Thread: Anti_nations Soul Nation

....... In my dream last night, i was arguing with my stepdad about predicting the Apocalypse. We were agruing about a brick from a chimney that dried out much faster than all the others. I dont see how that predicted the Apocalypse but the scary thing was i believed him. it was going to come because i believed that it would. someday. Haruko was there again. She was sitting in our living room with her back to us giving little comments that proves the theory wrong, otherwise helping me. i walked over to a chair in my living room and sat down. i had my hand holding up my head. The Threat of Apocalypse is probably one of the worst threats ever. and this was one of the scariest things ive ever ad a dream about.

....... I had another dream but it didnt really seem to have a meaning. anyway. I was walking in an outdoor flea market. and i saw all this really cool stuff. i grabbed a gold pocket watch and something else but i cant remember what it was. then i was on a tennis court. idk how this was possible but me and my mom were standing on the edge and about 10 feet away, there was 3 feet of water just being held there. there was no edge to the water it was just there.

Rusty, my stepdad, was threatening to jump in. i said " you know what that would do." and with that, he jumped. it was actually kinda funny to watch him try to hold his head up as he belly flopped into the water and he doggy-paddled out as fast as he could because just by jumping in, 6 foot waves came barreling down at me and my mom.

rusty ran away like a coward. we were backed up against a fence and the waves pounded us one by one. my mom said something about "not have you dads wallet, not having your brothers wallet, what am i gonna do?" it was actually pretty fun. the waves didnt push that hard but i know i couldnt go against them and like all the water in my dreams, it wasnt wet.

i waited until after the third wave came then i jumped out and onto the side of the court and ran around the fence. I saw rusty run through this gate that my 1st 2nd and 3rd grade gym teacher, mr. herbrook ( he has a mullet and goatee, lol) opened for him andnow wont let me through, he told me to go on the otherside and jump the fence. i looked around and saw my mom try to jump the fence where mr. herbrook was standing and she got caught on barbed wire. I ran to a section of fence that didnt have barbed wire over it and jumped it.

........ i had a dream that i was the police. yes, instead of messing with them i am/was a police officer. i was walking around some of my old neighborhood streets and it was like 10 pm. we found a bunch of people in this one yard with what looked like a little space probe/sattellite that you can get in and they were all smoking pot. Me and my partner chased after them as they scattered. We were going down this one street and the guy was so much faster than us so i pulled out my gun and fired at him. Turns out, it was an airsoft gun that didnt even make it halfway between us. we just gave up and started walking back to wherever.

....... i was on... 41st street i think. not sure but it was the same street where i was a policeman at. i was walking down the street with Chelsey and Lanie and i think Lanie was hitting on me again. (shes my ex) she was going around trying to get into cars for me so we can... yeah thats why i think she was hitting on me again. We came up to my friends ben and joels house (whom i havent seen in like 3 years.) Their parents came out and said something (it wasnt mean but i dont remember waht they said) and i think i saw ben and joel in the wondow rushing to the door to meet me but by then, it was over.

....... this was a really cool one, not like fantasy cool but unexpected luck.

it was winter time and there was a festival going on. i think i went there alone but there was a bunch of people there from school. there was this huge slide there. i dont know what it was used for but i went on it anyway. it was so freakin cool, my adrenaline was flaring, the ice had that sparkle to it and was just awesome.when i got to the end, i had time to step out before someone else came through. i walked up to those things that have 1st 2nd and 3rd boxes that people stand on, i saw that the 1st place box was empty but i was sure i didnt win everyone was staring at me so i just walked up to it. i got on it and they announced that i won! they were giving me all this cool stuff. rollerblades, $10,000, and 5 minutes to grab whatever i can at hot topic! i was really excited so i just ran into the mall and raided hot topic and there was notohing anyone could do about it!

....... I was going to ask my DG if i could dream walk and im sure i did but i couldnt remember anything. could this be that my DG didnt want me to remember so i couldnt do it or would have to figure our on my own how? its just weird because i couldnt remember anything! nothing aside from darkness. I can atleast remember like a flash of pictures but this was totally clean. it was just nothing.

....... I was way too tired to be lucid in this one. I dont think i was even there. It was like i was just watching people go off of these rides in a water park. There was this one rollercoaster ride that was put right in the middle of the whole park. these people got on and it took off. it went through 3 spins in under a second and went up into a misty cloud that hovered over the entire park.

