stood on a ladder. And the windows were huge with no curtains. I hated the place and wanted my house back but it was too late.

Originally Posted by Vex

5- Trying to Lucid Dream

I was woken up by a dog barking. Annoyed I draped my arm over my eyes and tried to go back to sleep. My HI was really vivid so I decided to try lucid dream. I watched the imagery as I counted backward from 50. After each exhalation I&#39;d count down one more number. My HI began forming into the numbers I was counting down. Felt my body numbing and felt the &#39;mind shift&#39; to dream but someone came into the room and asked me some stupid question.
I told them to get out and stay out and tried to lucid dream again, using the same technique as before. Again I was on the verge of dreaming when someone walked into my room again and asked if I was hungry. I told them, &#39;no... get the fuck out.&#39; Got up and closed my bedroom door.
Tried to LD again... and again was interupted. A girl barged into my room and asked if she could have a grilled cheese sandwich. I yelled at her, at the top of my lungs, to get out and stay out.
I was too pissed off to relax enought to sleep so I got up and rummaged through my clothes. Hopped in the shower. The water was ice cold... and it woke me up.
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What The Hell....
Woman, you need a deadbolt for that door of yours.

Originally Posted by Oneironaut

What The Hell....
Woman, you need a deadbolt for that door of yours.
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I know exactly what you mean one time i was already in the process of WILDing like i was like completely paralyzed and was seeing HI and i was like going into a dream it was like perfect and my mom came in and shook me awake and i was like what the fuck and she was like want some bacon? i didnt even know what to say. so since i was already awake i was like yeah ill have some bacon. i went downstairs and she was like oh never mind were out of bacon.

beat that shit.

i think she was dreaming of trying to lucid dream lol.

yeah, waas that a dream or was it real life?

I was dreaming that I was trying to lucid dream. And that dream is an accurate reflection of reality so I didnt&#39; realize I was dreaming.

I don&#39;t need a deadbolt. I need a Fortress of Solitude. Damn people neve let me sleep around here.

Sept 29th

*no dream recall from last night despite taking a B6 - fell back asleep trying to recall my dreams and had a few quickie dreams*


1- Batman & &#39;Friends&#39;

Batman and Catwoman were fighting atop a building. The Penguine was taking occasional sucker shots at Batman. The Pen. laughter annoyed me. From out of no where I whipped out a gun and shot him down as he tried to fly away using his umbrella. He crashlanded and escaped.
The dream switched to a cartoon at some point. Like Batman the Animated Series. I was still in scene and wondering why they were drawn so badly. Catwoman had no eyes and instead of a cat hood she was wearing one similar to Batman&#39;s. Batman was terribly scrawny looking and I remember thinking... I should be drawing this. I could do a better job. Wondered where the Joker was, looked around for him but apparently he wasn&#39;t around.





2- Boots and Black Widows

Was in a graveyard with D. He got in the truck and left me there. I had to walk home in really high heels. It killed my ankles.
Got near the main intersection where I lived. Found a pair of boots on a front porch. Slipped into them. They were black and latexy looking, came all the way up past my knees. I started jogging home in them. Happened to look down and see spider egg sacks dangling from them. Someone, a voice from nowhere, said they were black widow eggs and I had to be rid of the boots.
I ran to an abandoned house and stripped off the boots. As I did the eggs hatched and hundreds of tiny spiders spread across them. I left them lying there. Thought I should kill the spiders but then realized it wasn&#39;t my job to. Continued home.



<<< 525th DREAM >>>
3- R & L

Walked with my cousin L. (She&#39;s about 25 or 26 and living with a 60 something year old guy) She was telling me how much she loved R and that she&#39;d never been happier. Started spouting stuff about love. I argued back that there&#39;s no such thing as love. All love is a desperate need for one to cling to someone else out of fear of being alone... or something along those lines.
We argued about it until R came along. He joined L in trying to convince me love was a real thing. They kissed and held hands, all the annoying sappy shit that disgusted me because of their massive age difference.
I fell behind and they continued on ahead, all lovey dovey and annoying. They sickened me so much I wished I had the truck so I could run them down.



4-Tiger

At a zoo with flimsy chain link fence cages. A huge tiger watched me. Could feel it&#39;s stare. I hung over the outer fence and growled at it. It hopped up on the inner fence and growled back. I tried to outgrowl it and was amazed that I actually sounded like an animal. The tiger, in turn, growled louder and tried to climb the fence to get to me.
We growled and snarled at each other until we ended up roaring like lions. I nearly felt like a lion. Tremendous power felt like it wanted to rip free of my body. The roar that came from me was unreal. A guy who had been standing beside me tapped me on the shoulder. "you&#39;re crazy, you know that, that tiger will kill you."
I laughed and started rattling the cage to enrage the tiger even more. It started chewing and clawing at it&#39;s cage trying to get to me. The guy took off. I simply kept taunting the tiger hoping it would get loose because I knew I could kick it&#39;s giant feline ass.



