Note: I fell asleep with no actual plans to accomplish during my dreams. So even though I fell asleep with my light / sound machine on, I wasn't focused on anything so I lost part of my lucidity as I slipped into my WILD…
I was on the moon. I wasn't in the biodome. I looked around, wondering why I was outside on the moon. I stood there for a few minutes before heading in the direction I thought the biodome was in. I hesitated for a bit, wondering if there was really any reason to go to the biodome. I could open a random portal from here just as easily. A portal that would hopefully end up with me finding somewhere I could be useful. I really wanted to do something useful. So I would just open the portal from where I was.
I was about to open a portal when I saw there was someone else there. I looked over to where I saw movement to see Nomad was there with me. I asked him what he was doing wandering the moon. He said he was a nomad… he always wanders. I was about to re-word my question when someone else appeared there. I looked at the new visitor for a couple of minutes, doing a double take before I could fully accept who it was. It was my ex boyfriend / fiancé James! But what the hell was he doing in my dream?! I haven't shared a dream with him since a while before we broke up since he had lost interest in shared dreaming a while before that time.
Nomad asked me if I knew the new visitor. I said yes, I did. I told him it was my ex boyfriend, James. Nomad immediately gave James a really dirty look. James did a double take at that. He asked who that friendly person was, pointing at Nomad. I told James it was none of his business… I wanted to know why he was in my dream. James was calling me by my birth name, Shanna, instead of my true name, Raven, which I found somewhat annoying. I told him Shanna is dead. Now there is only Raven, and Raven is not going to take any shit from him. So he'd better tell me what he wants before I beat the shit out of him and throw him right back to Hell where he came from. I was feeling a rising anger towards James.
It appeared I wasn't the only one mad at James. Nomad seemed pretty pissed off, too, though I wasn't sure why. Nomad was glaring at James, saying he had already heard everything James had done and how much of an asshole James was. Nomad threw a ball of fire at James. James batted the ball of fire aside and gave Nomad a dirty look. James said that if Nomad wanted trouble he had found it. James threw a blast of energy at Nomad. Nomad used the Whiplash effect and sent the energy blast back at James where it exploded. I got between the two of them to get them to stop. I told both of them to quit it. Nomad told me to get out of the way. I told Nomad he didn't want to get into a fight with James… James' power level is somewhere around mine, he would be an asshole about things, so a fight between him and Nomad would not end well for Nomad. Nomad said he wasn't going to run away from that asshole. This is a dream, there is nothing to be afraid of, and maybe I might be surprised. I told him to just not do it, if for no other reason than I was asking him not to. He finally said ok.
James had been talking and I had been ignoring him. I turned around to face him. I told him to get out of my dream and not to come back. I told him I do not want to dream with him any more. He asked if I was really going to stick up for that loser, and he was pointing at Nomad. Nomad was clearly still pissed off at James. I repeated to James that I didn't want to dream with him any longer. I said to Nomad that we should go do something interesting where there weren't any undesirables around. We both turned to walk away from James.
"I just thought you might want to know that you're being used," James called after us.
"Not any more," I said, "I left you behind."
"Not by me," James said. He was now right behind Nomad and me. "Nomad is lying to you. He's just using you, you know. I just don't want to see you taken advantage of."
I was feeling sooooo pissed off. James, the one who claimed to love me only to lie to me and go running off with some fat ugly bimbo slut just because she puts out more in the bedroom! The same asshole who had promised to be honest with me no matter what, and now he had the balls to accuse someone else of lying? I turned around and focused my very best glare on him. "You do realize how much credibility you have with me, right?" I said, "Absolutely none. If you tell me that the moon dust is gray I'm going to have to check for myself to be sure of it!"
"Fine," James said, "Go off with that lying loser! I came to warn you because I still care about you and I don't want to see that asshole hurt you."
"You have done nothing but hurt me," I said, right in his face now, "But you'll never see the pain inside of me, stabbing me over and over and over… I trusted you and I loved you, and you spit back in my face! How could you do this to me? When will you stop trying to hurt me? I've walked a minefield for you! A career in hell with you! I have made it through the things others would surely die just watching! And the oath I take on this day is to know that you will be repaid! One day the sun will die and the night will crawl. Until then, until I see your world implode I wish you death and suffering, misery to spare! Time to release your pain, face the last enemy! I am the last thing you will know, the last thing you will see, I see your death surrounding me! I know you, yes I do, I know you!"
"You're so full of hate now," James said trying to look concerned but not succeeding, "What has he done to you?" James pointed at Nomad again.
"What has HE done to me?" I asked, incredulous that he was continuing to lie even now, "If I am filled with hate now it is because of what YOU did! YOU are the one who dumped negative energy in me, YOU fed that parasite endlessly until it was almost powerful enough to break free, YOU made promises that you never intended to keep, YOU turned your back on me and abandoned me even though I needed you! If someone has filled me with anger and hate it is YOU! And you know something? I have had enough! I'm going to BLAST you out of my fucking dream! And unless you want you and that fat, ugly, bimbo whore wife of yours to have endless nightmares until you both go stark raving mad you had better NEVER return to my dreams! Got it? Good!" I accessed the multiple shards in my Witchblade to create the most powerful blast of energy I could summon on short notice and fired it in the form of a Final Flash (Vegeta's move from Dragonball Z) directly at James. There was a huge explosion. The explosion left a crater in the moon and no sign of James. I felt some better. I looked around to see if there was some chance he was still there. I didn't see him. I was still so angry.
"Are you ok?" Nomad asked from right beside me as he put his arms around me and hugged me.
"I think so," I said, "I just need some time to calm down. The nerve of that asshole!" I was trying to calm myself down, Nomad still had his arms around me, then everything around me faded to black and I woke.
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