....... Me and a bunch of other people were in a contest at school for the best "one man play". I made it through the first round easy and i was seeing some of the people who didnt. One girl literally inflated and rolled off stage and almost crushed our favorite judges, Randy, Simon and Paula from american idol! (dont cite me for that one either because its a habit for me, pulling people like that in just to make it funny but it really happened.) anyway, i was watching people go down left and right but a few made it through to the next round. My 7th grade science teacher came up to me when i was in a seperate room and asked me if i had my second skit ready. "What second skit?" i was panicking and flipping through this note book i had that had my first skit. thats when i remembered a dream i had before that dream and i was going to retell it in this dream! i willed it to be written so when i flipped the page, it was there. i was thinking that i could be like Brom in the Eragon book and be a story teller. that seemed like my best option at the time so when i went back on stage,i performed.

....... This is starting to get really crazy. But still really cool.

my dreams are getting better and it feels like i dont even have to try. i only have to set my mind to it and its almost effortless. anyway, tonight, i wanted my wings back.

i couldnt remember 2.

but i had 5

when i woke up, i couldnt remember 3.

here are the ramaining 2.

my school must've moved buildings or something because everything was different. all of the halls, the buildings, everything but never the less i knew how to get around. i just didnt want to at the time! lol a teacher that looked exactly like Napolean's dad in Napolean Dynamite (Vote 4 Pedro)only he wasnt as geeky and not so much of a push over.he had us take the bus to the back of the building...? before that he was telling me to guide him out to the buses. i purposely took him down a maze of halls but always avoided the doors. when i said i forget where im going, im lost, he flipped out and it was sooo funny. we got to the bus andtook it down a hill to the back/ side where the cafetieria was. a few people started walking off the bus and walked away, skipping the rest of school right in front of him. He got mad again and said " We were going to stay out here and eat apples from the cafetieria while we do our work but i guess a few people dont feel like doing it!" im like wtf this is so gay. so i walked away too and there was nothing he could do about it! Ha!

....... the 2nd and last dream i remember was a short but weird one.

A cell phone rang as an FBI officer was driving on the freeway on an urgent mission. "Talk" he barked into the cell.

"Hey, where the hell are you? Do you know how many people are dead now because of you?!"

"I'm driving as fast as I can."

"Drive faster because even more are suffering and your gonna pay for it."

"Oh what, 97 degrees? 96? 94?"

"Guess again dipshit." The other man slammed down the pay phone. he was in the basement of an old building standing in waist high lava with everything else up in flames.

....... Yesterday (and obviously the day and night before) i was awake for 36 hours straight which is pretty big for me. if i had my choice i wouldnt have been awake for that long. I was at my friends house for 4th of july (even tho it was only 3rd) and we had a little party. 4 people there i knew from school. we stayed up all night, throwing firecrackers into a little fire we had. We had my friends dad set off a mortar shell.(its actually a big bottle rocket thats really loud and explosive.) a few didnt leave the ground and exploded right there. he lit a double mortar rocket and it almost didnt leave the ground but when it did, it went sideways. only 10 feet away and exploded. 2 big blasts went out. lol it ws awesome anyway. that night when everyone fell asleep, i went outside to the fire with Ben, whom i had adopted here. (yeah, hes one of my personal friends) and we had a really cool talk about lucid stuff. hes not lucid yet but we found his dream sign. trees. mines water. anyway, we retold our dreams to each other and had a good time. i went though a few things on inducing stuff, recall, lucidity, i even told him about OBEs, APs, and Hypnogogia. i think we woke everyone else because they came out too but i didnt say anything about dreams from then on cuz it was only between me n' Ben.it was too cold to sleep though.

Basically it just went from there. Time went slow and it was fun. we threw a pop can of gas on the fire and huge fireballs came out of it. sorta like little mini nukes. with a cloud of fire going up in the air. it was fun. but after i came home it was a different story. i fell asleep once in my room for like 15 minutes and got yelled at because my stepdad doesnt let me freakin sleep in the day. I was really tired and now i know, strange things happen when your sleep deprived. i heard some of the voices again. not like the ones earlier there was only one that really stood out. I closed my eyes once and almost immediatly i heard someone scream and a train blare its horn. That shook me awake! I didnt fall asleep from then on till night. I dont like sleep deprivation and i would like to prevent itin almost any ways possible. I bet some people would love to hear these voices that i hear but truth is, i dont really like em'. they make me really edgey at times. but thankfully, i only hear them in a certain half sleep state and can easily shake out of it when i need to.