5- Bike to Theater

Rode a bike down Dalhouse street. A car stopped and two blond women waved me over. I pulled alongside them and they asked me a question. Directions I think. As I answered a huge vehicle wizzed through the intersection and smashed into about 3 cars. I realized I&#39;d have been in the midst of that accident had I not stopped to talk to the women.
Continued on to a theater. I changed into a cartoon. Saw my reflection in the glassdoors. Saw my twin sister (don&#39;t have a twin sister irl) and her boyfriend. She left. I ran to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Made my haircolor switch to my sisters, and willed make up onto my face the way my sister wore it. I then went into the lobby and tried to get my sister&#39;s boyfriend to kiss me. He wouldn&#39;t. Said he wasn&#39;t in the mood. So I told him I was breaking up with him. He didn&#39;t seem to care. He said, "I&#39;ll go pick up your sister... she&#39;s hot for me." (lol) I laughed and dragged him into the movie theater with me.

Sept 30th


1- Ice Twisters

At Gram&#39;s. A few people milled about. Clouds were really dark. I watched out the back door for tornadoes. Knew there would be some. Saw a lot of funnel clouds but none actually touched down.
Eventually saw two slow moving shining pillars stretch down from the sky. They came closer, prismatic colors sparked inside of them. I realized they were thin tornadoes of ice shards. They were catching light from somewhere and refracting it.
The light settled into spirals around the twister, striping them, to the point they reminded me of multucolor candy canes. I yelled for someone to bring my camera but no one could find it.
Ended up outside and they were lazily chasing me. Ran across the field and was going to climb down a well for shelter but knew the water would attract the twisters. Ran around the corner of the store and asked the nieghbors for shelter. They asked from what, turned and looked. The Toradoes were gone.



2- Body Shop

My cousin and a guy who looked Christopher Lloyd were in my basement. &#39;Chris&#39; called me down. There were two bodies sprawled on separate tarps. One was a man&#39;s skinless body. His head was severed. The other was the many body parts of a nearly to term human fetus. Felt sick to my stomach looking. I inspected it for some sort of abnormality. Couldn&#39;t find any.
Chris lifted the baby&#39;s head. It&#39;s brain was visible through it&#39;s skull, like it was an slightly fogged over clear plastic. The brain was elongated and strange looking. He told me the baby was my cousin&#39;s. The man was ??? (can&#39;t remember his name now).
They loaded the bodies into the back of a truck in my basement. Suddenly E, a three year old, was there. My cousin said she wasn&#39;t supposed to be alive and couldn&#39;t bring herself to &#39;fix it&#39;. Chris told us to go upstairs. He&#39;d take care of &#39;it&#39;.
Later he called up and said it was done. He was ready to leave. He gave me a phone number, made me repeat it back so I wouldn&#39;t forget it. But of course, I forot it.




3- T Searching/Familiar Guy

At my Aunt B&#39;s. My cousin came out and said her sister kicked her out. She we hopped in her car and left. I asked her where her bf was. She said he was missing so we drove around looking for him. Ended up in a hamlet where all the houses and businesses were painted pink with white trim. I got out of the car and asked her why the hell she brought me to a pink town.
She didn&#39;t know. A group of poeple roamed our way. I sat on a fence and watched them all. One guy in particular looked terribly familiar. I knew him. I&#39;d run into him before. Couldn&#39;t remember his name. Slid off the fence and moved over to him. He said something insulting but funny and to get back at him I started tickling him.
He begged for me to stop. My cousin tried to pull me away but I felt as if I had to stay with the guy. I didn&#39;t want to lose him. She wanted to get on with finding her bf. I stayed behind and pestered the guy.




4- SA Forum

Went to SA to check what was going on. There were posts from new people. This pissed me off incredibly. I was told the Forum was only for &#39;us&#39;. I signed on my messengers, waited for the forum creator to log on so I could ask wtf was going on.
As I waited I read some of the posts. Most were by a girl who&#39;s location listed London. I didn&#39;t know her but I hated the bitch. Another poster was a guy named Chaddy or Shaddy. He didn&#39;t have very many posts. I remembered I had admin privalages and tried to delete the new accounts. I couldn&#39;t. This pissed me off even more.
Tuned on music as I waited for J to log on. Sat on the floor and a baby came over. I held it and sang to it to distract myself. Sang Scar Tissue to it. The kid seemed to like the song. His mother, one of my aunts, burst into the room and said they didn&#39;t want their kid listening to such shitty music.
Pissed off even more, I got up, wrote a quick pm to J telling him I wanted out of the forum. He could play with all his new members. Then shut off the computer.



5- Movies/Books

In a movie store rummaging through movies and games. People kept trying to shove certain movies on me. I kept telling them no. On the bottom shelf there were books. I sat on the floor and looked through them. There were several drawing books. A lot of &#39;draw cartoon&#39; or &#39;draw comic&#39; books. I flipped through those thinking I should get around to making that comic I always wanted to do.



** i know there were a couple of more dreams but I can&#39;t recall them **

Oct 1st

1- Pretty Tied Up

Just recall being in a strange bedroom. A guy put ankle cuffs and then wrist cuffs on me. They were hooked together by leather straps or braids and I couldn&#39;t manover my hands or feet around. Don&#39;t know why I let him do this. It felt wrong and It was like I was tolerating it just to feel what it was like? I don&#39;t know.
He proceeded to do do &#39;things&#39; to me, which I didn&#39;t enjoy but more or less let happen. There seemed to be no emotion or enjoyment on my behalf. Just, there letting things happen.



2- Sis&#39;s Sault House

Was at my sis&#39;s house up north, stuffing something up into to a top shelf of a closet. Whatever it was kept slipping down. There were also a couple of old rusted saws up on the shelf that looked as if they might fall. I thought I should remove them so the don&#39;t end up hurting my nephew, but I forgot about it as I kept trying to stuff &#39;whatever&#39; up in the closet.
My nephew came along. He was dressed in a chicken suit, a halloween costume. I bitched at my sister for dressing him up like a chicken and then took the costume off of him. He sat on my lap and yacked away, then started whispering all the sudden. Can&#39;t recall what he was saying but his father looked pissed off that he was telling me these things.




Oct 2nd


1- Site shooting

Wanted to go to the Reclamation Site in Cal. Had to find someone to watch the kid I had tagging along after me. The one who was supposed to be watching her cancelled. Tried to call around for another babysitter but the numbers on the phone&#39;s dial pad were messed up.
Wanted to get there badly. Knew something was going to happen. Got a vision or something of a gun being fired. The gun had a red flag draped over it. Something bad was going to happen and I had to get there before it did. My cousin A was with me suddenly and we were going to go to the site together. I waited impatiently for her as she tried to pick out which jacket best matched her outfit.

*B6-ed but was wakened and didn&#39;t have the chance to recall many of my dreams*

Oct 3rd


1- The Bed & Batman

Was in an unfamliar bedroom (again). The bed was huge, nearly took up the whole room.
Two guys were in the room. One I recognised, the other I can&#39;t place right now but he was familiar. I was putting sheets on the bed and D, helped me. No matter what we did we couldn&#39;t make the sheet fit.
The other guy picked up random things off the floor and put them away as D and I chatted about Batman, of all things. (damned geeky late night IM convos of mine) He kept asking if Id go see the movie with him. I told him I had to get the bed made first.
The two guys left. I kept trying to fit the sheet on the bed. It suddenly hit me, I could make the mattress fit the sheet. Somehow I made the bed shrink to a size that would fit me perfectly. Put that sheet on and laid down. Remember thinking I should try lucid dream. It&#39;s been a while, but D and the other guy came back. They pulled from the bed and insisted I go with them.



2- Invisible Basketball

Was in an odd shaped basket ball court. It was more like a large empty bowl swimming pool with nets placed randomly around the edges of it.
Played basketball with some poeple, but our ball was mostly invisible. A faint sort of distortion could be seen around the ball, sort of like the light distortion around the alien in Predator.
Just screwed around kicking and smacking the ball everywhere. One guy kept intercepting when someone threw the ball towards me. Got frustrated by this and simply began willing the ball to come to me no matter which way it was tossed.

Hey there mountian. I&#39;d love to beat that little experience you shared but I&#39;m just too damned lazy to type it up at the moment. That bacon bit does suck though, I think your mother was just effin with ya to get back at something insulting you probably said to her the day before. Admit it&#33;



Oct 4th

*dreams choppy and as pointless as ever due to unsettled sleep*


1- Market St/Sandwich Attack

Like the title says, I walked Market St. In my hands I had two slices of cinnamon bread and was looking for a store so I could buy some jam or something to put on them. Got to a crosswalk and a woman came to me. She had a lighter and told me she&#39;d toast the bread. I handed them over. She threw then on the ground and stomped on them. I stood there thinking... what in the fuck is this all about?



2- Line Butters

In line in some small bank-ish looking place. There were only 3 people ahead of me but a surge of others came in and just stepped ahead of me like I was invisible. I was about to bitch when a new wicket opened. I moved to that but a bunch of people beat me to it. Pissed off but not wanting to cause a scene I stood back againt a wall.
A woman called me over and opened a wicket just for me. I filled out a bunch of forms, I kept getting my postal code wrong and couldn&#39;t quite remember it. Eventually just made one up and left. Still had the pen in my hand as I walked out the door and felt so guilty for accidentally swiping it that I took it back.