I had a weird dream after that and im not sure if I dream walked, i know im getting a little too hopeful but Ben was in it. i didnt see him but i heard him. You can't be sure when your sleep deprived because im sure he was too.

....... The Dream.

IDK where to start but here goes. i was in sort of a Grand Theft auto game only it wasnt as crappy. it was real. I was the guy running around stealing cars and trying to have fun but it wasnt. it was really restricted. I couldn't do anything much. just jump and get into cars. I ran around and the police chased me. i think i got caught because i remember seeing the inside of a jail cell. either that or i was seeing whats going to happen if i dont change something and i did. i was running off a sidewalk onto a little hill that had bushes in little rows in a square, making a pattern. each row going shorter till they spiral into the center. as i walked down the outside row, i saw them littlerally grow to 8 feet tall. there was a section of bush that was cut out at about eye level so you could see through it. i quickly walked through it and got to the other side. I didnt feel like walking through the other one so it shrunk again.

I quickly walked over it and i came to a deep ravine. so deep it looked just like a black pit.all around it, except the side where i came from, was a wall of rock. I saw a ledge on on the face of the rock that got wider as it went further away from solid ground. it got to about 5 or 6 feet wide but it was really slippery because water was running off it into the endless abyss. the water was coming from a tunell that went into the rock. I climbed onto the ledge but had to sit down because i felt that i would slip. I heard someone call my name that was in the tunnel. It was my friend Ben. I didnt see him but i knew he wasnt him self. i didnt want to go in there. i tried to get off but i knew it was too slippery so i stayed there and waited for a way to get off. i looked up and i saw my friend Tim, clinging to the rock with ice picks with a bunch of rope hanging from him. I asked him if i could hold onto him and get a lift back to solid ground. i didnt wait for an answer because he had to. i clung to the ropes and a crane picked Tim up and slowly swung us over to the other side. I looked up at the crane and saw that it was huge. it was like looking at all the massive objects in Halo or something. they seem closer than they actually are because theyre so big. thats what the crane looked like. I looked back at the tunnel for ben but he wasnt there. i stepped on the grass and fell down on my back staring at the sky. thankful

Hearing voices? That's pretty cool, as long as it's not permanent. Thankfully, I've never been as that tired. If I ever meet your step dad, I'll punch him in the face for you. What a jerk.

There was a sleep deprivation study being done by the military where I used to live, and my parents tried to convince me to sign up for it. It paid, but screw that. Still, might have been interesting.

You should start a sleep deprivation thread, I don't recall ever seeing that topic posted around here before.

i hear voices a lot when im tired, its not permanent. its just something weird that happens.

....... This is one oof the most boring dreams ive ever had. the most memorable thing was, my dog being afraid of a stalk of celery. Thats it. Last night was the most suckiest night ive had in a long time!

I don't blame him. Celery is pretty scary.

....... my dream last night was awesome in the sense of clarity. i didnt really focus what was happening because there wasnt much at all.

My head was about 1ft off the ground, i didnt know where my body was and i didnt really care. i looked over and i saw that i was in my back yard, it was dark and the stars were out. i was somewhere near my tree. Our garden beside my garage was empty, i recognized every single crack in the railroad tie in front of me that lined our yard, i remember seeing every single peice of bark, a natural shade of grey and brown, in its exact place and every single drop of color, perfect.

The light from our firepit was casting flickering shadows on everything although i didnt see one thing, my own shadow. in the corner of my eye i saw my dog, a small jack russel terrier named Max but when i looked over, it was my cat, Emily and Max was about 10 feet behind her.

I could see so clear, it made real life look fake. im serious, thats the only way i could describe it. everything that ive seen before that, looked so freakin fake compared to this it was just wrong.

Sounds wrong.