3- She&#39;s Gone

Only recall someone sitting by a large picture window. A woman I think, she kept saying, "She&#39;s gone." And the woman sat there staring. Dont know if she was making sure &#39;She&#39; was really gone or waiting for &#39;She to come back.


4- Sky War

A massive war broke out high in the skies. I had the feeling that the war was waged above as a way of preserving the earth.
Everyone stood outside looking up at the sky war. Nothing but hundreds, maybe thousands of planes and other air craft..and just as many explosions.
Four huge planes roared overhead and some old lady compared them to the four horsemen of the apocolypse and started spewing bible passages at us all. Someone told her to shut up and she did. As we continued to watch the war, blazing bits of blasted air craft and human body parts rained from the sky. Shortly after that small bombs were dropped all around. People scattered but I stayed in my spot watching all the death and destruction with a morbid sort of fascination.
Then I saw one gigantic bomb falling from the sky. It was the Czar, the most powerful bomb ever detonated on earth. Knew I was in some serious trouble then. It exploded high above, the light from the blast seemed to burn right through me. I felt like I was thoroughly seared in a split second. But I was still alive and continued to watch the worsening war.
Another Czar was fallling, nearer this time. I knew there would be no surviving that one and just as it detonated, just so happens an ear splitting crack of thunder woke me up.



5- Painting Lucid from Nap at 9pm (finally&#33;&#33;&#33

Napped, used HIT as I drifted to sleep.
Was suddenly in a field, instantly knew I was dreaming. A thick fog obscured the scene and I wandered through it for a while hoping the mist would lift. It took a while but I clued in that I could will the fog to disappear and it did immediately. Just vanished.
A field of purple thistle flowers met me. Behind that was a deep blue sky with bright pink clouds. I could hear gold finches chirping and they would whip through the field every so often. I suddenly wished I&#39;d had my camera so I could capture the scene... but then realizing I was still dreaming It hit me that instead of taking a pic I could paint the scene. I&#39;d wondered where that Idea had come from and it took me a few seconds to realize it was a lucid task.
Happier than I had felt in a long time, I turned to see a back pack behind me. I reached in it and pulled out a black sketchbook and water color pencils. Sat down and quickly sketched the scene. Don&#39;t remember grabbing a paint brush but had one and was dipping it in dew droplets and then using the water to brush over the sketch to turn it into a painting.
Didn&#39;t finish it though. Had the feeling I was running out of time and not too long after that I woke up.

If only I&#39;d remembered the advanced task I could have turned into a giant and went after those pink clouds. They looked like cotton candy and probably would have tasted like it. Luv cotton candy *drools*

Originally Posted by Vex

That bacon bit does suck though, I think your mother was just effin with ya to get back at something insulting you probably said to her the day before. Admit it&#33;

Oct 4th

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nice work with the lucid task... and no i didnt say anything insulting to my mother... im too welll mannered.
I got the lucid task done too, and i decided to start a dream journal, but i just thought of a way to gain 5000 posts so i have to wait till after.

Oct 5th

* was wakened early again and didn&#39;t have time to recall dreams... hopefully more will come back to me later*

1- Cuz&#39;s Bed

Just remember lying in bed with one of my female cousins. She was contiually trying to get into my pants. Don&#39;t know why I didn&#39;t just leave. Just stayed in that bed trying wrestling her off her persistant and totally perveted advances.

Yeah, it&#39;s been a while since I was lucid. Felt great to get there again, even better to remember the monthly task. Mountain, you should start a dream journal. I&#39;d love to see what&#39;s going on up in that head of yours. To hell with the 5000 posts. Start a dream journal dammit&#33;


Oct 6th



1- Zoo

My brother, sister and I all managed to sneak into a zoo, much like the Toronto Zoo. Walked through the trees and came out near the African Section. There were no animals in any of the exhibits. We wandered through and came to a large building. There we sneaked into the place before we could get caught by the security we suspected were following us.
Instead of getting caught inside, I sneaked through a narrow space between the building and the fence. Got out and tried to wave my siblings out but they wouldn&#39;t come. I had to sneak back in to try bring them through. Don&#39;t know why they didn&#39;t just escape on their own.




2- Helping Jo

Simply remember I had this overwhelming urge to help this guy that I seem to butt heads with every other time we talk. Almost felt as if I owed it to him.




Oct 7th


1- Baseball/Tires

Was in a huge stadium watching a baseball game. (hate baseball) I was horribly bored and just happened to lean back and look up into the sky. Saw things sparkling againt the blue. As they fell closer, noticed they were tire rims. I pointed them out to surrounding people but they were more interested in the baseball game.
Watched silently as about 3 or 4 of the rims crashed down and splattered open the heads and bodies of the people they fell on. Still, no one seemed to care. They were fixated by the game.
Looked up and more of the rims were dropping. They crashed down around me, a couple coming too close for comfort. I spent the rest of the dream trying to get out of the stadium while the rims kept dropping from the sky and demolishing people around me.



2- School Shelter

Near an elementary school when a huge tornado formed on the horizon. Many poeple scattered, dragging their children along with them. Two kids were left parentless. Two girls. One white girl, one black girl, both maybe about 5 or 6.
I took them and we ran to the school. Smashed out a lower window that I assumed was a basement. We all climbed through and I pulled the kids after me. Made our way through the maze of corridors and to some stairs. I knew there was a huge metal room, almost like a bank vault, that would keep us safe if the tornado hit the school. We rounded the stairs and the vault wasn&#39;t there. I was totally astounded. I knew it was supposed to be there even though I&#39;d never been in the school.
Ended up huddling togther under the stairs as the tornado ripped by. Afterward the girls&#39; parents came and took their kids, no thanks or whatever for saving their children&#39;s lives.
I then took it upon myself to clean the mess in the basement. Don&#39;t know why.



3- Escape/Cathouse

Held captive with a bunch of other females in the lower level of what looked like a huge mall. We all wanted out but the only way out was to get to the second level.
What looked like a huge conveyor belt dropped from the second level. I climbed up it to the second level and escaped before they caught onto what had happened.
Got outside. It was summerish out but tree branches were leafless and coated in a thick, clear layer of ice. The sun setting at a low angle made the ice spark brilliantly. Suddenly had my camera and took a ton of photos trying to figure out the best angle to get the best spark.
Suddenly realized I was wearing nothing but a white sheet wrapped around me. Made my way to a huge haunted house looking building and went in. Turned out to be a whore house. I asked for clothes but they told me I&#39;d have to work for them. One girl took pity on me and gave me a set of her clothes but made me promise I&#39;d come back soon and give her money for them.

Oct 8th


1- Return to NF

My baby sis and I were in Niagara Falls. I was there to take a pic of the house we lived in on Pierce Ave. It was part of a thing i was doing, photographically documenting all the houses I&#39;d lived in during my lifetime, which is pretty substantial, about 20 different places if I remember correctly.
We got to the corner of 15th and Pierce only to discover that the first two houses on &#39;our&#39; corner had been demolished. Not a trace of them left. Ours had been the second house from the corner.
I walked over to the street sign and toop a pic of it and then took a pic of the field where our house used to be. Felt kind of empty or something inside.
It started snowing and I thought...Wasn&#39;t it snowing last time I was here too? (actually thinking back on the last dream I&#39;d had about the place but didn&#39;t realize it in dream) We left and wandered towards the Falls.



<<< 550th DREAM >>>
2- Pissing off People for the Hell of It

Was in a huge house full of people who seemed vaguely familiar. I was horribly bored and to kill the time I started arguing against anything anyone said. They all eventually turned and all argued with me. I enjoyed it. Had them all pissed the hell off while I only leaned against the wall and calmly argued with them. I think my unruffled demenor made them all the more angry.
They all threatened to kick my as, to which I laughed at and told them to wait till I got outside. I didn&#39;t want their blood spattering their lovely house as I whupped each and every one of their asses.
I left and they followed. I kept stopping and calling them on but they would all halt and simply yell at me. conntinued on like that. Punks were too afraid to try anything.



3- Condemned Building/Floating Kids

In an old building. I remeber looking at the windows which were all cracked and broken. That sight made me horribly sad. So saddened that I could feel tears welling in my eyes. Don&#39;t know why.
A guy in a long sterotypical indian head dress appeared before one of the broken windows. He had an axe or a hatchet and was singing quietly. I could almost make out what he was singing. I couldn&#39;t understand him and I became terribly ashamed that I couldn&#39;t understand and started crying. The others looked at me as if they were disgusted.
I left, ran to the basement. Once at the bottom of the stairs the door into the basement slammed shut. The room suddenly filled to the ceiling with water. Dozens of kids suddenly appeared. The were trying to breath and scream and cry but drowning as they did so. I wasn&#39;t drowning and had to watch as each of the little kids died, their lifeless bodies floated all around me. I tried to find my way out but couldn&#39;t find my way through the maze of dead bodies.



4- Candy/Toy Attack

Just recall a bit of this. On an overpass and there were rows of candy, like hershey&#39;s kisses and other little candies. They were listening to a larger candy that was barking out orders as if it were dictating to an army.
Below the overpass were a bunch of tiny toy figurines. Mostly little plastic smurfs and garfield toys. The candies suddenly leapt over the overpass and parachuted down onto the toys and proceededt o attack them.
... no clue either



5- Spider Infested

House was totally infested with all shapes and sizes of spiders. Normally I don&#39;t mind spiders at all and will simply release them outside if I catch them, but in this dream it was like I&#39;d developed a phobia and was terrified. Every where I looked there were spiders.
Told D he had to get rid of them all. Every last one of them before I would set foot in the house again.