....... i had a dream last night that for some reason, i didnt remember till now and its like 8pm.

i dreampt i was running through a thick cload of fog or mist with a bunch of my friends trying not to be seen but to also catch other people. It was very fun and as always, i want to do it again but just i was getting into it and the andrenaline kicking in, the fog/mist faded and everyone was revealed. I freakin hate it when it does that, i wasnt lucid and it was earlier in the night. thats why i didnt remember it.

....... i was in a cave under the ocean there was an air pocket so i could breathe. in the cave there was a Whale, and something made of rock but i couldn't see it. It was a meeting place for the elements again.
" Coal's not gonna be happy about this one." the rock said. i still didnt know where he was, i only knew his presence.
" Yeah, you just wait till' he gets here." The whale said. The whale was female and what i now saw as a huge komodo dragon made of rock was male.
I had the sense that i was wind again and of course the dragon was fire. It wasnt long until the dragon glided in and landed with a heavy thud. he lowered his head and stared at me.
"Whats this? Don't tell me this is air!" he roared.
"Im afraid so." said the whale. the dragon growled. "You know what, i kinda like him." she stared at me with content. "Ill think i'll take him in."
"Your funeral." the dragon mumbled. The whale and I departed for the surface. As we were still exiting the cave she said "I'll even teach you the language of volume and to use your voice to move mountains." As that was said i had a vision of being in an old church built of wood. it was dark and there were candles lining the walls and a few by the alter up front.the candles were the only source of light. i was in the middle of the left row of pews staring at the wall and candles then everything just shook like it was an earthquake. i came back to my senses just as we exited the tunnel that lead to the cave. "Hold on." I gripped something but i dont remember what it was. We were speeding at about 80 mph going diagonal to the surface. The surface looked like a pool of white. Feeling the water stream past my face was an awesome sensation. When we were about 10 ft from the surface the scene changed.

I was in a house with the whale which i took to be her house but i also had the sense of sadness and frustration there. The scenes changed again.

I was at a small detached garage and i had a few friends with me. She was in the garage and we were trying to help hide her. Her fins were sticking out of the side and this business man was here trying to take her. I saw my friends eyes and what was there stunned me. i saw the dragon and the komodo dragon in there. they were human! maybe the whale couldn't turn human and thats whats wrong with her! it felt good to have the others on my side. just as the business man came closer to take her out, I ran up to him and was about to slug him when he held up some legal papers. I stopped and almost fell. That was what really got me, the feeling of not being able to do anything. But thats when i remembered that i was wind. and wind is a symbol of freedom. I clenched my fist and shoved it in his face. he couldn't control me. no one can.

....... I think im having recall problems. it was like 4am when i woke up from my first dream. i know I remembered it then because i was really focusing on it. all i know is that its really cool. but now i cant remember it. i only remember something from my second dream. But nothing from my third dream either.

I was in a makeshift paintball arena made out of oil drums that had holes rusted through them and an old junked car and some mess of wire for bunkers with 2 old band shells facing each other for bases. The ground was dry. I was with 3 other people. my partner and 2 other kids i didnt really like. The police were there again and they had us all handcuffed for some reason i dont know. im guessing for trespassing. we only stood there for a few seconds then the two other kids took off running down the alley next to the course. I laughed as the police ran after them and tackled them.

Haha!

It's funny.

....... This was weird but it was also really awesome. i remembered the whole thing when i woke up but i didnt have any time to post it so now i only remember this other part.

This is the only part(s) that i remember.

I was walking up an old creaky wooden stair case with dd and Ed so i guess i was eddy. It was dark enough not to see. once we got to the top we were in a room about the size of a shed with moonlight seeping through the cracks because it too was made of rotting wood. We had another character there with us. If you watch the show u'd know him.(i use to be obsessed with it when i was young.) It was Kevin and we were holding his arm out. i think we were going to break it. either that or stick a whole bunch of needles in it. we acme back there three times. It was before that and between those is what i forgot. it wasnt that actiony, i think I was just with a bunch of people sitting at a booth in a resurant like Hard Rock Cafe or something. But everyone was staring at me. not the body i was in but where i was seeing it from.(a hell of a lot of my dreams are in 3rd person views. it just makes it easier to imagine myself doing stuff.) It was a very long dream. and yet it was still awesome because i didnt expect to have one.