6- Moving to Grams

Moved all my stuff to my grandmother&#39;s house. Had J with me. I told him he could have the small bedroom and I&#39;d take the big bedroom. He said he did&#39;t want the big bedroom and came into my room and we started cleaning it out together. A song was playing on the radio. I sang along with it but can&#39;t remember what it was now.
I remember him bending over the bed tucking the blanket in along the bed edge and the wall. I dropped everything and attacked him. Shoved him over onto the bed and started tickling him.

Oct 9th


1- Bus Debate

On a packed city bus. We were split into groups and made to discuss assigned topics. My group had to discuss Mendelssohn. His music and what we thought really influenced a few of his particular works. We all got into a seriously heated discussion about it. can&#39;t remember what points or arguments were made.



2- Ethan Shakespear

Was in a restaurant. Saw a guy who looked exaclty like Ethan Hawke. He was sitting in a booth with a blond haired girl. Actually he was lying on the seat with his head resting on her lap, looking up at her as she stroked his hair.
I approached and told him he looked a lot like Hawke. He smiled and said he got that all the time. Introduced himself as Hamlet.
I laughed in disbelief. "You&#39;re not Hamlet." I said and sat down in the booth with the pair. Ethan assured me that he was Hamlet and proceeded to recite passages from the play. ((I love Shakepear&#39;s Hamlet btw))
Anyway, after hearing him recite those passages I think I was on the verge of swooning...especially when he recited the letter Hamlet had given to Ophelia. (though it&#39;s actually Polonius&#39;s part to read the letter if I remember correctly)
I was totally smitten and didn&#39;t want to leave the guy, be he Hamlet or not.




3- Making Sure/Guns & Spikes

Hanging with a gangster type group of guys. We chased after a scattering group of men. Hunted mine down to an apartment and shot the guy directly in the heart. He crumpled to the ground.
The &#39;Boss&#39; came in and told me I&#39;d done a good job. He then asked me if I was certain my guy was dead. I nodded and told Him I&#39;d blasted the guy right in the heart.
He wasn&#39;t convinced. Together we lugged the guy to another apt where this jittery looking woman was. Me and Boss lifted up the body and held it there while the woman flung open a closet door. On the backside of said door was something like a bed of sharp spikes. Boss crudely shoved the body back onto the spikes. I can vividly recall the sound of them ripping into his flesh and grinding against the guys bones as they ripped into his body.
Boss ripped the guy from the spikes and let him drop to the floor. The guy started twitching and gasping for breath. The Boss glared at me and told me to always ALWAYS make 100% sure they&#39;re dead. That some are good at faking dead.




4- School Scrap

Was in an unfamiliar school. Me and my bf. (Don&#39;t remember who this bf was) A group of us were just inside the doors chatting.
A girl I know, Lynn, approached the school. She saw my bf, smiled and waved at him then looked directly at me as if challenging me or something. In that instant I became murderously enraged and tried to charge after her but a bunch of the group I was with grabbed me and wouldn&#39;t let me go. They kept trying to calm me down. A couple of the guys in the group went outside instead and dragged the Lynn to the ground and one placed a foot on her throat, told her to stay the fuck away from me and my bf or they would fuck her up beyond recognition.
My bf ran over and tried to make the guys stop, that&#39;s when I broke free and attacked him. Remember kicking him in the kneecap. His leg bent backward, snapped and he collapsed. I proceeded to stomp the living crap out of him, the entire time I was swearing and bitching him down in a rabid fury. No one dared stop me this time. Finished him off. He was nothing but a groaning pile of bloodied and battered flesh. I went for Lynn, wound up and kicked her in the face as hard as I could. Her head jerked back and I think her neck snapped. She looked dead but I kept kicking and stomping her until someone dragged me away and told me to get out of there before the cops came.
I left, alone. It started snowing and I liked it. The snow on my skin felt good.



5- Rollercoaster

At an amusement park, chomping on some cotton candy. Me and Drew? I think it was. I didn&#39;t look but have the feeling it might have been him. He convinced me to get on a roller coaster with him. As we were waiting for it to start he was telling me about his last rollercoaster experience, that it was a hell of a ride but it left him so sick afterward he thought he was going to die.
I then became afraid of the ride. I didn&#39;t want to do it. Had the feeling that something bad was going to happen. I squirmed trying to get out of the seat but my hips lodged against the bars and I got stuck. And it hurt too. I started yelling for the ride operator to let me out, that i was stuck. Drew kept trying to pull the bars open so I could get out be he got stuck in them somehow too. Felt the ride lurch to a start. I started panicing and yelling at the top of my lungs.
Finally a guy in glasses came and freed us. I got out and felt weak in the knees, sick to my stomach. Drew got out and helped me to a bench. He kept apologising for making me go on the ride.




6- Graveyard Cat & R

Walked through a really old graveyard. R was with me, I was hanging onto his arm as if he were my escort. Came to a cop and he informed us that the far end of the graveyard was off limits due to satanic stuff that had occured down there.
I glanced down that way and recocnised the area. (have seen it in other dreams) I knew it was the place where the corpses weren&#39;t really dead. That they could awaken at any time. So I had no problem not going that way.
Me and R continued on. We saw a black cat slinking thought the graveyard. He told me we had to follow it. We did. Chased it through the cemetary till it squeezed under a fence and charged up a grassy hill that lead to a highway.
R let me go, jumped over the fence and tried to save the cat. My attention was drawn by the sunset. I stared at it for a while and then wandered toward it. Was in a silent residential area. I suddenly realized that someone I knew lived in that area and I decided to try find them. After a while I realized I was lost and I became afraid. I tried to backtrack to find my way back to R but couldn&#39;t find my way to the graveyard again. I called out for him but he never answered.



7- Swimming Lessons

Remember being in a public swimming pool. It was packed full of people. I had a kid, maybe about 2yrs old, pulling them through the water trying to teach them to swim. We got to the shallow end and I stood up. Realized i was topless. Looked around and saw that there were many kids in the area so I dropped back into the water to hide my upper nakedness.
I wasn&#39;t ashamed of being naked, just wondered wft I was doing swimming topless with so many kids around. Couldn&#39;t figure it out.



8- T-Rex

Was part of a team of people reconstructing a T-Rex skeleton. Me and two other guys had to sculpt out plaster bones to replace the ones that were missing from the skeleton. The two guys were working on teeth. I remember looking at their work and thinking... that&#39;s not right. They had sculped out what looked like a jaw full of molars. I told them T-Rex&#39;s only have serrated fangs, not grining molars.
The guys didn&#39;t listen and kept working away on their &#39;wrong jaw&#39;. I went back to my work. I was trying to sculpt out a vertbra ?sp?. It was huge and annoying because i couldn&#39;t make it fit correctly.
When the guys were finished their part they fastined the jaw to the T-Rex skull. It looked completely rediculous. Like it had a big dumb grin on it&#39;s face. I was so disgusted by it that I just left. Didn&#39;t want any part of constructing such a stupid looking skeleton.

Oct 10th

*B6-ed an hour before bed & slept on couch*
Know I had more than these dreams last night but my cat woke me up and I lost most of my dreams.


1- Cab Ride up Colbourne

Needed to find my sister but remember she&#39;d moved. Didn&#39;t know where the street was that she lived on so i flagged down a cab to take me there figuring the cabbie would know the way.
He was a young guy, too young to be a cab driver, I&#39;d thought. We drove straight down Colbourne St for about 5 or 6 blocks and he pulled over and said, &#39;here you are milady&#39;, as he opened the door.
Thought the ride would have only cost 5 bux or something. The guy said the ride cost &#036;15.80. I tried to argue that it couldn&#39;t possible cost that much but ended up paying him one &#036;10, one &#036;5 and a loonie.




2- Market St Dark

Left Eaton Center. Walked up Market St. in the dark. Streets were bare and quiet. Had a pain in my spine up in between my shoulder blades. This made me hunch slightly because it hurt to stand straight up.
Got down by Vic. Park. It looked like a city dump. Garbage everywhere. I could see the silhouette of a huge black doberman patroling the area. I crept along through the shadows so I wouldn&#39;t draw it&#39;s attention.
Passed the old phone co. building. Thought it would be nice to bring K there and do him behind the pillar. passed the alley by the building and thought I might just drag him down there too. Continued on and came to corner of Nelson and Market. A female voice called out my name. Turned and looked but saw no one. I know she was there I just couldn&#39;t see her. She was a hooker trying to snag me. I continued to talk to her but had no interest in having sex with her, tried to explain this to her but she kept up, telling me all the things she&#39;d do for 20 dollars. I walked away eventuallly but she followed.



3- Odd Guy Relinquishes my Wallet

Came out of my room and crept through the kitchen. Heard the front door open and someone sneaking in. I leapt around the corner and scared the person. It was JG. He was in a brown tattered jacket with just as scrubby looking pants. He looked incredibly tired. I was about to ask him what he was up to when we heard the sound of the screen door softly close.
Came out into dining room and down in the living room a guy was sitting on my long leather couch. I remember thinking that the couch was supposed to be along the rail, not the east wall. I&#39;d moved it a couple of weeks before.
The guy had something, a bandana or a rag of some sort wrapped entirely around his face. In his hand he held my wallet. It looked to be stuffed to the limits. I was going to retrieve it but JG went instead. Brought it back to me and it was absolutely overflowing with bills of all colors.