....... ive noticed a lot of stuff. I have a ton of dreams. i ean like 7 a night. but when i wake up, i can only remember their presence. not what happened. And... When i exit a dream, i dont really wake up. i stay in a half sleep, aware of everything until i shake myself awake by opening my eyes. In the half sleep after my dream, i can remember just about every one of them perfectly but right when i open my eyes, they're gone. really weird. if anyone knows what this half sleep trance is, please tell me. Now, to what i remember.

I was standing outside of a garage that i remembered from another dream when i was messing around on a hoverboard. I was in a line that went into it. as i got to the door, a chinese woman came up to me and handed me some paper, clipped together. i took the front cover peice off and saw that it was a prescription for these certain pills im not gonna mention. It had a section that read, "reason" and it said "suspicion" and was signed by my stepdad. As soon as i looked up i saw the woman look back at me and laugh. I tore it up and left it on the ground. My friend behind me saw mine and giggled. He got one too about 3 seconds later but i didnt see it. He didnt look so happy about his either. The line went on. In front of me, i saw my cousin, Katie (if thats how you spell her name) we said hi and she turned back around. When she did, her dad, my uncle Jim came between us and started to talk to me but i didnt hear him. His voice was drowned out by my thoughts. "what was his name again? tim? wait no that cant be it. ... Tom? no not that either..." I have no clue what he said. lol. strangely, he had dark black rings around his eyes, im guessing a signal for death. I came to the front of the line and got my lunch. which was some odd shaped peices of chicken, mashed potatoes which seemed to be invisible. lol idk. and i think orange juice but im not sure.
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....... I guess i was a security camera cuz i ws seeing this from the wall of a brick building. This guy on rollerblades was messing around and i knew he was a beginner because he was stumbling everywhere. He went off screen for a while and then came back on going really fast towards a garage door that was for this company. He slammed into it and to my surprise, wasnt hurt a bit but what was really weird was the metal door. It had an exact imprint of him. on Metal! He stood back and started laughing in disbelief pointing at it and looking back to see if anyone saw him do that.
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....... i remembered all of my dreams last night!!! hell yeah! i feel accomplished . this was one big dream but it got really confusing at times.

.. The night before i stayed at mitchell's house but i came home really late, at like 10pm or so and my step dad was pissed but he had to go out and get something. my mom didn't want to be there when he exploded either so when he came in, we were driving away.

.. We came to Ryan's house and i had the feeling that my mom was going to clean house there. We stayed the night there. I was walking around, trying to get a feel of the neighbor hood the next morning. i was in a parking lot just walking around when i saw this kid. he came up to me and started talking to me. He ws saying something about how he was adopted and his parents left him or died. I didnt really care, truthfully but i sorta felt sorry for him. then i didn't so i just left. to the left of me was a hill, probably 17ft high at an 80 degree angle. thats almost straight up but i climbed it easy.

.. I was back at ryans house and went in the back door. as soon as i walked in, i smelled so much smoke it was almost unbearable. I dont know where it came from but i heard someone say that the kid i met tried to rob a store a little ways away and he was blaming part of it on me! I couldn't believe it but i had to do something or else they will arrest me. I took my bike and stuck it on the roof of the Quik-e-mart next door. i jumped down effortlessly. As i came back, i realized that i couldn't find hihs house! i looked around and then realized that i over shot it. i was running in peoples back yards back and forth like an idiot. I said to myself,"ok. Ryan's house is the one with gray, peeling paint. remember that."

.. I ran into ryans house and went to unpack in the spare bedroom. Chelsey was there and we were so happy to see each other, she kissed me. I couldn't believe it. she was my best friend. I kissed her back. soon that turned into making out and then to stripping and of course, sex. If i had the chance to do that in life, i probably wouldn't cuz that would cause havoc in our friendship. It was great though.

.. Somehow, it felt that something was missing. i think i might've had a dream after that one but im not sure. the feeling of presence wasn't that strong.

....... Im gonna take the week off to focus on attaining lucidity more. im probably not going to post much this week. maybe here or there on odd topics or on my sleep deprivation topic. dont expect that many dreams posted here either because im not going to focus on recall this week, just lucidity.

im probably gonna stay up for another 36 or so hours cuz im at a friends house. hopefully i dont hear voices n whatever.