Disappointed that I&#39;d lost a batch of dreams I went to bed and fell asleep again for a little while longer. Had two little LD&#39;s. Woo Hoo&#33;

4- Scaring Kids

&#39;Woke up&#39; in bed. My arms and legs felt numb and immediately I knew I was dreaming. Felt like I was stuck in sleep paralysis and had to will my body into movement.
When finally I got off my bed, the dream seemed wavery. Like I would lose it at any moment. I tried to solidify the surroundings but it seemed as if I didn&#39;t have the engergy to do that. So before I could wake up I floated out of the room and down the hallway. There I hovered and listened. Heard kids voices. I thought it&#39;d be fun to scare them so I imagined that I looked like the grim reaper but with my hair all hanging in my face so they couldn&#39;t quite see what was lying behind it.
Floated into the kitchen and saw kids at the table. I hovered around them and most took off. Two stayed. The oldest one only watched me with wide eyes as if he didn&#39;t believe what he was seeing. The younger one wasn&#39;t afraid of me at all. She chased me around the table. I backed into the kitchen and hovered at the top of the basement stairs. The little kid ran and tried to grab me but I floated back out of her grasp and she tumbled down the 7 stairs and sort of splattered on the landing. She didn&#39;t seem hurt but had the most perplexed look on her face.
I found this incredibly funny and couldn&#39;t quit laughing. The kid got up and tried to grab me again. I slid backward through the wall so that only my face was hanging there as if it were a game trophy. I stuck my tongue out at the kid and backed away again.
Was outside. Something didn&#39;t feel right, it was like the outside was incomplete. The odd feeling caused me to wake up.



5- Clouds

&#39;Woke up&#39; in bed again. It wasn&#39;t as hard to move as it was in the first LD but still had to struggle. Noticed a dim light in my room that kept fluctuating. It wasn&#39;t house lights or sunlight. Just a barely there light that slowly brightened or faded. I watched it for a while wondering what it meant. Nearly lost my lucidity while pondering it.
I ordered my surroundings to enhance and everything became sharp and in focus. Everything was vivid beyond rl vivid. I rolled out of bed, felt invincible. Decided to go outside. Chose to walk through the wall. I pressed against it but couldn&#39;t move through it. "Oh hell no." I said angrily. "YOu&#39;re not locking me in again." I pushed harder and at the same time mentally ordered the wall to give way. My hands slid through followed by the rest of me. I fell forward and skidded across my front lawn through the fallen hickory tree leaves. I rolled onto my back and stared up at the sky for a while. The entire time the scene slowly enhanced, colors became super saturated. The sky became a beautiful deep and shifting blue. The grass around me was a brilliant emerald green. Even the bricks of my house were a bright eye catching red.
Got up and simply enjoyed the vividness of the dream. It was amazing. I could feel the warmth of the sun on my bare skin. Felt so good since usually I&#39;m cold. Walked around to the side of my house. Picked up a handful of yellowed hickory leaves. I crunched them up in my hands and enjoyed crispness of the sound. Inhaled and could smell the dryness of the dying leaves. It was like my senses had also been enhanced with everything else.
I jogged to the hickory tree and ran up its trunk. Grabbed the lowest branch and was going to climb but the rough bark hurt my hands. I dropped down again and decided to fly up into the tree. Looked up and saw pure white clouds drifting by. I remembered the advanced lucid task for this month and decided to try it.
Moved to my front lawn and leapt up to fly. Fell flat on my stomach. This pissed me off considerably. I ran and leapt again. Kept my eyes on my target, the clouds. I fell again but managed to stay an inch or so off the ground.
Got up on my feet again. This time moved onto the street. Thought, If I dont fly this time it&#39;s going to hurt like hell when I skid across the pavement. Ran as fast as I could and leapt into the air, a hand out in front of me in a superman-ish type take off. I dropped nearly to the ground again but didn&#39;t hit pavement. I was flying a few inches off the ground. Willed myself to go higher and headed straight for the the clouds in the distance.
Found one to my liking and dove straight into it. Ripped pieces off the cloud and ate them as as I flew through. Though it was white it tasted like cotton candy. I kept pulling occasional chunks off and eating them. Gawd I love cotton candy. Anyway got to the center of the cloud and lounged in the softness of it. Kept picking bits of the candy off and eating it, totally content to be where I was though I realized I hadn&#39;t completed the advanced task.

My my, 2 amazing lucids in one night&#33; now I&#39;m jealous&#33;